Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame Connection

Hello Jennifer & Readers,

I've been on the fence wanting to make another entry into this brief series of posts. For 2 weeks I felt more of the opinion that Jennifer (legitimate real Twin Flame connection) needs to go it alone from this point onwards. 

However, call me a cheater or player of the other spiritual kind, lol. (Snickers at Jennifer, inside joke.) I know where to bend the rules and where I shouldn't. 

Although we can't be lovers we're something else very rare when it comes to spiritual meets psychic connections based on over a dozen reincarnations together. You're my Soul Family Jennifer it's purer than any bloodline on earth with genetics. The very essence of God binds us together for an eternity.

In this life I forfeited you as a lover but claim you as my annoying spiritual soulful sister, lol. Although you feel more like a spiritual daughter to me based on our physical generational differences. 

Foremost, please remove me from the Pedestle you've placed me on. I know for months your competitive attitude attempted to catch you up to my spiritual prowress. That was pure folly led by your ego since I have over 37 years time of dedicated and informal spiritual personal development over you. 

So please no placing me on an impossible pedestle you can't reach me with. That will go a long way to heal that subconscious block you have of reaching out to me via email or social media privately. 

Second, there's no need to defend my honor before those idiots that only seek to subvert everything I say and do. You're wrestling with swine so stop throwing your provebial pearls before them. If the hatred is venomous beyond moderation then literally Archangel Saint Michael and his choir of enforcers will handle them accordingly. 

Otherwise, if they're less than middle of the road than just surrender it to God or Jesus the Christos. I see it more as white noise those who will misunderstand I'm not their cup of smoldering tea. Their immature projections reveals more their sense of inadequacy than anything factual they attempt to say about me. 

You can almost see the rules of life as a standards playbook they have inadvertently revealed about their personal psyche. Than anything else moreso substantial in truth. If you have the eyes and ears to see and hear their profound fears that drives such a person forward or not.

Those of you my International readers if some of these familiar elements overlaps with your delicate lives. It is purely coincidental on a universal basis and not directed to you specifically. So please no unfortunate "Me Too's" where you get insulted by the unique soulful content here for my Twin Flame connection. Situated in Northern Europe be it in Estonia or Denmark approximately. 

The Family:

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Your blood relatives Jennifer have been a thorn on your side some of which of your own making out of tradition. If my channelings and other online oracles from YouTube are correct as an Intuitive brain trust. 

Your family structure is antiquated from genetrifued colonial nobility of European origins. The head of the family is Patriarchal with subordinate males from his generation or just below him in family stature. Not unlike in conservative Islamic traditions the woman perhaps with the exception of the principal Matriarch with great reverence. All other woman as relatives of younger generations are to be treated like 2nd class citizens.

Even yourself regardless if you're financially self-made as nearly a multimillionaire by western economic standards. If you had a mans groin perhaps you'll be treated with greater deference to the misogynists in your family. Versus the so-called materialistic political animal that it currently is with the greater family internally and the general public.

You've been bred to submit to their demands over your life not unlike a cult matrix of a hierarchy. They the Patriarchy and spied information from subordinate woman have made major decisions in your life. 

Now you're at the crossroads of either behaving like a near mindless thrall that doesn't challenge them. From a centralized authority of Anglo-Saxon Caucasian filled with bigotry and prejudices. That would land such a high ranking man of means in purgatory for an eternity if not worse. 

Or you break away and lose your Inheritance and mediocre family privileges aside from being astrocized from within beloved so called esteemed relatives. Yours isn't the first power struggle of a woman they've demonized as a staunch feminist. As shunned family protraits no longer proudly displayed in the Great Manor of the principal family estate hunters lodge. 

You'll have your existencial freedom but at the expense of the elitists family structure you've known all your life. Even by me stating this openly as an outsider will put you in jeopardy up to admonishment from their political crowdess. Being grilled what you divulged to me personally which is jack shit nothing I'm a super empath psychic an aberration as a minor prophet of God. 

There are ways to straddle the horse of having more freedom whilst still maintaining family associations at least on the surface. Dispensations is the old term I'm told by an angel of cultural family heraldry. Those are usually earned when you have political dirt that you can ruin reputations with if you're not careful. 

Short of this you're caught between a rock and a hard place. Where a rash decision will be as if you've been defrocked and excommunicated from a religion known as your genetrifued family structure. 

Your station as a caste/class in your modern society means next to nothing. More over they'll the family will hold it over your head that the family privilege got you where you're at. Whether the assertions are fair or not overall. It's a fool's game of gotcha regardless of the facts involved. 

Your best bet isn't to go against your family as a lone individual. You'll be crushed like a cockroach. Best to gather trustworthy disgruntled bloc of relatives and form your own secret society of a clique with your own bylaws. Modeled after the family structure since individually you each lack the gravitas to pull away from the center of gravity of such an immense powerful blackhole of family politics my dear.

Personal Self-Care:

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I leave you alone for less than a month and look where I find you again. You haven't been sleeping well and you can't get rid of my memory from your Mind's Eye. That's part of the Spiritual penalty you're facing with subsequent ego death's I spoke of originally to you. 

Not so much you irked me personally, but you defied heavens or God's Will for an anointed chosen one with God's favor. Landed you in metaphysical political or diplomatic hot water with the lesser heavens. My memory into you intuitively was also granted the ability to tune into the well being of my life overall. If you know how that I'm suppose to be a guiding role model for you.

Natasha has this connection already with a heavenly sanctioned monitoring holy spirit over my daily life. However, she's weaponized any knowledge gained as a black magicks witch costing her even more spiritual garnishments dearly.

You never took that sebactical I suggested to retool your sensibilities and continued to work unabated. Now you're paying the price personally seeking to numb yourself with substances I won't spell out for your detractors reading these very public words herein. 

Check yourself into a mental health clinic for the rich and powerful not unlike the old American Betty Ford clinic in California decades ago. Or a reputable spiritual retreat that isn't a cult like I stated to you over a month ago. 

You are Fried my dear young woman. You'll start to make costly mistakes beyond the superficial kind soon enough. If you're not careful. 

You're not to wrestle of getting me out of your head. Only to make peace with it. Natasha the fatal shadow twin false flame connection ran into the identical dynamical dilemma herself. She attacked me as a black magick witch and inadvertently cursed herself into a dysfunctional delusional state of mind. Believing I was personally responsible for the whole affair myself. 

I may be the poster boy by the angels for your soul contract with me. I was meant to be the one that got away as a hard lesson to learn and overcome. With your own internalized compassionate truth about yourself and your limits as a person in the world. 

Consider me moreso a weird pen pal as a spiritual confidant that your family is very jealous I have this alleged sway over you. So much so they cast an unhealthy dose of innocent Evil Eye in my direction. 

I'm sure they didn't even know they committed such a spiritual phenomenon accidentally. It's forgiven since I realized the malice wasn't focused and concentrated at me not unlike Natasha my evil shadow false twin flame witch would cast at me in the past.  

In closing the vision I had of you for 15 seconds only once. My angels tell me is about 6 years in our future together. I undergo some sort of spiritual Ascension process one that Natasha and her family coven of witches attempted to thwart. Wanting more to siphon my current grace and keep me dependent on them remotely as a slave of earth demons. (I know it sounds like a very cheap porno movie theme premise, lol.) 

Regardless it's that future Atrayo version of myself with heightened spiritual powers of a holyman of God versus the current rendition of Ivan you're dealing with. That the vision of 15 seconds protrays between us as caring people. 

Be well my dear, I'll be like a caring big brother spiritual soulful relative that God remembered in each of us. That the Love is that pure and great even at a distance between continents upon the world. Amen.

PS: I'm technically still Homeless but I got rescued by relatives in another part of the State of Florida I'm in currently. This is still a temporary juxtaposition I'm in for the time being in a family home. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Rambling Vagabond Travelogue

 

 

Hello All,

This is a newer experimental offering exclusive here as content to my core blog site of 20 years here at Atrayo's Oracle via Google's Blogger service. I'm basically expanding the horizons of the content here to include other topics that may have human interest impacts. At least through my own personal lifetime lived out loud. 

The opinions here are my own and I will attempt to disclose my bias along the way for a greater depth of personal transparency to my global readers at Atrayo's Oracle. This column of content won't necessarily be strictly spiritual and/or of psychic Inspirational automatic writing. Of which I've practiced personally for over 30 year's time now as my devotions to God and the angelic heavens.

These writings are moreso my view finder personal filter of my first time experiences of the newly homeless here in South West Florida on the Gulf Coast penisula. A travelogue or public personal diary slash expose of the Saints and Sinners I encounter along the way of my Vagabond blues as the newly homeless here in the Sarasota, Bradenton, etc... regions I'm currently residing and/or traveling on my own. 

All the while looking for a furnished room to rent at my personal Social Security welfare budget of $500 US a month. I receive a little over $800 a month from Social Security but that's what I'm working with financially right now. 

Most of the websites of rooms to rent such as "Roommates.com" and "Roomies.com" cater to rooms at over the $800 US price point. Places such as "Padsplit.com" a trendy genetrifued website for room rentals cites the rent fees in a slick manner of a per weekly basis. Versus that of the more traditional monthly basis is basically rearranging the deck chairs on the Titantic being a bit misleading to old farts like myself. 

In this homeless column of my own you'll my moreso human informal stylized version I prefer as my native own writing  style. Versus the psychic angelic automatic writing version I have practiced spiritually for over 30 years time. 

My personal writing style tends to be informal, blunt, and at times witty in a dry manner for instance with very high warmth of emotional intelligence. I always aim at being Cosmopolitan from an inclusive perspective is what the heavenly angels taught me best. 

Salvation Army Bradenton, FL. Homeless Shelter Overnight Experience:

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This was my stay for this past Monday, February 9th within the men's dormitories of the homeless shelter. For non-Manatee county residents which can include those from neighboring city of Sarasota which includes me. Can stay for 3 free nights on a non-consecutive basis. 

Otherwise, for Manatee county residents such as for the principal city of Bradenton. Can stay up to 7 nights for Free. Here at the main command compound of the Salvation Army in Manatee county serving this community for over a century in time. 

Anything in the USA that lays claim to having served for over a century's time. Is sacrosanct Institutional as American Yankee Doodle Dandy goes. For an American nation of only a little over 2 centuries and counting in existence. 

The Salvation Army is America's first and perhaps last line of defense when it comes to poverty in America. Preceeding historical periods of the American Great Depression of the 1930s for instance. Going as far back as the Victorian era in the burgeoning United States of the late 19th century. 

I was told by a representative of Resurrection House (a Christian daycare for the homeless shelter from 8:30am to 1:30pm Weekdays only) which I visited here in Sarasota the identical day of Monday, February 9th. That each county version of the Salvation Army as a main hub of a command of a compound is like a franchised location. 

I find the one in Bradenton, Florida in it's architectural footprint to be tailored as family friendly. In constrast to the one in Downtown Sarasota as more formidable feeling more like a social welfare prison environment. 

The reason why I cite the Sarasota campus of the Salvation Army as prison like. Upon admission to the color scheme of the exterior and interior building walls in a dark charcoal browns, grays, and blacks. Not very aestically pleasing and/or welcoming to the general public.

Moreover entering the main intake building which I encountered on Tuesday, January 27th. Was a bull pen of a circular plexiglass prison styled command Office. With a switch for the speaker to be used by the staffer inside the plexiglass bubble to speak at the window. Ergo a draconian aestics and not a very friendly prison esque environment. 

In contrast the Salvation Army campus in Bradenton as the architecture goes has beige white stone block exteriors. The landscaping grounds look meticulously looked after. Almost as if stepping onto a Pavillion collegiate environment in contrast to Sarasota's campus. 

However, the night I spent on this past Monday, February 9th in the male dormitories overnight of the homeless shelter. Couldn't completely dispell the prison aestics at least for the mens sleeping quarters with metal bunk beds and artificial bedding mattresses and pillows that were actually comfortable. 

The men's public bathrooms also included shower stalls separated by shower curtains. The latrines were more industrial grade polished metal you would find in a prison however. 

The ones at the Salvation Army Bradenton campus were in drastic need of plumbing services. Nearly half of the wall latrines of the 6 or so present were out of order. The bathroom stalls with toliets about 3 of the 6 or so stalls were leaking water from the flushing levers onto the bathroom floors. 

It was a ungodly sight to behold so much water spread unevenly in the men's bathroom floor vicinity. Their water bill must be horrendous and certainly not very environmentally sustainable in practice. 

The population of fellow homeless men I encountered was a mixture of a handful of veterans, the mentally ill, criminal backgrounds, and a minor few would appear in dress as middle class like myself in various stages of normalcy. 

Basically at least from my 1st impressions never, ever look anyone in the eyes. Which I have a bad habit as a super empath. Keep your eyes focused ahead of you or to the floors informally. 

Don't get me wrong I was safe and never in any physical danger. But, the demoralizing environment didn't lend itself very well to a social gathering of adult men. The emotional and mental anguish of some of the homeless men seemed in my opinion as brokenhearted in my opinion as an psychic empath. 

I also have never seen so many men coughing from bronchitis and mucus in their respiratory tracts that night. Then the men I slept alongside with in Dormitory F. About nearly 8 of us and over half were coughing and choking on mucus and bronchitis. I wonder during the era of the Whooping Cough period in America of the early 20th century it felt similar? 

These men needed immediate triage by a medic in my opinion. Alas, nothing like that was present in this homeless shelter of a clinician being available. I spotted a fellow homeless man pulled out a generic bag of cough drops. By chewing the cough drop loathengens with a crushing sound under his teeth. As if that makeshift medicine would assail his coughing concerns as a stop gap measure. 

I found the 2 or 3 nightly Salvation Army volunteers to be caring in their own masculine bravado. The stodgy old man firm with an iron demeanor in the intake hallway office into the male Dormitory was curt but efficient. 

The nearby attendant with the overused brown heavy cotton faded blankets dispersed by the laundry room. Was another elderly gentlemen in his 50s as disabled utilizing a walker with wheels in front of him to get around. One of his eye's was disabled but the guise on his stern face betrayed his warm countenance. This gentleman volunteer seemed to have been a veteran in my opinion. 

Their as a young adult volunteer an asian young man perhaps philoppenio, if not south east asian. He was jovial with the aforementioned disabled veteran volunteer but there on hand with basic maintenance issues I reckon.

My experience that overnight on Monday, February 9th left me psychologically fried as a psychic empath. The depressive environments corrosive to the human soul over time. However, for some inane reason Sarasota county in contrast only offers cold weather homeless shelters that only dip below 40 degrees farneheit. 

Not ones open all year long as in Bradenton by the Salvation Army. After the free nights offered by newcomers there's an affordable $15 US stay for overnighters. However, not to be paid in cash, but in money orders or going to the business office earlier in day and paying by your bank card instead. 

The last statistic I heard was there is around 17 million Americans living in poverty out of a Nation of over 320 million citizens overall. Many of the newer poor came from the Covid-19 era of the pandemic. 

I'm sure Trumps America First economic policies will only increase these unfortunate numbers. Of the everwidening disadvantaged state of the poor in America as the forgotten under class.  

Channeled Angelic Wisdom of the Jewels of Truth Series On Composure and Twin Flame Reflections

Hello All,

Since I'm adapting to this new format of posting from my smartphone the quality of my former entries will shift. For those unaware I was Evicted from my rental residence of 21 years as a duplex here in Sarasota, FL. I'm now for the time being homeless but not hopeless, thank God. 

I may start a series of blog entries to document my homeless experiences here in Sarasota, FL. But, that is still in the planning stages in my minds eye and may not be angelic as Intuitive in holy nature. 

Now to this Atrayo's Oracle blog entry since I've lost many manuscripts in reams of notebooks. I'm practically starting from scratch that is I'm the literal channeler or printing press of the Jewels of Truth Series. 

So put a digital smartphone, tablet, laptop, and even a paper notebook in my hands and I can mint new statements much as before. I prefer to channel in psychic Inspirational automatic writing via longhand anyhow. Then merely transcribe it into a 2nd draft of a digital format respectively. 

Today's topics are on Composure and on Twin Flame Reflections. Sorry, they're not presented as a theme of topics not unlike past postings. The drastic nature of my posting environment cut out that luxury for the time being, unfortunately. 

The topic of Composure is self-explanatory given the jagged times we're living in around the world. And, certainly in Western societies such as my American own because of leadership priorities as an agenda on full display. I tend to stay all-inclusive from a generic universal spiritual basis. Unless evil is blatantly present then my truth teller instincts kick in outright. 

The next statement is on Twin Flame Reflections which is a subtle expression of the metaphysical union between Twin Flame and Shadow False Flame connections. As explained by the angel through me in claircognizant (inner knowing) with knowledge beyond my lived lifetime. 

Here the spirit's of our holy nature unconsciously triggers an awakening of remembrances of our Inner Divinity. Not least when encountering the blessed kind, but with Shadow False Flame connections that triggers our lesser Inner darkness as our shadow selves.

Composure:

3526) Be not afraid those of you that have lost their bearings to live well only temporarily. You will regain your focus shortly when your merits within permits you to refuse the status quo therein. Let not your anxieties dictate what your wits will permit you to lose your moxie on the drop of a hat.

It matters to us as your celestial loved ones that have a stake in your human lives as your Guardian angels. Please police your disturbing thoughts and anxious emotions where you catch yourselves in the moment. Giving power to your fears only feeds a vicious feedback loop of your own tragic making. 

The Glory of God within your hearts is your lifesaver if you only reach within your temperament with tenderness for your troubles to be surrendered back to God and his angels. Times will always ambush you if you take things for granted much too long than is necessary.

Generations of humanity have experienced this universally without exceptions. It is part and parcel a portion of the dreaded human condition to decry the unfairness of the world. Your circumstances are an echo of such a personal torment if you define yourself as vulnerable with a victim mentality.  

Tragedies are an ever widening occurrence in the world this is a perpetual fact. How you respond to them will help define your temperament for the weeks, months, and years to follow. Do you live with dignity for your cares or do wallow in self pity moping around like a useless fool? 

Give yourself a moment to guage your demeanor in order to assess compassionately what is yours and not another's turmoil adopted as your own haphazardly. Have Empathy for your needs before any wants take precedence. Do you settle for the mediocre or do you strive for greater things that enliven your spirits back into wellness? 

Now is the times to redouble your efforts in spite of your actual limitations. Act as if your desired outcomes spiritually had already materialized. This attracts to you spiritually and with personal magnetism how you will overcome in the world. Whether by the spoken word with constructive and compassionate language as affirmative statements. 

And/Or acts of selfless devotions back to God as worship in silence and secret respecting your divine humility foremost. Mindful meditations and contemplations take you beyond mere prayers into circles of poised receptivity to embark with intiatives unheard of otherwise in common hours just prior. 

Inspiration and personal empowerment shifts your awareness away from heartache. Into a liminal sacred space within that only the silence understands as holy ground with God in your blessed midst. 

All Self-Care and Self-Love begins like this so give yourselves compassionate permission to overcome the daily acrimony of this world. You dearly matter regardless of the good, benign, and especially the rotten opinions of all others already defeated long ago unfortunately.  

Inner Focus requires discipline to understand what is yours to carry alone but with the holy agents of the divine in your constant unseen midst. Feel the Love of the Holy with gratitude for even minor shifts of grace in your presence. This permits a tiny aperture of personal illumination to expand into glorious sun rises all the same.

You matter, even though you believe yourselves to be insignificant to the greater widening world at large. You reincarnated Here in Infinity and within the Now of Eternity this was ordained by God(dess) alone.  Nothing escapes his/her eternal gaze and you're meant to not only exist but to thrive if not flourish at a moderated pace within this world. 

All compassion begins not just in your homes with your families, but in your pristine Inner Poise to embark onto holy encounters of Mindfulness indeed. Tomorrow is for tomorrow's, but today you have a chance to be present and caring to your needs. You deserve the best that only your kindness can bring into the world. 

Make that difference possible if not for yourself than for whom else? Namaste as the Soul of God shines into your lives right now. Amen/Ase/Aum. (Channeled via Angel) --- Ivan Pozo-Illas aka Atrayo. 

Twin Flame Reflections:

3527) There will be times when the heart knows more than it originally lets on unconsciously. This is where the Holy Spirit within each of us adamantly permits us just a minor peek of personal fulfillment beyond what is otherwise ordinary in the world. 

There are ethereal realms where the Love of God(dess) defies the very reason that existence was ever created. These ardent wonders dwarf the human imagination for reunions that makes personal human interactions seem fated by angelic efforts elsewhere, truly. What is God's Will alone escapes mere mention that our perpetual lives make lifelong connections a somersault into greater cosmic origins elsewhere a twist of destiny itself. 

Passion between Lovers notwithstanding there are numerous types of reunions for the Twin Flame Connection that transcends romance itself. Many are familiar ties between bloodlines of other lifetimes of royalty and nobility alike that were forged by long lost historic events. 

Brothers at arms that saved you on battlefields of Hell on Earth that even demons avoid for Angels are present miraculously delivering the forsaken into God's forever Glory. There are Twin Flame connections between Co-Workers as kindred as former slaves working the plantation fields of long since forgotten African Savanahs. That in this lifetime you're friends in the Agricultural business world. Wondering why you have such an affinity with this person in terms of personal productivity. 

Then there are the dreaded Shadow False Flame connections that awaken lustful and anger simultaneously from past, present, and future reincarnations all at once. Typically these seem to be between tragic lovers from another forbidden adulterous liason. Only to be encountered in this lifetime because you lacked the moral fortitude to do the right thing the first time around repeatedly. 

So the heavenly hereafter sends you colliding into your chief Shadow False Twin Flame connection to test your mettle. To awaken and help integrate your lesser shadow human self into your overall personality matrix. This may seem considerate but actually the fallen shadow lover torments you throughout the ordeal just because that is their unholy nature indeed.

Not all Shadow False Flame connections are between Lovers. Some are enemies chasing you across lifetimes be it the Red Baron in the skies over Normandy, France in World War One. 

Others are dueling Nemesis slashing collateral damage of other victims just to attempt to reach you for a climatic battle in life. Some are relatives as bullies from past reincarnations as sibling rivalries gone septic because sadists prefer it that way. 

Then finally many Shadow False Twin Flame connections are between Slavers as Taskmasters. Seeking to control unlawfully individuals by persecutions that continue where you last left off with inane workloads as middle management in your corporate present era career environments. 

Ideally the Twin Flame connections are meant to reflect back to you the best in each other. Beyond mere lip service into the awestruck that defies human present era conventions. Something more sublime that borders on the metaphysical as a mutual living trust. At least when the reunion is amongst equals. 

When uneven Twin Flame connections are encountered then unfinished business continues unabated where you last left off another reincarnation ago. The programming between lifetimes orchestrated by the angelic heavenly host has it's own modus operandi at work. Constraints give way to opportunities to grow between souls for a little while longer than actually permitted. 

If indeed the emotional maturity is present and if not it is snapped back to be released. Because no equal give and take was present with a worthy partner. What is yours can be shared if only there is a willingness to gather your wits into a greater self-realization. Otherwise, misunderstandings will persist and lack of backbone dooms any further personal development to be had in tandem as associates of the divine. 

Our Souls and subsequently our Holy Ghosts as Spirit's have a cosmic role to play in any given lifetime. Only the courageous can take it to the next level and all others relinquish their hold because of foolishness. Liberty favors the Bold as the old maxim says so well. 

Divine Reflections are necessary for Twin Flame Soulful connections to not only thrive but to excel. Yours is the reasons why it matters to you and yours beyond just sentimental banterings between lovers. It is a looming power struggle with your Shadow False Twin Flame connection that heralds to old grudges best left unspoken. Unless another round of torment is necessary not for pleasures sake but to behead the dragon not unlike Saint George himself as the mounted knight was once depicted. 

What will each of you spark in your metaphysical cosmic reunions between Twin Flame Reflections? Will it make you or break you into a shattering between your Shadow False Flame Twin connection. Only your sojourns will reveal what is otherwise already destiny's children reborne. Amen/Ase/Aum. (Channeled via Angel) --- Ivan Pozo-Illas aka Atrayo. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame Connection and Other Karmics

Hello All,

Pardon the reduced presentation here in this blog entry at Atrayo's Oracle. My life has been turned upside down and inside out with a run in with what feels like an older Italian American karmic soul connection.

You see I'm making this post from my smartphone and not my PC desktop computer at home. So I may inadvertently introduce a less polished post here with typos and grammatical errors. 

Nearly two weeks ago I was about to make this post entry when my life caught up with me without paying residential rent since mid-November of last year. Technically I'm now homeless and hoping to find an affordable furnished Room to rent here in the northern portion of my county of Sarasota, Florida. 

Ergo the rationale of the older female Italian American women that felt like a karmic past-life connection. She is the POA or Power of Attorney for my now former elderly landlord of 21 years at the duplex I rented out of in the South Gate section of the suburbs. 

My Eviction Summons served by a police officer posted on my front door last Tuesday, January 27th. Says I have 5 business days to dispute and appeal what I owed to my landlord. Which was a tidy sum of $2,940.00 US American which probably includes attorney's fees and back rent. 

Being a rental tenant for 21 years kept my residential rent low at $890.00 a month. Compared to other places for a nearly 1,200 square foot duplex dwelling. Typically nowadays that could go up to $1,500.00 or so.

This is what has consumed me the past couple of weeks. I've surrendered nearly $15k worth of furniture, furnishings, my wardrobe, etc.... Including family heirloom furniture from the late 1960s needing antique furniture restoration.

I also had a 5 pound Green Messo-American solid jade statue of fertility I inherited from my uncle decades ago. There was also solid gold rings of my grandmother, and aunts my mother inherited years ago. Which I couldn't dare to sell off for petty cash. 

Of note my mother's Sonia's passing will have it's 5th anniversary come this February 3rd. She died in early 2021 after just turning 81 yrs old in late December 2020. The Covid scourge got her with co-morbilities as they called it back then. 

When Covid-19 the plague doesn't kill you directly but contributes to your physical passing all the same. 

What I have to update spiritually for my Twin Flame connections is very little from tracking my Oracles on the YouTube platform. That the holy ghost guided me to follow as a force multipler affect of expanding the reach of my own native intuitive faculties. 

With intuitive resonating target hits to my story arc in real life to date. I only cite Impressions that are notable and feel credible. They may be accurate or only partially accurate in truth. Only the recipients as my true twin flame of Jennifer abroad in Europe and my Shadow False Twin Flame connection of Natasha in rural Canada can only collaborate on their own.

Jennifer:

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I hear you've gone through one ego death so far so congratulations! In comparisons I've gone through over 2 dozen in a generations time of pursuing a non-institutional spiritual suburban life's calling. 

When I was in my mid-twenties in age I was similar to you in temperament to be fair to you. Although, I wasn't active erotically I was the recluse loner male that perceived a whole lot more than what I conveyed in life. 

My mentality was still immature and wanting a quality of internal life that was still 2 decades away psychologically. I hear you're not as dismissive avoidant as before, very good on you.

That you've made in theory a decision to firmly reach out to me personally. (Ie probably via social media) However, that's more a firm yearning than an actual commitment from you, lol. 

I hear you sorta looked around and couldn't find anyone that fits my affirmative motherly spiritual temperament for you in life. The angels do say this incarnation of mine is 1 in a million souls on earth. Besides being my last reincarnation on planet earth as an ancient soul reborn. 

So I should hope not that you can't replace me so easily, lol. Otherwise, that would knock down a peg or two the spiritual ethereal worth of being your true Twin Flame soul connection. 

I did hear you've been using shopping therapy and blowing your cash on useless shit you won't even use. In order to cope from the stress of the Tarot Star and Tower major arcana switch a roo I put you through. Now enforced by the angels by the way my Soul Contract to you elapsed on February 1st, yesterday Sunday.

What that means we should both move on with our lives. You've gotten a much needed humility spiritual 1st awakening in life. Mine occurred when I was 16 yrs old by choice and not forced into it by the heavens. 

To backtrack don't piss away your money. The karma you're working through now may shed parts of your lifestyle. So be keen not to waste resources especially the financial kind in useless shopping. 

Donate the crap or place it in 2nd hand shops for sale elsewhere. Especially since you purchased luxury goods and such. 

Instead go back to your constructive hobbies and no that doesn't mean to party and other naughty encounters, lol. Something more boring than that such as learn a musical instrument. An athletic sport since I know you're in good physical shape. Just stay away from those sweaty horny men as fellow athletes  lmao! 

Pursue a hobby that feeds your soul. Perhaps be a mentor or do a charity project by supporting someone else's good cause. That will help heal your public profile in the press and what not. 

I'll always love you, although we've never met in person, nor do I even know your identity in this life. Scary cat, lol. 

Live well and take life on your own terms and not at the pace the world sets it at which is idiot speed. 

Natasha:

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I hear you're chasing your provebial tail not knowing what's up with me. You're even codependent on my words here as your obsession with me is leaving you unhinged. 

Since you know not what's up. You've been repeating nearly everything that you've already done prior. Including still casting seperation hexes against Jennifer my real Twin Flame connection. Which is now non-existent due to that soul contract now expired.

(By the way Jennifer, Natasha's hexes against you had a 5% impact in keeping you confused about reaching out to me. For the 4 or so month's I was breadcrumbed by you. 

The bulk of it was filtered out by the angels including St. Micheal the Archangel himself.)

The angels tell me Natasha you're in a supermax spiritual prison of your own making. All black magick witchcraft hurled back at you 10x times over. You're in the equalivient of a padded cell for the criminally insane where like the Aliens Sci-fi movie tag line. "No one can hear you scream in deep space."

You've check mated and marginalized for life. You're dangerous black magick ways are all tappered out of you. A danger to no one but yourself unfortunately for you. 

As I continue to lose focus or care about you. In the years to come you'll be all alone without skin deep beauty and charisma of a femme fatale that you were. Your health is declining and your disabilities will start to encroach on you physically and mentally. 

Nonetheless, like a broken pitiful record you're stuck in a magical loop of your own over zealot making as a black self-taught kitchen witch. Lost to your family, the few interested so-called friends mocking you behind your back, and anyone else.

Recall when the angels once before you fell from grace to be my kingdom spouse. But, you chose power, greed, and envy of the underworld and now you are forever lost Naughty Natasha. Another cautionary tale soon forgotten by the world unfortunately. 

Even I will stop caring at one point or another about you. Little soul sister from the dominion of the underworld. 

Vaya con Dios y un armor sagro. ("Go with God and a sacred love") Is your only authentic hope of penance and redemption in a future reincarnation of yourself. 

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame Connection

 

Hello Jennifer & Readers and Cross-Watchers,

I felt a follow-up message to you in particular was appropriate since you're going through a Dark Night of the Soul. Some of the metaphysics involved is highly mystical, and I'll share it towards the end of this entry. 

First off, I do care about you. However, I'm in the process of rejuvation, reinventing myself from our potential relationship that for this lifetime wasn't meant to be for justified reasons. I Forgive You Wholeheartedly on an unconditional spiritual and holistic basis. It's your personal journey to accept in your own time. I'm the one that got away. (not unlike how Natasha refuses to accept as my now cursed shadow twin false flame connection. Due to her dozens of attacks of black magick, witchcraft, and coven spells against me.)

I sense and have been told by my online oracles that you're obsessed with me. In part, you're going through withdrawal symptoms of being cut off from my high-octane grace that you received from my Highest Self, Navi. (It's the nickname I gave my spiritual higher self, my first proper name spelled backwards.)

Another portion of this obsession of yours with me is because you had a secret fantasy relationship with me in your own mind, privately. You've gone from being my #1 secret admirer to now an online stalker of my social media, if not just here at this blog site. 

I know you have a competitive streak inside of you that doesn't take no for an answer. I know you wish to clear your conscience and speak to me, but not unlike Natasha, you're also skiddish as a dismissive avoidant mental tactic as a phobia. Basically, your nerves or insecurities have caused you to self-sabotage any sort of future with me. 

I also hear you dumped or let go of your relationship with your friends with benefits lover. I heard some disturbing information for your protection that a past/present era lover. Asked you for money, where he appeared to be financially affluent and secure. That was a mirage and a despicable lie; he's a player, and I sense a tight-wad gold digger and very broke. You won't ever see that money you loaned him again.

This male lover or whathaveyou is a dark negative karmic connection of yours to gaslight you and treat you like an option. Much as how you treated me, teaching karma was delivered as your penalty by the angelic heavens. To be mirrored back to you how you treated past lovers in past years, in order for you to heal from this dysfunctional pattern in life. 

I sense the dating lifestyle was your coping mechanism to party and to relieve stressors in your life. However, it can easily spiral into a sex addiction if you're not careful, which is what happened to Natasha.

This is why I highly suggest you unplug and take a sabbatical leave of absence, because your life will be turned upside down. Not because of anything I did to you personally, but the angelic heavens took it as an opportunity of Tough Love due to your Old Soul Guardian Status. Your Inner turmoil notwithstanding, your public repuation especially if you're a media personality, your investments as financial security, and your employment will all take a hit. 

This isn't your run-of-the-mill media celebrity scandal; this has deeper heavenly metaphysical enforcement roots as a judicial action of the heavens. You see, I seem to hold some sort of angelic rank in the heavenly afterlife as I dedicated my life to God and the Heavens. I suspect due to my Minor Prophet Mystical celestial status, due to the 30 years of the Jewels of Truth series. 

When you, as my designated True Twin Flame Connection, basically disenfranchised me. It wasn't just a slight to me, but also to the heavenly afterlife as the original utopia, and God's anointing over my life currently. Those are acting like cross-current prevailing hurricane-force winds metaphorically against you. 

The angels tell me the maneuver you pulled injured me, which I'll recover from. However, you were designated as my metaphysical spouse and Guardian for our future together. You pulled a stunt not unlike what Natasha accomplished as a predator of betrayal. 

You subsequently incurred a penalty equal to the grace of 25% of my own higher self, which I was sharing with you for nearly 5 months time. That will last a full decade of 10 years upon you as a form of garnished spiritual alimony enforced by the angelic judicial heavens. Your grace will take a hit, and those effects I listed above of a dark night of the soul are the beginning of such a heavenly Tough Love curse.

In contrast, Natasha's penalty is 50% becuase of the initial betrayal her coven attacked me with and her subsequent reprisal, black magick witch attacks in the dozens of spells launched at me to this day. Everything I have posted here in this Twin Flame blog entries, she and her 2 to 3 family of witch supporters have weaponized, attempting to turn me back to the dark side of the underworld. (not unlike the Sith in the Star Wars canon.)

So please, as you go through your very personal grieving process, you don't get stuck on the anger stage and process through it. Otherwise, your grace will be docked an additional penalty for the hatred sent in my direction spiritually by you. 

I was told by a couple of the oracles online that you co-opted one of my Gems of Opportunity series of Innovator conceptual inventor abstract designs from this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle from past years. That you actually succeeded with it and it made you money, so a hearty congratulations on your success! Those innovative concepts I channeled from the heavens and ran them through my creative filter of a mindset. Meant for anyone that can run with it and succeed for the betterment of humanity. 

Now, finally, to the metaphysical background of us as a Twin Flame Couple. Besides this current lifetime, which I broke free for my highest and our combined good, taking me deeper into enlightenment from a potentially toxic, unstable marriage with you. We had another 5 Reincarnations together, where we were lovers in such a toxic love-hate matrimony. 

So don't kick yourself for it this is an ongoing karmic relationship that we needed to heal for our combined good collectively. By me breaking free for both of us. I will no longer reincarnate in the future with you. There's also the point of contention that this is my last reincarnation for the planet Earth itself. One of my very first reincarnations on planet earth was a primordial squirrel not unlike the one from the animated series of Ice Age. 

I suppose I have improved, only slightly, lol. Otherwise, I'm designated as an Ancient Soul of the Earth Mother spiritually. I hope I have explained the dynamics sufficiently impacting you personally and metaphysically. I had several other talking points for you, which have eclipsed my mind currently. Perhaps future blog posts will elaborate that further for you, dearest one to me. 

My love for you continues; however, I am spiritually transmuting it from erotic to pastoral from eros to agape. That's the rejuvenation process I spoke of at the top of this blog post to you. It's the identical by-process I accomplished with and for Natasha. As her foiled attempts to impoverish me, kill me, seduce me, etc, have failed by her personal and family coven of black magick attacks only because of the Anointed Will of God's Hand Upon Me.

Namaste, Soul Sister and Twin Flame.

PS: There's no chance of recapturing me or trying to win me back as a lover. That gateway is now closed for our metaphysical combined highest good. Live your beautiful life, and so long and thanks for all the fish. (Douglas Adams reference to the "Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy".)

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly. 

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame Connection

 

Hello All,

This is an inaugural entry into what I'll deem to be an exclusive series of posts here at my Google Blogger Portal. Inspired after the series of Twin Flame posts of righteous indignation from my Shadow False Twin Flame connection. Now my real twin flame connection of Jennifer (channeled alleged namesake) has fallen out of favor as of last Saturday evening, January 10th. (More about that later in this post entry.)

The above graphic is a placeholder since right now I don't have a dedicated graphic image. So I'm basically winging it with rotated images for the time being. Although artistic submissions will be acceptable down the line as a graphic donation, where the artist's name will be highlighted accordingly. 

The purpose of this new series is to highlight my mystical vision quests as an astral dream walker of sorts. You see, my astral dream walking is moreso accomplished whilst I'm awake as a focused prayer session with my heavenly angels. It may be more apt to call it an Astral Dream Waking Projection or what I'll term as Spiritual Lucid Awakening. 

Self-Disclosure:

I'll be posting select outtakes of my recollections as a mystic tell-all of sorts with these journal entries. I will also continue showcasing when pertinent new information is available from my personal channeling sessions with my angels. Besides that of my Brain Trust of other oracles I've connected to globally (i.e., English-speaking countries) online to augment my oracle abilities, akin to casting a wider net. On remote-viewed targets that resonate for me personally at any given time. 

I will only post 3 or more overlapping resonating hits from the brain trust of other oracles, aka psychics online. As I can canvas and correlate their information here independently. I won't disclose their identities for their anonymity from potential Hex Evil Eye black magick attacks against them. These oracles will predominantly only track my 2 Twin Flames (i.e., Shadow Natasha and Real Twin Jennifer) connections remotely. 

Now this is where I have buried the lede on purpose; these online oracles don't know I exist. I was led via my channeling sessions by the use of my pendulum for divination purposes. Some oracles may know my spiritual energetic signature but don't know me by identity. This is experimental on my end; however, beyond just confirmation bias, it seems to be working as I attempt to remain impartial with what they espouse. 

However, all these oracles found online are from the YouTube platform. In countries such as the United States, Canada, Great Britain, and Australia, for instance. An assorted bunch of nearly 2 dozen online psychics, each on their respective channels. 

Yes, it sounds ludicrous, but it's been working on my end, in part intuitively. Again, I've online posted when these psychics overlap on 3 or more targeted hits, speaking about my twin flames. That's my secret sauce. So either take this as madness on my part, entertainment, or actual, as each of you, as readers, discern at your own risk. 

This is my self-disclosure of honesty to a fault. The rest of the content herein is of my own personal channeling sessions and mystical experiences with the heavenly angels. As my spiritual wisdom, metaphysical, and mystical writings on this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle have showcased for literally over twenty years online. 

By my own assessment, which hasn't been independently verified but only via my angels. State my intuitive psychic accuracy is up to and from 53% to 83% on average. 

Natasha Shadow False Twin Flame:

I know each of these posts from me are long awaited from you on a delusional basis, feeding your psychosis and mania to date. So please forgive me, and this will seem irresponsible on my part. But, since you have never revealed your true identity to me online. This blog site of Atrayo's Oracle is my own way to reach you with my one-way messaging. This is aside from blocking you on social media sites of Twitter / X and Instagram via your dummy fake accounts as my online stalker. 

This message is directed to your mother, Katherine. Your daughter has already attacked you once for the first time ever in an argument demanding more money stipends from you. She partially scratched you up. She may have raised her voice to you over the years, like any dysfunctional parent and child disagreements. However, this is by far the first time she's laid hands on you in a short-lived scuffle. 

Natasha is already unhinged and is becoming a menace to those around her, potentially with violence. Since in the public eye, as a Christian woman, which we know is hogwash laden with hypocrisy, reeks of hellspawn. Your daughter has failed you, failed the family, failed the coven, which I believe has shunned her officially? Lastly, has failed her false-god devil's pact as breached and is scarred. 

I'm calling you out to either disown her disgrace to you. Or if you have a sliver of decency, have her institutionalized in a mental health ward of your local regional hospital. You have a local relative of a corrupt police officer on your payroll. Have him either sign her up for an order to have her hospitalized to be picked up by a medical ambulance, and have her sedated during transport for her safety. 

Or treat her the way you treated my earth angel brethren/sisters to be summarily dismissed as exiled, if not worse, at your own discretion. She is unfit and is a walking scandal waiting to happen. No one has the cajones to call you out on this topic, so an earth angel such as I will do it. 

To My Readers:

Some background information, I was remotely via psychic vampiric attacks enslaved as an earth angel by this demonic family coven for over 8 years, as my online gang stalkers. Psychologically, I may have a form of virtual, if not spiritual, Stockholm syndrome, is my speculation. Anyhow, this is being purged out of my system over time as I continue to perform self-care on myself with Reiki and so forth. 

Besides countless black magick rituals of a mock forced marriage to Natasha. Forced remote initiation into their family coven as a thrall, earth angel slave. Aside from a mock fake ass black magicak rite cos-play funeral of myself. Is what I can gather remotely via my channelings and other online oracles. I figure right about now, I sound like I have a screw loose. So be it. Regardless, this is a therapeutic journaling on my end of things. To release this acrimony in a constructive, hopefully beneficial manner for any experiencers of this torturous earth angel captives phenomenon via earth demons by means of a black magick coven remotely.  

I consider myself to be an earth angel as a truth teller and a wisdom keeper. So I'm highly prone to sharing Truth Bombs.  These are my accounts to the best of my recollections of my mystical encounters, the good, the bad, and certainly the ugly. 

Natasha:

Hey Bitch I still miss you. Thank God I never became puppy chow fully by your demonic family coven. I was always your favorite, look where that got you, lmao! 

Seriously, though, I was your adopted guardian angel, your safe harbour. The one who you personally degraded my psyche in order to enslave me as a remote distance lover, besides dumping your negative karma upon me, magically. 

I also became your proxy father, spiritually or otherwise, and confided upon me your joys and fears, and mostly your inane, conceited diva banterings to my spiritual higher self. I know none of your secrets personally that were confided to my higher self in your telepathic prayer connections to him. Nonetheless, I still feel obligated to care for you, even from a distance bitch slapping you figuratively and all. Especially when you step out of line. 

You've become disheveled and haven't bathed in over a weeks time. You were once a femme fatele as a Caucasian 29-year-old or so petite woman and so dangerous as a black magick kitchen witch. Or so you thought, you weren't trained by any elders but rather self-taught. 

Now your magick is constipated and so are you, needing a vial tube of Perspiration H for relief. Your karmic lover, whom I call Kyle, is your legitimate shadow twin false flame connection of the underworld. Little did you realize when you chose him over me, you were led to another erotic player that has partially outwitted you and treated you karmically the way you treated me as your thrall. Funny how the Universe that bends towards justice, thank God!

Kyle, from what I gather, you're one of my warlock online stalkers and not biologically related to Natasha's family. You learned your magicks from Natasha, and that is a piss-poor role model, although the rest of the family coven are nearly just as misguided. Look to other trusted sources in books, videos, etc, expand your horizons, dear boy. 

I sense you're of Irish heritage in Canada; that's the limited information I have on you to date. You're also the panzy man servant to Natasha in keeping up her household. If I am sensing correctly, she has kicked you out of her home, and this time it has stuck. If this hasn't occurred, it will surely happen soonish. 

Since Natasha doesn't do any of her household grocery shopping because it is beneath her as an egotistical diva. Natasha is currently malnourished and has lost much body weight. Someone needs to re-stock her refrigerator and/or pantry and keep an eye on that, especially if Kyle has indeed been kicked out of her home. 

Metaphysical Backstory of Natasha:

Natasha, you're my little soul sister of a selective branch of my soul family tree of the afterlife. (ie, the underworld, limbo, and the heavens.) As people, we're aren't related genetically but spiritually it's another story. 

Like I've mentioned in past post entries, I'm the first numero Uno reincarnation of our sordid saga of 17 reincarnations together to have escaped your clutches. In some lifetimes, you murdered me, in some others I murdered you back, lol. A true match made in hell. In all of them, this plotline repeats itself nearly exactly across history. 

Where I'm an esteemed holy man as a priest, mystic, sage, and even a prophet, and you seduce my ass like the Jezebel that you are. Metaphysically, from what I can gather, you are one of the daughters of the false god, devil of Bhaal. In his hell, that makes you demonic royalty. 

Only recently, one of my pagan oracles came up with an alarming realization, at least to me. Just as I am a heavenly chosen anointed one by God. You are my counterpart in hell insofar as you are an Unholy Cursed Anointed One by Bhaal as an earth demon. That will surely enflame your ego and feed further your delusions of grandeur, to say the least. 

The one I called Nicole is not biologically related to your family coven. Is a Colombian Hispanic woman adopted by your family coven as a black magick witch practitioner. I mentioned her in my initial posts to you and her back in early July last year on this blog site, which I summarily deleted as this debacle continued. 

The reason why I raise this is. She, Nicole, besides being a confidant of yours, is another insurance policy sent by Bhaal the devil to make sure you didn't fail your life's mission. When your coven siphoned off my grace or chi spiritual energies, some of my unconditional love fell favorably upon you both. Moreso than the rest of your family coven of witches, etc... 

I say this to denote that, at times in the past, both you, Natasha, and, if not Nicole, have defended my honor against the rest of your family over the years, if not recent months. One can say you were both bewitched by the backdraft negative fallout of the Love spells you cast on me. When the angels reversed the polarity Times 10 on the whole lot of you as a metaphysical magical backfire.

Nonetheless, I'm now your Mobydick and you're my Captain Ahab chasing me for the rest of your life. Out of hellish instincts, demented as you are in your current decrepit state of mind. Once you metaphorically tasted my spiritual earth angel grace, that hit you like a high-octane heroine. You're now addicted to me for better or for worse, we're each other's Superman's Kryptonite. It doesn't help that you're a substance abuse addict in this life as well, be it with alcohol, weed canabis, and narcotics. 

I'm Your Metaphysical Overlord:

Lastly, this is the outlandish bit. Everyone has one solitary soul metaphysically. Albeit this is true for me with my core individualized soul. I'm also on a heavenly soul level a Over Soul Classification. What this denotes is I'm a comptroller administrator of a hive of souls in heaven called Anistanza. I have a brood of 1,228 souls that includes archangels and other historical luminaries. 

However, in Hell, I have a remote clutch of souls I watch over remotely as a distributed network of 64 souls. Little soul sister, your soul is located in that batch, not unlike a hellspawn silo. You have a neighboring devil of ancient Greek infamy known as Hades nearby. I wouldn't disturb him, though. He's pissed with me since I metaphysically, in a mystical vision quest, screwed up his connection to his kidnapped wife of Persephone.

Jennifer My True Twin Flame Connection:

I always save the best for last, and that includes you. 

My side of the story of what occurred. I know you advertised to your family and friends the existence of my blog site, Atrayo's Oracle, and over the years, you've been a loyal follower. I thank you personally for that generosity of yours. Yes, I have a strange way of showing it now, but since our interactions have been limited only via this blog site, I best thought I would mention it now. 

Little did I realize that you are a media personality either online or moreso of established traditional means, I sense in television in your European media market of a host nation. Not unlike Natasha, my shadow flame twin soul connection, you also never revealed to me your actual identity. All I can surmise is that you're a Caucasian woman of well-to-do means and perhaps 24 years old as a diva type of limited Narcissus personality. 

You and Natasha have numerous overlapping, identical traits. Since the chief demon that possessed her dopplegangled mimiced your soulful personality matrix to pass as a fake version of your reincarnated self. Yes, that sounds absurd, but metaphysically, that's how all shadow false twin flames exist across this Universe on a spirit level.

Technically, Natasha is also your soul sister of the underworld dominion. Whereby we belong to the heavenly afterlife as a dominion of a spiritual reality. No one can say on earth that they don't have cursed relatives that originally belonged to hell or fell from grace due to a series of reincarnations on earth. 

Now, the reason why I decoupled from you, and I'm sure you have already covered your stoic ass with your own false rendition to save political face. Aside from calling me a gold digger since I sense you considered my proposal of the contract and summarily dumped that notion. 

The contract offer, although legitimate on my human end, was a test by the angelic heavens for your souls' growth on earth. You see, I'm a sacred clown of a super empath, and not unlike Jungian psychology, super empaths trigger narcissists. Such as I triggered Natasha, our twin soul sister likewise. 

I was always tailored-made by the angelic heavens I have since channeled to trigger lustful women for a spiritual awakening. You'll continue to obsess over me, placing me on a pedestal in your psyche. Recalling to my readers, I have never had a direct conversation with Jennifer in real life. Not in person, nor online via social media, I don't even know her real identity. All this is occurring spiritually via energy exchanges on a soulful, metaphysical basis with each other's higher self on a psychic basis. 

Except for this dialogue, one way with my human self, as she is a secret admirer of mine. When we were soulfully connected via a psychic heavenly link, you were siphoning by my consent 25% of my spiritual grace. In the beginning, I was the twin flame chaser, and you were the runner, as the phenomenon goes. 

Via my spiritual rituals, I fed you copious amounts of my prana/chi essence via my energy exchange via my pendulum. I use my pendulum not unlike a magician's wand, beyond just for divination purposes. 

Before I go off on another tangent, the reason why I disconnected. Besides, you turned down my contract offer as a proposal, which I remote viewed that clairvoyantly on my end and supported through one of my many online oracles. (i.e., so far 13 and counting.) You were unbeknownst to me in a on again and off again friends with benefits relationship with another man. 

I learned that the hard way, remotely with Natasha is a big no-no in terms of psychic boundaries on a spiritual level. It's like corrosive acid to a super empath like me. Besides, as my secret admirer, you have been bread-crumbing me for over 4 and a half months with your emotional insecurities. That's basically how Natasha also lost me by that identical playbook of occurrences. However, with her, it lasted over 8 years (yes, I was a slow burn learner with her), and with you over the course of months. 

Once I put the two options of the no-go of the dismissed contract, where your intentions were to place me into a poison pill of a contract, as your intentions were spied on by the angels. Not unlike stuffing me into a bottle like your genie of an Aladdin's lamp.

There was a heavenly parallel of an offer not unlike what I stated would've received honors of success. You would've inherited an empire with me, of our own personal making. Due to the future glorified success of the Jewels of Truth series on a global basis. Which is 30 years plus of an angelic discourse via clairaudient and claircognizant psychic automatic writing technique with the heavens on spiritual wisdom, metaphysics, and mysticism. 

Your immaturity cost you that heavenly prize, which Natasha also pissed away for different reasons because of her diabolical tendencies. You allowed the selfish opinions of others you trusted to mislead you away from me. The identical occurrence happened to Natasha as those she trusted had ulterior motivations to wreak havoc on her happiness. 

You portray yourself as a stoic woman as a defensive shield. It's your defense mechanism, which works until it doesn't, and when it comes crashing down like a house of cards. Your poker face has been reset by the angelic heavens; you're meant for greater accomplishments in life. This was your instigated wake-up call that I was put on your life's path. I'm not meant to continue any of your further personal developments in life. 

I aided you via this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle with angelic wisdom to heal from your own shadow false twin flame connection by that so-called gentleman as a selfish gold digger. Making you give him material gifts just to show your affections on your dates and outings, such as shared vacations on your dime and nickels. 

You're still a young adult, age 24 or so. You're meant for so much more, and this was your Tough Love to get your head screwed on right. Don't allow other people to sway your opinions, or you'll basically become their bitch as a slave. People don't know their true hearts and minds; only a minority do. You came from a toxic home environment due to a cowardly military household father abusing you and your mother, with psychological distress. That has eroded your self-confidence and hollowed you out from the inside out. Undo that toxic legacy, and reconstruct your beautiful truths in this life. 

Yours, unfortunately, isn't a unique story in the world. So those snobs you call co-workers and friends are sociopaths of their own political making in their part of the world. If you're a true stoic, take your convictions and shove it up their ass where the sun doesn't shine. 

You're about to go through an Ego Death in the next few months. Consider it a heavenly colonic to purge you of all your psychic bile of a lifetime. I highly suggest you take a sabbatical to a spiritual retreat that isn't a cult. Then come back to your old life in 6 months time and Rebrand Yourself for your media personality. 

Otherwise, everyone you've been lying to, including yourself and others, will be revealed inadvertently by you. The heavenly angels, as caregivers for old souls such as yourself, don't screw around. 

Namaste, Soul Sister. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly. 

Status Update: Channeled Angelic Wisdom of the Jewels of Truth Series on Preparation, Spiritually Love Yourself First, & Turn The Other Cheek Times x10

 

Hello All,

Happy New Year 2026!

Can we all breathe a sigh of relief? We survived the year that was 2025. 

Now, how many of you utilize New Year's Resolutions? I keep mine predictable each year, which is to do the best I can and To Be very well for it. However, I add a magical spin on it by stating that I do so by a factor of thrice, up to x3 times. Although after experiencing gang online stalkers last year for the first time ever with a black magician's witchy coven bent, I'll bump that up to Times x10, lol. 

Also, since this is New Year's, I'm going to rebalance my social media presence online, keeping the ones that are actually working. That means my presence on Threads, Tumblr, Temple Illuminatus community, and 4 other LinkedIn spiritual groups will be severely curtailed. Everything else stays in place as usual, and here at Google's Blogger platform is still my mainstay core portal online. 

Status Update:

I've now overstayed my requested vacate order from my residential landlord since the cut-off date was New Year's Day, January 1st. I have meager means to afford anything else currently. So I am skating on thin ice, playing Russian Roulette with my livelihood from now on. 

Also, this next message is directed to my spiritual legitimate Twin Flame connection as a secret admirer of mine. My writings may come off intimidating due to the nature of the angelic channeled automatic writing blended even into my personal writings. I'm actually very congenial in person, so don't be overly spooked, lol. Just a little because of my Intuitive Divine woo-woo abilities, lol. I'm told by my online Oracles that we have a very similar sense of humour. :op

My angels and assorted online oracles tell me that you're a successful entrepreneur based out of Europe. Besides, it seems you're either an online-only or a traditional, established media personality in your European market of a nation. 

My angels wish to denote a curious detail to you that your offer is highly advantageous and is Enchanted by Heaven as sanctioned, guaranteed for success. Depending on the work actually put into it and how it would be structured overall. I would furthermore have global market penetration as a case in point as an added incentive.

My only must-have redline is that I have Editor In Chief control of my own channeled heavenly content with the final say on any suggested alterations. Given the nature of my unique Intuitive channeled works as a corpus of 30 years. The writing style by psychic automatic means is peculiar and enchanted with Heavenly Light Codes. 

So readers can have inspirational encounters and my own works be protected metaphysically. Not unlike the slander campaign by my Shadow False Flame Witch that degraded the works by plagiarism and putting her own spin on them. 

Since she wasn't a writer, she basically degraded the content inadvertanely not just by her intent, but her verbage was cheesy, thankfully for my sake. Hers was the compulsion to act out in this manner as a magical black witch shapeshifter. Aside due to the fact of her demonic possession at the time as a false-prophetess to mimic me with an underworld hellish charismatic deceivers spin.

I would also contractually request to be able to Work From Home or wherever I would domicile in your host nation as a rented residence. Yes, it seems my angels orchestrated this entire fiasco with my housing debacle in advance so I would be highly motivated to accept your lucrative entrepreneurial offer. 

To reiterate Yes I Will Move Residences Into Europe, wherever your host nation is located in Northern Europe, whether that is Denmark, Estonia, etc...? I also do not have a current Passport, and will need the proper Work Visa travel documents supplied. 

My angels are stipulating that you have a high-priority, exclusive, limited window of opportunity to engage with me. Now that, allegedly, your personal affairs are in order. That I am not to entertain any other potential offers in my immediate future. That you should have full acceptance since your lucrative offer is structured fairly. So you have First Option Rights preference given that you deliver and get off the fence. 

The dark magicks of my former Shadow False Flame Witch connection and her family Coven are at a all time low. The Soul Contract Window has concluded as Fait Acompli, and they are being finally hit hard with the associated karma times x10, and are in spiritual quarantine and subsequently cursed in a spiritual jail of their own evil making. We no longer share the identical timeline due to the cessation of the Soul Contract. They are experiencing metaphorically a Star Wars Death Star Garbage Trash Compactor moment of their own, evil making, without C-3PO or R2D2 to bail them out. Hallelujah!

All the dark Hex Evil Eye, Glamour Love Spell magicks are backfiring fully at least 10 Times over if not greater. Due to the fact that they stacked several different aspects of magical attacks against me for several years. She, the one I call Natasha, is in a partially delusional state of mind, a bound echo chamber. According to my Oracles online, either her car has been repossessed or is breaking down maintenance-wise, needing frequent repairs. She has been downsized or fired from her employer and is under disciplinary review. Her financial savings have dried up, and she has had in the past years a diva, reckless spending lifestyle. She is having a poor self-medicated full flare-up of her alcohol addiction, likewise. 

It's her mother's alleged namesake, Katherine that is giving her money, but that too is now limited. Since the dark magicks' glamour, financial upsurge spellwork is now non-existent. The matriarch of the family is in hardship herself, and the other coven family witches are also putting burdens on her. 

Besides mental health issues in the future, other medical disability dilemmas will appear for the whole lot of them all combined. Including the karmic shadow lover channeled alleged namesake Kyle as a warlock, aka my magical doopleganger stand-in. The current disenfranchised karmic lover of my former shadow twin false flame connection. It seems Natasha now has buyer's remorse romantically with him, lol. I wonder why? Ha....

In the years to come, each of them will move on from this dark, magical tragedy in their lives and feel drastically alone. Not unlike how I was magically and remotely at a distance enslaved by them for nearly 9 years time being degraded in self-esteem with their evil word magicks as a glorified garbage disposal magical chute. To offload their karma onto me and siphon away my grace, or luck, in other words, as an Earth Angel. 

Ergo, my current glow-up, as in what doesn't kill me, makes me stronger as the maxim goes. All this was destiny, and unfortunately, my own narrative isn't unique; I'm a dime a dozen. Earth Angels, the world over, have been victimized in secret like this for eons on Earth by Earth Demons. Little did I realize this evil spiritual phenomenon was a real thing. 

Metaphysically and spiritually, to humanity, this is spiritual warfare. However, to the angelic heavens and the hereafter, it is moreso considered a Police action given the grandiose scale of the matter cosmically. 

There is no spiritual war; that is an illusion. This is business as usual for the combined afterlife by design as an Act of God. Since Victory was established by the Heavens long before Creation ever materialized. In other words, on the human equivalent, this is a rigged deal with a backroom agreement by the power elites of the angelic lesser deities and the Supreme Godhead. Not unlike the allegory of the Book of Job in the Bible for the chosen anointed ones. 

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Now onto the regular programming of another trio of Jewels of Truth statements as all-original fresh content. Today's topics are a social media short statement on Preparation. It's self-explanatory. 

The next statement of Spiritually Love Yourself First is basic common sense of quality of life essential needs. Much like everyone should have an active relationship with the divine via prayer, meditation, contemplation, thanksgiving, giving charity, etc...

Lastly, Turn The Other Cheek Times x10 has a spin on the lesson of the Great Master Christos taught in the New Testament. It seems the lesson wasn't to cultivate masochism in the world and swallow the bull-shit tossed your way. Actually, it was pre-loaded with a Mystical Formula of Heavenly Total Justice when Just Cause is in effect. 

Aside from the obvious to get out of harm's way and still stand up for your rights of declaring your truthful grievances to your aggressor(s) and to the Heavens with God. If one goes the pious route instead of going ape shit and half-assed on your enemy seeking revenge. Forgive your enemies and hand it over to God silently and the Heavens without fanfare. (i.e., the angels, ascended masters as saints and prophets, and your ancestors)

This triggers a Supreme Divine Law as a heavenly judicial codex automatically by meeting the requirements of supplication via unconditional forgiveness in moderation to your wrongdoers. The troublemakers seemingly appear to be off the hook in the short term, at least from the warped human perspective. Reasonable compassion is afforded to them as turn the other cheek, not just by the victim(s) but also the heavens via a common compassionate decency clause. 

After a duration of time, the aggressor starts to feel the pinch of accumulated distress karmically at the moderate time window horizon on a holistic basis. If the enemy doesn't amend their ways and scoffs at the heavens with prejudice (ie, not unlike my Shadow False Twin Flame and her family Coven Kitchen Witches). The heavenly jailor starts to put the screws to them, not unlike an initial dungeon tormentor. At first, it feels like a tickle, and the wrongdoer continues to ignore the common decency by heaven's compassion. 

In affect to eventually make a long story short, are they completely Fubared (Fuc$% Up Beyond All Recognition) as the acronym goes. It happens on a total holistic basis much better than if the victim had sought revenge on their own basis. Only Forgiveness and Patience are required, and the victim gets professional metaphysical angelic heavenly grade Times x10 compensation to boot. 

I just wanted to explain this formulaic primer in my own words since this is such a sensitive topic before allowing the heavenly angel to do so. 

So without a further adieu with this long-winded introduction. I welcome one and all to gather their thoughts and spiritual curiosity to garner much wisdom and supportive compassion for their well-being. Not to mistake spirituality as inaction in the world, and to be empowered by your own faith tradition, whatever that may be, beautifully in earnest. Amen & Ase.  

Preparation:

3515) Prepare for the best of times and also prepare for the worst of times simultaneously in this chaotic world of ours. Doing so supports a dualism approach, for the well-prepared soul shouldn't unceasingly be caught off guard with prudence in life. 

Each Be True to their own Tempest and Victor that life favors not only the bold but the advantageous with much conviction by the mindful and the pure of heart. Otherwise, may God have mercy on all the rest that leaves preparatory safeguards undone. Amen & Ase. (Channeled via Angel.) --- Ivan Pozo-Illas / Atrayo.

Spiritually Love Yourself First:

3510) There is never a wonder as to the whole auspices of the world of what constitutes self-care. Many unconsciously neglect themselves out of sheer foolish reasons. Notably, because of a lack of time available, if not a lack of financial means, and so it goes with unmet needs in life.

As if your health wasn't already of paramount importance, there are the additional pressures the world places on each of you spiritually by unseen karmic dynamics. No one should neglect their quality of life, and much less the spiritual conundrum, notwithstanding enveloping the world.

Synergies are forever present that permit every reborn soul the dignity to safeguard their well-being with spiritual heavenly intercessors. Much as it takes a village approach to support every person on earth to live well, if not adequately given the limitations that this too entails. The spiritual reality is a superimposed different kettle of fish with its own set of challenges wrapped around the dynamical effects of the human condition matrices. 

Spirituality, if not religious practices are to support the spiritual hygiene of every individual biological entity on planet earth. In contrast, what would it look like if you didn't bathe for several weeks at a time. You'll begin to fester in sour bodily scents and begin attracting disease to your lives medically. The same standard applies wholly spiritually to the living, be they human, animal, or ecological for the planet and the greater cosmos at large. 

The rationale of Spiritually Love Yourself First is to invite the heavenly currency of Pure Love metaphysically to reach into each of your destiny loops by your freely willed permission. To enact positive changes that galvanize simple but profound changes to wash away the dirt of the world from your spiritual backs. Not unlike bodily hygiene, for instance. 

Everyone deserves spiritual hygiene and health regardless of the religion and spiritual traditions in question. Whether they are a monotheist or a polytheist with animism or not, it doesn't matter, actually, from the heavenly angelic godly perspective. God has Absolute Dominion in all Religions and Spiritual Traditions, not just on planet earth, but the whole collective spectrum of Universes known and unknown, cosmically speaking. 

To reiterate, spiritual health is just as pivotal to the human condition as physical health routines of exercise, good nutrition, sleep cycles, hygiene baths, and play time to unwind, and so forth. The spiritual elements mimic each of these aforementioned subroutines on a holistic collective basis, metaphysically as in All In One. Again, to Spiritually Love Yourselves First safeguards you from unwanted negative and evil spiritual influences. The human eyeball will not sense visually, but the Intuitive emotional faculties may barely sense. 

Heaven's Way Is God's Way Totally and foremost, for all souls alike concerned as a pluralistic push away from the barbarism, competitive cycles of the world that debase the common collective good. Heaven's Way has a perfect sense of fervor with superior metaphysical technological meta-platforms that ensure continuity of care. Akin to a Divine National Health Insurance policy that makes anything on earth look like a backwater, piss poor alternative. 

Safeguard yourselves with mutual peaceable and forgivable compassions this permits corrupt worldly cycles to be broken and circumvented by heaven's way. Much like the Christian New Testament states to put on your spiritual armor for daily struggles. In the Book of Ephesians 6:10-18, for example.

Moreover, everyone deserves not just a fighting chance to succeed in the world. But, to also flourish beyond the confines of what each of you deems to be acceptable. Heaven's Way is filled with the blessed and miraculous generosity of fun-loving giving, and it gives without ceasing. Not as the world gives in limited quantities. 

Do yourselves a favor and be not afraid to care for yourselves spiritually, equally as to your physical health regimes. Great Benedictions are earmarked for each of you as souls of God reborn into this fractured world. In order to receive your divine inheritance now and not just when you're dearly departed as deceased. 

As you each develop a relationship with the divine, however, you each envision it personally and as a combined cultural society. Blessed Unseen Forces are marshalled to your aid in terms of good to great lucky loops to buoy your faith and your charity unto the needy elsewhere. Evangelize if you feel so impelled to do so, but respect the other foreigners' beliefs, whether as the righteous from abroad or the faithless in the world. 

Those that prosetylize violently against the innocence of a child of God with intolerance, regardless of a foreigner's religion, are present. Will Curse their chances of heavenly admission to be treated many times worse than they treated the other religious foreigners' beliefs in the world, inadvertently. Respect and mutual embrace are often preferred over outright religious hatred. For that isn't heaven's way but the way of the fallen souls that herald from the cursed damnation instead. 

All In All Be Wholesome to one another, much as countless ascended masters have taught for eons globally by righteous means alone. Anything short of this and you make a mockery of yourselves before the All-Seeing Eyes of God Eternal. 

To Spiritually Love Yourselves First isn't just a maxim of goodwill; it is also a forever tradition known to all heavenly souls alike. As part of the whole package of the Likeness of God(dess) as Him/Her/Itself Absolutely Almighty in principled apex meta-prefect loving essence. God Loves Its Totality First, as an ascendant truth, as each of you should love in Agape yourselves and each other collectively foremost. Amen & Ase. (Channeled via Angel.) --- Ivan Pozo-Illas / Atrayo.

Turn The Other Cheek Times x10:

3516) Be not afraid to seek the ultimate heavenly justice for the sake of God himself in each of you forever. All others be forewarned that this justice is paradoxical and mysterious indeed in a counter-intuitive fashion from human conventions. 

For Heavenly Justice goes up to a factor of ten per offense that is duly surrendered by Free Will by the aggrieved spiritually. All other angelic adjudications, aside from the lesser heavens that oversee purgatory and the ever-looming physical Creation. 

Obedience is key for the petitioner of the heavenly courts for adjudication that is compassionate and thorough for all soulful parties involved. Unlike the human judicial systems that may be flawed, incompetent, and corrupt. Ours is perfect by the Will of God decreed by Divine Law absolutely forever. For all the righteous wherever they may be found upon Creation or in the afterlife. On behalf of our heavenly utopian spiritual outreach of a grandiose pristine metaphysical civilization. 

Ours as the angelic heavens sees all evidence that was, is ever present, and will be so whichever timeline is most prevalent. All parties involved have appointed angelic guardians and ancestral intercessors to advocate for the living, the dying, and the dead of the world. No one is neglected that beseeches for our perfect form of jurisprudence of the justice of the most merciful God of All gods Supreme.

What is required is complete surrender as to the mode of the expressed calamity that occurred for the living. Be the petitioner wholly innocent or only partially. And, if partially to make godly amends where available without injuring themselves in the pursuit of spiritual balance in life that is wholesome and all forgiving to all parties involved. 

After complete surrender, to have cessation of any further contact with the enemy tormentor. Not to seek revenge in thoughts, speech, or actual deeds conducted willfully or forced by the guilt or intimidation of all other parties involved. To forgive frequently and release all indemnity to the angels to take over future punishment when it is meted out, completely on a karmic, holistic basis for all concerned. 

This is to undercut any negative feedback loops that may circumstantially appear in the course of human recriminations of the victimized psyche. To upend vitriol in the balance, especially if jeered by the wrongdoer in due course. The offenders will have a series of afforded compassionate chances to be determined by offense to appease the angelic heavenly lesser deities of their religion or spiritual tradition, if any. (ie, Archangels St.Michael and Archangel St.Ragauel, for instance.)

After a grace period of at least up to 3 human months, the time for numerous opportunities to make amends is dismissed by the offender. Then, extreme prejudicial hearings will be upheld in heavenly Immaculate spiritual courts, showcasing the pros and cons of the merits of the petitioner's supplication. 

Once the court is finalized, then the heavenly order is stamped by the blood of the martyrs for swift justice to be doled out for years, if not an entire lifetime, by the offender. There may be subsequent dilemmas when Generational Bloodline Curses may be handed out likewise. All punishment is carried out gradually on earth, although in heavenly guise, it is final and already totally settled. 

The victims will be served awards as a great blessing for their obedience to the spiritual heavenly courts' findings. Including honors of composure of how they carried forth with conviction of righteousness in the world. The wrongdoer, if they turn over a new leaf in life, as remedied will be granted limited clemency based on just cause down the line if so richly deserved as angelic godly mercy. 

Otherwise, the torment based on initial total angelic findings will constrict not unlike a boa constrictor snake, the now condemned criminal in the All-Seeing Eyes of God. A karmic life of regrets will only be the start of their humiliations encountered in a lifetime as a form of spiritual garnishment. 

Be righteous and do no harm in the world to one and all. If the offense is indeed dire, make compassionate amends where available if doing so doesn't cause further unfair harm in the process. 

The Justice of God, when Invoked can be fatal based on the crimes committed in the world. The punishment can last several reincarnated lifetimes by means of karma, as the long reaches of absolution are only conducted by the cursed children's children for complete and utter release by sanctioned overtures of compassionate goodwill. Amen & Ase. (Channeled via Angel.) --- Ivan Pozo-Illas / Atrayo.

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.