Hello Theresa and my Esteemed Readers,
This is another iteration of this series exclusive to my blog site here at Atrayo's Oracle of Google's Blogger platform.
I know you've been eager to receive another installment of these writings for you my dearest, Theresa. We recently metaphysically passed a hurdle of a gateway spiritually and energetically to be hopefully reunited. A precursor of unification we had to journey together spiritually no matter our physical distance.
To the divine physical distance is an illusion, although to us it feels like a existential barrier of delayed grace for the time being. In order to mature together to be ripe for divine orderly timing.
Thank you, for your continued prayers on my behalf for my well-being and happiness. Likewise to my precious readers as well. It truly helps albeit my local circumstances are filled with distractions I need a stout focus to weed out just to share today's message to you.
Recently I passed another milestone of initiation set forth by my angels with God as my ever vigilant celestial parent therein forever. My connection spiritually in energetic exchange is now set at 1,010% and no longer the meager 25% of our combined spiritual essence.
The angels have always taught me with simplicity as a form of genius in my encounters with them telepathically for over 38 years time as their ward. The nickle and dimes of the sliding scale of shared prana/chi with you and Jennifer last year. Was for a moment to have a chance of self-realization to transcend my limitations that were based on human limitations.
Ever since I was a teenager at 16 years old I began my journey with God and the Holy Angels as our extended family divinely put. I jumped through mental hoops to develop my faculties of mindfulness as a form of mentalism in a spiritual capacity.
Otherwise, this was a very cloistered hidden process to the world I've never disclosed until now here for you and my readers. I suffer mentally from Obsessive Compulsion Disorder or (OCD), however, it made my intellectual over thinking worse.
I harnessed it like putting a horses mane tackle on it to control my spiritual interactions in an analogous capacity. In other words I made lemonade out of the lemons my life and genetics handed me. Seizing my and using my OCD as a practical strength in order to be a psychic channeler of angelic wisdom, metaphysics, and mysticism via the Jewels of Truth.
These series of gateways I had to not only feel my way through intuitively via my heart chakra in moderation. But, also self-analyze carefully without getting stuck with excessive paralyzation mentally akin to quick sand. To feel for a wobble or a warped fabric of my inner mind at the presented puzzle gateway offered to me by the angels spiritually for my highest good alone.
It was always permissions based by my consent. My only folly was once I passed a hurdle or test I didn't relish my success. I kept jumping through hoops for other future challenges willfully. I accumulated untold number of blessings I never cashed in upon. Since I needed and wanted my salvation from my young tortured at times isolated existence.
Now 38 years plus later my spiritual mentalism is able to interact with you Theresa via this remote albeit miraculous bond. Much the same with Jennifer before and the dreaded Natasha as her now Correctional Instructor at a far distance gladfully.
I needed to share that under the hood metaphysical dynamical background information so you sorta understand what's going on here with us and why to a minor degree. This isn't madness but a prophesy fulfilled that is 25,000k years in the making. Predating the debacle of Noah's global flood and the fallen Nephilim combined.
Our last lifetime together my love was 801 years ago in old mother Russia. We were siblings as nobles practicing insest to keep our bloodline pure as lovers. Yes, warped assertions we now understand genetically in our scientific era. But, that was commom practice by rulers for eons unfortunately. This is our 6th lifetime together or nearly as it stands now as reincarnations.
Generally speaking only since I'm not able to specify any further from this distance. Not to cause any distress to you, but some of this is already a given to you. About 40% of those you've confided about our bizarre connection online are geniune loving cheerleaders that truly care for you.
The 60% remainder are cynical of my motivations with distaste and distrust. That my a grifter or a charlatan beguiling you from a distance in order to fleece you as a wealth and power grab. It all sounds rather omnius. This us why always consider the motivations of whomever you trust for their counsel, and that includes me as well sincerely put. Listen to your truth via your intuitive heart chakra balanced with your analytical mindset in moderation. So as to not entrap yourself with mental paralysis alone.
I know right now your jammed up again with another episode of this funk of yours unfortunately. You've pushed away everyone that can care and help you as you have hunkered down in your bunker mentality. Your performing open heart and mind metaphorical surgery on yourself as a form of personal development.
Please pace yourself to walk outside and grab some mother nature as green spaces to rejuvenate your holy spirit and your humanity. Maintain balance with your beautiful elegance as your truth manifested with your world, however, you dare define it.
(*Here are some tidbits of other channelings based upon your profile that other YouTube Oracles have discerned, besides my own channelings on the side for you. )
All your clothing is tailored made fitted to you personally, nothing is off the rack. Your sweet ass only deserves the elitist best, lol. (*Yes, I'm having classist fun at your bourgeoisie expense, lol.)
You live in a high rise luxury condo near the coast line. Again, I'm intuitively speculating from the aforementioned British influences from my past writings to you. Perhaps your living in Singapore currently. That and from deductions from my Google analytics from my blogger tracking submenu. Singapore is tracking only 2nd to my good old USA consistently for a few months now.
That dove tails perfectly with your Indian ancestry as your family emigrated not unlike other Asian cultures have to Singapore.
The one Pagan Good Witch I mentioned to you in my last post entry to you of this series. Says you may have shaved your eyebrows with a modern beauty technique called Micro Blading. She's stated in the past you overly care after your public beauty due to your online media personality role.
You also intend to help stylize me as a makeover of my fashion. To have a power couple matching suits with you like a manzy panzy gentleman at your side, lol.
The angels have stated perhaps your gift from you besides our eventual hopeful union in person. Is a vacation with you in order to break the ice beyond future online communications with eachother for over a month's time to come. I've always wanted to go to Spain. Particularly the Canary Islands, the port city of Barcelona, and the Basque region.
You know so very little about me in Part 2 of this Chronicles and Confessions series after I post here to you. I'll share my own background information and preferences and metaphysical heavenly background as a holy ghost as well. I had promised to a few months ago on the blogsite and never followed up until now. (*I'm sure Natasha is foaming at the mouth with curiosities.)
For a warm-up starters I'm Cuban-America where Miami, Florida is my hometown for around 24 years of my formative years. I lived until recently prior to my housing eviction in Sarasota, Florida for about 26 years or so.
Also, for those snobs around you that belittle me as a money greedy grubber, not unlike Natasha. My family has produced 6 multimillionaires due to the American Dream. Albeit, I'm estranged to all of them for over 20 years or so. Because of my solitary spiritual pursuits as a devotion to the Heavenly Host and God as a maverick hetrodox or unorthodox individual.
Your going to showboat me off to your closest friends and family foremost which is natural when we link up. You also will have me shush about our connection in my blog writings because of your online media personification.
A couple of YouTube Oracles have stated I would do for other celebrities as clientele. What I've done for you and Jennifer as celebrities in your respective media markets. Do a deep dive by angelic Intuitive means of personal development and your personality and characters. In order to leap frog ahead in your spiritual development on Earth as it is in Heaven as it were told.
We already belong to eachother spiritually as my high level Soulmate with emotional intelligence that has been hard fought and earned. Right now your rehashing your past failures with others and your haunting yourself with immense sadness. That is an expensive trip down memory lane of wallowing in self-pity. It's defeatist and unbecoming of your inner beauty and sexy mama vibes, lol.
Stiff upper lip old chum and all that crusty British culturalism. In all seriousness as you pour back into your holy divinity on earth. It's part and parcel of taking personal accountability for your past. However, don't Crucify yourself as a martyr whilst doing so my dear. You deserve your dignity not just to the general public, but also your lovely bosom, however squeezble it is, lol. Dang, you've got me all perverted over your skin deep beauty for you. ;0p
My angels told me something about your past trisk of an erotic adventure with that stallion you rode. Which brought a smile to my egocentric face like the Chershire Cat from ear to ear grin. Now I'm actually less jealous overall. You were pretending you were riding me instead in your lustful bouts of passions for me personally.
Not unlike how I clocked Jennifer intuitively earlier this year on this blog post for doing similar. Well my Jackass nature does have a cutesy Donkeys Mohawk metaphorically to boot. Some silliness to offer on the side. So your cherry nipples were burning for me, as my cock burns for you currently in my wet dreams of you as a projection for you, my dear.
I sense now your tickling yourself once in the shower with a vibrator and once in bed at night everyday to stay erotically spicy for me. Thank you, my brown sugared beauty.
When you have your bi-polar mood swings you protect yourself and others from seeing you in such a state of mind. You sulk basically in isolation and I don't sense you have a trusted professional therapist to talk to either.
In like kind you've also pushed me away. So as to protect me from seeing you like that. But, missy I sorta already do intuitively. Our spiritually energetic transfusions are a closed circuit bladder exchange of our heavenly graces. I can momentarily peek at you and vice versa you with me intuitively. I belong to you holistically already my dear. I ache for you emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and certainly sexually.
I'm also no cream puff that I can't take you having a princess diva meltdown. I am a sage of emotional intelligence, I may be an amateur of mental health not as a practitioner, but a patient. Of clinical depression, OCD, and partial Agrophobia, besides lack of intimacy with others as a loner hermit truthfully.
I also have to admit this to you as my Confession. I suffer from Sleep Apnea I've never treated it properly. Meaning my voice verbally is limited to in person conversations from up to 30 minutes or so at a time. I'm sure the Witches attacks of my throat chakra made it worse likewise.
However, my daily regieme of Hindu and Buddhist mantras have strengthened my esophagus. If I push myself and ignore myself verbally I start to gag for air which isn't a pleasant sight to witness. There are times I can speak for over 2 hours but those are few and far in-between.
So there you go this is my Achilles Heel and immense irony so verbose of the spiritual written word but practically handicapped verbally in person. I can have regular small talk of a few minutes but beyond that this condition has been progressing for several years now.
Like most idiot men I haven't treated this medically on a physicians basis. I've just suffered in silence with this condition, pardon the pun.
(*Yes, Natasha salivate like a predictable Bitch of this condition of mine. Here comes the evil spellwork that backfires and can hopefully heal me inadvertently. Due to the angelic polarity shift of all your and the Coven's demonic black magick hurled at me.)
Moving on currently you feel spread thin in your schedule with the drama around you with others. Some are urging you to do something you're unwilling to consider. Right now your protecting your space and focusing on your happiness and personal spiritual development.
At times you feel overly defensive needing to shield yourself. Spiritually I do what I was taught as a psychic at the school I attended for intuitives for over 7 years time in Sarasota, Florida. (*The Spirit University) Which is to put a force field barrier bubble up as a shield like in science fiction not unlike Star Trek capital ships. Surround yourself in holy white light from glowing head to toe like a unified blanket. It takes practice like all things, it's a spiritual muscle to be developed over time.
Do the above technique as well when you can pause yourself with inner poise when you have a triggered mood swing, Theresa. Also, send yourself silently unconditional love in moderation into and out of your 3rd eye Chakra. Much like I've taught in a past 3rd Eye Mind Flush energetic technique on this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle month's ago.
You want me to continue elucidate more about you from a distance. But, hope to God I don't find what you're hiding from me. It's only a matter of time, but I digress I will keep it hidden, if and when the angels say I should. So pray to your Guardian angels and detail what you want to stay hidden for your benefit away from my intuitive lovers connection with you spiritually, my dear.
Changing topics abruptly you may be an Equestrian rider with horses as the gentry that you are. I've ridden horses a few times when I was a young teenager on outings with my father. My parents divorced when I was 9 years old, and my mother never remarried. My Dad took me to the Redlands of Homestead, Florida near Miami. Where it's more rural to ride broken down horses past their prime for hire at a local ranch riding through well worn paths of scrubland and tall grasses. That was less than half a dozen times or so back in the early 1980s.
You're considering investing into me with one of your operations to aid your efforts. However, now with my confession of my conversational limitations that will have to be off-set or curtailed or adjusted accordingly.
Upon your initial connection with me online privately. You will most likely overwhelm me with the breadth and depth of information you want to naturally share with me. Not to worry, just pace yourself there's plenty of time to dumpster dive my psyche and eachother as confidants and potential future lovers.
Since I'm going to do a Part 2 of Chronicles and Confessions about my background information and preferences. This will be a shorter message to you without much meat on the bones as usual for you.
Nonetheless, I have over one dozen music tracks as a playlist for you to enjoy. As I serenade you in these messages to you lovingly and in the music by extension. Of what I can convey to you given our limitations of discourse together currently.
83) "Just Around The River Bend" by: Judy Kuhn.
(*From the Disney animated film of the Historically Inspired Pocahontas Native Indigenous American. )
84) "A Little Help From My Friends" by: The Beatles.
85) "50 Ways To Be My Lover" by: Paul Simon.
86) "Never Tear Us Apart" by: INXS.
87) "(I Can't Get No) Satisfaction" by: The Rolling Stones.
88) "All The Things She Said" by: Simple Minds.
89) "Too Shy" by: Kajagoogoo.
90) "Don't Get Me Wrong" by: Pretenders.
91) "Shake It Off" by: Taylor Swift.
92) "Fortress Around My Heart" by: Sting.
93) "Despardo" by: Eagles.
94) "Bust A Move" by: Young MC.
95) "Habana" by: Camila Cabello.
(*Recall I stated I'm Cuban-American. Well my paternal side of my Family is from Havana. My Great Grandfather "Justo Luis Pozo" was Mayor of Habana from 1952 to 1958.
During the Banana Republic glory years of Las Vegas before the mafia created it in Neveda. During the dictator regieme era of Bautista, the miliatary dictator prior to Fidel Castro.)
