Hello All,
A special shout out to Theresa my high level Soulmate. And, Jennifer my Real Twin Flame Connection.
Then there's Kyle a karmic Jezebel type of Player Inncubus Shadow Lover to my former Shadow False Twin Flame connection which will go unnamed just to Irk her ass, lol.
Today's bonus entry of Chronicles and Confessions segment series exclusive only to Atrayo's Oracle blog site here at Google's Blogger service. Will have a few outlined subordinate sections therein.
First, I'll share a cursory of background information as myself as an angelic mystic roughly the identical length of now close to 31 years time. In parallel with my intuitive psychic Inspirational automatic writing practice of the same length of time. (*By the way the anniversary is upcoming this July 1st. Since it's an approximation since the original date I had forgotten.)
Second, I'll be sharing one of my first spiritual energetic techniques in brief that the angels taught me. To alleviate my depression and anxiety temporarily, I call it the "3rd Eye Mind Flush". Since I'm clinicially diagnosed with depression, generalized anxiety, and have OCD as obsessive compulsion disorder, with a touch of Agrophobia. I use all that pain and suffering as kindling to transmute it into grace or as I like to say make lemonade into a thing of literary spiritual beauty.
Third, I'll give some minor background information about myself for those curious of which I've already stated some above as my mental health disability. I'm not bi-polar as in manic, nor I'm I schizophrenic in any capacity, thank God.
Fourth, I'll address my spiritual soul family of Theresa and Jennifer with findings I've canvased from other YouTube Oracles. That my angels directed me to akin to a brain trust related to my timeline as an Awakened anointed Minor Prophet of the Jewels of Truth Series.
I will also address Kyle as one of my warlock black magician and sex magick caster from afar against me. I've channeled his namesake and have never met him personally, however, he is my underworld agitator as a Shadow twin flame to my Nemesis whom I won't name today. Since the lot of them which includes a family cult slash demonic coven are toxic secret admirers as my online gang stalkers aka cross watchers.
My Form of Mysticism:
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As I stated above in the introduction my Mystic role correlates with my length of time as a psychic automatic writer of almost now 31 years time. I channel not unlike an old world or ancient Scribe by telepathic dictation via my Clairaudience (*Telepathic Hearing) psychic ability. In that time I've never had writers block since I'm technically more the editor. Channeling the heavenly angels as spirit guides and teachers, lesser mythological deities, blessed fairies, and most of all God the god of all gods Supreme. I refer to him/her as Goddess also, and It as an unknowable Ineffable Absolute Lord God.
I'm able to have a self-directed access to the entities of the divine often a hive sublime mind connection of the Immaculate Heavens. Atrayo's Oracle blog site now also almost 21 years here at Google's Blogger service. Has an index you the reader can browse at your own discretion. You'll notice the arch of time how my personal writing style has also matured.
Especially from a former segment of my Gems of Opportunity series. As basically inventions in a futuristic abstract channeled concept in summary format. The very first concept was called "Booger Yum Yums". This was years before the Harry Potter very first movie showcased the Ear Wax flavor of jelly beans. So Go figure I was unto something there for childrens candies back in May 2005 or so.
But, I digress before I go off as a windbag on unintended tangents. Lol I'm a mystic, sage, Inspirational muse, energy healer via Reiki, and divine magi. The 31 years practice of automatic writing has transformed me into these spiritual archaic roles in a very personally healing therapeutic fashion.
Now I also consider myself as a technical yogi that contemplates about Creation or reality. (*I don't personally practice Yoga to any capacity whatsoever.) Besides a Minor Prophet of the Jewels of Truth Series a dialogue discourse conversation with the heavenly angelic host by topic stand alone statements. Now spanning 31 years time in essence and principle and the statements have enchanted protective Light Codes as a godly watermark beyond mere magicks itself.
3rd Eye Mind Flush:
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Back around in 2004 when I lived in Sarasota, Florida until only 4 months ago I left. My angels saw me struggle with my mental health succumbing to depressive slightly delusion state of mind. Thus they offered me the "3rd Eye Mind Flush" as a spiritual energetic technique to reset my mind into a state of mental and spiritual ascendant health.
Basically, it's broadcasting emotionally and mentally unconditional Love to myself and my surrounding auric space via my 3rd Eye Chakra. I flush my troubled mind of stress with compassionate Self-Love as a modality of personalized healing.
The initial premise as a visualization I pictured was that I was broadcasting like a celluar tower unconditional love out into my localized universe. Much like a pond with a stone cast in with ever widening concentric circles. I also visualized myself in brilliant diamond like holy white light much like a beacon.
The trick is to do this up to 30 seconds to no more than 1 full minute only. You don't force but only gently have the out pouring of unconditional love flow through your Mind's eye as an outlet. If you force it, you'll soon give yourself an unwanted headache. That's no good. I also close my eyes to aid with the visualization process.
The intended effect much to my surprise is a much welcomed mental buzz that is temporary. Lasting a few minutes at best and ascending you away from depressive stress in the process. Like all spiritual techniques this is akin to developing a psychic muscle aka your Divine Inheritance from God.
Who I'm I as Ivan the Atrayo?:
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I'm a Caucasian Hispanic Cuban American White Male now almost 56 years old in less than 2 months time. My birthday is on August 10th born at 7:40 PM for those interested in Astrology. I have a Stilum in Libra meaning 3 placements on my Natal Birth chart. Of Libra in Venus, Jupiter, and Uranus.
I'm also a celibate man due to circumstance and perhaps argophobic choice all my teenage to adult life. I suspect I'm an undiagnosed Austistic Aspergers person.
I'm an online gamer since 2004 as a Man Child enjoying Mmo's which are massively multiplayer online game worlds. That's when I had a PC now I'm a mobile gamer enjoying the games of "Treat" for kennel dogs across America that drop ship from the Chewy retailer to dog pounds food and medicine. Via individually profiled orphaned dogs with real thumbnail pictures.
I'm also playing as of 2 months ago "Reign of Pirates" on server #858. As Atrayo a moniker I haved used as an online gamer since 1999 with the original Everquest Mmo on the Fenin Ro server. Now at Reign of Pirates I'm the clan leader to Bloody Rose or BxR. Come look me up!
Spiritual Connections By Destiny:
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Jennifer, My Beloved Real Twin Flame Connection:
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I have only one tidbit which is minor at best. You've moved on successfully with your life. Albeit your struggling in your own beautiful way. As part of the heavenly angelic verdict levied onto you. You are having unintended hunches or pyschic downloads about me from an appointed angel as a monitoring holy spirit about my life.
Since your not a developed psychic per say it is meant to boost your self-esteem showcasing me as a role model spiritually as a teacher. Not unlike what my Shadow False Twin Flame connection and the Coven with Kyle also have their own appointed angels as monitoring holy spirits of their own.
Lastly, my vision of you as lovers in 5 years time still stands. Which I mentioned to you originally long ago I come around to you in Estonia or elsewhere. The bedroom was in a dark mint color and you were only wearing a black silk choker necklace with a solitare diamond dangling from it in the nude. It was a queen sized bed in a private residence it felt like.
The rest I'll leave unmentioned. I had or will have with you an affair as lovers lasting up to 6 months time the angels say. (*Sorry, Theresa Lol.)
Kyle, The Newbie Warlock Shadow Twin Flame Lover to the She-Wolf Copycat Loca:
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When the YouTube Oracles began giving me data points about the 3rd party karmic lover that the Jezebel left me for remotely. I knew this was you from the onset. Some of it will refer what's going on around in the recent past, if not potentially in the present to immediate future. Some of this info I also filled in via Pendulum with my own angels as well.
In the recent past the Jezebel Bitch was looking at lifted older pictures of myself from my social media sites on her smartphone. You caught her gawking and salivating at them and an arguenent ensued. Which brought me laughter to only imagine you two going at it one more time. (*By the way those pictures are way ass old. I have more gray and white hair with some original muted black hair remaining. I no longer look like Slyvester the cat with white and gray hair on my sides.)
At one point you wanted to keep the She-Wolf in your life. So you successfully hexed her with a Love Glamour Spell unbeknownst to her. She was already codependent with you in a suffocating manner. You would threaten her with poverty to keep her in line.
Not realizing any promised monies you owe her are non-existent since your a shill of a gold digger yourself. You may look wealthy, but that is a facade, a trick the Copycat likes to use as a shape shifter herself on unsuspecting lover hook ups as a sex addict player.
Your already getting exhausted having her around and prefer only a group setting with the coven to be around the Loca. (*means crazy in Spanish.) She doesn't respect your personal boundaries and tramples interjecting her hostilities into your conversations with others. Basically blurts out degrading accusations when you chat with the other witches of the Coven.
You're looking for an out from the relationship for the last month or so. You've hatched a scheme to humilate and finish defrauding her to burn your role with her. As payback for the deceptive manipulated shit she has pulled on you for nearly a year's time now.
Your colluding with the Coven to backstab her completely who also feel burned by her equally with her psychotic Sociopathic lies. She doesn't realize she's no longer their coven ring leader.
The She-Wolf's voice is already grating you like nails on a chalkboard. She is very demanding and always brings the worst side of you out. That is her Shadow Demonic side mirroring you thus activating your darkness in the process. Right now your starting a slow gradual fade out from her life. By October of this year until April 2027 or the Libra Full Moon, she'll most likely be out of your life for good finally and good riddance, you'll say.
Theresa, my Precious High Level Soulmate Connection:
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In my last long distance pen pal entry to you via this blog site I mentioned besides being my future lover confidant. You were raised in a different foreign culture over in Canada in your formidable years. With deduction and intuition are you a Mocha Beauty of an Indian Princess? I sensed some Hinduism around you.
You have finalized recently a marital divorce, which has exhausted you personally. Leaving you emotionally wounded at this time feeling depressed, lonely, and a low sense of self worth overall. This is aside to being a caregiver in whole or in part to your ailing elderly father.
You have felt Powerless for a long time and have given away your personal power to others around you leaving you further manipulated. Your friends love you, but have also steered you wrong about me. It was a similar case with Jennifer and subsequently the jealous and envious Coven with my Shadow False Twin Flame connection that backstabbed her. She was and still looks for external validation and doesn't have the capacity to trust her own better instincts.
You Don't need anyone's approval, but here you are so cute and adorable placing me on an esteemed elders pedestle. Not seeking to disappoint me in the process. Your making beautiful strides personally with your introspective Inner Growth. I and the Heavenly Angels are applauding you personally at this time. Please, keep it up. Although I understand your emotionally exhausted from your analytical over thinking from everything in your life presently.
Do everything with Moderation of some of this and that. That way you give yourself a healthy respite and you can rejuvenate your basic sensibilities. You deserve to be renourished by your own Self-Love.
I have reams of data points for you likewise on my 5x7 notebook at page 30 so far, lol. The infamous She-Wolf is at page 42. Kyle at 4 pages, and my own observations about myself introspectively at 7 pages so far.
So I'm jumping around here, so excuse me if the info comes off disjointed. You aren't going to approach me online until you feel ready. Your feeling you don't wish to poison my water well by coming towards me online initially with this dark cloud surrounding you with your personal troubles.
You know I love you unconditionally, although that's a occupational hazard for me, since I love everyone at least in theory as souls unconditionally. Lol. It is in jest, but seriously your my beloved. I'm like the orbital lunar module of the Apollo space flights orbiting around your lander spacecraft as your spiritual over watch. (*Yes, I sound like a space nerd. Lol) Your clairvoyant eyes at a distance aiding you in your spiritual intuitive personal development. I'm not going to abandon you.
Now as to what happened when you felt my intense personal aura upon you pull back. I wasn't pulling up stakes abandoning you. I was strategically resetting myself from your personal anxiety being downloaded into me. I was transmuting your energies like a spiritual healer as a psychic energetic circular transfusion between us both.
I didn't realize until after the fact that I scared you via my YouTube Oracles. I realized as in hindsight is 20/20, I could've handled it better on my end. Now I'm at a 43% Soulmate connection with you versus the 100% prior connection with me. My Lady you're too intense for me with your over thinking anxieties, lol. Your a spicy hot tamale for this old man, lol.
In time I may be able to adjust the connection to nearly 50%, but for now I'm at a sweet spot. Your anxiety hits me in waves and I do spot treatments energetically on myself. Please, learn and practice the 3rd Eye Mind Flush, since it defended me from the Coven demonic magical attacks over a year ago in part.
My one year anniversary of my miracle emancipation by the God Mind phenonmena from being in my own Evil Eye Hexed Love Glamour Humilation black magick remote spell crafted binding. (*That's a mouthful. Lol) For over 8 years and a half that I broke free by free will on June 27th, 2025. Yesterday, was a day of mixed emotions for me to be candid personally.
Please, give yourself Self-Love and Forgiveness to reiterate the importance of this message to you personally. This is beyond any platitudes, your Over Thinking is hurting you seriously. Relax, and pamper yourself, perhaps at a Day Spa by yourself.
Since the gossiping from your well intentioned friends about you behind your back. Is causing you an innocent inadvertent evil eye of its own. They're not doing it to hurt you, but this is more common than people realize consciously of our very spiritual universe with Manifestations shooting off in all wild circular directions.
I'm getting my smartphone text length error message again. In the future I'll address you at the top versus the last is the greatest mentality to avoid this.
Let me leave you with a small musical Playlist that I cherish you when I listen to my music on my smartphone. The first song by Elton John is "Don't Go Breaking My Heart". Mind you, I'm an older music listener so some of these musical tracks are older, lol.
"How Deep Is Your Love" by the Bee Gees. "Can't Get You Out of My Head" by Kylie Monigue. "Hung Up" by Madonna. That's it so far. I also have a list for the She-Wolf that's more extensive as well. Lol.
I love you dearly, Theresa as a Miracle appearance figuratively of course, lol. Into my life arranged by the heavenly angels. This is bigger than the both of us combined. Especially, if I ever become a historical figure potentially.....
Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.