Part 2: Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 

Hello Theresa and My Global Cherished Readers,

I'm going to experiment and give a little more structure to posting my infobits in general. It's how I'm currently organizing my handwritten notes on my 8x5 Inch notebook. It may help the readers and yourself for reference purposes overall. You'll notice the numerical count going backwards since I start from the end with the most recent content for you. 

I'm also limiting my blog posts to about 5 times or so a month now. My angels are stipulating that posting 8 times a month was too strenuous on me. Since I have to prepare in sourcing the content in the background and then formatting it here properly on my own. 

So basically there will be roughly 3 Chronicles and Confessions entries per month. With alternating Jewels of Truth entries as channeled angelic wisdom, metaphysics, and mysticism as the new guidelines in posting overall. 

I skipped a day for Part 2 to you Theresa. I hope you don't mind, lol. I'm receiving a lot of rich content to share about your predicament and about your troubled demeanor. I share all this not to Crucify you in the public limelight but to bolster your healing at your native pace, and not my own pace set for you. 

Allow me to continue where I last left off in this literary melodrama unraveling in Theresa's life right now. As an online celebrity in the Singapore media market in Asia. I'm estimating from my personal intuitive inquiries regarding her overall. 

Pg. 221 #536 

One of the YouTube Oracles stated you have beautiful Hazel eyes. My Iris for instance is so dark brown they almost appear as black overall in contrast. 

Pg. 221 #536 

You Obsessed about me privately wanting a relationship with me. Since your jealous I'm the one that got away from you. Which, hasn't been a problem ever for you, lol. Also, my overall energies you've never experienced prior in a man and that intrigues you greatly. 

Your blaming me for everything as of late due to my whistle blowing disclosure about you. Albeit it was your fault literally with your petty immature antics. 

Pg. 220 #535 

You've been emotionally coping just barely due to your lifestyle choices in regards to your sex addiction. Now due to my intuitive Super Psychic disclosures as a whistle blower of your betrayal against me. 

Your drowning by doubling down on your acting out with your 2 male lovers at least on a semi-regular basis as to your schedule. Now you've temporarily lost your way struggling with confusion. 

I was one of the few voices of reason in your life if not the only one that you trusted most recently. After I realized your subterfuge from the onset for 6 months time. That trust factor naturally is in tatters now between us. 

Although now you hate me for being a truth teller with the tone of my written voice for you isn't hateful. However, edgy it is at times with sexual overtones, but that was pre-existing prior to this debacle we're experiencing right now. I respect you and still adore you but now it's becoming moreso with Tough Love for you entirely. 

Pg. 218-220 #534 

This next infobit is potent in my self-realization due to the spiritual energies that were circulating between us at a heightened rate until 2 weeks ago or so.

The angels say we're mostly innocent because we didn't realize the combustible factors involved when you hurled your rosy bouquets of lust my way on two occasions. Much like oil and vinegar with love and lust do not mix. For love belongs to the heavens metaphysically and lust belongs to the Underworld of the Hells. 

The first time you pumped lust into our connection when you rode your male stallion lover. I called you out on this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle and you broke off our connection temporarily. Later on when I blogged about it realizing you were focused on me when screwing your lover. 

I was less taken a back making fun of the whole surprise on my end. You doubled down a 2nd time with another male lover this time conciously sending lust to me focusing on our connection again. That one bemused me besides overwhelming me temporarily.

The angels state they weren't amused since it provided a form of lust poisoning into my love for you. Basically you were perverting me in the process where I was becoming your sacrificed lamb as an Earth Angel. 

It gave me PTSD flashbacks when Natasha and her evil witches Coven had me under a Hex Evil eye Love aka Lust spell for over 8 years time. The angels as my protectors realized this practice of yours of lusting for me was only going to get worse. As you'll continue fornicating with your favorite set of men causing an inadvertent Love Triangle between us spiritually. 

That was the precipice and last straw for the angels when you acted out sexually on October 6th a Tuesday. By October 8th, a Thursday the angels as my spiritual adopted family had me cut it off between us permanently. That's the rationale from them for the abrupt ending of our connection on one front. 

Besides that of your egotistical power play of subterfuge over me. Leading me on endlessly since you were in secret competition with me. You were jealous of my well being that you wished to pummel me by weakening my self-worth and confidence. 

(*Natasha you should be envious she did all that without dark magick as a non-witch, lol. Your a pair of Soul Sisters across realms of the afterlife indeed. Yes, I'm a trouble maker, lol.) 

Pg. 218 #533

My Readers are being Inspired and Healed as surrogate readers of this melodrama the angels are stating around the globe. Due to the International nature of my readers because of the content of my intuitive spiritual channelings. 

I'm sorry,  it's at your expense in part Theresa. However, it's Castor Oil medicine from the angels that you learn your lesson on several fronts. Because of my unique metaphysical role with the heavens as a Super Empathic Pyschic. Aside by awakening you spiritually with your Kundalini, Inner Child, and your Shadow sides. Besides maturing your moral scruples and personal development as a divine being having a human experience. 

Although you're acting poorly right now in life. You're still a dormant Earth Angel of the Lesser Unenlightened Heavens being schooled by me and the Heavenly Host of Angels and your Ancestors, too. You were supposed to be my Guardian Protector but became a Predator instead not unlike the Earth Demon of Natasha. 

Please, don't try to reach out to me online via social media. The Angels are recommending that I block you, if you made the attempt finally afterall. Since you're in a wicked mode right now with an axe to grind for me at this time.

Pg. 217 #532

My metaphorical Star rise continues online as a niche literary personality due to my blog writings. The angels state partially cannibalizing your celebrity status in the process at least temporarily. 

Aside from my other works of the Jewels of Truth series and an older Gems of Opportunity series as channeled inventions. As abstract conceptualizations for Commerce, Charitable, Government, and Military initiatives as an outlet from the Heavens with my Futurist tendencies. 

Jennifer, made money off of one of them my angels stated long ago. I still catalogue them but not in an indepth fashion any longer as full concepts. I keep them private as of now in my other notebooks. 

Pg. 217 #531

I'm not going to abandon you Theresa at least remotely from a distance here online. I take my dharmic role seriously with or without this debacle between us. My spiritual love language in Agape is to allievate pain and suffering for all when able at my own pace in life as a spiritual healer and educator albeit informally using the written word. 

Ergo the rationale for Atrayo's Oracle having persisted online for 21 Years Time since May 2005 as part of the Google's Blogger service. 

Anyhow, If I can't spank your sweet brown pale ass in person. These spiritual intuitive writings with Heavenly Angelic support will have to do for now. ;0p

Pg. 215-216 #527 & #530

If you're the Owner of your Media Company it could go into bankruptcy, if you're not careful. As your struggling currently with your public fallout of this scandal of your sex addiction. 

Singapore, albeit is a secular city state of a small nation in Asia. You're still sandwiched between Islamic conservative nations of Indonesia and Malaysia for example. Your lifestyle choices I'm not judging per say, however, they're not very family values oriented. 

If you don't have personal fidelity between your romantic multiple partners. How much more could you have loyalty to your business partners when it comes to your professional life? 

Right now you're in and out of work. You can't keep that up for long by telecommuting from home. You need a reset of a sabbatical in my honest opinion. So you can reorient yourself properly to get all this behind you in a responsible fashion. 

Pg. 216 #529

Forgive yourself for how you've mishandled this entire affair. Aside from trying to manipulate others in your life personally and professionally at large. Release the hate and fear your harboring right now. Give yourself spiritual Self-Love and not the sexual kind, lol. 

My spiritual energy is still circulating around in your being personally, although I cut it off from you over 2 weeks ago. This is why you're still feeling Haunted by me personally in your thoughts in part. Aside from your own obsessive traits of personal over thinking intellectually. 

You'll need to open your heart chakra in order to vent and process your emotions responsibly. Otherwise, you have yourself intellectually in lockdown mode and it's hurting you truly. It's like swallowing poison and it will only eat you alive from the inside out. 

Perhaps try audios of guided meditations to help you overcome all this animosity your feeling for yourself, about me, and all other's in your life. 

Pg. 215 #528

Although your a High Level Soulmate of mine you're also a Karmic Soulmate too, lol. The angels knew you were problematic from the get-go. It was for us to experience each other remotely online and work through our Soul Contract together for this reincarnation of ours. 

I know your disappointed and full of regrets about us and whatever was pre-existing in your private life at this time. 

Pg. 215 #526

You're turned on by me because you weren't able to dominate me in the way your accustomed to date. Now you want me even more, oh goody for me, Not! Lol. You are respecting my tenacity and my Inner Strength.

Pg. 214 #525

You wanted to Control Me. To implant your anxieties into my psyche so I would feel like how you do. However, I'm not a regular naive person that's just by authenticity with camouflage to get people to underestimate me. I'm by far vastly more intelligent. I'm not pretending, however, I'm a Simpleton and I make it work on my behalf. 

I have a very high Emotional Intelligence Quotient or EQ. With my Super Empathic now Psychic nature it pushes it over into a genius category. It helps I've integrated my Shadow side and being a Sage and Mystic in life likewise. I realize at times I may come off as if I'm riding a self-righteous high horse in my writings. That's not my intent, I make up partially with my candor and vulnerability showcased in my writings where available. 

Those who are mean-spirited and idiots don't realize my spiritual annointing by God as an Earth Angel. I have throngs of Angels and Holy Spirits with me as my Intuitive Force Multiplier. What I lack in depth perception about life experiences with struggles and vile people. They steer me around those bumps in the proverbial road to avoid pitfalls and dodge bullets like from your psychotic mania to date.

You are a Tyrant and a Grifter not for money but for Power over people. I was spared by an Act of God as they say don't mess with a Chosen One. 

Pg. 209 #513 (*Where I last left off in Part 1.)

If I had accepted your pleading overtures if you had found the courage to finally reach out to me online. If given the chance you'll pull the nearly identical stunt all over again on me. So no thank you. 

Your love language is confusing since for you to show emotional vulnerability you consider it a weakness. It's some sort of dysfunctional bull shit from how your domineering father probably raised you in life. Especially if he was a Military man would explain alot unfortunately.

You have difficulty conveying your emotions in two way conversations. So your enigmatic and the entire ordeal comes off as chaotic in nature. This is why you're child like when expressing the more intimate emotional struggles you may have with others. It's unfortunately rather a tortured process and toxic when you revert to manipulating others to get your ego needs met.

Pg. 209 #514

My Self-Love is allowing me to be in my spiritual strength taking accountability for my actions. So please for the Love of God do your own Inner Shadow work as soul searching. Right now you're experiencing the Dark Night of the Soul with an Ego Death. Capitalize on this moment whilst the Iron is Hot!

Pg. 208 #513

You want me to come to you. You feel I was the only stability in your life. (*Natasha had similar unspoken sentiments.)

Pg. 208 #512

You still need to work through your shadow and jealousy issues. The Drama Queen in you thrives on the domineering over others, perhaps not unlike how your father did in your household when growing up. He was prone to tantrums when stressed out and couldn't get his own way. 

Pg. 208 #511 

I'm Healing from this fracas between us. Heavenly Justice is being served to you x10 Karmically by the Angels. I'm Energetically Transmuting the Betrayal from you in order to Transform for my well-being. It's the Balancing Energetic Chakra Clearing method I've taught in another blog post that I channeled from the Angels in the past.

I'm now slingshoting forward after you left me to feeling uncomfortable for months on end without any communication from you personally. The public Justice is only an added bonus I wasn't expecting in your media market in my support. Your lack of gratitude for helping you selflessly notwithstanding.

Pg. 207 #509

I experienced a metaphysical Ascension from the Heavens when I overcame your toxic trial supervised by my angels. In regards to healing from all three karmic woman of being a Multi-Generational Curse Breaker of leaving toxic relationships. 

This was a form of being in a metaphysical canned safari proverbially speaking from the Angelic perspective to heal my divinity upon the world. The Heavens are rejoicing since healing a multi-generational curse isn't a common event moreso a rare one. 

People and Ancestral Holy Ghosts are talking about me in a positive light regarding my Self Sacrifice for my maternal bloodline and soul family. (*which technically includes you too.) 

How I showed grit and leadership for setting a positive role model example with you, Jennifer, and ultimately the Earth Demon of Natasha. It's increasing Faith in God globally as for religious readers around the world for decades to come the angels say. 

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The Angels are asking I stop here. 

Here are 15 musical tracks for your growing playlist for yourself and my readers that may be following along themselves. (*I know Natasha listens to them, too. Lol)

1) "I Put A Spell On You" by: Creedance Clearwater Revival.

2) "Physical" by: Olivia Newton-John.

3) "Physical" by: Dua Lipa.

4) "Fake Love" by: Drake.

5) "God's Plan" by: Drake.

6) "Talk" by: Khalid (Feat. Disclosure)

7) "(I Just) Died In Your Arms" by: Cutting Crew.

8) "Unbreak My Heart" by: Toni Braxton. (*A duplicate from Natasha's playlist.)

9) "Yesterday" by: The Beatles.

10) "One More Time" by: Daft Punk.

11) "Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie (A Man After Midnight)" by: ABBA.  ;0p

12) "Latch" by: Disclosure & Sam Smith.

13) "Summertime Sadness" by: Lana Del Rey.

14) "Outro" by: M83.

15) "Take A Bow" by: Madonna. 

There you have it. Until next time, Theresa. I'll probably only write to you once or twice in this public segment of Chronicles and Confessions series per month. Now that I have content for Retired U.S. Army Captain Evelyn and of course for Natasha and her Coven of Sisterly Witches.

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 31-plus years of his life to the pursuit of Clairaudient (*Intuitive Telepathic Hearing) Inspired by psychic automatic writing channeling by Claircognizant (*Intuitive Inner Knowing Beyond Our Native Lifetime Lived) means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan, is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. 

He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 21 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Part 1: Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 

Hello Theresa, Jennifer, Natasha, and Esteemed Global Readers,

Before I begin I wanted to cite their will be some limited vulgar language and suggestive sexual themes Adult in tone as a upfront disclaimer. So as to not inadvertently offend someone along the way. 

In this Halloween edition of Atrayo's Oracle blog site entry today. I'll briefly address Natasha. Then address Jennifer whom a YouTube Oracle came through with information on her. Finally, the long awaited follow-up response to Theresa with more background information from myself and the YouTube Oracles on hand. 

If I run out of space I'll create a Part 2 post if the dreaded text field limit error appears on my end. Since I type these blog messages on my smartphone since I lack the means to afford anything else currently for online access.

I have also come to realize these entry posts of the Chronicles and Confessions series is Genre Bending in itself. It covers the adult romance audience, fantasy elements, Pagan Goth, New Age and Christian audiences, Personal Self-Improvement, and finally Divination Intuitive audiences. That's 6 genre's all for Free Content in this little undiscovered oasis at Google's Blogger service as a portal.

The angels have formated this series of Chronicles and Confessions with heavenly light codes as a divine enchantment watermarks. Also, this content is presented in a form of Infotainment meaning as information that has entertainment resale value for readers as consumers. 

I'm teaching not unlike a sage spiritual teacher as an angelic channeler in Aseopian normative values. Aseop was a famous ancient Greek story teller that wrote fables. Many of which became fountational content for future children literary works authors like Hans Christian Anderson of the Little Mermaid fame from Denmark. 

My online moniker of Atrayo is based off of Atreju from the Children's Novel of The Never Ending Story from a German author of Michael Endes. Which was made into a series of movies where only the original film has the highest production cinematic values in my humble opinion. 

Until that time myself as an old fart learns how to monetize this channel since I really do need the income, lol. Otherwise, the best way to show your support economically is to buy my angelic channeled series of Jewels of Truth three volumes of books. They sell on Amazon and elsewhere online in Ebook and paperback versions. 

Thank you, for your patronage. 

Amazon, Jewels of Truth Books Author Page Link.

Happy Halloween!  For those who celebrate it.

Natasha, Shadow False Twin Flame Connection, Evil Witch & Black Magick Coven.

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You Little Sweet Bitch of a Woman you tried to steal the Multi-generational Healed Curse from me. A YouTube Oracle clocked you calling you a Dark Sorcercess. 

(*Background Information:

I passed 3 trials set by the Heavenly Angels and God on my behalf. To overcome 3 past lives spouses from my various reincarnations that are incarnated in this lifetime. Each one represents a dominion or realm of the afterlife. In overcoming the curse of leaving toxic relationships with self-respect for myself as a man and a holy ghost. 

The 1st is Natasha from Hell on Earth. Next, follows Jennifer representing Limbo or Purgatory on Earth as faithless, and finally Theresa an unawakened spiritually fellow Earth Angel. That represents the lesser unenlightened heavens where justice is still utilized because the lack of maturity from all ghosts therein. 

That's where the bulk of humanity that ascend back to God that are blessed return to as holy spirits metaphysically.)

Natasha there's something you didn't realize when you went off half-cocked as usual. All Multi-generational Family Curses traced to our maternal family bloodlines and our soul family. (Ie Soulmates, Twin Flames, Shadow Twin Flames, and subsequent Soul Allies and Soul Kindreds, which I channeled from the angels also exist.)

Are governed by the Fallen Angels as Demons since they deal with Hellish Curses of the Underworld over humanity. It's part and parcel of the metaphysical laws governing the afterlife and the world. I'm the victor that passed the 3 trials taking me nearly 17 months or so. 

I'm receiving honors and various blessings from the heavenly angels. For choosing righteousness following the paradigm of each of you three woman as pastlife spouses and toxic lovers spiritually in this one lifetime. Albeit we've never met personally in this life. I don't know your proper legal names much less know what each of you look like in person. 

Each of you have never revealed your real identities to me personally online or elsewhere. It was a huge intuitive leap of faith to overcome my ego and eroticist lustful Achilles Heel with each of you. 

Since you are considered Soul Family Natasha even from the Underworld. (Ie everyone has soul family members from each of the 3 metaphysical realms universally.) Why I'm mentioning all this is the angels tell me that in your next reincarnation. You won't have this soul family curse upon you. 

All soul family as ghostly entities that transcends as pre-existing souls prior to the Earth as a planet in the cosmos of Creation. Have this curse lifted for an eternity in contrast to my maternal human bloodline family members as holy spirits. Will have this curse lifted for 10,000k thousand years in future reincarnations on the Earth itself. 

You tried to pull a fast one as a evil witch to no avail. Silly goose, tricks are for kids.

Here are 3 treats for you today as music tracks for my growing playlist just for you my cursed darling, Naughty Natasha. 

1) "Bad Boys" By: Inner Circle. Theme Song for Cops Tv Show.

2) "Unbreak My Heart" By: Toni Braxton.

3) "These Boots Are Made For Walking" By: Nancy Sinatra. 

There you go, Bitch!

Jennifer, My Real Twin Flame Connection:

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(*To my readers Jennifer is my Real Twin Flame Soul Connection predominant in my writings to her similar to Theresa.  From the months of August to December of last year 2025 as eerily familiar to Theresa's paradigm. 

Jennifer is a media personality in the traditional bricks and mortar European market in Estonia. At least that's where my intuitive channelings with the angels led me. How similar in this lifetime on Earth my inclinations of pastlife reincarnated spouses appear.)

To my surprise a prayer of mine to the angels was finally answered from over a month ago. To hear from you from one of my most trusted YouTube Oracles. (*I don't name them to spare them from being magically attacked by Natasha and her demonic black magical witches Coven.)

I know you're still rooting for my success which is kindly appreciated. After experiencing a housing eviction almost 9 months ago in Sarasota, Florida. It was a rental residence I lived in for over 21 year's time and after 2 months and a half without paying rent I had to vacate immediately. Or face a Sheriff's Deputy kicking down the door with a battery ram. 

I left behind an entire household of memories without packing up one iota of it. Some of it was family heirloom almost antique furniture in need of restorations. Circa 1960s. My family photos, my wardrobe, my electronics including a PC computer, etc... I even left behind my mother's funeral ashes and that of her sister from a prior passing from old age years earlier. The angels tell me it will all be restored to me x10 being a new home and furnishings in my Immediate future. 

The angels tell me metaphysically it was necessary to flush out all the entrenched black magick cast at me for over 8 years by Natasha and her evil witches Coven. It acted like an enema to have all those Hexed Evil Eyes with Glamour Humilation Love Spellwork also lifted off of myself likewise. 

Thank you, for still following Atrayo's Oracle blogsite overall. I hope you don't mind that I still cite your channeled namesake as examples to draw from your soul sisters. 

Thank you, for appreciating my dutiful spiritual works and it's caliber overall. Finally, additional gratitude personally for your continued adorations and empathy for me as a young Caucasian woman similar in age to Theresa. (Ie late twenties to early thirties I suspect.)

I still Miss You and Love You my dear. I tend to be spiritually polyamorous as an eroticist in spirit, lol. Go figure. I know you get turned on how I handle myself as a Shadow Light Worker or as I prefer to say a Light Lover. 

I know you're still studying me from a distance as a precious secret admirer of mine. You won't scare me off. I'll never forget you. I know you still have a Crush on me after all this time, as I do of you. I also know I make you nervous as a super psychic and you like it, lol!

Thank you, for learning from myself and the channeled angelic wisdom, metaphysics, and mysticism of the Jewels of Truth series to date. I know it helped pull you out of some moments of the dark night of the soul in your past. 

I know you still want to approach me now that Theresa has royally dropped her panties for the wrong men in her life. My angels are still urging me to turn away any of your potential beautiful and horny romantic offers. Lol.

However, I can accept your friendship online whenever you wish to find the courage to reach out to me. In overcoming your authentic avoidant fears not unlike Natasha and Theresa herself. 

I know you appreciated my patience when we struggled to connect likewise at the time. To borrow a line from SADE the female vocalist. Your My Sweetest Taboo. Aka your also a potential Rebound, lol. ;op

The angels say If I accepted your romantic offer I wouldn't jeopardize my standing in healing the Multi-generational Family Curse. Since the Soul Contract between us has subsequently expired as a completion. I would simply assume your karmic ties and dysfunctional struggles in your life currently as a media personality. (*similar with Theresa if I returned to her also.) 

Be well my first cherished pastlife beloved. 

Theresa, My High Level Soulmate Connection:

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(*It looks like I may have to make a Part 2 entry today. Due to the length of this blog post so far.)

Hello Theresa,

Here we are, I wanted to reach out to you sooner. But, the angel's asked me to slow down and not burn out over you. That way I can collect more content to share with you from myself and the YouTube Oracles online that I trust the most. 

The fat and the skinny response to you is No. To rebuff any Love Bombed or any such offers from you. Much like with Natasha I don't even need nor want your apology at all. That's if you had the maturity to admit where you were wrong breadcrumbing me on purpose for 6 months time in an exploitative manner. 

You're a greedy woman with a misfit approach with artifices of several sorts. A debutante like no other with a very haughty demeanor overall. You relish to create chaos and conflict not unlike Natasha herself. 

Your all talk as a gossipper, but hardly ever follow through unless you have self-interested gains involved. You avoid accountability wherever possible, which I'm not your first victim by far. Your a manipulator and a highly critical woman that gets slighted easily. So these decriptors of your lack of moral character hurt me to realize in stating them overall. 

I Do Love You Earnestly. 

You've painted me as an online stalker as damage control as a amateur publicist spin doctor move that you are as an online media personality. I would high recommend selflessly that you hire real professionals as media publicity specialists that deal in Image damage control. 

Since from what I'm gathering as a Super Psychic your making a mess of handling it on your own. Due to your emotional meltdown as it stands. You've called in sick at work to avoid the public scrutiny of you personally. 

I know you're torn about me. On one hand you want to rip me a new asshole served on a cold dish of revenge. On the other hand you still love me and want to reconcile. Your public denials about the lies you're telling friends, family, and the general public in your media market. It's not being believed since it's written all over your face how distraught you are not because of what I've stated. But, of how you feel about me and your rebuttals look insincere and very weak to all others.

The angels are asking you to stop sending me Evil Eye or they'll be forced to send it back to you x10 as a consequence in your holistic lifestyle. This is your fair and only warning from me as a courtesy to you. 

Your intentions were always to lead me on by the nose metaphorically. Saying you would invest into me and then leaving me in the lurch as a despicable pretender. 

People will be coming to you informally wanting to connect to me personally for my Super Psychic Personal Development Spiritual Services. I know it'll make you livid with disgust and anger, lol. 

If you recalled in the past I channeled to you here on Atrayo's Oracle blog site. That I would be serving celebrities in like kind in the future to yourself and Jennifer for instance. That you'll want to be the go to handler as an introduction so you get the positive notoriety as the PLUG. For you to shine in my shared limelight potentially. 

It's not going to happen, thankfully. Because hopefully I won't be associated with you publicly much less privately. (Aside from this very public debacle of yours to date.)

One of your Male Lovers Has Betrayed You Recently. I highly suspect it's the married one not wanting to be associated with you because of the acute toxic publicity around you currently. 

I know you're exhausted as of late. You've lost the will to care anymore, your burned out. You've been in this sex addiction lifestyle a little over 6 years time or so. You've given into your vices to feel alive and to allievate your emotional and mental pain and suffering to date. 

You have a group of trusted sex addicts and other confidants enabling you in this lifestyle covering up for you. 

For obvious reasons you're fuming mad at me. However, you're the one that initially screwed me over. Your resenting how the general public is predominantly taking up my side of the argument. 

Your heart chakra is currently closed and your obsessively over thinking again. The thrill seeking of the sex addiction in the long run that you've doubled down on will only leave you exhausted. Seek out a qualified rehab (ie think of the famous Betty Ford clinic in Hollywood, California.) or mental health clinician that specializes in celebrities for anonymity purposes. 

Recently you prayed to an angel trying to page me remotely. I'm acknowledging your Missing My Spiritual Energies which is the equalivient of 4 Michelin Stars out of 5 in my not so humble opinion, lol. 

Your in a karmic loop manifesting your own narrow minded conflicts in life. You're still learning how to Love be it conditionally and certainly if ever unconditionally overall in life. Your passive aggressive nature as an avoidant shy woman notwithstanding. 

You manifested me as your Very High Level Soulmate as a Wish Fulfillment of yours. However, it was the right person, but the very wrong time in your life, unfortunately for both of us. 

You're currently hyper vigilant and are expecting the worst. Due to your past hurts of betrayals you've caused on others and those done to you. You chase after drama and you find it with your vanity. You've always wanted to control the outcome and not reciprocate wherever possible.  You always want to be right in an egocentric manner. 

You always test others to prove their loyalty to you. Even if the tasks of proof you set out are inane and redundant in nature. 

My Self Love spiritually is allowing me to be in my strength at the moment. I highly recommend that you take action on your personal accountability to yourself foremost. Do the Inner Healing Shadow Work. 

I've already released you my beloved for my emotional well-being. Although I'm still Heart Broken what you caused me overall. So Move On With Your Life. 

I never knew your full legal proper name much less what you look like in real life My Beauty Queen. This is my spiritual leap of faith in life. Your my Miss Piggy and I'm your Kermit the Frog that has leaped frog away from you in life now. Ribbit. 

I'm now getting the field text error space alert. Expect an additional Part 2 post after I have dinner tonight as a break. To finish my message to you overall with a subsequent 15 tracks of music as the playlist to express my feelings for you too. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 31-plus years of his life to the pursuit of Clairaudient (*Intuitive Telepathic Hearing) Inspired by psychic automatic writing channeling by Claircognizant (*Intuitive Inner Knowing Beyond Our Native Lifetime Lived) means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan, is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. 

He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 21 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 

Hello Theresa and Esteemed Readers,

Today's Chronicles and Confessions segment entry may contain Adult Language as a disclaimer in advance. So as to be considerate and not offend any of my readers inadvertently today. So please be forewarned going forward with this blog post today, thank you.

I also wish to state I'm not a Sexist individual although my personal artistic language is very sensual. Especially when speaking to the ladies as Twin Flame and Soulmate Connections as Soul family of my past reincarnations at large. 

Not to kiss up (pardon the pun) I actually deem woman to being the superior gender for humanity in existencial and spiritual capacities preferably. I'm also a Spiritual Zealot but. I'm in no way a fanatic, Thank God. 

I practice moderation as a due course of personal excellence as a rule of thumb overall. So anything taken to an extreme is both unhealthy and very toxic in the long run in my humane opinion. 

I have an intense at times obsessive personality all my life. So the practice of moderation was a god send when my angels began educating me on such discourses decades ago via pyschic telepathic means of Clairaudience (*ie Clairvoyant Hearing). 

Now that these basic points as caveats are covered that I felt were necessary to dispel any nagging doubts in question. From those of you as discerning individuals with such suspicions wherever available.

Theresa: High Level Soulmate Connection:

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Now my dear the explanation I feel I owe you overall for the record. 

Although I love you unconditionally I have sensible fair boundaries of self-respect. Still the patience I have showcased to you is both saintly and selfless. However, I'm not interested in being bread crumbed and neglected any further after 6 month's time here at this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle. 

I have come to understand and realize additional content from my private channelings with my angels and the God Mind phenomenon. Aside from the canvased information pertaining to you in particular from trusted several online YouTube Oracles therein. 

This has been an overarching spiritual psychic trek with the heavenly host to heal utterly a Generational Family Curse. Of leaving toxic relationships whether in person or in my extreme case remotely at a physical distance upon the Internet. 

Every maternal human bloodline has curses accurred over the eons spiritually upon our humanity. The angels tell me my mother's bloodline has 52 curses where the average is 35 or so. These are incurred by our ancestors committing god forsaken atrocities over the epochs.

We have a responsibility to overcome our tragic tendencies in order to live better lives overall. The angels exposed me to Natasha as an evil pagan demonic black magick witch practitioner. Being victimized by her Coven's Evil Eye Glamour Humilation Love Spell magicks for over 8 years time remotely at a distance. As my cohorts of toxic secret admirers and online gang stalkers inspired by my angelic channeled spiritual wisdom, metaphysics, and mysticism. 

Natasha, Jennifer, and now Theresa are all soul sisters spiritually at large as my hidden avoidant secret admirers. Some of which are also ManEaters Erotically speaking as a lifestyle choice. 

Theresa not unlike your soul sisters each of you are practicing erotic Maneaters by lifestyle preferences as sex addicts. Each woman represents one of the three metaphysical realms in question. 

Natasha represents the Underworld of the Hells. Jennifer represents Purgatory aka Limbo, and Theresa represents the lesser unenlightened heavens. As a big picture meta view point I have been struggling with to heal a maternal family generational curse. Of leaving a toxic relationship coupled to pastlife spouses we've abused eachother in Karmic loops I've healed with the help of the Angels. 

I activated, nurtured, and fostered a geniune compassion for each of these ladies. Not realizing I was in this metaphysical conundrum for our combined highest good at play spiritually and for my maternal families human incarnated conditions.

Everyone has Soul Family and Human Biological Bloodline Families. The two intersect but they aren't one and the same. The human is temporal based upon tens of thousands of years as ancestral people. The soul one is angelic based upon star systems of the cosmos that preceeds the earth itself as a whole. To the extent of the eternal that is timeless on the scale of the angelic lesser deities as the gods and goddesses as a continuum of the afterlife.

This is a hidden mysterious metaphysical peek because of my mystical abilities as a super empathic Shadow light worker psychic alone. With heightened discerning spiritual faculties at play. Basically we're pawns in the game of chess on behalf of the angelic gods of the 3 realms of the hells, Limbos, and lesser younger heavens. 

That's the metaphysical conundrum at play as my High level Soulmate with you Theresa underneath the proverbial hood of the car.

Now to Our Mundane Struggle together as spiritual lovers If I haven't confused you up to this point. The angels activated our past life love affair for me to awaken your Kundalini and mature your inner child. To heal and reconcile your spiritual Shadow side of your holy ghost. Moreover to grow your humanity with personal development at a heightened pace in order to Slingshot You Forward in life. 

God, I learned wanted me Celibate through the entire ordeal remotely at a distance whilst activating the lot of each of you my pastlife soul sister's. All the while Natasha and her karmic lover Kyle and her evil Coven casting black magick at myself and each of you. 

Due to wanting to control my life as a sadist, if not destroy it out of spite. She is a Malignant Narcissist avoidant personality that attacks spiritually from the unholy shadows. As a woman she is a manipulator pretending to being a peaches and creme sunshiny wholesome personality. A delusional doople ganger if you ever met one in person. 

Each of you share similar traits but not exactly. The avoidant personality, narcissistic traits, sex addictions as Maneaters, having STD (sexually transmitted disease) under medication. Except Natasha has lapsed on her medications of Prep for HIV/AIDS. Besides not disclosing her infection status to her hook-ups which is a criminal offense in itself. 

Each of you have different STDs (sexually transmitted diseases), the angel's have asked me not to disclose your specific one with limited fairness to you. 

You Theresa are an erotic player and party hostess for your friends that partake of this lifestyle choice. You over spend on these lavish parties out of guilt and as being good natured wealthy provider to your friends. These parties aren't sex parties, however, just for potential stomping grounds for future hook ups on your end. To control your hunting grounds wherever possible. This has been a drain on your financial savings overall, which as a workaholic your able to maintain. 

You have at least 2 Male Lovers one whom is married currently. A past one is the scoundrel that infected you with a STD you have controlled under doctor supervised medications responsibly. 

I'm an eroticist spiritually I'm kinky in my own ways partially as a masochist practicing lifelong celibacy. It was my intense personality and masochism that I was courageous enough to put up with your two timing ways bread crumbing me for 6 months time. 

With Jennifer I was bread crumbed for 4 months and a half. With Natasha I was under extraordinary black magick evil eye love spell for 8 year's and a half. Not realizing it until the very end that the God Mind phenomenon Miracle woke me up out of my stupor. 

Three distinct karmic lovers from past reincarnations all screwing me over remotely as a high Vibrational mystically Awakened Earth Angel. One from hell, one from limbo, and one from the heavens, go figure! As healing and successfully completing 3 Soul Contracts of 1 Generational Family Curse.

You thought you could buy me. You can shove your money where the sun doesn't shine. I've caught you metaphorically butt naked with your hot pink panties at your ankles. All I want to do is spank you over my knees until your sweet brown ass is nice and rosy for the ordeal you put me through with your subterfuge. 

I Still Love You Unconditionally and Forgive You. Especially for my sanity. The consequences is I drop you from my life as a heavy ass dead weight. My angels aren't impressed with your antics by free will. The rosy bouquet of having sex with another man last Tuesday, October 6th. Where you pretended you were making love to me was delicious and confusing on my end at first.

I laughed when I realized what you had done as a super psychic empath sharing a spiritual energy stream together. Your still in my auric orbital spiritual zone connection because your my Beloved. That's why the angels haven't jettisoned you completely out of my holy ghost. 

I Can't Accept Any Sort of Gift or any other offer from you now. Since it is laced with karmic lust from your 3rd party lovers and your immature jealousy antics. Your Dropped Energetically by Spiritual Means Between Us for obvious reasons. I'm practically at full auric strength again, the first time in 6 months. So Natasha the magical attacks as back fires to you and the Coven are hitting harder x10. (*times ten). 

I Will Continue To Support You Remotely With Information related to your human holistic and spiritual connection we share on a loving selfless basis. Right now I know your pissed at me and crying, besides Obsessed missing my auric energy between us. I take very little pleasure laying down the law between us at this time. Consider it a taste of your own bitter medicine leaving me clueless in the dark for 6 months time now. Every blog post entry I made to you was a Leap of Faith for both of us. Your immaturity notwithstanding now for your doubting Thomas ways. 

Natasha, I know your giddy and laughing your ass off at my predicament as my #1 Toxic Secret Admirer online gang stalker. If you try to approach me or the Coven of woman (ie 5 or so.) I will rebuff each of your advances with extreme prejudice.

This blog post is already getting long enough before I trigger the text error message. 

I'm still open to hearing from you Theresa online via social media direct messages. I won't block you to get your side of the story, if not an apology for leading me in circles at my expense.  

I'll leave you with one last track of music for your benefit my soul beloved. 

126) "It Ain't Over Till It's Over" by: Lenny Kravitz. 

The angels say you can no longer be my Imperial Kingdom Spouse spiritually. We can still be friends and lovers, but nothing else. 

The angels do say in 3 years. 6 weeks, and 12 hours time, which is early December 2029. You'll be mature enough in your personal self development to connect with me again. Maybe we'll meet one day in person afterall.....

PS: Although you have no metaphysical penalty from me proper. The Heavenly Angels will give you x10 (times ten) karmic divine justice for what you did to an annointed chosen one of God. How you did me wrong, others will treat you in like kind. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 31-plus years of his life to the pursuit of Clairaudient (*Intuitive Telepathic Hearing) Inspired by psychic automatic writing channeling by Claircognizant (*Intuitive Inner Knowing Beyond Our Native Lifetime Lived) means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan, is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. 

He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 21 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Part 2: Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 

Hello Theresa and My Esteemed Readers,

Here's the Part 2 as promised with additional infobits for Theresa, besides 19 or so musical tracks as the playlist for her continues to grow.

Jumping right in where I last left off for you, my dearest. 

Theresa: A High Level Soulmate Connection:

You detest feeling vunerable and being emotionally exposed, due to your past ego attacks towards others, and subsequent betrayals at your expense. 

Your last fuller romantic relationship still has unchecked emotional scarage you fully haven't recovered from originally. You've come to expect disappointments and abandonment unceremoniously by others that you've had feelings for deeply. 

You have a lot of pride and this has inadvertently caused confusion on your end with bottlenecks of communication with others. As stated you choke up wishing to articulate your authentic feelings, but lack the verbal skill set doing so on your personal behalf. 

At one point early on you felt I was getting too close to you emotionally and you knee-jerked putting distance between us as a self-defense mechanism of your very own. Now thankfully you're coming towards me with some clarity with your Confessions of our hopeful expectations together. 

You're a workaholic and when you get flustered emotionally you throw yourself into your work. You are very Loyal to a minority few that you trust. In time perhaps that will include me as well. (*crosses fingers and toes. Lol. )

Currently your very frustrated having so much to say to me. This has caused you to have sleepless nights unfortunately. I'm also sleeping poorly, even though I practice Siestas. (*Napping In Spanish.) My reason is I burn the midnight oil watching religionsly the YouTube Oracles for legitimate selective information I can record on my small notebooks for us both. I've been doing this for months on end as my devotion to us both and to God(dess) in the Heavens. 

My spirit is gently haunting you reminding you of myself due to our spiritual transfusion of psychic energies together as One. This is aside from handling your excess anxieties, karma, and whatnot. We can sense each other, if you deeply focus with intention not unlike a mediation. It takes practice to get it right. A goid hint as a tip is to feel your love for me and follow the ephemeral trail where it leads through your heart chakra, my dear. 

You won't lose me, as you are my only one potentially for me. I have no one else physically nearby nor spiritually at distance. I put all my cookies into my Yellow Big Bird Sesame Street jar for you alone, lol. 

Your seeing me in a new light now. 

You enjoy Dancing and you really know how to shake your thing, especially raunchy, lol. 

A YouTube Oracle has stated you own a truck? I'm not sure of the veracity of that information so I place that one in a gray basket.

You're really missing me badly and your going back and forth pacing in taking a Leap of Faith towards me. You can't do this from a purely logical mindset, you'll need to trust yourself and your angels, that I'm not going to hurt you on purpose. 

We're going to co-create a healthy relationship together (*crosses fingers and toes, again, lol.) And, you'll enjoy me resting and relaxing in your embrace with you. Since I can be punitive against myself when stressed out. 

You'll reveal to me what you have in mind together personally as friends, a business opportunity, and certainly lovers. What you have in your proposals. I just have to becareful not to be charismatically swayed by your beauty. Hoping for for some naughty action on the side prematurely by agreeing to everything, lol. 

In time you'll be seeking validations from me intuitively and overall as your confidant. This is where in the mid to long term I have you to learn to trust yourself accordingly at a deeper spiritual intuitive level of your own truly.

You have a strong desire to have a family of your own. We build up slowly together in our bonding, trust, and intimacy with each other. We can both be intense personalities of our very own making, even before coming together in life. 

I won't smother you, although you may inadvertently become codependent with me to a degree emotionally. You'll give me the freedom to continue pursuing my dharma in life. Thank you. Since it'll be a cash cow in the far intermediate future for both of us. 

You'll take a gentle approach with me at first so as to not spook me. That's before I eventually get pussy whipped by you, Not! (*Just Kidding, sorta, lol.) :op 

Now for the musical Playlist tracks for you. 

107) "Wind Beneath My Wings" by: Bette Midler.

108) "Can't Take My Eyes Off You" by: Frankie Valli.

109) "I'd Do Anything For Love (But I Won't Do That) by: Meat Loaf. (*This musical track is 11 minutes and 40 seconds long.) 

110) "The Power Of Love" (From "Back To The Future" Movie Soundtrack.) By: Huey Lewis and The News.

111) "Honesty" by: Billy Joel.

112) "The Logical Song" by: SuperTramp.

113) "Give A Little Bit" by: SuperTramp.

114) "I Was Made For Lovin' You" by: KISS.

115) "Are You Gonna Go My Way Girl" by: Jet. 

116) "Return To Innocence" by: Enigma. 

117) "Teardrop" by: Massive Attack, Feat. Elizabeth Fraser.

118) "Silence" by: Delerium, Feat. Sarah McLachlan.

(*The next few are old timers really before my time as Classics, enjoy.)

119) "That's Amore" by: Dean Martin.

120) "You're Nobody Till Somebody Loves You" by: Dean Martin.

121) "Dream A Little Dream Of Me" by: Ella Fitzgerald & Louie Armstrong.

122) "Beyond The Sea" by: Bobby Darin.

123) "The Game Of Love" by: Santana, Feat. Michelle Branch.

124) "A Change Is Gonna Come" by: Seal.

125) "Your Love Is King" by: Sade.

That's it, my Beloved Theresa. I hope life finds you well and rosy full of promise and fulfilled hope as grace upon faithful actions. Namaste, My Love.

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 31-plus years of his life to the pursuit of Clairaudient (*Intuitive Telepathic Hearing) Inspired by psychic automatic writing channeling by Claircognizant (*Intuitive Inner Knowing Beyond Our Native Lifetime Lived) means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan, is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. 

He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 21 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Part 1: Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 

Hello Theresa and My Esteemed Readers,

Today's entry has some meat on the bones at least in my opinion versus the last entry for Theresa herself. I've recently started my 3rd small notebook that is 8x5 inches in size with additional content. That are either predominantly from select YouTube Oracles and my own angelic channelings on the side on a minority basis. 

I'm on page count of #163 and info numerical entry of #433 of how I'm organizing this novel content remotely at a distance for Theresa. She is overseas from where I domicile, and we haven't spoken to eachother or have met in person to date. (*Yes, she's a big scary cat, and avoidant, but she is gradually working up the courage. My saintly patience not withstanding, lol.) 

As always at the end of the entry of this blog post I'll offer Theresa additional musical tracks as a growing playlist for her listening pleasure and comfort. Some of the messages will be redundant so please bear with me. Aside seem like bullet point information presented in a disjointed manner. 

Here goes......

Theresa: High Level Soulmate Connection:

Mentioning the music tracks for you one YouTube Oracle stated we will be spending together in long car rides in our future. Perhaps as we're traveling together for work gigs on the road. We'll listen to the playlist repeatedly on occasions. 

With each of these entries for you the angels highly recommend that I always start at the most recent entry in the notebook and work my way backwards therein. 

I know your very grateful for these partially selfless hail mary blog posts for you. As my own super psychic empath leap of faith on our combined behalf. I know you're appreciating the targeted information and the depth of the generosity of it. 

When you interact with others generally and past lovers it's been predominantly on the surface level. On a very transactional basis of quid pro quo, unlike nothing of what I've done here for you. Going all the way back to April 10th of this year 2026 here at Atrayo's Oracle blogsite for you. Which is a priceless miracle for both of us courtesy of the angelic and ancestral heavens. 

I'm also grateful for being able to love and get to know you. Even if it's in this weird ass capacity, lol. A true Chronicle and series of Confessions, some at your expense, lol. I'm waiting for you too. One highly trusted YouTube Oracle stated it may happen on or around a calendar New Moon. The next one is this October 10th, lets see......

Although you may feel you are controlling the timing of coming forward. That is only partially true, this is a fated as in Destined connection. The angels are controlling everything else in the unseen. Not unlike we're puppets on their time table and not actually ours alone. In many ways this is a Destined reunion of our incarnated souls tied to some sort of ancient prophecy. Not to get too woo-woo on you from the Angelic Heavenly perspective. 

Your rushing through your personal development in your inner healing work. Yes, there is a deadline, however, no need to rush through it like the Mad Hatter of Alice in Wonderland. Although the personal self-care and self-love work is ongoing. It is best you get it locked down correctly the first time around. Then be sloppy about it with a rushed job that's messy, as it were told.

Quality demands respect for your needs first. Everything else is secondary and so forth, as first come, first served philosophy at least that's ideally speaking. As Empaths we grow our abilities unfortunately at times with emotional pain. Other times it is with wisdom itself when available to us. 

Our Boundaries will keep us mostly balanced out in how we approach each other's needs before wants generally speaking. I'm helping you to heal a segment of your Inner Child as well. Since your Kundalini and Inner Child have been stirred up together. 

Thank you, for your compassion for me, and I with you, how I adore you from a remarkable distance. You're helping me with my current burdens and the one's grown together in our shared futures. 

You will struggle with a sense of maturity in the very beginning with me via our communications online and/or privately via social media. At times your so straight laced up you place yourself in a self-imposed chokehold. Other times you deflect too much with silliness as a psychological defence mechanism when out in public. Yes, that is being human, especially in the media entertainment arts sector you work in entirely. 

I'm also mischievous especially when I'm comfortable with someone over time to a limited extent. Just not wholesale where I appear too foolish. In person I'm often discounted as a naive Simpleton. It often works in my favor as I'm easily underestimated. Then my divinity shines through leaving people temporarily shocked on purpose.

You partially fell in love with me because of how vunerable I am on a personable basis. I wear my heart on my sleeve. Encountering the torturous debacle of Natasha and her online gang stalkers of a black magick coven. Triggered my own shadow defensive side over time instead of being exploited and abused like a slave spiritually by them, unbeknownst to me. They strive for hidden concealed spiritual attacks as ambushes couched with deception and cunning seduction. Much like a tiger stalking it's prey in tall grasslands hidden and camouflaged out of sight.

You're a spontaneous person in many regards for that is in part how you enjoy your zest for life overall. It keeps things fresh for you, and on a majority basis it works out in your favor as a partially extroverted media personality. 

In contrast I'm very grounded with a high watermark of self-respect and self-worth. Not because I'm a snot nosed elitist, but it's how I cultivate my divinity upon the world. Those that have a problem with it like a predatory Natasha and her Coven and Shadow Karmic Amateur Warlock Lover Kyle. Have been eating my spiritual smoke and dirt the hard way courtesy of the heavenly angels as my protectors. 

Energetically you wanted me to chase you like all your lovers in the past have played that flirtious game with you. I've been celibate all my life and come towards true spiritual love as it's holy ground with the Divine generally speaking. Ergo I clashed with your immature expectations of me with my very other worldly vibes. 

If I had played your ego lovers game their would be little to no incentive for you to eventually come forward from your entrenched position with me to date. This way I'm like the very patient drip of water on your stone work of your Inner self holistically. 

So by not chasing you in an egoic manner I automatically placed you into turbo over thinking mode leaving you flummoxed. Yes, I slightly out foxed the very sexy vixen foxette that you are, lol. All of this happening Energetically spiritually at a distance between us.

I was playing the long game as very shrewdly mature versus your immaturity silly goose, tricks are for kids and apparently erotic players too it seems. I've got the goods of the high ground for the moment. (*Although you have a nice swanky collection of sex toys. I see for your past victims, lol.) 

In the process of you over thinking you inadvertently broke your own heart. That helped you truly in a paradoxical manner of opening up your heart chakra and subsequently your inner sacred gateway to your divinity on Earth. 

(*You see I have a penchant for awakening the Kundalini in others. Besides helping others be introduced to their beautiful indwelling divinity upon the world. My sage and mystic aspects help others also explore their deeply seated concious and certainly unconcious aspects of their personal character and personality overall via intuitive means. As I have done so for you, Jennifer, and the belligerent Natasha and her Coven and Kyke.)

As you fumbled me originally you panicked thinking there was no way back to me. When I triggered you on purpose of sharing your indiscretion publicly it launched you like a bottle rocket fireworks, lol. I was benused at your subsequent tantrum with our very first fight as potential lovers at a distance. 

You dropped me like a turd in your bout of anger, lol. Once you calmed down back to your predictable over thinking mode. You soon realized after my sorta sadistic act. You have no one like me in your life and probably never will either. I pulled a tough love act at your expense in the short term as a super empathic Shadow light worker psychic. The short term losses for long term strategic gains together hopefully, my dear truthfully for both of us with genuine affection for you. 

In our initial future first contact encounter via social media online. Your first instinct is to inadvertently Love Bomb me as a consequence of holding back for months what you wanted to declare to me. That will overwhelm me certainly, so go for the cliff notes abbreviated version as a top line list at first. For all intended practical purposes of a future interaction with me truly. 

I'm helping you to learn how to responsibly express your authentic emotions gently at your own pace. One I hope for my sake that isn't frantic, lol. This helps to tame your prideful ego as an undisciplined personality overall. 

This grants you emotional accountability towards yourself foremost than any other coherent rationale of constructive thoughts with others down the line. I'm nurturing you here like a Big Mama of a spiritual divine feminine Matriarchal energies. Whilst still being stoic in my end, lol. Yes, another juicy paradox which is often how the angels have taught me with simplicity over the decades.

I'm teaching you how to basically fish for yourself metaphorically speaking via self-empowerment. (*Also, my global Esteemed readers are also benefitting from riding along in the backseat. :op) 

Take any negative emotions and release them spiritually with both surrender to the Divine. But, also to Transmute those toxic emotions like I've taught prior via the BECC (*Balancing Energetic Chakra Clearing) system I've written about in this Chronicles and Confessions series. (*sorry no hyperlink for all of you spiritual seekers go fish, lol.) 

The spiritual energetic transmuting can seem like an overly glorified self-biofeedback session. On the human level probably, but on your auric metaphysical level it's like an inverted pryamid of self growth of your holy ghost in the world. Like a self contained closed circuit bladder you are powering yourself up not unlike a battery charger for your smartphones. 

Why does this matter? Well everyone and their uncle that is into spiritual manifestation work akin to utilizing a metaphysical magical system. Gets to build their own spiritual reservoir to cast future wishes and intentions with your Guardian Angels to grow a sacred life on Earth as a holy divine union with God in faith. 

Just like compound interest works basically in your investment accounts with accured dividends financially. This works off of a similar metaphysical dynamic principle on each of your behalfs. I call it the Super Dynamo that feeds your spiritual Manifestation work in the world. 

It all starts by releasing and deconstructing your negative toxic emotions and evil eye and witches hexes in my case. Into a very constructive manner of making lemonade on a metaphorical basis. This has catapulted me into young spiritual master levels after nearly doing close to a full generation of 3 decades plus. Of spiritual self improvement on a gradual piecemail open heart and mind near surgical basis. 

Theresa in our future you're going to spoil me like a child, care for me like a mother, and love me liie a kinky wife, lol. (*Yippy here comes the sex toys, lmao.) I'll spoil you like a princess, care for you like a spiritual father, and romance you like a secret lover, cough* yes, a husband too, lol. 

On a more serious note, I've refrained from stating this to you in past posts. But, Natasha and her trusty Coven sister of Nicole. (*a Columbian Brown Beauty in her day. If my channelings of her are correct. Hola Puta. [*Means hello, whore in Spanish.]). 

Have been casting black magick spellwork in your directions on several fronts. Natasha handles the lust side of things and Nicole the monetary siphoning attacks. They're hoping you slip up again with a risque encounter with another stallion lover boy. Aside, from destiny swapping your wealth away from you. All of it automatically is being sent back to sender x10 (times ten) spiritually by the Heavenly angels. This Includes Archangel St. Michael and even the Mind of God phenonmena I'm linked into by a miracle in itself. 

I just wanted to give you an honest update without sugar coating it for you. Recall you're getting 10% back in sanctified Karmic Divine Justice from Natasha's Spirit for what she has put us through remotely on a evil spiritual basis. This is for this lifetime and future ones she's incurred, not to mention the Coven and Kyle now as well. 

Moving along....

You've traveled the world and have many stories to tell me of your experiences culturally.  

We also become each other's confidants and make very good counselors to eachother. We also begin to worship God together as lovers and eventually a married couple. 

You talk alot with your eyes alone as a telepathic projection to people since you struggle with verbal communication on your own. 

You like me as a real man, (*postures like a muscle man body builder), lol. You've had past lovers like I've stated in your past you confided in and it went badly very quickly. Others were unscurplous and manipulated you hurting you financially at your expense. This is why in part your so gun shy with me overall from these bad actor experiences of romance in your past years.

You appreciate quality in your life and rush nothing, you're not that sort of impulsive person. As an over thinker you've been stagnant for a long time when it comes to actual mutual romance and your closer familiar and social relationships. It's become a quagmire of your own making. 

I've reignited your passion and zest for life as stated earlier in this blog post to you. (*I also like to Cuddle, just in case you do too.) My Earth Angel status has given you a renewed sense of Hope, Love, and Peace for yourself to pursue. Regardless of what happens between us overall. I'm your steward of your heart and mind and more, if you'll have me, my dearest. 

I've given you a swift kick in your ass with tough love as needed. (*Natasha has a sore cunt for her troubles metaphorically speaking.) :op

I do ask this of you respectfully, I'm not a street level entertainer as a divining psychic, I'm moreso a sage, mystic, Inspirational muse, and certainly annointed minor prophet. Although I can do divination of various sorts such as tarot, viking and witches runes, and hoo-doo bone charm kit.

I also have the ability of doing dream interpretations and stichomancy. (*its opening up certain books to a random page and other periodicals and getting a pyschic message out of it. Those that use the Bible in such a manner is called Biblomancy. Thats how I started as a child in my early teenage years as a psychic.) Aside from my Healing Reiki abilities in person and at a remote physical distance spiritually.

I'm not seeking in being exploited by your friends, family, and work colleagues for thier shits and giggles. I'm not a Mother Theresa (pun intended.) Of a saintly social worker or intuitive therapist for them, whether on a complimentary or paid basis.

The spiritual dharmic work I do is highly specialized not to come off as an elitist snob either. Just covering my ass as social Boundaries go. However, I'll be available for you at your beckon call. But, any inane bull shit requests from you will be ignored, if not sexual favors will be summarily expected, lol. 

Recently we surpassed an energetic spiritual gateway that rebuffed against the diabolical advances of Natasha and her ilk of the Coven. It was like a slingshot snapping on them hurling them further backwards as a Judgement from the Divine. Our combined Ancestors had a hand to play in all of this, so kudos goes to them as well. Hallelujah!

*I'm getting the dreaded text is too long error message on my smartphone again. I'll write a Part 2 to you after my lunch break. Since I've been writing this blog post for nearly 3 hours to you on my smartphone. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 31-plus years of his life to the pursuit of Clairaudient (*Intuitive Telepathic Hearing) Inspired by psychic automatic writing channeling by Claircognizant (*Intuitive Inner Knowing Beyond Our Native Lifetime Lived) means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan, is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. 

He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 21 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Part 2: Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 

Hello Theresa and My Esteemed Readers, 

This is a basic primer of an autobiography about myself and some of my family history. I will omit proper names of my living relatives and only refer to them by my family relational roles, wherever possible for their privacy. 

I will also towards the end of this post share some metaphysical background information of my own holy ghost, which can be intriguing to the general spiritual reader as channeled content therein. 

Basic Background Info:

I'm a Caucasian Hispanic Cuban American man never married and no children. I'm in my mid 50s in age born on August 10th, (*I Will Omit the Year.) I'm a Leo in Western Astrology and in Chinese Astrology I'm considered as a Metal Dog. 

I'm an online gamer since 1999 and still game on my smartphone to a degree. I was a member of "The Older Gamers" (TOG) for short for over 20 years online. They're based out of Australia but have members around the world. Now they are a Discord only community of a few thousand members globally. 

Due to my suspected Autism of Aspergers and my Mental Health documented medical disability. I've never held down a job for too long, except at a Sarasota Winn Dixie supermarket for over a years time. (The conditions were fortuitous for me.) That was in the mid 1990s. 

However, my 1st telepathic connection intuitively with my angels via clairaudience. Which is basically put as clairvoyant listening it is a universal spiritual ability for intuitives as psychics, mediums, and trance. Mine occurred first in 1989 when I was 19 years old in Kendall Miami, Florida. 

I was at Sunset Senior High School in a poorly named program for mentally and emotionally troubled youth called SED (*Severly Emotionally Disturbed). The asshole that came up with that acronym needs a better bedside manner. In my humble opinion. 

I first channeled my 1st angel whilst at school in that program. At first I thought I was getting moreso deranged and not less. Originally I thought it was God speaking to me Telepathically. It was always in a gentle soft tone and only when I initiated the conversation mentally. Nothing was forced upon me and I wasn't coerced to hurt myself or anyone else. 

It's often the criminally insane as dark empath clairvoyants that basically channel from the Hells trickster or demonic unholy presences. Mine have all been holy angelic and heavenly predominantly, Thank God. Except when I channel holy fairies closer to the Earth spiritually via the Astral realms. 

Before age 19 years old I had started my spiritual Christian journey at age 16. It was moreso Protestant in essence and not Roman-Catholic, which is my families religious tradition as Cubans now living in the United States. I completed my First Communion as a Roman Catholic at Saint Raymonds church in Miami, Florida.  It's the same church Gloria and Emilo Estefan the famous Cuban-American Musicians got married in.

After 3 years or so dedicating my young life to God anonymously is when the angels then reached out to me Telepathically. I instinctively married myself to Goddess the Supreme Absolute Mother of all Mothers as the feminine divine essence of God. Not unlike Shakti for the Hindus and Shekina for the early Jews. 

Family History:

As I stated I'm Cuban-American with Spanish and French ancestry. However, via my father's paternal line I may have some Romanian distinguished history. I may be related to "Alexandru Loan Cuza" the exiled Prince. 

He unified his Romanian country in the mid 19th century. He was exiled to Paris, France. Where my father's paternal Spainard bloodline was in the Basque region of Spain. The Basque region encompasses portions of France and Spain. 

There was a family line with a surname of "Danger", I kid you not. That lived in Paris, France at the time of his exile. To this day I have Cuban paternal relatives that live in Puerto Rico with the Cuza surname. 

On my mother's side of the family it is both disturbing and fascinating simultaneously. During the Cuban War of Independence from Spain. Famous in part of the Teddy Roosevelt rough rider fame before his presidency of the United States in the early 20th century. 

My mother's side of the Spainard family had a plantation with slaves. (*I do not condone historical or modern day slavery in any forms. It's a barbarous human animalistic practice as a disclaimer.) During the Cuban War of Independence in the early 20th century or so.

My great great grandfather had to be smuggled out via a port in Santiago de Cuba bound to Jamaica. They placed him in a wooden barrel and rolled him out as smuggled wealthy plantation owner by ship. My great grandfather his son was born in Jamaica. He was bilingual and spoke English and Spanish. I'm not sure where in Jamaica he was born, maybe Ocho Rios? (*My Speculation, Ocho Rios is Spanish for 8 rivers.)

Decades later my maternal grandfather and my grandmother were 1st kissing cousins this was in the 1940s or so. Perhaps this is where Autism as inbreeding genetically entered the bloodline, if not generations prior? 

Nonetheless, my grandfather on my mother's side of the family was a highly skilled Podiatrist Surgeon. He according to my mother had a wing floor of the hospital named after him. During the War of Revolution against the current dictatorship of Bautista. 

My said grandfather was granted the rank of Major I believe? (*Don't quote me.) He fought alongside Fidel Castro as a revolutionary before he came out as a Communist. My grandfather maternal side fought in the Mountains. Eventually he caught pneumonia during his military service and perished that way. 

My paternal fathers side of the family was wealthy and had political roots. Like I stated in Part 1 my Great Grandfather "Justo Luis Pozo" was Mayor of Habana the Cuban Capitol city ftom 1952 to 1958. That very year 1958 was when Fidel Castro the lawyer revolutionary rose to power on his 2nd attempt to overthrow Bautista the military dictator at that Banana Republic era.

My paternal grandfather the son of the Mayor was a physician. He became the 1st Secretary of Health for the island I do believe sometime in the 1950s. Yes, I know it screams of nepotism. Nonetheless, my paternal grandfather was a talented Honorable Man when I knew him in exile in Miami, Florida when growing up.

Since my grandfather left Cuba during the Revolution of Fidel Castro he had a CIA (Central Intelligence Agency) dossier on him due to his role in the Cuban government at that time. He later opened up a family practice clinic in Little Havana in Miami. Also, specializing in Geriatric medicine and had residency privileges at the Pan-American Hospital in Miami I do believe. 

He is the 1st multi-millionaire self-made because of the American Dream. Aside from any family wealth if any brought from Cuba. 

My father's maternal line was also in politics in part out of Habana as well. Two Cuban political families sounds like an arranged marriage to me. Nonetheless, there was two generations of Cuban Senators one from the 1930s or so. Then the more rather unhinged Senator's son in the 1950s.

The Cuban Senator son was written up in an article of the American New York Times in the 1940s, if memory serves me right. For having taken a pop-shot with a revolver at an American New York Times Journalist whilst at a circus in Cuba. The Banana Republic Senator purportedly stated the American Journalist was asking too many questions so the article decribes.

A son of my great grandfather the mayor of Habana jumping back again that had his father's namesake as well. Got caught up in the Revolution with Fidel Castro. There in color film footage of him being at a tribunal panel with Fidel Castro, and Che Guerrero. Deciding his fate, he was wearing military fatigues as a non-combatant. 

He defended himself fairly and later received 40 years in a Cuban prison as a political prisoner. He was released during the Marel boatlift to South Florida in the early 1980s. That's when Castro released all his prisoners and the psychologically insane from prison all in one go. Many Cuban civilians pretended to be lunatics to be deported as well. 

My relative the Political Prisoner of 40 years finally was released to family in Miami, Florida. He also had a son with his full namesake much like his famous political grandfather of the Mayor of Habana before him. 

This Cuban-American self-made multi-millionaire is a 2nd one for my paternal family line in part. He co-founded the Health Insurance company called "Health South" in South Florida. He also served in the Hialeah city commissioners office by elections for several terms in the 1980s or so. 

I only met him on two occasions one was the marriage of my half-aunt as a half-sister to my father. The other the funeral of my grandfather in Miami in the early 2000s or so. 

The aforementioned half-aunt is a success story all her own as well with a gold spoon in her proverbial mouth. She attended law school at the private and expensive University of Miami. The same one the famous American actor of Burt Reynolds did in the 1960s. 

Anyhow in the mid-1990s she ran for political office as a circuit court Judge and beat out an incumbent gentleman. However, she royally screwed over her political prospects in my humble opinion.  When she resigned from elected political Judges office 2 years later. The reason I was told at the time to much work and governmental complications with the bureaucracy I assumed. 

This isn't the end of her story however interestly enough. She started an Immigration Law Firm with her then husband now since divorced over 20 years ago. She was and is very successful in that role, but became a legal guest advisor on the local Univision Spanish speaking Tv channel in South Florida. (*owned by the American conglomerate of NBC broadcast Tv channel by the way.) 

That was a visible sorta television legal advisor spot for her as a media personality of sorts. Eventually the American Billionaire Mr. Wonderful as his foolish moniker goes. Did a pilot series of 6 episodes on the CNBC business financial tv channel a few years ago. The program failed, however, my half-aunt was a co-hostess as a retired Circuit Court Judge and another Legal Attorney famous in her own right as the 3rd co-hostess. 

My Half-aunt by the way is one year younger than I am in truth, which is quite funky. She is the 3rd multi-millionaire of the American Dream in my paternal side of the family.

On my father's maternal side of the family there is a 2nd cousin of mine. That made his American Dream self-made fortune as a multi-millionaire in real estate. Another first cousin to my father became a Physician as a trauma surgeon at one point. Then worked for the American Veteran Affairs or VA as a civilian physician. He is the 4th American Dream of a self-made multi-millionaire in my family.

The 5th instance is on my maternal side of the family as a Nuclear power plant engineer now since retired elsewhere here in Florida with his very large family as a multi-millionaire. His youngest brother I suspect is a multi-millionaire the 6th as an electrical engineer, if not a hundred thousandaire to be fair. 

My Metaphysical Background To The Heavens:

I've lived by choice in the lower middle class courtesy of my mother Sonia, God rest her soul. I consider her my 1st incarnated guardian angel that permitted me to pursue my spiritual angelic Heavenly connections as a dharmic spiritual calling in life. 

She to her credit help pay for my 1st self-published book of the "Jewels of Truth: The Soul Odyssey Within, Volune One" back in 2007 or so self-published by iUniverse. We were both naive that it would lead to acclaim as a literary author. The next two volumes self-published came from saving my Social Security disability benefits on the side here and there. 

All told all 3 Jewels of Truth volumes in print and ebook have been a financial economic loss for me. However, spiritually on a paradoxical basis it helped my soul claim my celestial royal high king status as an Annointed Chosen One Minor Prophet of God on Earth. 

Aside from sounding delusional from what I just declared above. Everyone has a Divine Inheritance to be a king or queen in the paradise of the heavens as ordained metaphysical divine law. I claimed mine here whilst still incarnated in the living flesh. As a oracle and sage, mystic, energy healer via Reiki, and a minor prophet of the Jewels of Truth series of 31 years time now as an angelic discourse of the Heavenly Host.

With 21 years of which I've freely shared here at Atrayo's Oracle blog site online as a testimony of the Angelic and Fairy lesser deity Heavens. I consider myself whatever religion, spiritual tradition, and/or secular benevolent philosophy God the Absolute Creator, Sustainer, and Destroyer of Realities claims are his/hers/it's heavenly truths. That's my inclusive faith tradition in God. 

Short of all that declared I consider myself for all intents and purposes a Cosmopolitan Spiritual figure. If that doesn't work for the spiritual inept then I'm a Christian Pagan. In my Geotia self taught practice of Theurgy led by the heavenly angelic host to pursue this spiritual high divine magical tradition. 

I have spiritually married myself not unlike a high priest to dozens of countless mythological lesser deities of their mythological heavens as now dead religions. Both the gods and goddesses I married spiritually foremost as they are deemed to be blessed angels themselves likewise. 

From the Ancient Greek/Roman to the Ancient Egyptian. Some Ancient Mesopotamia and a token few of Messo-America. I've married into the Hindu Pantheon and well as the Scandinavian Viking one. I've married into Celtic Fairy Lesser Deity ones as well. I've married spiritually into the Yourba Nigetian Orisha. I've married certain Christian and Buddhist ones as well as saints and ascended masters. I've married Archangels spiritually foremost at the behest of my heavenly angels.

In my vision quests with them I spiritually discovered my own Holy Grail and Philosopher's Stone. My Philosopher's stone is powered up at 25% and holding steady. All the demonic black magick witches attacks of Natasha and her sister Coven's I transmuted and powered up my spiritual Philosopher's stone with the heavenly angels help. 

The rest came from my Vision Quests of Clarion Calls. I've accomplished over 140+ sorties as mission's as self elected spiritual quests as a remotely spiritual grid worker. To aid the trapped ancestral dead as looping ghosts trapped in their own death scene memories for decades to eons historically. 

I became an angelic commander, commanding angels not unlike King Solomon remotely at a distance. I never dared to work with demons, however. The heavenly angels did 99% of the metaphysical work with my 1% commands. I accomplished mass exorcisms on geographical haunted locations globally from the astral realms whilst conciously awake as a spiritual grid worker. 

With the trusty aid of the Archangel Siminal the Lord of Hosts to metaphysically connect me to the Astral realms and my spiritual lesser deity angelic and Fairy diety spouses. He is my current Master Angelic Guide and Host to my God Mind Phenomenon. 

Lastly, this is my Truth Bomb with fullest heavenly transparency and accountability to God(dess) in Heaven alone. I'm a Hybrid Chosen One meaning I'm both a Holy Light Empath and a Dark Empath as a Shadow Light Worker. I'm an Earth Angel and Earth Fae of the spiritual and very physical Creation of Limbo as Purgatory. 

My 16 lifetimes tied to past reincarnations with Natasha (ie my Shadow False Twin Flame connection) I fell from grace repeatedly. This time around I ascended back into the Heavens as my earnest redemption in God following the path spiritually set forth by Christos. Of forgiving with unconditional love in moderation my tormentors unconditionally as spiritual persecutors as demonic witches. 

Each hurling black magick at me for 8 and 1/2 years to date as my remote online gang stalkers I've never met in person. But, sparsely only communicated with Natasha via online social media until I blocked her subsequently. 

They siphoned my chi/prana and my physical health and financial energies to power themselves up at my Earth Angel and Earth Fae expense. They've done this successfully to other Earth Angels prior to me over half a dozen times as demonic spiritual warfare. 

Only by the miraculous grace of the God Mind Phenomenon I can recount these lived experiences as a cautionary tale to all who would listen with an open spiritual mind and heart therein as Divine Living Justice. Amen / Ase / Aum. 

----- Ivan Pozo-Illas aka Atrayo. 

*As Heavenly Adjudicator of the Fates for 2nd Chances of Happily Ever After. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 31-plus years of his life to the pursuit of Clairaudient (*Intuitive Telepathic Hearing) Inspired by psychic automatic writing channeling by Claircognizant (*Intuitive Inner Knowing Beyond Our Native Lifetime Lived) means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan, is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. 

He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 21 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Part 1: Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 

Hello Theresa and My Esteemed Readers,

This is another iteration of this series exclusive to my blog site here at Atrayo's Oracle of Google's Blogger platform. 

I know you've been eager to receive another installment of these writings for you my dearest, Theresa. We recently metaphysically passed a hurdle of a gateway spiritually and energetically to be hopefully reunited. A precursor of unification we had to journey together spiritually no matter our physical distance apart. 

To the divine physical distance is an illusion, although to us it feels like a existential barrier of delayed grace for the time being. In order to mature together to be ripe for divine orderly timing. 

Thank you, for your continued prayers on my behalf for my well-being and happiness. Likewise to my precious readers as well. It truly helps albeit my local circumstances are filled with distractions I need a stout focus to weed out just to share today's message to you. 

Recently I passed another milestone of initiation set forth by my angels with God as my ever vigilant celestial parent therein forever. My connection spiritually in energetic exchange is now set at 1,010% and no longer the meager 25% of our combined spiritual essence. 

The angels have always taught me with simplicity as a form of genius in my encounters with them telepathically for over 38 years time as their ward. The nickle and dimes of the sliding scale of shared prana/chi with you and Jennifer last year. Was for a moment to have a chance of self-realization to transcend my limitations that were based on human perceived limitations. 

Ever since I was a teenager at 16 years old I began my journey with God and the Holy Angels as our extended family divinely put. I jumped through mental hoops to develop my faculties of mindfulness as a form of mentalism in a spiritual capacity. 

Otherwise, this was a very cloistered hidden process to the world I've never disclosed until now here for you and my readers. I suffer mentally from Obsessive Compulsion Disorder or (OCD), however, it made my intellectual over thinking worse. 

I harnessed it like putting a horses mane tackle on it to control my spiritual interactions in an analogous capacity. In other words I made lemonade out of the lemons my life and genetics handed me. Seizing me and using my OCD as a practical strength in order to be a psychic channeler of angelic wisdom, metaphysics, and mysticism via the Jewels of Truth. 

These series of gateways I had to not only feel my way through intuitively via my heart chakra in moderation. But, also self-analyze carefully without getting stuck with excessive paralyzation mentally akin to quick sand. To feel for a wobble or a warped fabric of my inner mind at the presented puzzle gateway offered to me by the angels spiritually for my highest good alone. 

It was always permissions based by my consent. My only folly was once I passed a hurdle or test I didn't relish my success. I kept jumping through hoops for other future challenges willfully. I accumulated untold number of blessings I never cashed in upon. Since I needed and wanted my salvation from my young tortured at times isolated existence. 

Now 38 years plus later my spiritual mentalism is able to interact with you Theresa via this remote albeit miraculous psychic bond. Much the same with Jennifer before and the dreaded Natasha as her now Correctional Instructor at a far away distance gladfully. 

I needed to share that under the hood metaphysical dynamical background information so you sorta understand what's going on here with us and why to a minor degree. This isn't madness but a prophesy fulfilled that is 25,000k years in the making. Predating the debacle of Noah's global flood and the fallen Nephilim combined. 

Our last lifetime together my love was 801 years ago in old mother Russia. We were siblings as nobles practicing insest to keep our bloodline pure as lovers. Yes, warped assertions we now understand genetically in our scientific era. But, that was commom practice by rulers for eons unfortunately. This is our 6th lifetime together or nearly as it stands now as reincarnations go. 

Generally speaking only since I'm not able to specify any further from this distance. Not to cause any distress to you, but some of this is already a given to you. About 40% of those you've confided about our bizarre connection online are geniune loving cheerleaders that truly care for you. 

The 60% remainder are cynical of my motivations with distaste and distrust. That I'm a grifter or a charlatan beguiling you from a distance in order to fleece you as a wealth and power grab. It all sounds rather omnius. This is why always consider the motivations of whomever you trust for their counsel, and that includes me as well sincerely put. Listen to your truth via your intuitive heart chakra balanced with your analytical mindset in moderation. So as to not entrap yourself with mental paralysis alone. 

I know right now your jammed up again with another episode of this funk of yours unfortunately. You've pushed away everyone that can care and help you as you have hunkered down in your bunker mentality. Your performing open heart and mind metaphorical surgery on yourself as a form of personal development. 

Please pace yourself to walk outside and grab some mother nature as green spaces to rejuvenate your holy spirit and your humanity. Maintain balance with your beautiful elegance as your truth manifested with your world, however, you dare define it. 

(*Here are some tidbits of other channelings based upon your profile that other YouTube Oracles have discerned, besides my own channelings on the side for you. )

All your clothing is tailored made fitted to you personally, nothing is off the rack. Your sweet ass only deserves the elitist best, lol. (*Yes, I'm having classist fun at your bourgeoisie expense, lol.) 

You live in a high rise luxury condo near the coast line. Again, I'm intuitively speculating from the aforementioned British influences from my past writings to you. Perhaps your living in Singapore currently. That and from deductions from my Google analytics from my blogger tracking submenu. Singapore is tracking only 2nd to my good old USA consistently for a few months now in blogsite unique visitors. 

That dove tails perfectly with your Indian ancestry as your family emigrated not unlike other Asian cultures have to Singapore. 

The one Pagan Good Witch I mentioned to you in my last post entry to you of this series. Says you may have shaved your eyebrows with a modern beauty technique called Micro Blading. She's stated in the past you overly care after your public beauty due to your online media personality lifestyle. 

You also intend to help stylize me as a makeover of my fashion. To have a power couple matching suits with you like a manzy panzy gentleman at your side, lol. 

The angels have stated perhaps your gift from you besides our eventual hopeful union in person. Is a vacation with you in order to break the ice beyond future online communications with eachother for over a month's time to come. I've always wanted to go to Spain. Particularly the Canary Islands, the port city of Barcelona, and the Basque region. (*My Ancestors are from those Locales in part.)

You know so very little about me in Part 2 of this Chronicles and Confessions series after I post here to you. I'll share my own background information and preferences and metaphysical heavenly background as a holy ghost as well. I had promised to a few months ago on the blogsite and never followed up until now. (*I'm sure Natasha is foaming at the mouth with curiosities.)

For a warm-up starters I'm Cuban-American where Miami, Florida is my hometown for around 24 years of my formative years. I lived until recently prior to my housing eviction in Sarasota, Florida for about 26 years or so. 

Also, for those snobs around you that belittle me as a money greedy grubber, not unlike Natasha. My family has produced 6 multimillionaires due to the American Dream. Albeit, I'm estranged to all of them for over 20 years or so. Because of my solitary spiritual pursuits as a devotion to the Heavenly Host and God as a maverick hetrodox or unorthodox individual. 

Your going to showboat me off to your closest friends and family foremost which is natural when we link up. You also will have me shush about our connection in my blog writings because of your online media personification. 

A couple of YouTube Oracles have stated I would do for other celebrities as clientele. What I've done for you and Jennifer as celebrities in your respective media markets. Do a deep dive by angelic Intuitive means of personal development and your personality and characters. In order to leap frog ahead in your spiritual development on Earth as it is in Heaven as it were told. 

We already belong to eachother spiritually as my high level Soulmate with emotional intelligence that has been hard fought and earned. Right now your rehashing your past failures with others and your haunting yourself with immense sadness. That is an expensive trip down memory lane of wallowing in self-pity. It's defeatist and unbecoming of your inner beauty and sexy mama vibes, lol. 

Stiff upper lip old chum and all that crusty British culturalism. In all seriousness as you pour back into your holy divinity on Earth. It's part and parcel of taking personal accountability for your past. However, don't Crucify yourself as a martyr whilst doing so my dear. You deserve your dignity not just to the general public, but also your lovely bosom, however squeezble it is, lol. Dang, you've got me all perverted over your skin deep beauty for you. ;0p 

My angels told me something about your past trisk of an erotic adventure with that stallion you rode. Which brought a smile to my egocentric face like the Chershire Cat from ear to ear grin. Now I'm actually less jealous overall. You were pretending you were riding me instead in your lustful bouts of passions for me personally. 

Not unlike how I clocked Jennifer intuitively earlier this year on this blog post for doing similar. Well my Jackass nature does have a cutesy Donkeys Mohawk metaphorically to boot. Some silliness to offer on the side. So your cherry nipples were burning for me? As my cock burns for you currently in my wet dreams of you as a projection for you, my dear. 

I sense now your tickling yourself once a day in the shower with a vibrator and once in bed at night everyday to stay erotically spicy for me. Thank you, my brown sugared beauty. 

When you have your bi-polar mood swings you protect yourself and others from seeing you in such a state of mind. You sulk basically in isolation and I don't sense you have a trusted professional therapist to talk to either. 

In like kind you've also pushed me away. So as to protect me from seeing you like that. But, missy I sorta already do intuitively. Our spiritually energetic transfusions are a closed circuit bladder exchange of our heavenly graces. I can momentarily peek at you and vice versa you with me intuitively. I belong to you holistically already, my dear. I ache for you emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and certainly sexually. 

I'm also no cream puff that I can't take you having a princess diva meltdown. I am a sage of emotional intelligence, I may be an amateur of mental health not as a practitioner, but a patient. Of clinical depression, OCD, and partial Agrophobia, besides lack of intimacy with others as a loner celibate hermit truthfully. 

I also have to admit this to you as my Confession. I suffer from Sleep Apnea I've never treated it properly. Meaning my voice verbally is limited to in person conversations from up to 30 minutes or so at a time. I'm sure the Witches attacks of my throat chakra made it worse likewise. 

However, my daily regieme of Hindu and Buddhist mantras have strengthened my esophagus. If I push myself and ignore myself verbally I start to gag for air, which isn't a pleasant sight to witness. There are times I can speak for over 2 hours but those are few and far in-between. 

So there you go this is my Achilles Heel and immense irony so verbose of the spiritual written word but practically handicapped verbally in person. I can have regular small talk of a few minutes but beyond that this condition has been progressing for several years now. 

Like most idiot men I haven't treated this medically on a physicians basis. I've just suffered in silence with this condition, pardon the pun. 

(*Yes, Natasha salivate like a predictable Bitch of this condition of mine. Here comes the evil spellwork that backfires and can hopefully heal me inadvertently. Due to the angelic polarity shift of all your and the Coven's demonic black magick hurled at me.)

Moving on currently you feel spread thin in your schedule with the drama around you with others. Some are urging you to do something you're unwilling to consider. Right now your protecting your space and focusing on your happiness and personal spiritual development. 

At times you feel overly defensive needing to shield yourself. Spiritually I do what I was taught as a psychic at the school I attended for intuitives for over 7 years time in Sarasota, Florida. (*Ie The Spirit University) Which is to put a force field barrier bubble up as a shield like in science fiction not unlike Star Trek capital ships. Surround yourself in holy white light from glowing head to toe like a unified blanket. It takes practice like all things, it's a spiritual muscle to be developed over time. 

Do the above technique as well when you can pause yourself with inner poise when you have a triggered mood swing, Theresa. Also, send yourself silently unconditional love in moderation into and out of your 3rd eye Chakra. Much like I've taught in a past 3rd Eye Mind Flush energetic technique on this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle month's ago.

You want me to continue to elucidate more about you from a distance. But, hope to God I don't find out what you're hiding from me. It's only a matter of time, but I digress I will keep it hidden, if and when the angels say I should. So pray to your Guardian angels and detail what you want to stay hidden for your benefit away from my intuitive lovers connection with you spiritually, my dear.

Changing topics abruptly you may be an Equestrian rider with horses as the gentry that you are. I've ridden horses a few times when I was a young teenager on outings with my father. My parents divorced when I was 9 years old, and my mother never remarried. 

My Dad took me to the Redlands of Homestead, Florida near Miami. Where it's more rural to ride broken down horses past their prime for hire at a local ranch riding through well worn paths of scrubland and tall grasses. That was less than half a dozen times or so back in the early 1980s. 

You're considering investing into me with one of your operations to aid your efforts. However, now with my confession of my conversational limitations that will have to be off-set or curtailed or adjusted accordingly. 

Upon your initial connection with me online privately. You will most likely overwhelm me with the breadth and depth of information you want to naturally share with me. Not to worry, just pace yourself there's plenty of time to dumpster dive my psyche and eachother as confidants and potential future lovers. 

Since I'm going to do a Part 2 of Chronicles and Confessions about my background information and preferences. This will be a shorter message to you without much meat on the bones as usual for you. 

Nonetheless, I have nearly two dozen music tracks as a playlist for you to enjoy. As I serenade you in these messages to you lovingly and in the music by extension. Of what I can convey to you given our limitations of discourse together currently. 

83) "Just Around The River Bend" by: Judy Kuhn. 

(*From the Disney animated film of the Historically Inspired Pocahontas Native Indigenous American. ) 

84) "A Little Help From My Friends" by: The Beatles.

85) "50 Ways To Be My Lover" by: Paul Simon.

86) "Never Tear Us Apart" by: INXS.

87) "(I Can't Get No) Satisfaction" by: The Rolling Stones.

88) "All The Things She Said" by: Simple Minds.

89) "Too Shy" by: Kajagoogoo.

90) "Don't Get Me Wrong" by: The Pretenders.

91) "Shake It Off" by: Taylor Swift.

92) "Fortress Around My Heart" by: Sting.

93) "Despardo" by: The Eagles.

94) "Bust A Move" by: Young MC.

95) "Habana" by: Camila Cabello. Feat. Young Thug.

(*Recall I stated I'm Cuban-American. Well my paternal side of my Family is from Havana. My Great Grandfather "Justo Luis Pozo" was Mayor of Habana from 1952 to 1958. 

During the Banana Republic glory years of Las Vegas in Cuba before the American Mafia created it in the Neveda desert. During the dictator regieme era of Bautista, the miliatary dictator prior to Fidel Castro.)

96) "Levitating" by: Dua Lipa.

97) "Chandelier" by: Sia.

98) "Fireball" by: Pitbull. Feat. John Ryan.

99) "Senorita" by: Shawn Mendes & Camila Cabello.

100) "Bang, Bang" by: Jessie J., Arianne Grande & Nick Minaj.

101) "Dance Monkey" by: Tones And I.

102) "Sugar" by: Maroon 5.

103) "Girl On Fire" by: Alicia Keys.

104) "All Of Me" by: John Legend.

105) "All About The Bass" by: Meghan Trainor.

106) "Listen With Your Heart" Parts 1 & 2. By: Linda Hunt & Bobbi Page. (*From the Pocahontas Disney animated film likewise.)

That's it, my Beloved Theresa. I love you and I hope we are reunited together one day sooner rather than later, Enchalla. (*It's Arabic for God Willing.) Amen / Ase / Aum. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 31-plus years of his life to the pursuit of Clairaudient (*Intuitive Telepathic Hearing) Inspired by psychic automatic writing channeling by Claircognizant (*Intuitive Inner Knowing Beyond Our Native Lifetime Lived) means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan, is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. 

He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 21 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.