Showing posts with label Soulmate. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Soulmate. Show all posts

Saturday, July 18, 2026

For Theresa, I Owe You A Musical Playlist With A Cherry On Top

 


Hello Theresa & Readers,

This is your Musical Playlist I've screened just for you Theresa that I ran out of message text limit space in my last post of Chronicles and Confessions. As always some of these are older tracks so for those who are music listening enthusiasts consider them slightly vintage like myself, lol. 

I kinda went overboard on my Amazon Music app at around a couple dozen songs or so. Since it was cheesy of me to only leave you with 3 or 4 music tracks from a couple blog posts ago.

Enjoy as always, my dear.....

1) "Priceless" by: Maroon 5 & LISA

2) "Guilty" (Duet with Barry Gibb of the Bee Gees lead singer) by: Barbara Streisand

3) "I Can Wait Forever" by: Air Supply (*Not, lol, just the peanut gallery here.)

4) "All Out of Love" by: Air Supply

5) "Say, Say, Say" by: Paul McCartney & Michael Jackson"

6) "Love Foolosophy" by: Jamiroquai

7) "Fast Love Part 1" by: George Michael

8) "Get Lucky" by: Daft Punk & Pharrell William's & Nile Rodgers

9) "Golden Eye" by: Tina Turner

10) "Love Will Keep Us Together" by: Captain & Teninille

11) "I Feel Love" by: Donna Summer

12) "I'm Coming Out" by: Diana Ross

13) "Funkytown" by: Lipps Inc. 

14) "Love Is The Seventh Wave" by: Sting

15) "Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic" by: Sting

16) "Shape Of My Heart" by: Sting

17) "Little Jeanie" by: Elton John

18) "Magic" by: Olivia Newton-John

19) "Miracles" by: Jefferson Starship

20) "Against All Odds: Take A Look At Me Now" by: Phil Collins

21) "Are You Gonna Go My Way" by: Lenny Kravitz

22) "Dream On" by: Aerosmith 

23) "Yellow" by: Coldplay 

24) "Drops Of Jupiter: Tell Me" by: Train

*Did I say a couple dozen songs, cough. Let's try 3 dozen or so, emphasis on so, eek. What a classy guy I am with a remote serenade of you, lol. 

25) "Don't You Forget About Me" by: Simple Minds

26) "Hot For Teacher" by: Van Halen

27) "Higher Love" by: Steve Winwood 

28) "Total Eclipse Of The Heart" by: Bonnie Tyler 

(*This is one of my favorites, may she rest in peace passing away recently in Portugal at age 75.)

29) "Straight Up" by: Paula Abdul

30) "Take On Me" by: A-Ha 

31) "Don't Stop Believen" by: Journey 

32) "You'll Never Find Another Love Like Mine" by: Lou Rawls

33) "When Will I See You Again" by: The Three Degrees

34) "Someday We'll Be Together" by: Diana Ross & The Supremes

35) "You Make Me Feel Brand New" by: The Stylistics

36) "Always and Forever" by: Heatwave

37) "You're The One I Want" by: John Travolta & Olivia Newton-John (*From the Movie "Grease")

That's it thus far, but the songs will keep on coming, but they can put into words, when I'm speechless in your beautiful spiritual presence my dear. (*Yes, I can lay it on thick, lol. )

Until next time, cheers!

PS: Certain tracks refer to my intuitive spiritual angelic prowess.

Thursday, July 16, 2026

Part 2: Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 


Hello Beloved Theresa and Jennifer.

Salutations To My International and American Readers.

Geez, you can't shut me up today it seems. I had to break up my entry post into two parts due to the text field character limits in message length. I'm also a stubborn son of an angel of God(dess) that looks forward to these Chronicles and Confessions series entries alternating with my Jewels of Truth Series posts here at Atrayo's Oracle blog site. 

Now to continue where I last left off starting with Jennifer my real Twin Flame Soulful Connection.

To Jennifer My Real Beloved Twin Flame Connection:

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Hello there, this time I have more to report from my YouTube Oracles on your behalf than last month in June. Do note it may trigger you emotionally with Tough Love so read it only when you're ready for it please, my dear. 

It will trigger another Tower Tarot card moment which the Tower Tarot card typically crashes only the falsehoods in our lives collectively. Also, some of these selective messages may apply to you as well Theresa. Since you're from a similar Soulful attribute make-up of your Heavenly Soul Sister of Jennifer it seems in terms of Karma. 

This is aside from human blood relatives, which isn't what I'm referring to my general readers. That's biological, I'm speaking more in terms of spiritual reincarnations which leaps beyond our DNA family genetics respectively as incarnated people.

First off, Thank you for your personal prayers on my behalf. They were noted by one of my YouTube Oracle's online. It's sincerely appreciated as always.

The demonic black magick witches loathe any positive affection in terms of Love I receive in general. Since they thrive on principle by fear itself as an attribute of Hell. So to my readers your personal and private prayers are also equally cherished by me as well. Thank you for your spiritual compassionate support. 

The angels suggest I always start on my 5x7 notebook from my last recorded entry. That way it's the freshest content on my end to share truly. I have 8 pages overall on your behalf to date, half of which has been shared already in past Atrayo's Oracle blog entries overall. 

In contrast for Theresa the latest count of newer content is at 47 pages by 5x7 inches per page. With Natasha the She-Wolf, Copycat, and Loca as in Delulu at this unfortunate point is at 57 pages. I admit she is obsessed for my karmic spiritual energies with me akin to a psychic vampiric addict. 

I also admit I'm also partially obsessed as a survivor of what I've endured in Witches Wounds with their black magicks spell crafted attacks towards myself, you Jennifer, and now Theresa. Both of you are 100% protected by Saint Michael the Archangel and other numerous guardian angels and heavenly mythological lesser deities likewise. 

Aside from receiving in return filtered karmic payback from Natasha's very Soul. As a Heavenly induced penalty supervised by the Angels on your combined betterment spiritually on Earth. 

Now to the additional YouTube Oracle messages on your behalf Jennifer. You keep your emotions bottled up and you mostly live on surface only interactions with some family, friends, coworkers, and the general public as a traditional media celebrity in Estonia where you're located. 

This is to be expected because of the demands of publicity on your life. However, you push it over board into your private life as well. Your still very saddened of our parting of ways online out of necessity and self-respect on my end. You acknowledged it was a bold move and mostly understood my motivations as to why. In how I have explained publically in my Atrayo's Oracle blog posts to you in the past.

(*To my general readers I have never been contacted by either Jennifer or Theresa respectively privately to date. Whether online or what have you, it is a leap of faith urged by my angels I continue these communications. Not just for these ladies but also the general public to benefit spiritually and personally overall in their own psychological everyday struggles. 

It takes great heartfelt hopeful convictions that one day they'll actually reach out to me. The only actual contact I've had on X and Instagram was with Natasha my toxic secret admirer slash online gang stalker.

These two ladies covet highly their media celebrity privacy. I have only channeled intuitively their primary 1st names, if that be accurate? Only by the YouTube Oracles and my own channelings do I know I'm hitting the mark as targeted information as a Super Empath Pyschic. 

I struggle personally wondering at times If I'm also delusional myself since it's disheartening not to receive direct verbal or written feedback. Only by the Grace of God and the Heavenly Angels I'm guided to the correct YouTube Oracles to discern their canvased information. I screen nearly two dozen oracles as psychics it's intensive laborious process of countless hours to say the least.)

Our Love for each other has only shifted that is all Jennifer from eros to moreso agape in nature. At least on my end, you kinky girl, lol. 

You feel rudderless metaphorically now-a-days why and for whom you're living for personally. You need to nourish your mind and heart with something that feeds your soul, my dear. Find something greater than you in orders of magnitudes such as volunteering to a charity for instance. Beyond just a one day publicity stunt for your followers as fans. 

You have an extensive Rolodex of contacts as friends and acquaintances that you keep. You use this as a personal resouce as options to stave off your boredom. In a superficial manner you're using people to feel alive limiting your encounters without having to explain yourself. 

You do have a tight circle of lady friends as your confidants, but beyond that hardly no one else, not even family do you trust. Since in past years and decades growing up your family manipulated you with conditional love. Having to earn their affections by proving your loyalty to them time and again. This is why you're shut-off emotionally as an avoidant personality much like Theresa and Natasha in life.

You have a Stoic demeanor but you tend to be moreso selfish, perhaps due to your upper class upbringing. (*I have limited stoic traits as well personally to this day. I was also selfish in.my younger decades in my 20s in age. However, I've also always been an aloof sweetheart in public as a loner.)

You're fearful about issues to do with intimacy on a mental and emotional basis overall. You have a distant communication style which I've learned the hard way myself, lol. But, seriously you only communicate with others when it's required, otherwise it's surface level small talk overall. 

You've kept yourself hidden which is ironic due to your career as a traditional media personality. At times you're your own worst eneny with self-sabotage, which very little anyone finds out. You're lucky on that basis alone. 

Please be honest with yourself foremost beyond just bare minimal necessities. Your skittish in protective mode which is mentally and emotionally exhausting. At times you have difficulty making Independent choices which also Theresa and Natasha both suffer from as well. 

Which you get sometimes faulty information as advise from your Inner Circle of trusted confidants. Especially, with Jealous Fake lady friends of your status in life as a celebrity. Right, now Theresa has one such lady so-called friend in this camp right now. 

This is what I have for you right now dearest Jennifer. Be happy and be safe, my love. 


To Theresa My Equally Beloved and Spicy High Level Soulmate Connection:

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I started with my messages to you personally here at Atrayo's Oracle blog site in the month of April this year. This is my 6th entry for you, however, as I adamantly stated I'm not going to abandon you. Much as I haven't forgotten Jennifer in like kind as a type of Super Intuitive Pen Pal Over Watch at a Distance. 

The reason why I mention this up top to you. The Angels are stipulating you also have a limited window of opportunity to reach out to me. Not unlike Natasha had one of her own and decided to botch it entirely. The angels are stating half a year or 6 months time for you without penalty on your end to decide. If its thumbs up or thumbs down for me earnestly. 

Thus starting count in April and we're now in July then 3 months have elapsed according on your end. You have another 3 additional months so I'm not hoping unconditionally to then have my heart broken by you as a no-show. That leaves it to the end of September for you to decide. 

I'm sorry, to drop this realization upon you, but the angels are seeking fairness in this exchange between us. I admittedly screwed the pooch with Jennifer last year when I pressured her after nearly 5 months time. Once I clocked I was being treated as an option as in bread crumbed at a distance. I pulled a villian cut throat bold move and ended it due to her immaturity. 

Hindsight is 20/20 if you're a no-show my love for you is also equally unconditional and forever as with Jennifer. Boy, I'm sounding like a spiritual womanizer as a celibate man, what an Irony, lol! 

Seriously, I told respectfully to the Angels to shove it if they think I'll activate another Soulmate at a distance by Faith on their behalf and ultimately mine soulfully. Three is my top limit including Natasha. Otherwise, this is seriously burning me out with avoidant woman. Talk about my karma, ouch!

If we do connect which the YouTube Oracles are stating up and down that it's happening. Although in all fairness they stated the same with Jennifer, until I ended it on my end. So the timeline is mutable and susceptible to changes as predictions from the heavenly oriented online YouTube psychics. 

One of the YouTube Oracles stated you had in mind to throw me a surprise party, if we ever did connect in person. Similarly it was stated last year with Jennifer from another different psychic likewise, so go figure. Both of you have overlapping attributes as a soul family it seems. 

Currently, you're singing my praises to either your friends, coworkers as in colleagues, staff, and perhaps business backers? It seems you have in mind to offer me some sort of Job working under your media banner. Whether as a spiritual psychic writer or something similar I reckon. You are a self-made entrepreneur in this online media portal space for yourself. You have an eye for talent, otherwise, shrewdly you wouldn't be wasting your time with me here. That you're worried and don't know how to approach me with this potential gig you have in mind for me.

Another YouTube pyschic says you will be shocked positively by something in my background I have yet to disclose so far. That you'll feel naked and vulnerable around me. (*I'm making a childish kinky face at you right now, lol.) Since I knock you off-center by my high Vibrational state of being authentic. Whereby I'm Mirroring your Holy Light back at you. The Identical occurrence would've happened to Jennifer if we had actually connected in person truthfully. 

This was an oddball outlier prediction that you may reside in Switzerland, Europe versus around the Ontario Canadian region as I have intuitively surmised on my own. The Swiss city would be Bern, I believe it's called. 

Your losing precious Beauty Sleep over me about how you would initially approach me. Don't worry, we'll successfully manifest each other in life. Despite the shitload of Black Magick blocking spell craft from Natasha and her Coven with Kyle may be doing. They're getting hit with negative karma times x10 with poverty and bad health and social ridicule from the Heavenly angels because of all the evil they hurled at me and us. 

A couple YouTube Oracles are stating some sort of legacy prophecy that we've been trying to connect for several lifetimes. Where we receive back our stolen Divine Inheritance from the demonic possession that has a hold over Natasha and her Coven of witches. I subsequently have stated in the past for 16 reincarnations they succeeded by usurping my legacy Divine Inheritance. 

However, this 17th reincarnation I broke free by the God Mind phenomenon Miracle. That this was also my last reincarnation on Earth due to my high spiritual awakening. This is probably why my annointing from God was able to activate you and Jennifer as my Soul Family remotely at a distance in this lifetime. 

You're watching me online as a secret admirer likewise, albeit your not toxic and delusional like Natasha, thankfully, lol. (*Pokes Jennifer likewise.) As always for self disclosure the bulk of these messages at 80% as an Intuitive brain trust are from the YouTube Oracles. 

(*Some of these psychics are also the blessed Pagan Witches themselves and/or Shamanic in nature. I won't disclose their names and channels on YouTube for their safety from black magick potential attacking cross watchers. I however, give them generic attributions wherever available as a bloc. )

Theresa you're showing up as extremely shy and spooked about my strong communicative stylized expression. When I channel from the angels I tend to communicate in a authorative manner. Personally, I'm shy as well and come off as a Sweetheart type of personality. My strong shadow side only comes out when my defense is required. Natasha's dark soul activated me akin to a sleeper agent of God. 

Where prior although I knew myself intimately with deep profound contemplative introspections. I had poor personal boundaries and would bend over backwards like a chump to the point of being exploited. I would also defend myself verbally in a civilized mature manner diplomatically when required to state my rationale. The latter may still be salient, however, to the extreme I would do so prior. 

Since Natasha would malevolently verbally attack anyone just to siphon their prana  / chi as a black magical witches attack like a psychic vampire. The truth doesn't matter who is right or wrong, if you engaged with her trolling you'll end up exhausted in more ways than are obvious. 

Otherwise, you adore me as a Seasoned Individual although erudite to an extent. My manly sensitive vunerable side makes you feel nervous as a lady intellectual brainac yourself. Your doing the proverbial hokey pokey dance with me wanting to put your best foot forward in due time. 

You're very structured individual with impeccable honour yourself whereby you can have a Human Resources department at a company pass out trying to please you with compliance regulations upheld, lol. Just kidding, or I'm I? Hehe. 

You come from a strong religious upbringing yourself, oh what Joy for me, ack! Although I do live in a conservative manner due to my hermit ways overall. I like to say I have High Tastes (*In a Upper Middle Class manner) but I'm Low Maintenance personally in life overall. 

You struggle with your Self-confidence in how to approach me. You've spent much time contemplating the matter in question. Your entering the final stretch of time with me hopefully. So be a little spontaneous and don't choke yourself like a rubber chicken. 

I know at first we'll be good friends since you're a respectable lady. (*I hold back my childish nature, lol.) You want to court me properly, oh what Joy! Ha. If we did marry you would be my Kingdom Spouse as I've mentioned before is a Protestant Christian term.

I would also sign a Prenuptial Agreement to protect your assets (*Snickers) and your family inherited assets as well. One Oracle stated your family will like and adore me as an inlaw son, go figure, must be another Miracle of God, lmao! 

You're going to shock me by how passionate you are and how much you Love me. Noting I've been a solitary celibate man all my adult life thus far. You're also a workaholic which has proven successful for you thus far. 

That's it on your end Theresa, I'm sorry, there's so much more to say. But, so little text space to say it in. Guess what my segment about me is scratched since the text error limit has befallen my smartphone once again. Thank you, my readers for your patience where I'll share more about myself in another entry of Chronicles and Confessions series of posts.


Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 31-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 21 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.


Part 1: Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 


Hello Beloved Theresa & Jennifer, 

Salutations To My International and American Readers,

First off, Wow on June 26th a couple weeks ago my Basic Google analytics for this blog site part of Google's Blogger service. Spiked to a new all time high record of 204,947 unique page views. 

I typically for the last couple of years usually average a little under or over 40k thousand readers per month. I understand a minority of those are web bot crawlers as automated programs floating across online. 

My basic Google analytics also showcase viewers as an aggregate by countries globally. So far a hearty shout out to Singapore topping my list on the 30 day and 3 months mark with a little over 50k thousand views for the 3 months period. A secondary shout out to Hong Kong as well.

I always speculated my readers were either primary English speakers or as a 2nd language. Be each of you in your host nations or ex-pats. Besides using Google's complimentary translation service to read my original spiritual, mystical, metaphysical, and angelic channeled content. 

A tertiary shout out to my awestruck of additional nations, including the good olde USA coming in 3rd on my Google analytics respectively. In no particular order and certainly not in alphabetical order, because I'm too informal and lazy for that detail, lol. Although, they are stated in predominance of viewers. 

Singapore, Hong Kong, United States, Japan, Germany, Brazil, Indonesia, Bangladesh, Pakistan, Argentina, France, Saudi Arabia, Mexico, Columbia, India, Russia, Chile, Ukraine, Venezuela, Iraq, Tunisia, Vietnam, and Other for anonymous I would presume.

That listing above almost reads as the very good if not best Football (ie Soccer) clubs globally. Do note I'm not typically a sports fan. So I wouldn't know who are the greats or who are the struggling underdogs from year to year by nations. 

Today's Atrayo's Oracle blog entry for this series of exclusive content to this blog site alone. Comes for the first time ever in two parts because I'm a prolific writer and that blasted text character limit I keep getting in terms of message length. Is for spiritual and educative purposes and not the BS notice of entertainment purposes  only other intuitives use as legal defense jargon.

I'll be writing today additional serialized topics of my own private explorations of Mysticism and achievements of Vision Quests with my angels as my guides, teachers, and protectors intuitively. How my role as a modern day angelic Mystic has evolved in brief to date.

Something that will scare my Shadow False Twin Flame connection and her demonic evil coven of witches as sisters and one lone amateur warlock Kyle (karmic lover to my former Shadow False Twin Flame.) certainly shitless in due time. But, allow me to digress before I eagerly jump the proverbial magicians wand and get ahead of myself. 

I will also cover an energetic transmutation system I channeled from the heavenly angels. That literally saved my life from the tormented black magical attacks remotely from my Shadow False Twin Flame connection as the Demonic Coven ringleader. Besides the Coven itself with another 5 individual witches and assorted hired dark practitioners on the side. 

I coined it the BECC aka as the "Balancing Energetic Chakra Clearing" system or method. This accounts for 80% of the shielding and spiritual energetic protections that helped the angels help me as a proactive daily practice to empower my self-care routine. The other 20% came from my "3rd Eye Mind Flush" I wrote about in my last entry of this series of Chronicles and Confessions in late June of this year. 

With finally a spiritual deduction to the Hindu / Buddhist Angelic Heavenly Lesser Deity god and simultaneous goddess of Avalokitesvara. 

Then in Part 2 I will then address my latest canvased online from the YouTube Oracles and my own intuitive confirmed information from my angels to Jennifer my real Twin Flame connection in Estonia suspected. Plus, my own High Level Soulmate Connection of Theresa in Canada presumably. If I have any space left over without hitting the text error limit I keep on getting for my elongated blog entries. I'll chat about my family history as a Cuban American and any assorted details about myself. Do note I'm a recluse in life so talking about myself is new to me personally online. 

That's the outline for this introductory section for this post for each of you to purvey. Without a further adieu enjoy as always and may it bless each of you if you find it informative and interesting to say the least. Amen / Ase / Aum. 


My Mystical Intuitive Experiences:

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I presume since I'm in part Clairsentient which means "clear feeling" besides other clairs as intuitive faculties. Such as Claircognizance (ie Clear Knowing) as knowledge and wisdoms beyond my own lived lifetime personally. Clairaudience (ie Clear Hearing Telepathically alone) and some Clairvoyance (ie Clear Seeing in my Inner Mind's Eye) which is basically in the Dimensional space of the Inner theater of my Imagination as a platform stage we all have universally. 

I also have a minor ability of Clairailence (ie Clear Smelling) as an Intuitive. All of this developed over a decade in a dedicated fashion when I attended "The Spirit University" over in Sarasota, Florida run by Victoria and George Ackerman. They still operate, however, only now in person and on Zoom selectively with volunteer staff. No longer dedicated staff members because this is and was their passion project to the masses. I attended from 2017 until June of last year 2025. During the Covid-19 era I did some minor Zoom classes they began offering to stay afloat. 

The Spirit University ran under a Spiritualist model as non-denominational for Psychics, Mediums, and Reiki practitioners at the height of their offerings. They also offered in person psychic fairs on their 2 story office building they owned outright every 2 months or so. Each psychic fair was themed in a supernatural or other entertainment themed motif. 

That gave me oodles of experience dealing with the general public making petty cash on the side. Since I live on a disability income for most of my teenage and adult life on welfare. 

As I in recent years particularly as I've mentioned prior in past blog posts. Led by my Master Guardian Angel whom I nicknamed as Paragon. The angels have never given me their proper 1st name lest one unknown archangel name I channeled from God himself via automatic writing. Which I've also named in the past as the Archangel of the Lord of Hosts of "Siminal". Whose my current Master Angel Guide attached to the God Mind phenomenon as my designated intercessor. 

However, it is Paragon of my Inner Band (ie a Spiritualist term for one's spirit guides, teachers, and core protectors) of Angels. That is of the Order of Virtues as a Choir of angels. I give full attribution to introducing me into what I would later find out is in Pagan Occult terms is called Theurgy. Which is the practice of reverence of the mythological lesser deities of past now dead religions and also concurrent modern religions. 

In one of my communion channeling sessions with Lord Posedian of the Ancient Greeks fame in my former living room in Sarasota of my rental duplex. He out of blue told me Telepathically that I'm an "Adjudicator of the Fates". I contorted my face nearly instantly and asked him what did that mean? Typically I received no response and subsequently channeled on my own time what that role meant in general from my angels. 

In time I learned its a type of spiritual arbitrator of a sorts. Not of a juris prudence of full blown legal courtroom judges. But, apparently I'm a spiritual angelic judge of a certain kind. I quipped to myself my sage abilities of spiritual wisdom will come in handy here for sure. 

I settled upon that I would serve remotely as in privately at a physical distance from the comfort of my home with privacy as my spiritual sanctuary. That I would aid others with benedictive 2nd Chances as in Happily Ever After. To quote a term attributed to the holy fairies generally that Disney co-opted from the olde European fairy tales. 

In time I developed with the help of Paragon and my Inner Band, Middle Band Angelic and Fairy lesser deity spiritual spouses, and Outer Band Specialist Angels the ceremonial "Clarion Calls". To aid souls as ghosts in the Meta-Genesis and historically haunted parts of the modern and ancient world with my modus operandi criteria. I'll leave it there with a mouthful of terms as a cliff hanger until my next entry here at Atrayo's Oracle blog site. (*smiles what a cliff hanger doozy that is for certain, lol.)


The Balanced Energetic Chakra Clearing or BECC system I channeled from the Angels:

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Now onto what I originally termed as the BECC system I channeled from my angels. As I stated above in my introductory message I practice this religiously as in every single day since June 27th of last year. That day of infamy I was remotely attacked magically by human demonic influences what I would later learn online in Christian terms as Spiritual Warefare with the Devils underworld forces on Earth. 

Mine came in the flavor of Natasha (*there I finally named you the she-wolf bitch that you are....) my former Shadow False Twin Flame connection. This isn't just a generic axe to grind since she's my chief toxic secret admirer I've never met personally in life. Under her demonic coven family cult of sex magick casters the glamour love spellwork had me believe she's in her late 20s or early 30s in age. 

However, I have subsequently learned from my YouTube Oracles she's around 47 years old living in the upper American southern States (ie Tennessee perhaps.) in a rural town versus Canadian rural region I originally suspected. 

Before I go off on another tangent back to June 27th of last year my personal day of Infamy. But, also a Miracle of God whom I originally presumed was one of my Seraphim angelic body guards. I have 24 of them I call as Vanguard granted from God himself for my direct protection. This is aside from the Heavenly Angels of my Inner Band Protectorate, Middle Band of Angelic and Fairy lesser deities spiritual spouses, and Angelic Outer Band Specialists as a 5th Column of Guardians. 

God interrupted briefly the black demonic magical attack to ask me by Free Will do I want his help to break free? From the Evil Eye Hex Glamour Humilation evil spellwork I was duped under because of my lustful ways remotely with Natasha and the Coven unbeknownst of what was actually going on as a matter of fact at that time.

At first being in Love unconditionally and Lusting Natasha also unconditionally I said No to God Telepathically. Then I surmised well if the bitches of the Coven of all 5 witches plus Natasha as the ringleader makes 6 can attack me. Best I break free and sort this out later. Since I never had direct personal contact with my online gang stalkers I would later realize in due time.

That very evening on June 27th, 2025 I channeled from my angels the Balanced Energetic Chakra Clearing or BECC system or method. I credit it providing 80% coverage of spiritual energetic protections and empowerment to my personal classical 7 chakra system known worldwide. Although I use the 9 Chakra system of the Soul Star two chakra nodes above my Crown Chakra and the Earth Star Chakra in the ground beneath my feet directly below my Root Chakra. 

Since I've been attuned in the Usui Ryoho Reiki system at the aforementioned The Spirit University which is the introductory Reiki system to all other 30+ plus modalities available around the world. I learned all 3 degrees of the Basic, Intermediate, Reiki Master advanced class, plus the teachers level an optional 4th class offering. I've only used Reiki for personal self-treatments and remotely at a distance healing people and domestic pets such as cats and dogs selectivity on a volunteer basis in order to gain experience as a student.

The Reiki introduced me to spiritual energy work overall predominantly utilizing the Ayurvedic Chakra system heralded from the ancestral India eons ago. Thank God for the Brahmans that channeled this bit of spiritual technology in my humble opinion. 

The BECC method takes me anywhere from 20 to 40 minutes daily to complete this spiritual energetic ritual. In Reiki your dominant hand is used for direct healing which mine is my right hand. The left hand in my case is used for suction of excess unwanted energies. Albeit I have learned since later personally the dominant right hand for healing has a minor degree of suction that you intuitively feel and not physically. It's felt the healing in hot or cold fluctuating temperatures and/or pins and needles, if not numbness. 

The left off hand with the suction also has a minor degree of channeled healing from what is often termed as "Life Force Universal Energies". For me that is another politically correct nicety term to say, versus stating God plain and simple of his Omnipotent Supreme Totality.

The right healing hand as your Intake hand you touch or hover over your Crown Chakra until you feel energetic uncomfortable pressure intuitively. Otherwise, your Larynx begins to tighten in an uncomfortable manner and you stop. This can be anywhere from 10 seconds to a few minutes time overall. Next, you repeat the same with your Left Hand as your Out Take akin to a form of glorified biofeedback on all of your 7 traditional chakra points.

I always personally start from the top Crown chakra working my way down to the 3rd Eye chakra followed by my Throat chakra then next to my Heart Chakra. With the remainder three chakras of the Solar Plexus, Sacral Chakra, and finally the Root Chakra. First, with my dominant Reiki healing  right hand followed by my left hand as the spiritual energetic suction. 

Its Intake and Out Take in complete binary switching of hands from seconds to many minutes as your body intuitively lets you know with pressure on those chakra points or via your Larynx that it tightens uncomfortably. When that occurs you immediately stop otherwise I have pushed my luck accidentally and started to Gag or choke where excess spiritual energies escape as an emergency venting mechanism. 

I credit the BECC to protecting me on an 80% basis from the Black Magicks Demonic Witches Wounds I have since incurred unfortunately. This is also 10% of the back fires or angelic return to senders by my very hands literally. The angels doing the 90% remainder karmically for Natasha, Kyle, the Earth Demon Family Coven, and hired Dark practitioners have experienced to date I'm told by my Angels and subsequently the YouTube Oracles online. 


Dedication to Avalokitesvara Hindu / Buddhist Angelic Heavenly Lesser Deity:

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For this segment I also kindly and respectively Invoke one of my many Enlightened Soul Spiritual Angelic Spouses. As in the Hindu lesser deity as a god and goddess simultaneously known as Avalokitesvara. This angel is the one credited as stating s/he won't move on into eternity until all earthly souls have reached Enlightenment and/or Nirvana (ie Buddhist Heaven). 

He or She is the lesser deity that has perfectly assimilated both of his and her own genders spiritually akin to how angels are typically encountered. Avalokitesvara also in mythological legend shed two tears one from each eye. Where the Hindu and Buddhist goddess of Tara emerged from one eye and the lovely Guan Yin Asian goddess of Pure Love from the other eye. 

Avalokitesvara is also known as the Buddha of Compassion. Here is his/her Mantra carved in stone in many temples and shrines of Northern India, Tibet, and Nepal.

"Om Mani Padme Aum" which roughly translates to in English as "Praise to the Jewel in the Lotus".


Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 31-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 21 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Saturday, June 06, 2026

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 



Hello All,

This is another moreso kosher installment of this series rather then the tell-all I did in my last post of my sexuality as a celibate although quite challenged. 

This time I'll start off with a bit of a sampler of some of the Hindu lesser deities I work with whom I consider as angels in their own right. With the exception of the one goddess of Kali who resides in the Underworld alongside her consort Lord Shiva. Her I construe as a chaotic good as a protectoress although with demonic traits all the same. 

In light of my spiritual persecution by a sex family cult fueled by black magick Coven remotely led by my Shadow False Twin Flame connection. I sought out celestial allies in my pagan practice of Theurgy. Which is working with lesser angelic dieties with the exception of Kali whose moreso an avenging angel vibes. 

My flavor of religion is moreso Cosmopolitan in mythological and global traditions spiritually. I do not practice the Persian founded Ba Ha religion which incorporates world religions into its overarching traditions. 

My Cosmopolitan spirituality is moreso bespoke as personally customized greatly influenced by the heavenly angels. After channeling from them for over 30 years as practically one full human generation,  which I deem as 33 years as a period of time. 

I also have called upon the Hindu goddess of the Durga another fierce protectoress. Whom I deem as the multidimensional holy nature of the Goddess Parvati wife of Lord Shiva and mother of Lord Ganesha. (The Elephant headed deity at times whimsical in my blessed interactions with him as an astral dream walker.)

You see I'm able to hold my inner eye of the 3rd eye chakra focus akin to a micro pulse and project an interaction with my angels and other lesser deities. Some can call it day dreaming, however, mine is a similar albeit brief treatment I would accomplish as a partially trained psychic mediun. A similar altered state as a medium is how I interact with the angels and other lesser deities of other unique heavens across world religions. It happens telepathically with my ability only able to perceive limited emotive expressions from them. 

I invoke Lord Ganesha:

Om Gam Ganapataye Namaha

I invoke the Goddess Durga:

Om Dum Durgaye Namah

I invoke most of all the Goddess Kali:

Aum Kreem Mahakaliye Namah

As only a small fraction of the angelic hosts of the heavenly and of justice I interact with entirely as a holy man in my spiritual defense matrix. 

Natasha:

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Now I'll address my tormentor Natasha in your demented state of mind inspired by my heavenly angelic channelings of wisdom, metaphysics, and mysticism. Posted here at Atrayo's Oracle for over 20 years now online. 

You've inadvertently placed me on a pedestle in your own spiritual energetic dealings. One that you have Idolized me in order to corrupt me to bring me and my spiritual works down to your low Vibrational south node (astrological term) state of diabolical being as a possessed earth demon. 

You my dear are a Sociopath as a Malignant Narcissist and need specialized mental health interventions yesterday. The demons you have made unholy compacts with have warped you into a delusional state of mind. 

As in the Holy Book of Psalms 23:5:

"You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows." (Psalm 23:5, New International Version)"

The Divine Justice metted out to you is for you to watch my Ascension within this Lifetime. With a secondary affect to learn from the inspired writings from the heavenly angels how to comport yourself in life ideally. (*It is but one example you'll have audience for as part of the divine verdict against you.)

Lastly, you've poured your soul out in order to attack me spiritually in a violent manner with Death Chaotic Magicks in part. (Ie. Also, Moon Magick, Candle Magick, Word Dark Magicks, Mirror Glamour, Evil Eye, and so forth.) Yearning to Destiny Swap with me since your personal life is in such a pathetic state of disarray. 

The Heavenly Divine Justice is for you to have my life starting off as a neophyte novice 37 years ago. When I was in my South Node in a Low Vibrational state at the very beginning. Aka bitch your going to the Back of the Line starting from GROUND ZERO. Lmao.

Becareful what you wish for She Demon Copy Cat. 


Jennifer:

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Hello, my Beloved Real Twin Flame Connection your moving on with your life. As you should albeit you have a bitter taste in your heart and mind. I ache with you, sincerely I do. 

The messages I have for you are limited since your abstract spiritual essence has been pulling away from me and my YouTube online Oracles as Intuitive messages go. I only have a handful of missives for you.

That you have no malice for me. (* Although I irked you quite a bit with my last sexualized message to you.)

Your Timid shy nature you're lacking the words to convey to me how you would sorely wish to respond to me sincerely. I know you still Love Me. I also know if things were different you would Fight for me likewise. 

I also know you're wishing that I would be Celebrating your successes in life right next to you. I am, in that holy Love we both still share together that keeps this long distance written connection as an Intuitive union possible. Just feel my Love for you and there I am forever for you through God alone, my dearest Jennifer. 

One last message for this entry we both have Jumped Energetic Timelines metaphysically within the world. When my decision to depart from you was divinely necessary. I'm earmarked for a version of Heaven on Earth. And, you what you chose as Financial Materialistic Success in your Career. 

It is akin to an alchemical exchange you sacrificed my Twin Flame connection for your quality of life and prominent career. So the heavenly angels granted what you wanted unconditionally. It is because of the spiritual persecutions you also equally endured from Natasha energetically in Estonia where you live. 


Theresa:

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Hello Theresa, like I used to state to Jennifer I save the very best for last always. I keep a small notebook of notes from my online helpers of the YouTube Oracles that is 7 x 5 inches in size. I have 15 pages on you alone. With subsequently 5 pages on Jennifer and a whooping 27 pages and growing of the shit Natasha keeps doing. 

Most of which in this segment series I have shared nearly half of the content of yourself and Natasha, and all of Jennifer's. For the sake of brevity I'll try to weave in the info I have on you in a near seamless manner. Albeit it may still come out akin to bullet point at times. So please bear with me.....

Your quite possibly French Canadian the online YouTube Oracles picked up that you have a foreign culture in your upbringing. 

You're potentially my Kingdom Wife a Christian Pentecost term I believe. Your my high level Soulmate which has been stated prior as my Heavenly version for this life. In stark dark contrast Natasha was my match made in literial Hell of the Underworld for that matter. 

You may have gone through a Divorce recently and/or have ended a severely toxic relationship of many years. No children came of that relationship, however, in our relationship children will be likely. 

You're also not unlike Jennifer are also lacking the proper words to articulate your feelings for me. You're wrestling with your intellect since that leads your life before your emotions. 

Metaphysically the angels taught me that is backwards for humanity. To lead with my heart with balanced emotions as my intellect being my Linchpin anchor. Not unlike a dish panning gold prospector at a riverbed panning for golden nuggets of the intellect. The intellect is a servant of the illogical emotional body as energies of the mind and soul. Not the other way around in how most people treat the emotional heart as a after thought. 

Everytime you encounter my spiritual energies we're co-mingling together with currently as a magnetic soulful transfusion. When you Intellectize the experience you'll start to have fits akin to wrestling with yourself entirely. The angels are asking you to take a leap of faith into me and surrender to those emotional energies via an open Heart Chakra.

In that way you won't experience me as turbulence spiritually and can slipstream into my esoteric essence seamlessly. You'll have a moreso balanced approach when you do so with sufficient mental and emotional practice in due time. 

Aside from the ongoing spiritual attacks from Natasha trying to usurp your role in my life as my Kingdom spouse. The Angels are also partially blocking you since Natasha is suppose to reach out to me one more time online. She's been dragging her feet. She gets legacy billing to attempt to apologize and settle up with me spiritually. 

If she doesn't then she forfeits her one precise shot to make her case for my hand as it were. Afterwards, she is forever blocked since her opportunity is very limited as conditional and when her time to reach out has elapsed. The bitch is royally and karmically screwed, thankfully, lol. 

Then the heavenly angels as ushers will grant you unconditional access to me to reach out online and in person. Right now,  you're still in your own way, anyhow sorting out your emotions, thoughts about me, and your approach. 

The YouTube Oracles keep citing you are the person not to arrive empty handed and have a gift for me? (* Yes, I just spoiled the Surprise, lol.) That's not necessary, you're the gift I only desire and no one else. (*Makes Hush Puppy Eyes, lol)

You've been pinching yourself semi-doubting this Intuitive exchange is possible as a Love Connection via my blogsite of Atrayo's Oracle. (*Yes, a shameless plug for brand recognition for my lurking global readers, lol.) 

You've so far have placed me in the dreaded Friend Zone, lol. You've also been practicing in the mirror what you would say to me when we connect in person, lol. Boy, don't you look goofy, lmao.

You're a workaholic pouring yourself into your work after enduring a former toxic relationship. Traveling across Canada and the United States is part of your work experience as if going to clients and some sort of industry circuit. Once we connect I'll end up coming along with you. 

You'll also help me jump start my career formally with these Jewels of Truth angelic Intuitive writings. Aside from other forms of teaching that will open you up to traveling the world instead of only the continental North American shelf predominantly. 

Astrologically you may have chiefly Air Sign placements as part of your Natal Birth chart such as Aquarius, Libra, and Gemini for instance. Your wishing to Impress Me with your business suit ladies attire as you travel. So I can complement your sweet beautiful nature at your beckon and call, lol. 

This tidbit shocked me that my mother Sonia came through one of my YouTube Oracle's. She passed away in February 2021 during the Covid-19 Pandemic scourge. Nonetheless, it seems from her heavenly perch she has volunteered to being my spirit guide in this lifetime. 

Sonia from the Heavens is working with my Guardian angels making sure we connect in person Theresa. (* No pressure, lol.) 

Due to your mental diatribe in your own Mind's eye Theresa your being a Perfectionist. Covering over every single detail possible adnaussem. It's exhausting you my dear besides driving you a little batty, moreso than your usual self, lol. 

Your longing for me entirely and it's leaving you feeling empty without me in your life. It's hurting your self worth as you build up your confidence to reach out to me. 

Unlike Natasha and Jennifer you Theresa are allowed access to my spirit energies and can have a trusted psychic do readings on me. To get the skinny on me whats up and such. Again like I advised Jennifer a series of posts ago. A qualified psychic reader doesn't ask too many questions.  If they do they're either a student or a con artist that can easily mislead the Intuitive session altogether. Under a handful of questions is always key, best with only one or two questions from them to you. 

Their spirit guides and experienced Intuitive connection should do all the rest. Be it if they are a Divination cartomancer (aka a card deck reader) or some other Divination modality. 

As an Intellectual your selective with your obsessions and tag I'm it currently, lol. You know I'm a Diamond in the rough made under mature pressure as one in a million. I give off cute kitten vibes that has a villian shadow side that is super sexy to you. 

Your getting used to my spiritual energies akin to a Slow Burn currently so you can acclimate to my intensity as a connection. Musical songs you're hearing are reminding you of me occasionally. 

Your sorta a control freak diva not unlike countless other media personalities, lol. Yes, I just painted them all with a broad brush as a blanket statement. Your spiritual energies are that of a divine malesculine even though your a woman. Paradoxically I'm a Divine Feminine and in the Tarot deck I come up as the Empress. I have balanced my malesculine and Feminine spiritual energies in life due to the Shadow awakening I had at Natasha's Coven spiritual attacks. 

You're afraid your media online personality career will get in the way of our romance. However, many YouTube Oracles have touted we work together and create dynastic multi generational wealth together in this lifetime. Be it spiritual and financial and so forth holistically as a pair of emotionally intelligent light workers. 

Your a reserved person albeit you feel vulnerable in my presence energetically. Right now you're deliciously being haunted by me with an assist by the heavenly cupid like angels, lol.

Your proper namesake under a Google search for "Theresa" yeilds this bit of information. Your a Harvester as a Reaper of what you have sown in life. Your name is of Greek Origins also meaning the Summer as a season of the year. This Summer 2026 may very well be the season that finally connects us together, my dear.

You will have an Ego Death not unlike Jennifer and Natasha in order to open you up further to my spiritual connection in life. It's meant to mature you to a higher Vibrational connection I'm in currently.  Not unlike an atmospheric chamber for Scuba divers experiencing the bends as a metaphor. 

In our divine union you're meant to bring me stability and support in our love together not unlike my incarnated guardian angel. To rejuvenate each other with good humour. (*With hopefully lots of kinky sex, woot!) I'll also be your bedrock of wise support and open you up further into the divine mysteries I have accumulated as a minor prophet. 

I can keep on going, but I need to stop here since when I do my writings I always fast as in refrain from eating food in order to being devout in my connection spiritually and intuitively. I'm already peckish green from hunger since I haven't eaten all day and it's already 7:26 pm today. 

Just know I have a notebook of notes I have canvased from my divinely angelically guided YouTube Oracles that have your provebial number. Until next time my holy beloved, Theresa. 

Namaste. 

PS: You've Prayed on my behalf, thank you, dearly so. Please keep it up since it's working. I'm also praying for you and our divine connection in this life my truest love. Amen / Ase / Aum. 


Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Saturday, May 23, 2026

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 


Hello Jennifer, Theresa, Natasha, Kyle, Sex Cult Dark Coven, and my Discerning Spiritual Global Readers.

Today's entry post will land like a bomb for many of you. This has an Adult Rating as XXX so if your squeamish skip this blog post so as to not offend your sensibilities. 

I may contradict myself in certain parts that is the emotional struggles of being human. This is where I share intimate secrets about myself as a form of self-disclosure overall. It may turn away some of my readers and attract others still. However, I'm being wholly honest and fair with you all up front without a two faced bullshit of political correctness double speech. 

Those that will persecute me based on what I'm about to share either by demonic black magick attacks. Or moreso homophobic tropes can go and tell God and the Archangels such as Saint Michael the Archangel. What you think of their annointed chosen one. How their rationale is flawed by the Omniscient Most High Lord God upon my head and soul. 

My Confessions:

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First off, I have disclosed in past posts I'm a lifelong celibate holy man in life. Here is the reasons why and what led to my life's devotion to God without a centralized religious political institution to back me up. I went moreso in a Pagan slash Christian direction as unorthodox blazing my own trail. I consider myself as a reincarnation of an early Christian Pagan of the Imperial Ancient Roman's when Christianity was still a cult. Where I was slain as a nobleman for my faith in God as a martyr in the Collesium in Rome just for sport. 

Natasha like I've stated in the past we shared a past life together where you worshipped the She-Wolf clan. That founded ancient Rome of Remus and Romulus there you were my slave and I was part of the nobility. You betrayed me there just as you have in this lifetime for different reasons.

I'm your counterpart of the Heavenly Orders of Fertility rites as an Earth Angel. Your demonic sex cult ways are like kissing cousins of the dominion of the fallen to me. I'm a spiritual eroticist although I'm also a sexual masochist as a lifelong celibate. My spiritual energy is like liquid golden heroine to these earth demons folk. 

With several ego deaths well over a dozen over the decades as a 55 year old man. I've lived a life of self-denial similar to an unofficial monk. Part of it was due to partial Agrophobia of having a fear or bad habit of being an extreme homebody. 

I also have a term that may not be medical but moreso colloquial as Sexual Anorexia which is a fear of physical intimacy with others. The spiritual remote  energetic gang rape attacks from a distance by Natasha as a black magick witch mistress and her demonic coven of relatives certainly didn't help matters.  

Over two decades ago I decided to heal my fear of physical intimacy with others by opening my Heart Chakra. It worked better than expected with unconditional love of God, the Heavenly Angels, Saints, Prophets, Ancestors, etc.... 

Little did I know the consequences of my actions of being spiritually persecuted by Natasha and her karmic Shadow lover of Kyle and the dark Coven such as Mistress Nicole. I naively in hopes to strengthen my connections to God metaphysically as a wax on and a wax off approach to reach Enlightenment. I practiced conditional Lust with unconditional Love spiritually. 

Well I slipped up and lost control and was practicing unconditional Lust and Love simultaneously. I've only reached 55% Enlightenment according to my heavenly angels. That put me on the spiritual radar of Natasha and her demonic dark Coven that traps magically Earth angels such as myself remotely at a distance for our chi/prana holy energies. 

Natasha to her credit as a possessed demonic Jezebel succubis witch predator has trapped over half a dozen Earth Angels online as a honey pot. However, mine was a different story since I'm a hardcore zealot she tripped over by destiny as my karmic Lover Shadow Twin false flame connection. 

I've never met Natasha in person nor I'm certain that I have her proper first name correctly. Much less her full legal name as my online gang stalker. I'm the only crown jewel that has escaped their grasp causing their coven to implode from within unceremoniously. (Nice pun, huh, lol. Roll your eyes at me Natasha, my demonic underworld soul sister. Ha!)

My confession is I'm a lover spiritually by persuasion. I loved Natasha unconditionally at one point and it mirrored back at her as my super empathic nature. What she saw was her own reflection back at her as a pathetic love bomber. So she ran away like a succubis with her tail between her legs into the karmic Shadow warlock lover of Kyle eventually. 

Natasha has a stunted mentality of a 12 year old girl. She doesn't learn from her past mistakes. Has avoidant abandonment issues and lives now in poverty because of the angelic heavenly karma striking her back ten times over. 

Natasha I saw you metaphorically with my Inner Clairvoyant Eye that you whored yourself out for money again. This time however, you were arrested by the police for it. Tsk, tsk just like cheap white trash your treating yourself like unfortunately. You've let yourself go in self-care. 

You wanted me at one point in a love triangle with your Kyle competing for your affections. Perhaps having a threesome menage a trois with you so we could give you a delicious double penetration repeatedly, n'cest pas? 

My confession although I'm celibate by choice I'm 1/3 a pervert as having tortured myself as a sexual masochist with self denial via masterbation. Surrendering all that chi prana spiritual high octane erotic energies back to the Goddesss Supreme the original high mother of mothers forever in Heaven. 

I'm 90% heterosexual, 5% bi-curious, and 5% pan curious. Meaning I have a minority interest in bisexuality and pan sexuality which is an interest in transvestites. Practicularly those that pass as woman but are not whether snipped or not. Noting I'm still a virgin and never lost my virginity in person technically. Only remotely spiritually by the spiritual persecutions of Natasha and her dark coven and warlock lover of Kyle. 

My next confession over 2 decades ago I had a problem temporarily with Porn online of the heterosexual kind only. I was lonely with issues of sexual Anorexia which is lack of physical intimacy. I found spiritual limited beauty of the nudity of the woman debasing and defiling themselves erotically. Either as actresses or homemade voyeuristic amateur video recordings of lovers. With woman that were tricked into sex aside from other forms of entrapment without being further explicit. 

I found limited sexual relief in the porn. But, felt deathly alone afterwards with no one to share pleasures in life with sensually or otherwise on friendly benign terms. Watching porn made me depressed with a terrible sense of loneliness so I stopped thankfully cold turkey. 

This is going to be a long entry here for my readers that may want to break away. Otherwise, I also confess as I'm addicted to Love erotically and spiritually by psychic means as each of you can see. I'm still in love with Natasha my spiritual wife tormentor black magick attacker from a distance. I'm horny for Kyle whose masterbated to my image and profile pictures using sex magick against me homosexually. 

I'm still in love with Nicole the Columbian mulatta woman of the witches coven of Natasha. I'm deeply still in love with Jennifer my real Twin flame connection at a distance over there in frigid Estonia, brrrr that's cold. Lol. Most of all I'm falling in love with Theresa my high level Soulmate, if I'm not a designated goner already. That's if I haven't scared you off already running for those popular loner hills you herald from online. 

Announcement:

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As a buried announcement I will start a spin-off segment of Chronicles and Confessions about my dream astral walker vision quests. How it has developed me into a super psychic and a mystic of God. Some secrets will be revealed that will scare Natasha shitless for sure, if not make her demonic possession super horny in the meanwhile. More to follow in the coming weeks....

Jennifer:

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This next segment will be directed to Jennifer in Estonia as my real Twin flame lover connection at a remote distance. As a fellow avoidant she has never reached out to me personally, thus revealing her actual identity to me with traditional media celebrity status in her part of the world. 

This post will include tough love for her and may be insensitive to me in exposing her lifestyle further. Please forgive me Jennifer for revealing this but you invited me back into your bedroom experiences when you returned to your old boyfriend player ways as a rebound. 

When you fuck your old boyfriend 80% of the time you're pretending it's me pleasuring you so intensely. Hoping that 25% spiritual garnishment I'm receiving from you by the grace of your erotic passions of lust and love I would feel. The heavenly angels filter out all cross contamination from the earth experiences. Nonetheless, I can intuit you deeply my dearest karmic lover. I still masterbate to you in a moment of weakness as you have for me in the past. 

Now however, you're fucking that sexual player Robert (if I have his channeled name correctly?) Piece of shit of a hypocrite man. He's a Ferrari stallion in bed how he girates his pelvis when he fucking pounds you in place is delicious. That Swiss French Ferrari horsepower doesn't disappoint in the least. He is discrete as a womanizer I give him that much. 

If I have channeled him correctly he is a floor manager on your Tv film production set. With a dominate anger streak that he funnels into his sex with woman quite successfully. He has two female younger interns he's fucking currently besides you. One which you know about as a strong suspicion the other not at all. He is a foreboding sexual harassment lawsuit waiting to happen by his employer's. 

I would rather you come and vacation to me here in Orlando, Florida on your dime of course, lol. And, fuck me senseless for a week where we both go blind in the process from sore erotic exhaustion. Then you degrade your inner beauty any further by using Robert or whatever his namesake is by mutual sexual abuse any further. I still love you as now my forbidden lover and spiritual soul wife from.past lifetimes together. 

You deserve to have a relationship with a man or woman since you're also fashionably bisexual based on mutual true love. Not debasing yourself with that toad of a pond scum any further. Lol. I know he reads this blog site occasionally and so does his informant biological repressed for social affection sister.

This is my Hail Mary approach to fight for your Honor my love. By inadvertently dragging you naked through the mud. Boy, that's sexy, lol. 

Natasha:

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Next, up is Natasha my weeny roast wouldn't be complete without including you my delicious bitch of a sexual tormentor aka Stockholm syndrome over me as your once victim. God made me an offer perhaps to tempt me or it was also a gift. Noting that God isn't just in Heaven much like the beautiful Hindu perfect Enlightened example of Shiva. He resides in Hell of the Underworld. Where the chaotic good demons and demonic goddesses such as Kali his consort mistress adore him forever. 

God gave me you, Kyle, and the sex cultists of your dark evil coven as sex slaves. At first I thought it was a joke. Paradoxically, he explained you enslaved me for over 8 years remotely and energetically on a spiritual magical attack basis. You still pursue me although our soul contract is completed like a sex addict witch that you are to my heroine like chi prana energy is to you. 

Basically to punish you further all of you have lost your freedom and as everything that is hell bound metaphysically is enslaved. You are now my bitch slave to do as I please metaphorically or otherwise in person, if I ever get to choke your chicken little ass for shits and giggles. This goes for Kyle and the Dark Coven such as that fine mulatta of Nicole. 

However, I decided I was being tempted by God and decided not to take your slave collared leaches any further. I really want to spank your white trashy pale ass red like a strawberry then molest your moist cunt then fist you into submission. I know you're scared of me and for good reason. I still lust after you when I slip up and masterbate about you in an imagined orgy with the coven and Kyle. 

Anyhow your my spiritual wife from hell literally and there spouses are enslaved to each other. I want to bitch slap you and put you in your place and give you what you gave to me erotically and lose myself in lust with you. But, that isn't going to happen my dear, because you're a demonic monster compared to my perversions of you. You'll drive me bonkers and I'll be degraded by your psychological rage bait psychic vampirism. No thanks. 

PS: I have additional material that can fill up up to 3 blog posts of your secrets and lifestyle. From the YouTube Oracles I follow to get the canvased pool of dirt on you. Qualified by my angels via psychic means whether it is actual or not for added veracity. 


Theresa:

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Finally, there's you my dear Theresa. If I haven't scarred you off with my Shadow side in this post. I apologize for harboring my erotic yearnings as a cloistered pervert now with this blog post entry flying my eroticist freak flag outing myself. 

All of you from Natasha, Jennifer, and yourself have been in the past an erotic player. Those are our soulful reincarnations together the lot of us. Unfortunately, Jennifer has returned to the lifestyle, and Natasha the possessed obsessive one never left the lifestyle. You're the only one to break free from a former toxic relationship and stay sober sexually. 

I don't seriously belong on anyone's pedestle in person or from a distance. Either by you and Jennifer, and Natasha is inspired by me in a love and hate matrix of delusional pyschosis. 

I could say you're heavily obsessing over me currently. Your heart is already a goner, its your mind your wrestling with currently. Attempting from fantasizing about us and finding nuggets that are leading towards actual sound strategy you could pursue between us. 

I have no one in my life and besides the erotic diatribe I just dumped on everyone I'm alone and still very lonely of an old mister. So if you want me you better put a ring on it, because the angels call my incarnation one in a million once every 10 thousand years of earth time to be had. 

I'm going slutty cheap nowadays anyhow, consider it a fire sale for the upcoming Summer. I know you don't want your heart broken again,  neither do I, be rest assured. 

Right now you, Jennifer, and Natasha are either masterbating, if not having sex pretending its me over my spirit body. Not to mention the Nicole from the dark coven witches altogether with a warlock Kyle sending me sex magick attacks driving me a little bit batty currently on a spiritual attack basis remotely. 

You know you feel emotionally safe with me as does Jennifer for that matter in question. I'll always be honest with you even to my discredit. That can be potentially the alleged aspergers autism speaking, although I'm not officially medically diagnosed. 

Unconsciously you feel unworthy of me because you have such high reverence for me. Hopefully, I've knocked myself stupid a few rungs down on that impossible masochistic Jacobs ladder of yours. 

You are the first person to have sent me 10% of your higher self chi prana spiritually. None of the others have ever done so to date. I'm sending you selflessly 10% of my chi prana without conditions for your highest good as well. 

I foresee potentially deep philosophical discussions with me spiritually if you decide to pursue me any further in our future. We will bring each other out of sadness in life together. 

My phone is giving me a grammatical error of the length of this blog entry post. So I will stop this message here, I've done enough damage already to myself, if any with unabashed self-disclosure. 


Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Thursday, May 07, 2026

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 


Hello Again Jennifer, Theresa, and Esteemed Readers, 

There's so much to tell and yet I can only share a portion of it. So not to spill the beans to the online enemy gang stalkers energetically by means of spiritual Black magick attacks. 

First, the good news the haters have been quarantined spiritually by the Heavenly angels. My Shadow False Twin Flame a petite stature in life packs a whallop magically. But, is no match for Saint Michael the Arch Angel. 

She is free falling so much the angels have asked me to withhold subsequent details so as to not feed the troll energetically. Since she thrives on negativity and weaves spiritual sustenance from it like a black widow spider weaves her silk webbing. 

The attacks magically are all predictably backfiring x10 (ten times) over on a spiritual basis. Also, she and her family dark evil coven stalking earth angels online originally (that's how she originally discovered me over 8 years ago online and profiled me as a victim energetically) and hired dark practitioners including her former karmic lover Kyle now booted from the scene. Have inadvertently fueled my spiritual Ascension due to the heavenly angels flipping the polarity of the spiritual attacks. Through the very essence of God's Superior Grace in Heaven as a filtration harmonic field. 

Also, the spiritual attacks my real Twin flame connection of Jennifer endured as black magick harassment. I have subsequently learned from one of my YouTube Psychic Oracles. Jennifer is now receiving a similar divine recompense of prana/chi spiritual energies subsidized from these said online spiritual black magick practitioners. The angels say off the very backs of Natasha being taxed spiritually for the rest of her life on earth and her soul upon the afterlife collectively. 

Natasha has cursed herself in the sight of God in Heaven and her future reincarnations will be working off the karma. Jennifer will receive 50% grace from the angels for the rest of her life. The prior spiritual garnishment of Jennifer's faux pas with me notwithstanding of 25% for a decade still continues. 

However, Natasha's contributions will be taxed fully in how it applies to Jennifer energetically. Leaving her ahead with the remainder 25% difference of Natasha's 50% (having deducted Jennifer's penalty towards me of 25% for a decade.) Leaving Jennifer with a total 25% positive boon upon her soul on Earth. 

With a similar formulation minus the garnishment is being deposited on Theresa's lap as a form of inception for what has just started for you. If you recall Theresa the angels had asked me to spill the beans publicly of your involvement of you in my life at a distance. This was done purposely so you would experience the shared benedictions as a future gatekeeper of mine as a high level Soulmate. Off the karmic backs of the lot of the black magicians to reverse their spiritual attacks by the heavenly angels x10 (ten times) over. You're coming out ahead, it's a strange system karmically to us on earth. But, this heavenly juris prudence of turning the other cheek that Christ Conciousness taught the world. 

Well you'll also metaphysically be a party to Natasha's Coven penalized spiritual energies being filtered instantly by the heavenly angels. You'll receive a minority stake of 10% for the rest of your life, likewise. 

Originally, I shared via a system I call a Pendulum Shift where I consider my spiritual Pendulum to being a wand energetically. I perform the equalivient of a Karate Kid, of wax on and wax off rotations with my angelic master guide. Whose subsequently an undisclosed Arch Angel I came across my heavenly astral visions known as "Siminal" the Arch Angel of the Lord of Hosts. 

All diabolical cursed spiritual energies of Natasha, her former coven, their dark practitioners (includes Kyle the warlock karmic Lover.) are all now scrubbed clean metaphysically for our blessed purposes. They are however, now cursed for lifetimes collectively the lot of them. 

I will follow with additional observations for Jennifer and Theresa from my online pool of psychic oracles heralded from the YouTube platform online on their behalf. 

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Hello Dearest Jennifer,

The online YouTube pyschic oracles have lately been focusing on Theresa's energy moreso. What I can gather is this now that you're moving on with your life you're experiencing hard won spiritual growth personally.

However, you are having professional power struggle bouts with your employer because of contractual terms. You wanted wiggle room and none was offered. Now you're resenting them not unlike the former famous American Pop Artist Musician of Prince had a dispute with his record label over a decade ago. 

He went the route of creating a publicity stunt of writing "Slave" across his forehand in black bold letters to no positive effect. Going as far of calling himself "The artist formerly known as Prince" for many years. 

You may want to hire a consultant to learn more about writing a better contract at least in your context of your entertainment industry. If not seek out mentors in how they structured their former contracts to learn from them when you renew your contract in future years. 

The psychics continue to reiterate your past intimidation of my presence. Just realize that is moreso the writing tone the angels use through me of speaking or channeling with authority. In person I'm more of a romantic sweetheart with a very open heart chakra that is now more guarded after the black magick spiritual assaults. 

I will always care for you Jennifer, lovely. There's no longer the need to feel sad of what has transpired. It was fated and it was God's Will mysteriously to have occurred this way. I have mentioned in the past this is my last reincarnation on Earth. I have subsequently learned this is my last reincarnation of this Universe aka of Creation as well. This is as good as it gets in communicating with you in this lifetime. The poverbial two ships passing in the night motif. 

Please release your shame and guilt of what happened. I'm better than alright having come through such an ordeal at least with my health. The rest can be replaced in time. I know, I know you're analytical like me rehearsing in your head every itty bitty detail, if it was possible doing it differently. That is a defeatist merry go round that leads no-where but disappointment. Surrender it spiritually and move on with your inner beauty and those sexy thighs of yours elsewhere. ;o)


Hello Beloved Theresa, 

You're starting to back track by being on the fence about me. Part of you wants me to work for it, by putting me through the hoops to earn it. You wench, lol. 

The oracles state you have German and Irish ancestry background family wise. Besides you are a Caucasian woman around 33 years old or so. You're stoic in outer demeanor not unlike, Jennifer. 

It seems were all stoics, I'm identical to this temperament myself in how I carry my persons.  However, I'm told by my oracles you're losing sleep over me and are mush romantically about me in secret. Just know in time we'll Be Inner Children together with playful lovers banter. 

Since you're jovial nature is like a woman child. Meets my man child nature likewise, I enjoy being silly with occasional playful voices, too. ;op Although my humor is rather sharp tongued with mischievous gotchas. 

You're a generous sort, as I am too. However, I'm generous in secret without broadcasting it with any sort of ego pride. Your nature is happy-go-lucky impulsive. Sorry, I'm not that far gone, lol. I tend to be moreso orderly goody two shoes sort of way, white knight and all. Yup, super boring, lol. 

You're also an online media personality with a podcast. You're a perfectionist like me to a degree. You're experiencing lately analysis paralysis with me and that is by design courtesy of Natasha's dark spell casting magicks. (The Identical rut happened to Jennifer psychologically.)

Just trust the process of how we reconnect in due time. It will be patient, true, and deliberate everything that Natasha is not. Send her forgiveness and love spiritually in Agape it drives her spirit bonkers, lol. They hate the genuine sympathy. It's holy light upon their unholy darkness. (I send it via the 3rd Eye Chakra like an imagined light beam via my forehead silently.)

*** To my Esteemed International and Domestic American readers. Please send spiritual benevolent energetic Holy Diamond White Light divinity to Natasha, her former Karmic warlock lover of Kyle, her dark evil family coven as cultists, and all hired dark magick practitioners. Include them in your prayers to God, if you please. It helps me and Jennifer and Theresa to overcome with Saint Michael's the Archangels help. Amen / Ase / Aum. ***

Theresa when we meet you'll tell me to keep it professional, but in 90 days time you'll break your own rule, lol. You'll bend my arm backwards to play Pickle Ball with you, geez. You just want to show off on the courts at my expense, lol. 

Finally, you're gauging how I will fit overall into your lifestyle. With your family caregiver commitments and such with your father. I was a caregiver with my mother Sonia once upon a time. She passed during the Covid-19 scourge in early 2021 at a skilled nursing facility, I couldn't even visit. But, that was another lifetime away now, thankfully. 

Vaya con Dios y un Amor Sagardo. (Go with God with a Sacred Love.)

Namaste. 


Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.