Hello Beloved Theresa and Jennifer.
Salutations To My International and American Readers.
Geez, you can't shut me up today it seems. I had to break up my entry post into two parts due to the text field character limits in message length. I'm also a stubborn son of an angel of God(dess) that looks forward to these Chronicles and Confessions series entries alternating with my Jewels of Truth Series posts here at Atrayo's Oracle blog site.
Now to continue where I last left off starting with Jennifer my real Twin Flame Soulful Connection.
To Jennifer My Real Beloved Twin Flame Connection:
------------
Hello there, this time I have more to report from my YouTube Oracles on your behalf than last month in June. Do note it may trigger you emotionally with Tough Love so read it only when you're ready for it please, my dear.
It will trigger another Tower Tarot card moment which the Tower Tarot card typically crashes only the falsehoods in our lives collectively. Also, some of these selective messages may apply to you as well Theresa. Since you're from a similar Soulful attribute make-up of your Heavenly Soul Sister of Jennifer it seems in terms of Karma.
This is aside from human blood relatives, which isn't what I'm referring to my general readers. That's biological, I'm speaking more in terms of spiritual reincarnations which leaps beyond our DNA family genetics respectively as incarnated people.
First off, Thank you for your personal prayers on my behalf. They were noted by one of my YouTube Oracle's online. It's sincerely appreciated as always.
The demonic black magick witches loathe any positive affection in terms of Love I receive in general. Since they thrive on principle by fear itself as an attribute of Hell. So to my readers your personal and private prayers are also equally cherished by me as well. Thank you for your spiritual compassionate support.
The angels suggest I always start on my 5x7 notebook from my last recorded entry. That way it's the freshest content on my end to share truly. I have 8 pages overall on your behalf to date, half of which has been shared already in past Atrayo's Oracle blog entries overall.
In contrast for Theresa the latest count of newer content is at 47 pages by 5x7 inches per page. With Natasha the She-Wolf, Copycat, and Loca as in Delulu at this unfortunate point is at 57 pages. I admit she is obsessed for my karmic spiritual energies with me akin to a psychic vampiric addict.
I also admit I'm also partially obsessed as a survivor of what I've endured in Witches Wounds with their black magicks spell crafted attacks towards myself, you Jennifer, and now Theresa. Both of you are 100% protected by Saint Michael the Archangel and other numerous guardian angels and heavenly mythological lesser deities likewise.
Aside from receiving in return filtered karmic payback from Natasha's very Soul. As a Heavenly induced penalty supervised by the Angels on your combined betterment spiritually on Earth.
Now to the additional YouTube Oracle messages on your behalf Jennifer. You keep your emotions bottled up and you mostly live on surface only interactions with some family, friends, coworkers, and the general public as a traditional media celebrity in Estonia where you're located.
This is to be expected because of the demands of publicity on your life. However, you push it over board into your private life as well. Your still very saddened of our parting of ways online out of necessity and self-respect on my end. You acknowledged it was a bold move and mostly understood my motivations as to why. In how I have explained publically in my Atrayo's Oracle blog posts to you in the past.
(*To my general readers I have never been contacted by either Jennifer or Theresa respectively privately to date. Whether online or what have you, it is a leap of faith urged by my angels I continue these communications. Not just for these ladies but also the general public to benefit spiritually and personally overall in their own psychological everyday struggles.
It takes great heartfelt hopeful convictions that one day they'll actually reach out to me. The only actual contact I've had on X and Instagram was with Natasha my toxic secret admirer slash online gang stalker.
These two ladies covet highly their media celebrity privacy. I have only channeled intuitively their primary 1st names, if that be accurate? Only by the YouTube Oracles and my own channelings do I know I'm hitting the mark as targeted information as a Super Empath Pyschic.
I struggle personally wondering at times If I'm also delusional myself since it's disheartening not to receive direct verbal or written feedback. Only by the Grace of God and the Heavenly Angels I'm guided to the correct YouTube Oracles to discern their canvased information. I screen nearly two dozen oracles as psychics it's intensive laborious process of countless hours to say the least.)
Our Love for each other has only shifted that is all Jennifer from eros to moreso agape in nature. At least on my end, you kinky girl, lol.
You feel rudderless metaphorically now-a-days why and for whom you're living for personally. You need to nourish your mind and heart with something that feeds your soul, my dear. Find something greater than you in orders of magnitudes such as volunteering to a charity for instance. Beyond just a one day publicity stunt for your followers as fans.
You have an extensive Rolodex of contacts as friends and acquaintances that you keep. You use this as a personal resouce as options to stave off your boredom. In a superficial manner you're using people to feel alive limiting your encounters without having to explain yourself.
You do have a tight circle of lady friends as your confidants, but beyond that hardly no one else, not even family do you trust. Since in past years and decades growing up your family manipulated you with conditional love. Having to earn their affections by proving your loyalty to them time and again. This is why you're shut-off emotionally as an avoidant personality much like Theresa and Natasha in life.
You have a Stoic demeanor but you tend to be moreso selfish, perhaps due to your upper class upbringing. (*I have limited stoic traits as well personally to this day. I was also selfish in.my younger decades in my 20s in age. However, I've also always been an aloof sweetheart in public as a loner.)
You're fearful about issues to do with intimacy on a mental and emotional basis overall. You have a distant communication style which I've learned the hard way myself, lol. But, seriously you only communicate with others when it's required, otherwise it's surface level small talk overall.
You've kept yourself hidden which is ironic due to your career as a traditional media personality. At times you're your own worst eneny with self-sabotage, which very little anyone finds out. You're lucky on that basis alone.
Please be honest with yourself foremost beyond just bare minimal necessities. Your skittish in protective mode which is mentally and emotionally exhausting. At times you have difficulty making Independent choices which also Theresa and Natasha both suffer from as well.
Which you get sometimes faulty information as advise from your Inner Circle of trusted confidants. Especially, with Jealous Fake lady friends of your status in life as a celebrity. Right, now Theresa has one such lady so-called friend in this camp right now.
This is what I have for you right now dearest Jennifer. Be happy and be safe, my love.
To Theresa My Equally Beloved and Spicy High Level Soulmate Connection:
-----------
I started with my messages to you personally here at Atrayo's Oracle blog site in the month of April this year. This is my 6th entry for you, however, as I adamantly stated I'm not going to abandon you. Much as I haven't forgotten Jennifer in like kind as a type of Super Intuitive Pen Pal Over Watch at a Distance.
The reason why I mention this up top to you. The Angels are stipulating you also have a limited window of opportunity to reach out to me. Not unlike Natasha had one of her own and decided to botch it entirely. The angels are stating half a year or 6 months time for you without penalty on your end to decide. If its thumbs up or thumbs down for me earnestly.
Thus starting count in April and we're now in July then 3 months have elapsed according on your end. You have another 3 additional months so I'm not hoping unconditionally to then have my heart broken by you as a no-show. That leaves it to the end of September for you to decide.
I'm sorry, to drop this realization upon you, but the angels are seeking fairness in this exchange between us. I admittedly screwed the pooch with Jennifer last year when I pressured her after nearly 5 months time. Once I clocked I was being treated as an option as in bread crumbed at a distance. I pulled a villian cut throat bold move and ended it due to her immaturity.
Hindsight is 20/20 if you're a no-show my love for you is also equally unconditional and forever as with Jennifer. Boy, I'm sounding like a spiritual womanizer as a celibate man, what an Irony, lol!
Seriously, I told respectfully to the Angels to shove it if they think I'll activate another Soulmate at a distance by Faith on their behalf and ultimately mine soulfully. Three is my top limit including Natasha. Otherwise, this is seriously burning me out with avoidant woman. Talk about my karma, ouch!
If we do connect which the YouTube Oracles are stating up and down that it's happening. Although in all fairness they stated the same with Jennifer, until I ended it on my end. So the timeline is mutable and susceptible to changes as predictions from the heavenly oriented online YouTube psychics.
One of the YouTube Oracles stated you had in mind to throw me a surprise party, if we ever did connect in person. Similarly it was stated last year with Jennifer from another different psychic likewise, so go figure. Both of you have overlapping attributes as a soul family it seems.
Currently, you're singing my praises to either your friends, coworkers as in colleagues, staff, and perhaps business backers? It seems you have in mind to offer me some sort of Job working under your media banner. Whether as a spiritual psychic writer or something similar I reckon. You are a self-made entrepreneur in this online media portal space for yourself. You have an eye for talent, otherwise, shrewdly you wouldn't be wasting your time with me here. That you're worried and don't know how to approach me with this potential gig you have in mind for me.
Another YouTube pyschic says you will be shocked positively by something in my background I have yet to disclose so far. That you'll feel naked and vulnerable around me. (*I'm making a childish kinky face at you right now, lol.) Since I knock you off-center by my high Vibrational state of being authentic. Whereby I'm Mirroring your Holy Light back at you. The Identical occurrence would've happened to Jennifer if we had actually connected in person truthfully.
This was an oddball outlier prediction that you may reside in Switzerland, Europe versus around the Ontario Canadian region as I have intuitively surmised on my own. The Swiss city would be Bern, I believe it's called.
Your losing precious Beauty Sleep over me about how you would initially approach me. Don't worry, we'll successfully manifest each other in life. Despite the shitload of Black Magick blocking spell craft from Natasha and her Coven with Kyle may be doing. They're getting hit with negative karma times x10 with poverty and bad health and social ridicule from the Heavenly angels because of all the evil they hurled at me and us.
A couple YouTube Oracles are stating some sort of legacy prophecy that we've been trying to connect for several lifetimes. Where we receive back our stolen Divine Inheritance from the demonic possession that has a hold over Natasha and her Coven of witches. I subsequently have stated in the past for 16 reincarnations they succeeded by usurping my legacy Divine Inheritance.
However, this 17th reincarnation I broke free by the God Mind phenomenon Miracle. That this was also my last reincarnation on Earth due to my high spiritual awakening. This is probably why my annointing from God was able to activate you and Jennifer as my Soul Family remotely at a distance in this lifetime.
You're watching me online as a secret admirer likewise, albeit your not toxic and delusional like Natasha, thankfully, lol. (*Pokes Jennifer likewise.) As always for self disclosure the bulk of these messages at 80% as an Intuitive brain trust are from the YouTube Oracles.
(*Some of these psychics are also the blessed Pagan Witches themselves and/or Shamanic in nature. I won't disclose their names and channels on YouTube for their safety from black magick potential attacking cross watchers. I however, give them generic attributions wherever available as a bloc. )
Theresa you're showing up as extremely shy and spooked about my strong communicative stylized expression. When I channel from the angels I tend to communicate in a authorative manner. Personally, I'm shy as well and come off as a Sweetheart type of personality. My strong shadow side only comes out when my defense is required. Natasha's dark soul activated me akin to a sleeper agent of God.
Where prior although I knew myself intimately with deep profound contemplative introspections. I had poor personal boundaries and would bend over backwards like a chump to the point of being exploited. I would also defend myself verbally in a civilized mature manner diplomatically when required to state my rationale. The latter may still be salient, however, to the extreme I would do so prior.
Since Natasha would malevolently verbally attack anyone just to siphon their prana / chi as a black magical witches attack like a psychic vampire. The truth doesn't matter who is right or wrong, if you engaged with her trolling you'll end up exhausted in more ways than are obvious.
Otherwise, you adore me as a Seasoned Individual although erudite to an extent. My manly sensitive vunerable side makes you feel nervous as a lady intellectual brainac yourself. Your doing the proverbial hokey pokey dance with me wanting to put your best foot forward in due time.
You're very structured individual with impeccable honour yourself whereby you can have a Human Resources department at a company pass out trying to please you with compliance regulations upheld, lol. Just kidding, or I'm I? Hehe.
You come from a strong religious upbringing yourself, oh what Joy for me, ack! Although I do live in a conservative manner due to my hermit ways overall. I like to say I have High Tastes (*In a Upper Middle Class manner) but I'm Low Maintenance personally in life overall.
You struggle with your Self-confidence in how to approach me. You've spent much time contemplating the matter in question. Your entering the final stretch of time with me hopefully. So be a little spontaneous and don't choke yourself like a rubber chicken.
I know at first we'll be good friends since you're a respectable lady. (*I hold back my childish nature, lol.) You want to court me properly, oh what Joy! Ha. If we did marry you would be my Kingdom Spouse as I've mentioned before is a Protestant Christian term.
I would also sign a Prenuptial Agreement to protect your assets (*Snickers) and your family inherited assets as well. One Oracle stated your family will like and adore me as an inlaw son, go figure, must be another Miracle of God, lmao!
You're going to shock me by how passionate you are and how much you Love me. Noting I've been a solitary celibate man all my adult life thus far. You're also a workaholic which has proven successful for you thus far.
That's it on your end Theresa, I'm sorry, there's so much more to say. But, so little text space to say it in. Guess what my segment about me is scratched since the text error limit has befallen my smartphone once again. Thank you, my readers for your patience where I'll share more about myself in another entry of Chronicles and Confessions series of posts.
Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 31-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 21 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.