Status Update: Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame Connection

 

Hello Jennifer & Readers,

This is another entry of additionally sourced information through my remote channelings and those of my supporting YouTube Oracles as psychics online. 

Status Update:

Knowing fully well anything I share here openly will be weaponized by my enemies of Natasha. The Black Magicks witch as my Shadow False Twin Flame connection, and her Coven of sister witches as actual blood relatives. I'm told by my Angels I'm sufficiently in a High Vibrational Soulful state any and all of their witchery attempts are ricocheting back at them piercing their karma x10. 

That was just a disclaimer for what I'm mindfully cognizant as I share this Status Update as to the welfare of my actual Homelessness. I'm alright and in many ways better than just alright for the past month I've been with parts of my maternal family of cousins. 

Albeit I'm technically homeless but no longer on the streets of Bradenton, Florida. As I stated in parts in my last blog post of this series of entries of my ongoing Twin Flame connections. I was picked up by car by a cousin and driven nearly 4 hours away to Altamonte Springs, Florida. 

That is one city north of Orlando, Florida with Disney and so many other tourist locales are situated. I've partaken of none of that fanfare just in the residential subdivision for the past month. As being well fed and rested in a makeshift room in the back of the house here. 

I've been regaining my strength and applying when pertinent to social welfare programs of the State of Florida. To get myself back on my provebial feet as it were told. Otherwise, I continue with my advanced intuitive spirituality in a household of relatives. 

Although they aren't very religious nor for that matter spiritual themselves so it's a balance on my end. So finding a private moment to worship God by communing with the Angelic Heavens and channeling with my Divination has been difficult. With a jampacked household of relatives. 

The family here is a over crowded household of my elderly 1st Cousin and his spouse. Then two of his three sons live here and another two grandsons.  With a girlfriend of one of the young adult grandchildren with two additional mid sized dogs for good measure. 

A crowded and sorta chaotic household is to put it lightly. Having stated all that I'm deeply grateful for their generosity of taking me in under emergency conditions a month ago. The Mercy of God's favor is indeed upon me, thankfully. 

To My Real Twin Flame Connection:

Hello Jennifer I'm okay my YouTube oracle's picked up on your concerns over my well-being which is deeply appreciated. I know you've attempted to dig up additional details of how I'm doing by hiring a hopefully trusted psychic. 

Always note when dealing with a psychic diviner never divulge fine details but speak in generalities. So they don't mislead you as you frontload them with your inquiries. The unscrupulous psychics can hijack a Divination session. As you over share why you're there and be subsequently manipulated in the process. 

The psychic isn't supposed to ask any questions and if they do only once or twice. A psychic that asks too many questions is an amateur or worse a charlatan. I was taught as a psychic these finer points when I used to attend "The Spirit University " over in Sarasota, Florida. Where I attended the Intuitive school for psychics and mediums for nearly 9 years time. 

So to reiterate the hired psychic you chose Jennifer I hope was a trusted reputable talented and well experienced Honorable Intuitive. Since after our Soul Contract ended together much like with Natasha. Any future Divination conducted over my person's is unconditionally blocked for my protection by the Heavenly angelic host. 

So if you're hired psychic Jennifer gave you an entire song and dance. You were misled through and through being suckered not knowing any better as a client. 

I do know you're working up the courage to pursue our love once more as a 2nd shot by you. I know you're the competitive sort that doesn't shy away from a challenge. Do know I do Love you both romantically and spiritually. 

However, when I stated my prior objections to you for obvious reasons with my forgiveness. I'm not going to rehash our union, however, distant it may be across continents. I've moved on and so should you in regards to any potential romance between us.

With that stated just like woman are infamous for stating we can still be friends, lol. Albeit in a very mystical long distance weird pen pal capacity. Since I know in part you're a very busy celebrity woman and also intimidated of reaching out to me. Thus revealing your actual identity even if you used a dummy online account.  

You're also spooked by Natasha's past influence over us through dark magick Coven witchcraft. Which is thankfully now a thing of the past. The angels have Van Helsing'd her ass and that of her coven and subsequent dark magick practitioners. Akin to spiritually beheading them and driving wooden stakes through their dead hearts burying the lot of them in a supermax spiritual prison in straight lunatic jackets. The bitches can't harm a shoefly even if they wanted to metaphysically. 

There's the question of my persona in your Mind's eye haunting you inadvertently. It's partly your ego and the penalty the angels instituted as your delivered karma. In how you mishandled and mistook my importance in your life at the time. 

This is happening predominantly to both you and Natasha my Twin Flame connection and Shadow False Flame connection subsequently. It's intended to mature each of you by reliving the error of your ways on a chronic loop. Not necessarily to persecute you specifically but a form of metaphysical extreme tough love intervention. 

There's a way to mitigate it I'll freely share with you.  Simply just ground yourself spiritually with unconditional love of agape for yourself with forgiveness. Meditate as necessary and find your Inner Divine Grace and commune with yourself. In part this is why I have repeatedly asked you to go on a spiritual retreat if not to a celebrity's rehab clinic.

Because I know you're still throwing yourself into your work and struggling even with your stoic public face image at large. You can only white knuckle all this for so long as mule stubborn as you are in truth, which is a personality trait we both share. 

One of my YouTube Oracle's stated this kernal of metaphysical wisdom I can not take credit for it's authorship. Nonetheless, I'll leave her name out of it for anonymity reasons. Basically she stated both yourself and Natasha manifested my arrival into your lives. As a form of wish fulfillment during a period of painful circumstances. 

When anyone has a wish manifested during an emotional tragedy you're sowing the seeds of sabotaging the entire connection outright. Since neither of you were in the right frame of mind to foster a precious soulful connection with a twin flame. So ergo the entire union goes sideways which is what occurred for you Jennifer and subsequently for the Grifter that is Natasha. 

One should ideally only have a precious manifested wish fulfillment when you're in a healthy state of affairs in life. Otherwise, one won't be able to fully relish and enjoy the efficacy of all that it entails overall in one's life. 

Ironically with all this stated my angels are stating you would now have your father's blessing if you pursued me this time around romantically. My last posting about your family's nobility structure caused them an internal debate amongst their authorative ranks it seems. With two polar camps for the alleged connection with me by you and against it for obvious reasons. 

Go figure, too little and too late. 

Regardless go to a trusted private professional therapist at least. Your confidant one or two girlfriend's don't count. Especially the one you drive crazier than the other who never let's on fully, lol. 

I truly love you, but alas it wasn't meant to be between us as lover's but perhaps caring friends at a distance. There is another fated high level Soulmate connection meant for me, however. She's a high level shadow integrated white divine witch and an oracle and has a media following online. She's been a reader of this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle for a little under a year's time now.

Here I go poking another potential lover via the blog site, lol. I have a bad habit of doing that huh, Jennifer and Natasha, lol. 

To My Shadow False Twin Flame Connection:

Hello Naughty Natasha,

How's the karmic temperatures rising for you my dear, your blood witch relatives, and your hired dark magick practitioners? Getting steamy like a sauna, huh? You're getting closer collectively to the hellish pits of your own diabolical spellcraft making. All that is left is putting an apple in your mouth and rotating your ass on the swines spit of a rotisserie. :op

I know you have Empathy for no one unfortunately in your life. You're only current regret is how badly you fumbled our soul connection in this life. No remorse for how you and your dark family coven slash sex cult succeeded in a destiny swap, love glamour spells, and evil eye remotely against me in life for nearly 9 years time.

Speaking of the sex dark magick cult all of you frolic with and without wearing ceremonial masks. Whomever wears the white bunny mask I like that one the most. :op

You've had a couple of orgies in my honor or rather attacking my spirit which was subsequently repelled for obvious reasons by the heavenly angels. Recently you hired a dark magick voodoo elder practitioner. 

That old gizzer misled the lot of you siphoning your erotic energies for his own selfish health and dark personal Magicks. When you conducted the orgy my angel's rebuffed you but the rootwork advice the voodoo elder gave you was faulty on purpose for his selfish gain. 

May that sting where the moon doesn't shine beautifully. Since you know I'm a truth teller my dearest diabolical Natasha. Oh by the way the judicial proceedings have moved along on your fraud criminal insurance case against you. Besides lying under oath to a judge during such a period. 

When the Metaphysical energetic Tsunami hits you with Karma it will also hit me simultaneously with beneficient dharmic graces slingshoting my life forward. So thank you to you and your kitchen witches for your spiritual chi/ka/prana and prowess in witchcraft I have transmuted with energetic alchemy since late June last year. 

When it hits the Ten Times Tsunami will be priceless. (*smiles like the chershire cat of Alice in Wonderland.) 

I know you're still researching me online looking for any dirt on me personally. Without much luck. I guess the truth isn't your strong suit best stick to slander and libel which is what you do poorly. Your local community of associates knows your bitter and a liar about me. 

You can deceive them for only so long until they realized the depths of your infamy. I admit it I sinned when I lusted after you unconditionally from afar in the past for nearly 9 years of your torture of me magically as my online gang stalkers. That is how we best communed together as your spousal slave of another past pre-ancient series of lifetimes. 

I have since learned that I or my past life led a slave revolt over 25k thousand year's ago on the Iberian coastline. You were the seductive dark shamanic witch priestess that summoned a demon to curse me. You were the royal daughter to such a pre-bibical society. 

You succeeded and for 16 reincarnations we've been in a destructive loop together until that is the miraculous Mind of God interceded for this 17th incarnation of us together. It was always meant to be you would initially succeed, but this time was different, n'cest pas? (Isn't it so.)

Right now you're in a pitiful state of alcoholism, canabis pothead, narcotics when you can get them, and partying as a sex addict player. Numbing yourself to no end in sight and you wonder why your life is in such disarray? One of your more recent hook ups (not with Kyle your destructive karmic lover) backfired. When the other guys girlfriend caught you both in the one night stand and made a fracas of the whole encounter, lol. 

When the karmic Tsunami arrives for you Natasha, your family dark Coven, and dark magick hired practitioners your lives will be flooded by #333. Which represents your holistic health, relationships, and money will all take a nose dive Times ten. 

It'll have the opposite effect entirely upon me my dear little soul sister of the underworld as the demonic succubis daughter of Bhaal. This blog entry will also be Enchanted with protective Light Divine Codes by the heavenly angels as you read it will deliver a Major Arcana Tarot Tower moment in your lives collectively.

Namaste, Bitches. 

PS: The Irony all of you didn't believe in God originally but practiced black magic for shits and giggles. Hell is already conspiring against the lot of you for your combined failures. Aside what the Heavens is enforcing on each of you because of karmic spiritual warfare against me a Chosen Holy One of God(dess) the Most High.

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Channeled Angelic Wisdom of the Jewels of Truth series on Personal Truth, Evils, Be Like Heavenly Children, and Humility As A Grace Of God

 

Hello All,

Welcome to the Season of Spring 2026 how queer it seems with the juxtaposition of geopolitical struggle with war looming on the horizon. 

The human condition persists beyond these extraordinary times set forth by the powerful and the meek alike. This is when poise led with inner calm can open the path to reclaiming our divinity in our modern day to day lives. 

These Heavenly Angelic series of the Jewels of Truth is an ongoing dialogue of over 30 years. With the many heavens of the angels, ancestors, lesser deities, and blessed fairies for instance. 

By the means of Inspirational Psychic Automatic Writing as a technique of bypassing my personal ego and enter into a sublime altered state of personal well-being in life. Please forgive me for repeating myself on this introductory statement to potential new readers. 

For those of you that have been my loyal readers from around the world for countless years. Your loyalty has been appreciated and recognized by the heavens when they give me encouragement to continue with this very spiritual practice as my personal devotional dharmic calling in life. 

Today's statements are 2 shorts for social media bite sized length with 2 long format with nearly a dozen paragraphs therein. On the topics of Personal Truth, Evils, Be Like The Heavenly Children, and finally Humility as a Grace of God. 

Also, my YouTube oracle's and subsequently by my angels within have confirmed my Shadow False Twin Flame connection is plagiarizing this content once more. In hopes to Destiny Swap as a spiritual energetic shape-shifter black magical witches practice with my Grace. 

As I have stated in the recent past and will do so again as a form of defensive word magicks. These statements are protected by the heavenly host with perfect Light Codes as celestial watermarks symbolically and literally. So anyone with malice by intentions be forewarned in how you misuse these blessed statements therein generally and specifically. Amen. So Mote It Be. 

It seems over the years I have attracted a minority of online secret admirers that mean me harm as spiritual persecutions go. Of a pagan black magicks background either presuming I'm a charlatan at first. Then fueled by jealousy and envy for living my personal dharmic spiritual calling. Where in the case of my Shadow False Twin Flame connection she is a spiritual malesculine energetically as a dismissive avoidant personality. 

It's been an ongoing drama as I've posted elsewhere on this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle within the last year's time. Again forgive me my loyal readers for distracting you with this preventive spiritual medicine on my part as a precautionary measure. 

So without a further adieu may these Heavenly angelic statements inspire and empower each of you sincerely. May they also broaden your horizons as to the wonders universally available to us all. With the courage to pursue our spiritual devotions in life regardless of religion, spiritual traditions, and other benevolent philosophies in life. Amen / Ase / Aum. 

(*Orange Blossoms from Florida to the one that matters knows what this mention means to them alone symbolically.)

Personal Truth:

3533) When you protect your truth by convictions (un)spoken you have protected the most sacred essence of God's divinity upon your solemn lives forever more. Amen. === Ivan Pozo-Illas / Atrayo. (Channeled via Angel)

Evils:

3534) All Vices are harbingers of the loathsome fears of the hellish universal living and dying conditions of existence. For instance Hate and Greed are opposing cornerstone contrasts diametrically against Love and Charity respectively. 

All of Creation in spiritual composition of the afterlife of the endless Hells, Limbos, and Heavens. Each have constant epitomies of attributes as monumental pillars that uphold such spiritual realities into place forever. 

God's Creation demands perfect balance with a strengthened counter-balance held in situ via a series of sublime paradoxes as part and parcel of the Great Mystery of God's Will. Amen / Ase / Aum. --- Ivan Pozo-Illas / Atrayo. (Channeled via Angel)

Be Like Heavenly Children:

3539) All gateways are but endpoints as a series of renewals as beginnings as preceeding actions and counter-reactions overall. This is when the holy one becomes emboldened to offer testimonies of the virtues involved to help counteract setbacks in order to alleviate the way of the blessed back to God. 

For instance all children innocent as they are meant to be little darlings as precious creatures that can create havoc if not attended to in a dutiful manner environmentally. The Innocence factor is both a boon of newness and a distinct liability when the original actions leads to troublesome outcomes. 

No other set of native entities can marshal such a climatic response under such a nascent guise overall. The future belongs to such little ones filled with Great Promise but hopefully balanced with instructive measures invested into them over a course of a hopefully full lifetime of universal experiences. 

Here to requires many to have a moments pause why life is so fraught with danger with the auspices of youth. The unsupervised left to idle behaviors can soon create mischief in order to alleviate boredom in daily living. 

All investments require supervision from up close and afar in order to garner much as to the respects of what is best by intentions. Such as it is for the Heavenly Children that each of you as mortal humans embarks upon for a lifetime lived hopefully well enough. 

From our angelic perspectives you are us in primitive cosmological varied forms of universal incarnations of the flesh of the world. Each of you are meant for such Great Promise but without loving supervision you each will fall short of striking the mark of perpetual grace upon the world. 

In many ways the biological family unit mirror's the spiritual constants of a positive upbringing of the ghostly spiritual phenomenon of universal life filled expressions. In the afterlife to be like Heavenly Spiritual Children means to follow in the foot steps of the blessed kind be they the angels as the lesser deities of Creation. 

Each as to how they wish to respect such auspicious wonders of God in each of your now mythological once great religions now as dead civilizations. Monotheist worship of God(dess) can co-mingle with polytheist reverence of the heavenly angels and Archangels as the all original Saints of God foremost. 

This is an evolutionary spiritual outlook not to easily disregard the ancient religious past as an affront to the forever afterlife upon the world the earth therein. It is a stratification of the divine layered by the epochs as the sands of time persists for all the reborn involved that choose to revere the blessed with due turn in their solemn lives. 

To Be a Divine Child of the Earth means many things to many peoples universally. Each defined by their geographical locations by the influences of once great civilizations of the ancestors as an unspoken subliminal presence in those lives involved. 

To follow the adherents of Christos in the Christian New Testament of the Holy Scriptures of the Books of Mark 10:15 and Matthew 18:3 respectively. Are but guide stones in how to begin anew a spiritual conversion in life to live a fuller representation of the divine in each of you.

Only the pious will care for such sentiments regardless of the sacrifices of personal sanctity that may be involved within a lifetime. Be not afraid to begin and then stop and begin once more with fits and false starts. 

Such a sojourn with God requires an evolution into a disciplined mindset of an inner fortitude that defies the world. In order to receive a greater promise of eternal graces to all those that matter to you and yours alike. Amen / Ase / Aum. === Ivan Pozo-Illas / Atrayo. (Channeled via Archangel of the Heavenly Children) 

Humility as a Grace of God:

3537) Why is Humility of Grand Importance before God in Heaven? 

Humility is a strength of God when applied upon the noble hearted minds upon the world. It is a shield that the pious may embark upon as a pillar of Inner Fortitude when truthful convictions are called for in earnest.

The Meek that shall stand before the Almighty Creator reveals an inner strength of personal resolve to understand the limitations of such a spiritual union in life. For a humble spirit and subsequent souls function akin to lodestones in the universe attracting each other spiritually as a form of God-centric magnetism. Such is the rationale of why in part we each have a set of at least 2 core guardian angels with us at any given time upon eternity. 

For all that is sacred and auspicious that is holy to God alone as the adherents of the divine as embodied sacraments for the reborn of the living. To have a tract of observation to lead the best of us into righteousness without reservations in our heart of hearts. 

To stir within us all back to a pious wisdom that builds upon itself layer after layered approach of a loving gift that keeps on giving for an eternity. Allowing us a glimpse into the divine realities for those with a dedicated patience to overcome setbacks and disappointments in encountering all that isn't wholesome in the world. 

Humility is a path of a self-determination to have authority over your faculties in order to garner favor to become more than you are capable of being to date. It has little to nothing involved of becoming another's punching bag of ill treatment in life by bullies and tyrants. 

Humility is an inner strength to holdback what no longer belongs in your mind. In order to forestall what would otherwise appear instinctively on an emotional undisciplined manner of self-expression. It is a grace by any other name so sublime and well deserved for those that spiritually love themselves as to love God unconditionally in the world.

A highlighed response to help define yourselves over the knee-jerk reactions of an ego prone mindset. The primordial animal within us all is heavily geared towards the responses of fighting perceived enemies, freeze in place, and flight in order to escape perceived dangers locally. 

The supplicant spirit/soul hybrid we each inhabit divinely requires us to recall we are living two lives simultaneously at all times. One as a human and another as a ghost of the spiritual realities all around us in the unseen environs. To realize and respect only one reality and discarding the other leads to jeopardy further down the ancient roads of this mysterious forever Creation. 

Generational Lifetimes have come before us and will continue long after we have existed in our current guises as people.  Reverence of the Divine demands contrition to know what is just and unjust in this terrestrial and superimposed spiritual reality for all of us collectively. 

We are responsible for ourselves and each other when life permits the sanctity of life to be cherished for the otherwise vulnerable. Short of this Humility guarantees us a moments pause to respect such a pivotal inner knowing without boasting to anyone in our daily comings and goings in the world. 

Continuity of care advises us to remark that we can only respect what matters most to anyone of us at any given time. Humility as a living Grace of God becomes our shield of penitent strength to deflect the unwanted attentions of what would otherwise dispel us from our solemn trajectory in life. Amen / Ase / Aum. === Ivan Pozo-Illas / Atrayo. (Channeled via Angel)

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame Connection

Hello Jennifer & Readers,

I've been on the fence wanting to make another entry into this brief series of posts. For 2 weeks I felt more of the opinion that Jennifer (legitimate real Twin Flame connection) needs to go it alone from this point onwards. 

However, call me a cheater or player of the other spiritual kind, lol. (Snickers at Jennifer, inside joke.) I know where to bend the rules and where I shouldn't. 

Although we can't be lovers we're something else very rare when it comes to spiritual meets psychic connections based on over a dozen reincarnations together. You're my Soul Family Jennifer it's purer than any bloodline on earth with genetics. The very essence of God binds us together for an eternity.

In this life I forfeited you as a lover but claim you as my annoying spiritual soulful sister, lol. Although you feel more like a spiritual daughter to me based on our physical generational differences. 

Foremost, please remove me from the Pedestle you've placed me on. I know for months your competitive attitude attempted to catch you up to my spiritual prowress. That was pure folly led by your ego since I have over 37 years time of dedicated and informal spiritual personal development over you. 

So please no placing me on an impossible pedestle you can't reach me with. That will go a long way to heal that subconscious block you have of reaching out to me via email or social media privately. 

Second, there's no need to defend my honor before those idiots that only seek to subvert everything I say and do. You're wrestling with swine so stop throwing your provebial pearls before them. If the hatred is venomous beyond moderation then literally Archangel Saint Michael and his choir of enforcers will handle them accordingly. 

Otherwise, if they're less than middle of the road than just surrender it to God or Jesus the Christos. I see it more as white noise those who will misunderstand I'm not their cup of smoldering tea. Their immature projections reveals more their sense of inadequacy than anything factual they attempt to say about me. 

You can almost see the rules of life as a standards playbook they have inadvertently revealed about their personal psyche. Than anything else moreso substantial in truth. If you have the eyes and ears to see and hear their profound fears that drives such a person forward or not.

Those of you my International readers if some of these familiar elements overlaps with your delicate lives. It is purely coincidental on a universal basis and not directed to you specifically. So please no unfortunate "Me Too's" where you get insulted by the unique soulful content here for my Twin Flame connection. Situated in Northern Europe be it in Estonia or Denmark approximately. 

The Family:

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Your blood relatives Jennifer have been a thorn on your side some of which of your own making out of tradition. If my channelings and other online oracles from YouTube are correct as an Intuitive brain trust. 

Your family structure is antiquated from genetrifued colonial nobility of European origins. The head of the family is Patriarchal with subordinate males from his generation or just below him in family stature. Not unlike in conservative Islamic traditions the woman perhaps with the exception of the principal Matriarch with great reverence. All other woman as relatives of younger generations are to be treated like 2nd class citizens.

Even yourself regardless if you're financially self-made as nearly a multimillionaire by western economic standards. If you had a mans groin perhaps you'll be treated with greater deference to the misogynists in your family. Versus the so-called materialistic political animal that it currently is with the greater family internally and the general public.

You've been bred to submit to their demands over your life not unlike a cult matrix of a hierarchy. They the Patriarchy and spied information from subordinate woman have made major decisions in your life. 

Now you're at the crossroads of either behaving like a near mindless thrall that doesn't challenge them. From a centralized authority of Anglo-Saxon Caucasian filled with bigotry and prejudices. That would land such a high ranking man of means in purgatory for an eternity if not worse. 

Or you break away and lose your Inheritance and mediocre family privileges aside from being astrocized from within beloved so called esteemed relatives. Yours isn't the first power struggle of a woman they've demonized as a staunch feminist. As shunned family protraits no longer proudly displayed in the Great Manor of the principal family estate hunters lodge. 

You'll have your existencial freedom but at the expense of the elitists family structure you've known all your life. Even by me stating this openly as an outsider will put you in jeopardy up to admonishment from their political crowdess. Being grilled what you divulged to me personally which is jack shit nothing I'm a super empath psychic an aberration as a minor prophet of God. 

There are ways to straddle the horse of having more freedom whilst still maintaining family associations at least on the surface. Dispensations is the old term I'm told by an angel of cultural family heraldry. Those are usually earned when you have political dirt that you can ruin reputations with if you're not careful. 

Short of this you're caught between a rock and a hard place. Where a rash decision will be as if you've been defrocked and excommunicated from a religion known as your genetrifued family structure. 

Your station as a caste/class in your modern society means next to nothing. More over they'll the family will hold it over your head that the family privilege got you where you're at. Whether the assertions are fair or not overall. It's a fool's game of gotcha regardless of the facts involved. 

Your best bet isn't to go against your family as a lone individual. You'll be crushed like a cockroach. Best to gather trustworthy disgruntled bloc of relatives and form your own secret society of a clique with your own bylaws. Modeled after the family structure since individually you each lack the gravitas to pull away from the center of gravity of such an immense powerful blackhole of family politics my dear.

Personal Self-Care:

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I leave you alone for less than a month and look where I find you again. You haven't been sleeping well and you can't get rid of my memory from your Mind's Eye. That's part of the Spiritual penalty you're facing with subsequent ego death's I spoke of originally to you. 

Not so much you irked me personally, but you defied heavens or God's Will for an anointed chosen one with God's favor. Landed you in metaphysical political or diplomatic hot water with the lesser heavens. My memory into you intuitively was also granted the ability to tune into the well being of my life overall. If you know how that I'm suppose to be a guiding role model for you.

Natasha has this connection already with a heavenly sanctioned monitoring holy spirit over my daily life. However, she's weaponized any knowledge gained as a black magicks witch costing her even more spiritual garnishments dearly.

You never took that sebactical I suggested to retool your sensibilities and continued to work unabated. Now you're paying the price personally seeking to numb yourself with substances I won't spell out for your detractors reading these very public words herein. 

Check yourself into a mental health clinic for the rich and powerful not unlike the old American Betty Ford clinic in California decades ago. Or a reputable spiritual retreat that isn't a cult like I stated to you over a month ago. 

You are Fried my dear young woman. You'll start to make costly mistakes beyond the superficial kind soon enough. If you're not careful. 

You're not to wrestle of getting me out of your head. Only to make peace with it. Natasha the fatal shadow twin false flame connection ran into the identical dynamical dilemma herself. She attacked me as a black magick witch and inadvertently cursed herself into a dysfunctional delusional state of mind. Believing I was personally responsible for the whole affair myself. 

I may be the poster boy by the angels for your soul contract with me. I was meant to be the one that got away as a hard lesson to learn and overcome. With your own internalized compassionate truth about yourself and your limits as a person in the world. 

Consider me moreso a weird pen pal as a spiritual confidant that your family is very jealous I have this alleged sway over you. So much so they cast an unhealthy dose of innocent Evil Eye in my direction. 

I'm sure they didn't even know they committed such a spiritual phenomenon accidentally. It's forgiven since I realized the malice wasn't focused and concentrated at me not unlike Natasha my evil shadow false twin flame witch would cast at me in the past.  

In closing the vision I had of you for 15 seconds only once. My angels tell me is about 6 years in our future together. I undergo some sort of spiritual Ascension process one that Natasha and her family coven of witches attempted to thwart. Wanting more to siphon my current grace and keep me dependent on them remotely as a slave of earth demons. (I know it sounds like a very cheap porno movie theme premise, lol.) 

Regardless it's that future Atrayo version of myself with heightened spiritual powers of a holyman of God versus the current rendition of Ivan you're dealing with. That the vision of 15 seconds protrays between us as caring people. 

Be well my dear, I'll be like a caring big brother spiritual soulful relative that God remembered in each of us. That the Love is that pure and great even at a distance between continents upon the world. Amen.

PS: I'm technically still Homeless but I got rescued by relatives in another part of the State of Florida I'm in currently. This is still a temporary juxtaposition I'm in for the time being in a family home. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Rambling Vagabond Travelogue

 

 

Hello All,

This is a newer experimental offering exclusive here as content to my core blog site of 20 years here at Atrayo's Oracle via Google's Blogger service. I'm basically expanding the horizons of the content here to include other topics that may have human interest impacts. At least through my own personal lifetime lived out loud. 

The opinions here are my own and I will attempt to disclose my bias along the way for a greater depth of personal transparency to my global readers at Atrayo's Oracle. This column of content won't necessarily be strictly spiritual and/or of psychic Inspirational automatic writing. Of which I've practiced personally for over 30 year's time now as my devotions to God and the angelic heavens.

These writings are moreso my view finder personal filter of my first time experiences of the newly homeless here in South West Florida on the Gulf Coast penisula. A travelogue or public personal diary slash expose of the Saints and Sinners I encounter along the way of my Vagabond blues as the newly homeless here in the Sarasota, Bradenton, etc... regions I'm currently residing and/or traveling on my own. 

All the while looking for a furnished room to rent at my personal Social Security welfare budget of $500 US a month. I receive a little over $800 a month from Social Security but that's what I'm working with financially right now. 

Most of the websites of rooms to rent such as "Roommates.com" and "Roomies.com" cater to rooms at over the $800 US price point. Places such as "Padsplit.com" a trendy genetrifued website for room rentals cites the rent fees in a slick manner of a per weekly basis. Versus that of the more traditional monthly basis is basically rearranging the deck chairs on the Titantic being a bit misleading to old farts like myself. 

In this homeless column of my own you'll my moreso human informal stylized version I prefer as my native own writing  style. Versus the psychic angelic automatic writing version I have practiced spiritually for over 30 years time. 

My personal writing style tends to be informal, blunt, and at times witty in a dry manner for instance with very high warmth of emotional intelligence. I always aim at being Cosmopolitan from an inclusive perspective is what the heavenly angels taught me best. 

Salvation Army Bradenton, FL. Homeless Shelter Overnight Experience:

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This was my stay for this past Monday, February 9th within the men's dormitories of the homeless shelter. For non-Manatee county residents which can include those from neighboring city of Sarasota which includes me. Can stay for 3 free nights on a non-consecutive basis. 

Otherwise, for Manatee county residents such as for the principal city of Bradenton. Can stay up to 7 nights for Free. Here at the main command compound of the Salvation Army in Manatee county serving this community for over a century in time. 

Anything in the USA that lays claim to having served for over a century's time. Is sacrosanct Institutional as American Yankee Doodle Dandy goes. For an American nation of only a little over 2 centuries and counting in existence. 

The Salvation Army is America's first and perhaps last line of defense when it comes to poverty in America. Preceeding historical periods of the American Great Depression of the 1930s for instance. Going as far back as the Victorian era in the burgeoning United States of the late 19th century. 

I was told by a representative of Resurrection House (a Christian daycare for the homeless shelter from 8:30am to 1:30pm Weekdays only) which I visited here in Sarasota the identical day of Monday, February 9th. That each county version of the Salvation Army as a main hub of a command of a compound is like a franchised location. 

I find the one in Bradenton, Florida in it's architectural footprint to be tailored as family friendly. In constrast to the one in Downtown Sarasota as more formidable feeling more like a social welfare prison environment. 

The reason why I cite the Sarasota campus of the Salvation Army as prison like. Upon admission to the color scheme of the exterior and interior building walls in a dark charcoal browns, grays, and blacks. Not very aestically pleasing and/or welcoming to the general public.

Moreover entering the main intake building which I encountered on Tuesday, January 27th. Was a bull pen of a circular plexiglass prison styled command Office. With a switch for the speaker to be used by the staffer inside the plexiglass bubble to speak at the window. Ergo a draconian aestics and not a very friendly prison esque environment. 

In contrast the Salvation Army campus in Bradenton as the architecture goes has beige white stone block exteriors. The landscaping grounds look meticulously looked after. Almost as if stepping onto a Pavillion collegiate environment in contrast to Sarasota's campus. 

However, the night I spent on this past Monday, February 9th in the male dormitories overnight of the homeless shelter. Couldn't completely dispell the prison aestics at least for the mens sleeping quarters with metal bunk beds and artificial bedding mattresses and pillows that were actually comfortable. 

The men's public bathrooms also included shower stalls separated by shower curtains. The latrines were more industrial grade polished metal you would find in a prison however. 

The ones at the Salvation Army Bradenton campus were in drastic need of plumbing services. Nearly half of the wall latrines of the 6 or so present were out of order. The bathroom stalls with toliets about 3 of the 6 or so stalls were leaking water from the flushing levers onto the bathroom floors. 

It was a ungodly sight to behold so much water spread unevenly in the men's bathroom floor vicinity. Their water bill must be horrendous and certainly not very environmentally sustainable in practice. 

The population of fellow homeless men I encountered was a mixture of a handful of veterans, the mentally ill, criminal backgrounds, and a minor few would appear in dress as middle class like myself in various stages of normalcy. 

Basically at least from my 1st impressions never, ever look anyone in the eyes. Which I have a bad habit as a super empath. Keep your eyes focused ahead of you or to the floors informally. 

Don't get me wrong I was safe and never in any physical danger. But, the demoralizing environment didn't lend itself very well to a social gathering of adult men. The emotional and mental anguish of some of the homeless men seemed in my opinion as brokenhearted in my opinion as an psychic empath. 

I also have never seen so many men coughing from bronchitis and mucus in their respiratory tracts that night. Then the men I slept alongside with in Dormitory F. About nearly 8 of us and over half were coughing and choking on mucus and bronchitis. I wonder during the era of the Whooping Cough period in America of the early 20th century it felt similar? 

These men needed immediate triage by a medic in my opinion. Alas, nothing like that was present in this homeless shelter of a clinician being available. I spotted a fellow homeless man pulled out a generic bag of cough drops. By chewing the cough drop loathengens with a crushing sound under his teeth. As if that makeshift medicine would assail his coughing concerns as a stop gap measure. 

I found the 2 or 3 nightly Salvation Army volunteers to be caring in their own masculine bravado. The stodgy old man firm with an iron demeanor in the intake hallway office into the male Dormitory was curt but efficient. 

The nearby attendant with the overused brown heavy cotton faded blankets dispersed by the laundry room. Was another elderly gentlemen in his 50s as disabled utilizing a walker with wheels in front of him to get around. One of his eye's was disabled but the guise on his stern face betrayed his warm countenance. This gentleman volunteer seemed to have been a veteran in my opinion. 

Their as a young adult volunteer an asian young man perhaps philoppenio, if not south east asian. He was jovial with the aforementioned disabled veteran volunteer but there on hand with basic maintenance issues I reckon.

My experience that overnight on Monday, February 9th left me psychologically fried as a psychic empath. The depressive environments corrosive to the human soul over time. However, for some inane reason Sarasota county in contrast only offers cold weather homeless shelters that only dip below 40 degrees farneheit. 

Not ones open all year long as in Bradenton by the Salvation Army. After the free nights offered by newcomers there's an affordable $15 US stay for overnighters. However, not to be paid in cash, but in money orders or going to the business office earlier in day and paying by your bank card instead. 

The last statistic I heard was there is around 17 million Americans living in poverty out of a Nation of over 320 million citizens overall. Many of the newer poor came from the Covid-19 era of the pandemic. 

I'm sure Trumps America First economic policies will only increase these unfortunate numbers. Of the everwidening disadvantaged state of the poor in America as the forgotten under class.  

Channeled Angelic Wisdom of the Jewels of Truth Series On Composure and Twin Flame Reflections

Hello All,

Since I'm adapting to this new format of posting from my smartphone the quality of my former entries will shift. For those unaware I was Evicted from my rental residence of 21 years as a duplex here in Sarasota, FL. I'm now for the time being homeless but not hopeless, thank God. 

I may start a series of blog entries to document my homeless experiences here in Sarasota, FL. But, that is still in the planning stages in my minds eye and may not be angelic as Intuitive in holy nature. 

Now to this Atrayo's Oracle blog entry since I've lost many manuscripts in reams of notebooks. I'm practically starting from scratch that is I'm the literal channeler or printing press of the Jewels of Truth Series. 

So put a digital smartphone, tablet, laptop, and even a paper notebook in my hands and I can mint new statements much as before. I prefer to channel in psychic Inspirational automatic writing via longhand anyhow. Then merely transcribe it into a 2nd draft of a digital format respectively. 

Today's topics are on Composure and on Twin Flame Reflections. Sorry, they're not presented as a theme of topics not unlike past postings. The drastic nature of my posting environment cut out that luxury for the time being, unfortunately. 

The topic of Composure is self-explanatory given the jagged times we're living in around the world. And, certainly in Western societies such as my American own because of leadership priorities as an agenda on full display. I tend to stay all-inclusive from a generic universal spiritual basis. Unless evil is blatantly present then my truth teller instincts kick in outright. 

The next statement is on Twin Flame Reflections which is a subtle expression of the metaphysical union between Twin Flame and Shadow False Flame connections. As explained by the angel through me in claircognizant (inner knowing) with knowledge beyond my lived lifetime. 

Here the spirit's of our holy nature unconsciously triggers an awakening of remembrances of our Inner Divinity. Not least when encountering the blessed kind, but with Shadow False Flame connections that triggers our lesser Inner darkness as our shadow selves.

Composure:

3526) Be not afraid those of you that have lost their bearings to live well only temporarily. You will regain your focus shortly when your merits within permits you to refuse the status quo therein. Let not your anxieties dictate what your wits will permit you to lose your moxie on the drop of a hat.

It matters to us as your celestial loved ones that have a stake in your human lives as your Guardian angels. Please police your disturbing thoughts and anxious emotions where you catch yourselves in the moment. Giving power to your fears only feeds a vicious feedback loop of your own tragic making. 

The Glory of God within your hearts is your lifesaver if you only reach within your temperament with tenderness for your troubles to be surrendered back to God and his angels. Times will always ambush you if you take things for granted much too long than is necessary.

Generations of humanity have experienced this universally without exceptions. It is part and parcel a portion of the dreaded human condition to decry the unfairness of the world. Your circumstances are an echo of such a personal torment if you define yourself as vulnerable with a victim mentality.  

Tragedies are an ever widening occurrence in the world this is a perpetual fact. How you respond to them will help define your temperament for the weeks, months, and years to follow. Do you live with dignity for your cares or do wallow in self pity moping around like a useless fool? 

Give yourself a moment to guage your demeanor in order to assess compassionately what is yours and not another's turmoil adopted as your own haphazardly. Have Empathy for your needs before any wants take precedence. Do you settle for the mediocre or do you strive for greater things that enliven your spirits back into wellness? 

Now is the times to redouble your efforts in spite of your actual limitations. Act as if your desired outcomes spiritually had already materialized. This attracts to you spiritually and with personal magnetism how you will overcome in the world. Whether by the spoken word with constructive and compassionate language as affirmative statements. 

And/Or acts of selfless devotions back to God as worship in silence and secret respecting your divine humility foremost. Mindful meditations and contemplations take you beyond mere prayers into circles of poised receptivity to embark with intiatives unheard of otherwise in common hours just prior. 

Inspiration and personal empowerment shifts your awareness away from heartache. Into a liminal sacred space within that only the silence understands as holy ground with God in your blessed midst. 

All Self-Care and Self-Love begins like this so give yourselves compassionate permission to overcome the daily acrimony of this world. You dearly matter regardless of the good, benign, and especially the rotten opinions of all others already defeated long ago unfortunately.  

Inner Focus requires discipline to understand what is yours to carry alone but with the holy agents of the divine in your constant unseen midst. Feel the Love of the Holy with gratitude for even minor shifts of grace in your presence. This permits a tiny aperture of personal illumination to expand into glorious sun rises all the same.

You matter, even though you believe yourselves to be insignificant to the greater widening world at large. You reincarnated Here in Infinity and within the Now of Eternity this was ordained by God(dess) alone.  Nothing escapes his/her eternal gaze and you're meant to not only exist but to thrive if not flourish at a moderated pace within this world. 

All compassion begins not just in your homes with your families, but in your pristine Inner Poise to embark onto holy encounters of Mindfulness indeed. Tomorrow is for tomorrow's, but today you have a chance to be present and caring to your needs. You deserve the best that only your kindness can bring into the world. 

Make that difference possible if not for yourself than for whom else? Namaste as the Soul of God shines into your lives right now. Amen/Ase/Aum. (Channeled via Angel) --- Ivan Pozo-Illas aka Atrayo. 

Twin Flame Reflections:

3527) There will be times when the heart knows more than it originally lets on unconsciously. This is where the Holy Spirit within each of us adamantly permits us just a minor peek of personal fulfillment beyond what is otherwise ordinary in the world. 

There are ethereal realms where the Love of God(dess) defies the very reason that existence was ever created. These ardent wonders dwarf the human imagination for reunions that makes personal human interactions seem fated by angelic efforts elsewhere, truly. What is God's Will alone escapes mere mention that our perpetual lives make lifelong connections a somersault into greater cosmic origins elsewhere a twist of destiny itself. 

Passion between Lovers notwithstanding there are numerous types of reunions for the Twin Flame Connection that transcends romance itself. Many are familiar ties between bloodlines of other lifetimes of royalty and nobility alike that were forged by long lost historic events. 

Brothers at arms that saved you on battlefields of Hell on Earth that even demons avoid for Angels are present miraculously delivering the forsaken into God's forever Glory. There are Twin Flame connections between Co-Workers as kindred as former slaves working the plantation fields of long since forgotten African Savanahs. That in this lifetime you're friends in the Agricultural business world. Wondering why you have such an affinity with this person in terms of personal productivity. 

Then there are the dreaded Shadow False Flame connections that awaken lustful and anger simultaneously from past, present, and future reincarnations all at once. Typically these seem to be between tragic lovers from another forbidden adulterous liason. Only to be encountered in this lifetime because you lacked the moral fortitude to do the right thing the first time around repeatedly. 

So the heavenly hereafter sends you colliding into your chief Shadow False Twin Flame connection to test your mettle. To awaken and help integrate your lesser shadow human self into your overall personality matrix. This may seem considerate but actually the fallen shadow lover torments you throughout the ordeal just because that is their unholy nature indeed.

Not all Shadow False Flame connections are between Lovers. Some are enemies chasing you across lifetimes be it the Red Baron in the skies over Normandy, France in World War One. 

Others are dueling Nemesis slashing collateral damage of other victims just to attempt to reach you for a climatic battle in life. Some are relatives as bullies from past reincarnations as sibling rivalries gone septic because sadists prefer it that way. 

Then finally many Shadow False Twin Flame connections are between Slavers as Taskmasters. Seeking to control unlawfully individuals by persecutions that continue where you last left off with inane workloads as middle management in your corporate present era career environments. 

Ideally the Twin Flame connections are meant to reflect back to you the best in each other. Beyond mere lip service into the awestruck that defies human present era conventions. Something more sublime that borders on the metaphysical as a mutual living trust. At least when the reunion is amongst equals. 

When uneven Twin Flame connections are encountered then unfinished business continues unabated where you last left off another reincarnation ago. The programming between lifetimes orchestrated by the angelic heavenly host has it's own modus operandi at work. Constraints give way to opportunities to grow between souls for a little while longer than actually permitted. 

If indeed the emotional maturity is present and if not it is snapped back to be released. Because no equal give and take was present with a worthy partner. What is yours can be shared if only there is a willingness to gather your wits into a greater self-realization. Otherwise, misunderstandings will persist and lack of backbone dooms any further personal development to be had in tandem as associates of the divine. 

Our Souls and subsequently our Holy Ghosts as Spirit's have a cosmic role to play in any given lifetime. Only the courageous can take it to the next level and all others relinquish their hold because of foolishness. Liberty favors the Bold as the old maxim says so well. 

Divine Reflections are necessary for Twin Flame Soulful connections to not only thrive but to excel. Yours is the reasons why it matters to you and yours beyond just sentimental banterings between lovers. It is a looming power struggle with your Shadow False Twin Flame connection that heralds to old grudges best left unspoken. Unless another round of torment is necessary not for pleasures sake but to behead the dragon not unlike Saint George himself as the mounted knight was once depicted. 

What will each of you spark in your metaphysical cosmic reunions between Twin Flame Reflections? Will it make you or break you into a shattering between your Shadow False Flame Twin connection. Only your sojourns will reveal what is otherwise already destiny's children reborne. Amen/Ase/Aum. (Channeled via Angel) --- Ivan Pozo-Illas aka Atrayo. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame Connection and Other Karmics

Hello All,

Pardon the reduced presentation here in this blog entry at Atrayo's Oracle. My life has been turned upside down and inside out with a run in with what feels like an older Italian American karmic soul connection.

You see I'm making this post from my smartphone and not my PC desktop computer at home. So I may inadvertently introduce a less polished post here with typos and grammatical errors. 

Nearly two weeks ago I was about to make this post entry when my life caught up with me without paying residential rent since mid-November of last year. Technically I'm now homeless and hoping to find an affordable furnished Room to rent here in the northern portion of my county of Sarasota, Florida. 

Ergo the rationale of the older female Italian American women that felt like a karmic past-life connection. She is the POA or Power of Attorney for my now former elderly landlord of 21 years at the duplex I rented out of in the South Gate section of the suburbs. 

My Eviction Summons served by a police officer posted on my front door last Tuesday, January 27th. Says I have 5 business days to dispute and appeal what I owed to my landlord. Which was a tidy sum of $2,940.00 US American which probably includes attorney's fees and back rent. 

Being a rental tenant for 21 years kept my residential rent low at $890.00 a month. Compared to other places for a nearly 1,200 square foot duplex dwelling. Typically nowadays that could go up to $1,500.00 or so.

This is what has consumed me the past couple of weeks. I've surrendered nearly $15k worth of furniture, furnishings, my wardrobe, etc.... Including family heirloom furniture from the late 1960s needing antique furniture restoration.

I also had a 5 pound Green Messo-American solid jade statue of fertility I inherited from my uncle decades ago. There was also solid gold rings of my grandmother, and aunts my mother inherited years ago. Which I couldn't dare to sell off for petty cash. 

Of note my mother's Sonia's passing will have it's 5th anniversary come this February 3rd. She died in early 2021 after just turning 81 yrs old in late December 2020. The Covid scourge got her with co-morbilities as they called it back then. 

When Covid-19 the plague doesn't kill you directly but contributes to your physical passing all the same. 

What I have to update spiritually for my Twin Flame connections is very little from tracking my Oracles on the YouTube platform. That the holy ghost guided me to follow as a force multipler affect of expanding the reach of my own native intuitive faculties. 

With intuitive resonating target hits to my story arc in real life to date. I only cite Impressions that are notable and feel credible. They may be accurate or only partially accurate in truth. Only the recipients as my true twin flame of Jennifer abroad in Europe and my Shadow False Twin Flame connection of Natasha in rural Canada can only collaborate on their own.

Jennifer:

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I hear you've gone through one ego death so far so congratulations! In comparisons I've gone through over 2 dozen in a generations time of pursuing a non-institutional spiritual suburban life's calling. 

When I was in my mid-twenties in age I was similar to you in temperament to be fair to you. Although, I wasn't active erotically I was the recluse loner male that perceived a whole lot more than what I conveyed in life. 

My mentality was still immature and wanting a quality of internal life that was still 2 decades away psychologically. I hear you're not as dismissive avoidant as before, very good on you.

That you've made in theory a decision to firmly reach out to me personally. (Ie probably via social media) However, that's more a firm yearning than an actual commitment from you, lol. 

I hear you sorta looked around and couldn't find anyone that fits my affirmative motherly spiritual temperament for you in life. The angels do say this incarnation of mine is 1 in a million souls on earth. Besides being my last reincarnation on planet earth as an ancient soul reborn. 

So I should hope not that you can't replace me so easily, lol. Otherwise, that would knock down a peg or two the spiritual ethereal worth of being your true Twin Flame soul connection. 

I did hear you've been using shopping therapy and blowing your cash on useless shit you won't even use. In order to cope from the stress of the Tarot Star and Tower major arcana switch a roo I put you through. Now enforced by the angels by the way my Soul Contract to you elapsed on February 1st, yesterday Sunday.

What that means we should both move on with our lives. You've gotten a much needed humility spiritual 1st awakening in life. Mine occurred when I was 16 yrs old by choice and not forced into it by the heavens. 

To backtrack don't piss away your money. The karma you're working through now may shed parts of your lifestyle. So be keen not to waste resources especially the financial kind in useless shopping. 

Donate the crap or place it in 2nd hand shops for sale elsewhere. Especially since you purchased luxury goods and such. 

Instead go back to your constructive hobbies and no that doesn't mean to party and other naughty encounters, lol. Something more boring than that such as learn a musical instrument. An athletic sport since I know you're in good physical shape. Just stay away from those sweaty horny men as fellow athletes  lmao! 

Pursue a hobby that feeds your soul. Perhaps be a mentor or do a charity project by supporting someone else's good cause. That will help heal your public profile in the press and what not. 

I'll always love you, although we've never met in person, nor do I even know your identity in this life. Scary cat, lol. 

Live well and take life on your own terms and not at the pace the world sets it at which is idiot speed. 

Natasha:

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I hear you're chasing your provebial tail not knowing what's up with me. You're even codependent on my words here as your obsession with me is leaving you unhinged. 

Since you know not what's up. You've been repeating nearly everything that you've already done prior. Including still casting seperation hexes against Jennifer my real Twin Flame connection. Which is now non-existent due to that soul contract now expired.

(By the way Jennifer, Natasha's hexes against you had a 5% impact in keeping you confused about reaching out to me. For the 4 or so month's I was breadcrumbed by you. 

The bulk of it was filtered out by the angels including St. Micheal the Archangel himself.)

The angels tell me Natasha you're in a supermax spiritual prison of your own making. All black magick witchcraft hurled back at you 10x times over. You're in the equalivient of a padded cell for the criminally insane where like the Aliens Sci-fi movie tag line. "No one can hear you scream in deep space."

You've check mated and marginalized for life. You're dangerous black magick ways are all tappered out of you. A danger to no one but yourself unfortunately for you. 

As I continue to lose focus or care about you. In the years to come you'll be all alone without skin deep beauty and charisma of a femme fatale that you were. Your health is declining and your disabilities will start to encroach on you physically and mentally. 

Nonetheless, like a broken pitiful record you're stuck in a magical loop of your own over zealot making as a black self-taught kitchen witch. Lost to your family, the few interested so-called friends mocking you behind your back, and anyone else.

Recall when the angels once before you fell from grace to be my kingdom spouse. But, you chose power, greed, and envy of the underworld and now you are forever lost Naughty Natasha. Another cautionary tale soon forgotten by the world unfortunately. 

Even I will stop caring at one point or another about you. Little soul sister from the dominion of the underworld. 

Vaya con Dios y un armor sagro. ("Go with God and a sacred love") Is your only authentic hope of penance and redemption in a future reincarnation of yourself. 

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame Connection

 

Hello Jennifer & Readers and Cross-Watchers,

I felt a follow-up message to you in particular was appropriate since you're going through a Dark Night of the Soul. Some of the metaphysics involved is highly mystical, and I'll share it towards the end of this entry. 

First off, I do care about you. However, I'm in the process of rejuvation, reinventing myself from our potential relationship that for this lifetime wasn't meant to be for justified reasons. I Forgive You Wholeheartedly on an unconditional spiritual and holistic basis. It's your personal journey to accept in your own time. I'm the one that got away. (not unlike how Natasha refuses to accept as my now cursed shadow twin false flame connection. Due to her dozens of attacks of black magick, witchcraft, and coven spells against me.)

I sense and have been told by my online oracles that you're obsessed with me. In part, you're going through withdrawal symptoms of being cut off from my high-octane grace that you received from my Highest Self, Navi. (It's the nickname I gave my spiritual higher self, my first proper name spelled backwards.)

Another portion of this obsession of yours with me is because you had a secret fantasy relationship with me in your own mind, privately. You've gone from being my #1 secret admirer to now an online stalker of my social media, if not just here at this blog site. 

I know you have a competitive streak inside of you that doesn't take no for an answer. I know you wish to clear your conscience and speak to me, but not unlike Natasha, you're also skiddish as a dismissive avoidant mental tactic as a phobia. Basically, your nerves or insecurities have caused you to self-sabotage any sort of future with me. 

I also hear you dumped or let go of your relationship with your friends with benefits lover. I heard some disturbing information for your protection that a past/present era lover. Asked you for money, where he appeared to be financially affluent and secure. That was a mirage and a despicable lie; he's a player, and I sense a tight-wad gold digger and very broke. You won't ever see that money you loaned him again.

This male lover or whathaveyou is a dark negative karmic connection of yours to gaslight you and treat you like an option. Much as how you treated me, teaching karma was delivered as your penalty by the angelic heavens. To be mirrored back to you how you treated past lovers in past years, in order for you to heal from this dysfunctional pattern in life. 

I sense the dating lifestyle was your coping mechanism to party and to relieve stressors in your life. However, it can easily spiral into a sex addiction if you're not careful, which is what happened to Natasha.

This is why I highly suggest you unplug and take a sabbatical leave of absence, because your life will be turned upside down. Not because of anything I did to you personally, but the angelic heavens took it as an opportunity of Tough Love due to your Old Soul Guardian Status. Your Inner turmoil notwithstanding, your public repuation especially if you're a media personality, your investments as financial security, and your employment will all take a hit. 

This isn't your run-of-the-mill media celebrity scandal; this has deeper heavenly metaphysical enforcement roots as a judicial action of the heavens. You see, I seem to hold some sort of angelic rank in the heavenly afterlife as I dedicated my life to God and the Heavens. I suspect due to my Minor Prophet Mystical celestial status, due to the 30 years of the Jewels of Truth series. 

When you, as my designated True Twin Flame Connection, basically disenfranchised me. It wasn't just a slight to me, but also to the heavenly afterlife as the original utopia, and God's anointing over my life currently. Those are acting like cross-current prevailing hurricane-force winds metaphorically against you. 

The angels tell me the maneuver you pulled injured me, which I'll recover from. However, you were designated as my metaphysical spouse and Guardian for our future together. You pulled a stunt not unlike what Natasha accomplished as a predator of betrayal. 

You subsequently incurred a penalty equal to the grace of 25% of my own higher self, which I was sharing with you for nearly 5 months time. That will last a full decade of 10 years upon you as a form of garnished spiritual alimony enforced by the angelic judicial heavens. Your grace will take a hit, and those effects I listed above of a dark night of the soul are the beginning of such a heavenly Tough Love curse.

In contrast, Natasha's penalty is 50% becuase of the initial betrayal her coven attacked me with and her subsequent reprisal, black magick witch attacks in the dozens of spells launched at me to this day. Everything I have posted here in this Twin Flame blog entries, she and her 2 to 3 family of witch supporters have weaponized, attempting to turn me back to the dark side of the underworld. (not unlike the Sith in the Star Wars canon.)

So please, as you go through your very personal grieving process, you don't get stuck on the anger stage and process through it. Otherwise, your grace will be docked an additional penalty for the hatred sent in my direction spiritually by you. 

I was told by a couple of the oracles online that you co-opted one of my Gems of Opportunity series of Innovator conceptual inventor abstract designs from this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle from past years. That you actually succeeded with it and it made you money, so a hearty congratulations on your success! Those innovative concepts I channeled from the heavens and ran them through my creative filter of a mindset. Meant for anyone that can run with it and succeed for the betterment of humanity. 

Now, finally, to the metaphysical background of us as a Twin Flame Couple. Besides this current lifetime, which I broke free for my highest and our combined good, taking me deeper into enlightenment from a potentially toxic, unstable marriage with you. We had another 5 Reincarnations together, where we were lovers in such a toxic love-hate matrimony. 

So don't kick yourself for it this is an ongoing karmic relationship that we needed to heal for our combined good collectively. By me breaking free for both of us. I will no longer reincarnate in the future with you. There's also the point of contention that this is my last reincarnation for the planet Earth itself. One of my very first reincarnations on planet earth was a primordial squirrel not unlike the one from the animated series of Ice Age. 

I suppose I have improved, only slightly, lol. Otherwise, I'm designated as an Ancient Soul of the Earth Mother spiritually. I hope I have explained the dynamics sufficiently impacting you personally and metaphysically. I had several other talking points for you, which have eclipsed my mind currently. Perhaps future blog posts will elaborate that further for you, dearest one to me. 

My love for you continues; however, I am spiritually transmuting it from erotic to pastoral from eros to agape. That's the rejuvenation process I spoke of at the top of this blog post to you. It's the identical by-process I accomplished with and for Natasha. As her foiled attempts to impoverish me, kill me, seduce me, etc, have failed by her personal and family coven of black magick attacks only because of the Anointed Will of God's Hand Upon Me.

Namaste, Soul Sister and Twin Flame.

PS: There's no chance of recapturing me or trying to win me back as a lover. That gateway is now closed for our metaphysical combined highest good. Live your beautiful life, and so long and thanks for all the fish. (Douglas Adams reference to the "Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy".)

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly. 

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame Connection

 

Hello All,

This is an inaugural entry into what I'll deem to be an exclusive series of posts here at my Google Blogger Portal. Inspired after the series of Twin Flame posts of righteous indignation from my Shadow False Twin Flame connection. Now my real twin flame connection of Jennifer (channeled alleged namesake) has fallen out of favor as of last Saturday evening, January 10th. (More about that later in this post entry.)

The above graphic is a placeholder since right now I don't have a dedicated graphic image. So I'm basically winging it with rotated images for the time being. Although artistic submissions will be acceptable down the line as a graphic donation, where the artist's name will be highlighted accordingly. 

The purpose of this new series is to highlight my mystical vision quests as an astral dream walker of sorts. You see, my astral dream walking is moreso accomplished whilst I'm awake as a focused prayer session with my heavenly angels. It may be more apt to call it an Astral Dream Waking Projection or what I'll term as Spiritual Lucid Awakening. 

Self-Disclosure:

I'll be posting select outtakes of my recollections as a mystic tell-all of sorts with these journal entries. I will also continue showcasing when pertinent new information is available from my personal channeling sessions with my angels. Besides that of my Brain Trust of other oracles I've connected to globally (i.e., English-speaking countries) online to augment my oracle abilities, akin to casting a wider net. On remote-viewed targets that resonate for me personally at any given time. 

I will only post 3 or more overlapping resonating hits from the brain trust of other oracles, aka psychics online. As I can canvas and correlate their information here independently. I won't disclose their identities for their anonymity from potential Hex Evil Eye black magick attacks against them. These oracles will predominantly only track my 2 Twin Flames (i.e., Shadow Natasha and Real Twin Jennifer) connections remotely. 

Now this is where I have buried the lede on purpose; these online oracles don't know I exist. I was led via my channeling sessions by the use of my pendulum for divination purposes. Some oracles may know my spiritual energetic signature but don't know me by identity. This is experimental on my end; however, beyond just confirmation bias, it seems to be working as I attempt to remain impartial with what they espouse. 

However, all these oracles found online are from the YouTube platform. In countries such as the United States, Canada, Great Britain, and Australia, for instance. An assorted bunch of nearly 2 dozen online psychics, each on their respective channels. 

Yes, it sounds ludicrous, but it's been working on my end, in part intuitively. Again, I've online posted when these psychics overlap on 3 or more targeted hits, speaking about my twin flames. That's my secret sauce. So either take this as madness on my part, entertainment, or actual, as each of you, as readers, discern at your own risk. 

This is my self-disclosure of honesty to a fault. The rest of the content herein is of my own personal channeling sessions and mystical experiences with the heavenly angels. As my spiritual wisdom, metaphysical, and mystical writings on this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle have showcased for literally over twenty years online. 

By my own assessment, which hasn't been independently verified but only via my angels. State my intuitive psychic accuracy is up to and from 53% to 83% on average. 

Natasha Shadow False Twin Flame:

I know each of these posts from me are long awaited from you on a delusional basis, feeding your psychosis and mania to date. So please forgive me, and this will seem irresponsible on my part. But, since you have never revealed your true identity to me online. This blog site of Atrayo's Oracle is my own way to reach you with my one-way messaging. This is aside from blocking you on social media sites of Twitter / X and Instagram via your dummy fake accounts as my online stalker. 

This message is directed to your mother, Katherine. Your daughter has already attacked you once for the first time ever in an argument demanding more money stipends from you. She partially scratched you up. She may have raised her voice to you over the years, like any dysfunctional parent and child disagreements. However, this is by far the first time she's laid hands on you in a short-lived scuffle. 

Natasha is already unhinged and is becoming a menace to those around her, potentially with violence. Since in the public eye, as a Christian woman, which we know is hogwash laden with hypocrisy, reeks of hellspawn. Your daughter has failed you, failed the family, failed the coven, which I believe has shunned her officially? Lastly, has failed her false-god devil's pact as breached and is scarred. 

I'm calling you out to either disown her disgrace to you. Or if you have a sliver of decency, have her institutionalized in a mental health ward of your local regional hospital. You have a local relative of a corrupt police officer on your payroll. Have him either sign her up for an order to have her hospitalized to be picked up by a medical ambulance, and have her sedated during transport for her safety. 

Or treat her the way you treated my earth angel brethren/sisters to be summarily dismissed as exiled, if not worse, at your own discretion. She is unfit and is a walking scandal waiting to happen. No one has the cajones to call you out on this topic, so an earth angel such as I will do it. 

To My Readers:

Some background information, I was remotely via psychic vampiric attacks enslaved as an earth angel by this demonic family coven for over 8 years, as my online gang stalkers. Psychologically, I may have a form of virtual, if not spiritual, Stockholm syndrome, is my speculation. Anyhow, this is being purged out of my system over time as I continue to perform self-care on myself with Reiki and so forth. 

Besides countless black magick rituals of a mock forced marriage to Natasha. Forced remote initiation into their family coven as a thrall, earth angel slave. Aside from a mock fake ass black magicak rite cos-play funeral of myself. Is what I can gather remotely via my channelings and other online oracles. I figure right about now, I sound like I have a screw loose. So be it. Regardless, this is a therapeutic journaling on my end of things. To release this acrimony in a constructive, hopefully beneficial manner for any experiencers of this torturous earth angel captives phenomenon via earth demons by means of a black magick coven remotely.  

I consider myself to be an earth angel as a truth teller and a wisdom keeper. So I'm highly prone to sharing Truth Bombs.  These are my accounts to the best of my recollections of my mystical encounters, the good, the bad, and certainly the ugly. 

Natasha:

Hey Bitch I still miss you. Thank God I never became puppy chow fully by your demonic family coven. I was always your favorite, look where that got you, lmao! 

Seriously, though, I was your adopted guardian angel, your safe harbour. The one who you personally degraded my psyche in order to enslave me as a remote distance lover, besides dumping your negative karma upon me, magically. 

I also became your proxy father, spiritually or otherwise, and confided upon me your joys and fears, and mostly your inane, conceited diva banterings to my spiritual higher self. I know none of your secrets personally that were confided to my higher self in your telepathic prayer connections to him. Nonetheless, I still feel obligated to care for you, even from a distance bitch slapping you figuratively and all. Especially when you step out of line. 

You've become disheveled and haven't bathed in over a weeks time. You were once a femme fatele as a Caucasian 29-year-old or so petite woman and so dangerous as a black magick kitchen witch. Or so you thought, you weren't trained by any elders but rather self-taught. 

Now your magick is constipated and so are you, needing a vial tube of Perspiration H for relief. Your karmic lover, whom I call Kyle, is your legitimate shadow twin false flame connection of the underworld. Little did you realize when you chose him over me, you were led to another erotic player that has partially outwitted you and treated you karmically the way you treated me as your thrall. Funny how the Universe that bends towards justice, thank God!

Kyle, from what I gather, you're one of my warlock online stalkers and not biologically related to Natasha's family. You learned your magicks from Natasha, and that is a piss-poor role model, although the rest of the family coven are nearly just as misguided. Look to other trusted sources in books, videos, etc, expand your horizons, dear boy. 

I sense you're of Irish heritage in Canada; that's the limited information I have on you to date. You're also the panzy man servant to Natasha in keeping up her household. If I am sensing correctly, she has kicked you out of her home, and this time it has stuck. If this hasn't occurred, it will surely happen soonish. 

Since Natasha doesn't do any of her household grocery shopping because it is beneath her as an egotistical diva. Natasha is currently malnourished and has lost much body weight. Someone needs to re-stock her refrigerator and/or pantry and keep an eye on that, especially if Kyle has indeed been kicked out of her home. 

Metaphysical Backstory of Natasha:

Natasha, you're my little soul sister of a selective branch of my soul family tree of the afterlife. (ie, the underworld, limbo, and the heavens.) As people, we're aren't related genetically but spiritually it's another story. 

Like I've mentioned in past post entries, I'm the first numero Uno reincarnation of our sordid saga of 17 reincarnations together to have escaped your clutches. In some lifetimes, you murdered me, in some others I murdered you back, lol. A true match made in hell. In all of them, this plotline repeats itself nearly exactly across history. 

Where I'm an esteemed holy man as a priest, mystic, sage, and even a prophet, and you seduce my ass like the Jezebel that you are. Metaphysically, from what I can gather, you are one of the daughters of the false god, devil of Bhaal. In his hell, that makes you demonic royalty. 

Only recently, one of my pagan oracles came up with an alarming realization, at least to me. Just as I am a heavenly chosen anointed one by God. You are my counterpart in hell insofar as you are an Unholy Cursed Anointed One by Bhaal as an earth demon. That will surely enflame your ego and feed further your delusions of grandeur, to say the least. 

The one I called Nicole is not biologically related to your family coven. Is a Colombian Hispanic woman adopted by your family coven as a black magick witch practitioner. I mentioned her in my initial posts to you and her back in early July last year on this blog site, which I summarily deleted as this debacle continued. 

The reason why I raise this is. She, Nicole, besides being a confidant of yours, is another insurance policy sent by Bhaal the devil to make sure you didn't fail your life's mission. When your coven siphoned off my grace or chi spiritual energies, some of my unconditional love fell favorably upon you both. Moreso than the rest of your family coven of witches, etc... 

I say this to denote that, at times in the past, both you, Natasha, and, if not Nicole, have defended my honor against the rest of your family over the years, if not recent months. One can say you were both bewitched by the backdraft negative fallout of the Love spells you cast on me. When the angels reversed the polarity Times 10 on the whole lot of you as a metaphysical magical backfire.

Nonetheless, I'm now your Mobydick and you're my Captain Ahab chasing me for the rest of your life. Out of hellish instincts, demented as you are in your current decrepit state of mind. Once you metaphorically tasted my spiritual earth angel grace, that hit you like a high-octane heroine. You're now addicted to me for better or for worse, we're each other's Superman's Kryptonite. It doesn't help that you're a substance abuse addict in this life as well, be it with alcohol, weed canabis, and narcotics. 

I'm Your Metaphysical Overlord:

Lastly, this is the outlandish bit. Everyone has one solitary soul metaphysically. Albeit this is true for me with my core individualized soul. I'm also on a heavenly soul level a Over Soul Classification. What this denotes is I'm a comptroller administrator of a hive of souls in heaven called Anistanza. I have a brood of 1,228 souls that includes archangels and other historical luminaries. 

However, in Hell, I have a remote clutch of souls I watch over remotely as a distributed network of 64 souls. Little soul sister, your soul is located in that batch, not unlike a hellspawn silo. You have a neighboring devil of ancient Greek infamy known as Hades nearby. I wouldn't disturb him, though. He's pissed with me since I metaphysically, in a mystical vision quest, screwed up his connection to his kidnapped wife of Persephone.

Jennifer My True Twin Flame Connection:

I always save the best for last, and that includes you. 

My side of the story of what occurred. I know you advertised to your family and friends the existence of my blog site, Atrayo's Oracle, and over the years, you've been a loyal follower. I thank you personally for that generosity of yours. Yes, I have a strange way of showing it now, but since our interactions have been limited only via this blog site, I best thought I would mention it now. 

Little did I realize that you are a media personality either online or moreso of established traditional means, I sense in television in your European media market of a host nation. Not unlike Natasha, my shadow flame twin soul connection, you also never revealed to me your actual identity. All I can surmise is that you're a Caucasian woman of well-to-do means and perhaps 24 years old as a diva type of limited Narcissus personality. 

You and Natasha have numerous overlapping, identical traits. Since the chief demon that possessed her dopplegangled mimiced your soulful personality matrix to pass as a fake version of your reincarnated self. Yes, that sounds absurd, but metaphysically, that's how all shadow false twin flames exist across this Universe on a spirit level.

Technically, Natasha is also your soul sister of the underworld dominion. Whereby we belong to the heavenly afterlife as a dominion of a spiritual reality. No one can say on earth that they don't have cursed relatives that originally belonged to hell or fell from grace due to a series of reincarnations on earth. 

Now, the reason why I decoupled from you, and I'm sure you have already covered your stoic ass with your own false rendition to save political face. Aside from calling me a gold digger since I sense you considered my proposal of the contract and summarily dumped that notion. 

The contract offer, although legitimate on my human end, was a test by the angelic heavens for your souls' growth on earth. You see, I'm a sacred clown of a super empath, and not unlike Jungian psychology, super empaths trigger narcissists. Such as I triggered Natasha, our twin soul sister likewise. 

I was always tailored-made by the angelic heavens I have since channeled to trigger lustful women for a spiritual awakening. You'll continue to obsess over me, placing me on a pedestal in your psyche. Recalling to my readers, I have never had a direct conversation with Jennifer in real life. Not in person, nor online via social media, I don't even know her real identity. All this is occurring spiritually via energy exchanges on a soulful, metaphysical basis with each other's higher self on a psychic basis. 

Except for this dialogue, one way with my human self, as she is a secret admirer of mine. When we were soulfully connected via a psychic heavenly link, you were siphoning by my consent 25% of my spiritual grace. In the beginning, I was the twin flame chaser, and you were the runner, as the phenomenon goes. 

Via my spiritual rituals, I fed you copious amounts of my prana/chi essence via my energy exchange via my pendulum. I use my pendulum not unlike a magician's wand, beyond just for divination purposes. 

Before I go off on another tangent, the reason why I disconnected. Besides, you turned down my contract offer as a proposal, which I remote viewed that clairvoyantly on my end and supported through one of my many online oracles. (i.e., so far 13 and counting.) You were unbeknownst to me in a on again and off again friends with benefits relationship with another man. 

I learned that the hard way, remotely with Natasha is a big no-no in terms of psychic boundaries on a spiritual level. It's like corrosive acid to a super empath like me. Besides, as my secret admirer, you have been bread-crumbing me for over 4 and a half months with your emotional insecurities. That's basically how Natasha also lost me by that identical playbook of occurrences. However, with her, it lasted over 8 years (yes, I was a slow burn learner with her), and with you over the course of months. 

Once I put the two options of the no-go of the dismissed contract, where your intentions were to place me into a poison pill of a contract, as your intentions were spied on by the angels. Not unlike stuffing me into a bottle like your genie of an Aladdin's lamp.

There was a heavenly parallel of an offer not unlike what I stated would've received honors of success. You would've inherited an empire with me, of our own personal making. Due to the future glorified success of the Jewels of Truth series on a global basis. Which is 30 years plus of an angelic discourse via clairaudient and claircognizant psychic automatic writing technique with the heavens on spiritual wisdom, metaphysics, and mysticism. 

Your immaturity cost you that heavenly prize, which Natasha also pissed away for different reasons because of her diabolical tendencies. You allowed the selfish opinions of others you trusted to mislead you away from me. The identical occurrence happened to Natasha as those she trusted had ulterior motivations to wreak havoc on her happiness. 

You portray yourself as a stoic woman as a defensive shield. It's your defense mechanism, which works until it doesn't, and when it comes crashing down like a house of cards. Your poker face has been reset by the angelic heavens; you're meant for greater accomplishments in life. This was your instigated wake-up call that I was put on your life's path. I'm not meant to continue any of your further personal developments in life. 

I aided you via this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle with angelic wisdom to heal from your own shadow false twin flame connection by that so-called gentleman as a selfish gold digger. Making you give him material gifts just to show your affections on your dates and outings, such as shared vacations on your dime and nickels. 

You're still a young adult, age 24 or so. You're meant for so much more, and this was your Tough Love to get your head screwed on right. Don't allow other people to sway your opinions, or you'll basically become their bitch as a slave. People don't know their true hearts and minds; only a minority do. You came from a toxic home environment due to a cowardly military household father abusing you and your mother, with psychological distress. That has eroded your self-confidence and hollowed you out from the inside out. Undo that toxic legacy, and reconstruct your beautiful truths in this life. 

Yours, unfortunately, isn't a unique story in the world. So those snobs you call co-workers and friends are sociopaths of their own political making in their part of the world. If you're a true stoic, take your convictions and shove it up their ass where the sun doesn't shine. 

You're about to go through an Ego Death in the next few months. Consider it a heavenly colonic to purge you of all your psychic bile of a lifetime. I highly suggest you take a sabbatical to a spiritual retreat that isn't a cult. Then come back to your old life in 6 months time and Rebrand Yourself for your media personality. 

Otherwise, everyone you've been lying to, including yourself and others, will be revealed inadvertently by you. The heavenly angels, as caregivers for old souls such as yourself, don't screw around. 

Namaste, Soul Sister. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.