Hello Theresa and Honorable Readers,
Today's two topics are of myself making partial ammends after realizing an unintended oversight on my part most recently with Theresa remotely at a distance. I asked the angels to teach us on these two salient topics via my psychic automatic writing ability.
In order to make lemonade metaphorically in a responsible fashion and not lose this opportunity whilst the iron was proverbially hot. I won't go into details what occurred right now. That will come in my next iteration of "Chronicles and Confessions" segment overall in a week or so.
What I can say is I didn't mean to trigger a childhood abandonment wound in Theresa overall. She pulled a stunt energetically last Tuesday, October 6th that I acted upon with my angels on October 8th, Thursday. I also discovered Theresa's secret she's been hiding for months now in a coy fashion from me. Ergo leading me in circles until her rosy bouquet of spiritual energies spoke louder than words last Tuesday.
I actually found it rather humorous at first, but my angel's as my Guardians and extended spiritual authorative family. Thought otherwise after 2 days of contemplations with me respectfully.
So here we are my darling Theresa at a crossroads of reluctance and subjective need. As always I love you unconditionally as your friend, mentor, confidant at a distance publically lol, a spiritual lover, and a past life lover and spouse.
More to follow publically in a week or so. Unless you find your cajones Theresa and finally break your silence with me privately. Where I won't disclose our future private conversations at all. I Promise.
I apologize for triggering your abandonment wounds Theresa. Nonetheless, it didn't occur in a vacuum out of nowhere. This time it's not an energetic reset on my end like it was months ago.
I'm Sorry:
3647) I'm Sorry is at times too shallow to say simply as a declarative statement when the suffering aches within our broken hearts. Because of an error as a slight of immaturity and at other times a gross action and misstatements uttered thoughtlessly.
When self-reflection fails our initial screenings within and makes fools of us otherwise. Which can easily spiral out of control with various forms of self-loathing bitterness and vitriol cast at those that matter most to us. No matter if their is shared guilt to be spread around unceremoniously by ones ego's and vanities alike.
Take a deep breath and hold for a few quiet moments within and release the stress silently with self-care. Relax and breathe once more and repeat as necessary until calm begins to soothe your fears and recriminations gently. To harbour fault finding in another without just cause makes for a poor substitution of understanding in its proper context.
Be certain these sort of things did actually occur with restorative mutual communication with those who you deem as your offenders. If they lack respect for you or are simply unavailable move on with what inner strength you have with a bolstered integrity.
The human world of interpersonal social expressive skillsets is often grossly a flawed existence. Where communication breaks down and compassion for all concerned is omitted. Then sadness soon spirals out of control into unchecked unproductive anger because of a lack of dignified self-restraint in due time.
Beyond the issues at hand that predicated the most recent misunderstanding and/or toxic exchange of anger. Take a step back and catch yourself with compassion for your solemn sensibilities be true, if and when you hold the moral high ground. Short of this make ammends in a dignified manner that showcases your sorrowful intentions not to be harmful like that in your future together, if at all possible.
Let Go, and Let God become your holy invited intercessor to create a wedge of emotional and mental health in your shared dignified lives indeed. Most people regardless if they are wrong or not will not dutifully apologize to make lawful peace much less cultivate compassion in the world.
Personal sovereignty requires contrition to overcome a very chaotic world. That is often filled with slights, grudges, resentments, and bouts of anger of several orders of hell on earth overall. Be on your guard that righteous indignation not trip you up unceremoniously. To parade the faults of others to the point you make a mockery of yourself in the process.
Be also not Self-loathing At Your Own Expense Either for that simply shifts the blame where it doesn't belong in truth. Let go the need of self-pity just to wallow in your own miss dealings with all others. That will only deepen and widen an emotional and mental wound further then it should be......
It is merely best to redirect all such acrimony into productive just pursuits in order to heal your fractured state of mind. Not to throw yourself off a proverbial cliff either, but just to moderately release your anguish in a healthy expression of functional activities. One that matches your passions in life that aren't abusive to oneself or all others in due time.
Pray to your God, the angel's, saints, and Prophets as Ascended Masters, and finally to your Ancestors in that order. For the higher spiritual echelons often have the most sublime ingenious solutions to avail each of you of your heartaches and troubled minds indeed. Amen / Ase / Aum.
------ Ivan Pozo-Illas aka Atrayo.
(*Channeled via an Heavenly Angel by means of Inspirational pyschic automatic writing with 31-plus years of experience to date.)
Abandonment Wounds:
3646) For those that remember harshly what travails them so profusely to be left behind. Without pause nor warning an almost merry life comes to a near halt. Leaving you bare without a seeming recourse much less proper comprehension in how to proceed any further ahead.
The questions of angst begin to swirl in ones chaotic confused muddled thinking. Why did this happen? Was I partly responsible for what has occurred? Who can I blame? Many of these inquiries are bottomless leading only nowhere without a resolution in near sight.
It is often best just to sit in silence and wail to God(dess) for mercy and justice to be found in due course of a lifetime. For the deeper one seeks answers the more disgruntled you may eventually become of the whole ordeal in question.
Satisfaction isn't the best solution and understanding will never be at 100% either unfortunately in life. Such clarity of wellness is seldom found and reserved for the angelic ones amongst us whose truths may seem callous when spoken out loud.
A world of lack takes away more than it gives to those who need it most. Not as a punishment but as a character building career to stiffen and stengthen your resolve to not only survive but hopefully flourish in a barbaric world indeed.
It builds character for those that have a moral backbone to being matured through frustrations of various unhealthy sorts. All others seek revenge from the guilty and innocent alike to stir an awful disposition into sheer madness. Where hurt people, continue to hurt all others as the modern maxim nearly goes around in toxic cycles of hell on Earth.
The insipid cycles of such a destructive merry-go-round finally cease when you take pause to stop hating yourself and the world at large. You take a moral inventory of what it means to be a rightful survivor with mostly your grace intact. Do you stop to understand your motivations just prior to find at times disjointed inneudos of what may have actually occurred with an abandonment in life?
To be human is fraught with a comedy and tragedy of errors. How we each respond makes the difference between success or failure in the final analysis. What you know isn't nearly as important to how you may feel overall. For if you lack the wits to continue you may have condemned yourself before you have fully commenced to overcome rightfully so.
Surrender the pieces of misunderstandings that do not initially fit into place of your jigsaw puzzle of woe due to an Abandonment Wound. Often those nagging details are solved at the tail end of such a dilemma, but paradoxically appear at the very beginning overall. Deductions and a solemn clear enough hearted Intuition is your Inner Compass to sleuth your way out of acrimony. Over the years, if not decades for those victimized by criminal atrocities in the world.
Do not make enemies out of benign people encountered in the world just because it seems easier to get to Point A from Point B. Be patient with yourself and mature what is sorely deficient in your ethical values as a humane being in a strange world indeed.
Often times to cross the Rubicon you seldom go alone. You walk and not run with trusted neutral good folk in your ordinary midsts. They may not have the answers you need. But, their creativity may spark a new overlooked corridor that was hidden in plain sight truly.
You each deserve to have the answers that only a dedicated disciplined approach can safeguard for each of you dearly. Just be sure that revenge doesn't creep up to rob you of your integrity and peace of mind that only forgiveness can fully restore to each of you in God alone. Amen / Ase / Aum.
----- Ivan Pozo-Illas aka Atrayo.
(*Channeled via an Heavenly Angel by means of Inspirational pyschic automatic writing with 31-plus years of experience to date.)
Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 31-plus years of his life to the pursuit of Clairaudient (*Intuitive Telepathic Hearing) Inspired by psychic automatic writing channeling by Claircognizant (*Intuitive Inner Knowing Beyond Our Native Lifetime Lived) means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan, is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date.
He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 21 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.
