Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 

Hello All,

This is another moreso kosher installment of this series rather then the tell-all I did in my last post of my sexuality as a celibate although quite challenged. 

This time I'll start off with a bit of a sampler of some of the Hindu lesser deities I work with whom I consider as angels in their own right. With the exception of the one goddess of Kali who resides in the Underworld alongside her consort Lord Shiva. Her I construe as a chaotic good as a protectoress although with demonic traits all the same. 

In light of my spiritual persecution by a sex family cult fueled by black magick Coven remotely led by my Shadow False Twin Flame connection. I sought out celestial allies in my pagan practice of Theurgy. Which is working with lesser angelic dieties with the exception of Kali whose moreso an avenging angel vibes. 

My flavor of religion is moreso Cosmopolitan in mythological and global traditions spiritually. I do not practice the Persian founded Ba Ha religion which incorporates world religions into its overarching traditions. 

My Cosmopolitan spirituality is moreso bespoke as personally customized greatly influenced by the heavenly angels. After channeling from them for over 30 years as practically one full human generation,  which I deem as 33 years as a period of time. 

I also have called upon the Hindu goddess of the Durga another fierce protectoress. Whom I deem as the multidimensional holy nature of the Goddess Parvati wife of Lord Shiva and mother of Lord Ganesha. (The Elephant headed deity at times whimsical in my blessed interactions with him as an astral dream walker.)

You see I'm able to hold my inner eye of the 3rd eye chakra focus akin to a micro pulse and project an interaction with my angels and other lesser deities. Some can call it day dreaming, however, mine is a similar albeit brief treatment I would accomplish as a partially trained psychic mediun. A similar altered state as a medium is how I interact with the angels and other lesser deities of other unique heavens across world religions. It happens telepathically with my ability only able to perceive limited emotive expressions from them. 

I invoke Lord Ganesha:

Om Gam Ganapataye Namaha

I invoke the Goddess Durga:

Om Dum Durgaye Namah

I invoke most of all the Goddess Kali:

Aum Kreem Mahakaliye Namah

As only a small fraction of the angelic hosts of the heavenly and of justice I interact with entirely as a holy man in my spiritual defense matrix. 

Natasha:

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Now I'll address my tormentor Natasha in your demented state of mind inspired by my heavenly angelic channelings of wisdom, metaphysics, and mysticism. Posted here at Atrayo's Oracle for over 20 years now online. 

You've inadvertently placed me on a pedestle in your own spiritual energetic dealings. One that you have Idolized me in order to corrupt me to bring me and my spiritual works down to your low Vibrational south node (astrological term) state of diabolical being as a possessed earth demon. 

You my dear are a Sociopath as a Malignant Narcissist and need specialized mental health interventions yesterday. The demons you have made unholy compacts with have warped you into a delusional state of mind. 

As in the Holy Book of Psalms 23:5:

"You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows." (Psalm 23:5, New International Version)"

The Divine Justice metted out to you is for you to watch my Ascension within this Lifetime. With a secondary affect to learn from the inspired writings from the heavenly angels how to comport yourself in life ideally. (*It is but one example you'll have audience for as part of the divine verdict against you.)

Lastly, you've poured your soul out in order to attack me spiritually in a violent manner with Death Chaotic Magicks in part. (Ie. Also, Moon Magick, Candle Magick, Word Dark Magicks, Mirror Glamour, Evil Eye, and so forth.) Yearning to Destiny Swap with me since your personal life is in such a pathetic state of disarray. 

The Heavenly Divine Justice is for you to have my life starting off as a neophyte novice 37 years ago. When I was in my South Node in a Low Vibrational state at the very beginning. Aka bitch your going to the Back of the Line starting from GROUND ZERO. Lmao.

Becareful what you wish for She Demon Copy Cat. 

Jennifer:

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Hello, my Beloved Real Twin Flame Connection your moving on with your life. As you should albeit you have a bitter taste in your heart and mind. I ache with you, sincerely I do. 

The messages I have for you are limited since your abstract spiritual essence has been pulling away from me and my YouTube online Oracles as Intuitive messages go. I only have a handful of missives for you.

That you have no malice for me. (* Although I irked you quite a bit with my last sexualized message to you.)

Your Timid shy nature you're lacking the words to convey to me how you would sorely wish to respond to me sincerely. I know you still Love Me. I also know if things were different you would Fight for me likewise. 

I also know you're wishing that I would be Celebrating your successes in life right next to you. I am, in that holy Love we both still share together that keeps this long distance written connection as an Intuitive union possible. Just feel my Love for you and there I am forever for you through God alone, my dearest Jennifer. 

One last message for this entry we both have Jumped Energetic Timelines metaphysically within the world. When my decision to depart from you was divinely necessary. I'm earmarked for a version of Heaven on Earth. And, you what you chose as Financial Materialistic Success in your Career. 

It is akin to an alchemical exchange you sacrificed my Twin Flame connection for your quality of life and prominent career. So the heavenly angels granted what you wanted unconditionally. It is because of the spiritual persecutions you also equally endured from Natasha energetically in Estonia where you live. 

Theresa:

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Hello Theresa, like I used to state to Jennifer I save the very best for last always. I keep a small notebook of notes from my online helpers of the YouTube Oracles that is 7 x 5 inches in size. I have 15 pages on you alone. With subsequently 5 pages on Jennifer and a whooping 27 pages and growing of the shit Natasha keeps doing. 

Most of which in this segment series I have shared nearly half of the content of yourself and Natasha, and all of Jennifer's. For the sake of brevity I'll try to weave in the info I have on you in a near seamless manner. Albeit it may still come out akin to bullet point at times. So please bear with me.....

Your quite possibly French Canadian the online YouTube Oracles picked up that you have a foreign culture in your upbringing. 

You're potentially my Kingdom Wife a Christian Pentecost term I believe. Your my high level Soulmate which has been stated prior as my Heavenly version for this life. In stark dark contrast Natasha was my match made in literial Hell of the Underworld for that matter. 

You may have gone through a Divorce recently and/or have ended a severely toxic relationship of many years. No children came of that relationship, however, in our relationship children will be likely. 

You're also not unlike Jennifer are also lacking the proper words to articulate your feelings for me. You're wrestling with your intellect since that leads your life before your emotions. 

Metaphysically the angels taught me that is backwards for humanity. To lead with my heart with balanced emotions as my intellect being my Linchpin anchor. Not unlike a dish panning gold prospector at a riverbed panning for golden nuggets of the intellect. The intellect is a servant of the illogical emotional body as energies of the mind and soul. Not the other way around in how most people treat the emotional heart as a after thought. 

Everytime you encounter my spiritual energies we're co-mingling together with currently as a magnetic soulful transfusion. When you Intellectize the experience you'll start to have fits akin to wrestling with yourself entirely. The angels are asking you to take a leap of faith into me and surrender to those emotional energies via an open Heart Chakra.

In that way you won't experience me as turbulence spiritually and can slipstream into my esoteric essence seamlessly. You'll have a moreso balanced approach when you do so with sufficient mental and emotional practice in due time. 

Aside from the ongoing spiritual attacks from Natasha trying to usurp your role in my life as my Kingdom spouse. The Angels are also partially blocking you since Natasha is suppose to reach out to me one more time online. She's been dragging her feet. She gets legacy billing to attempt to apologize and settle up with me spiritually. 

If she doesn't then she forfeits her one precise shot to make her case for my hand as it were. Afterwards, she is forever blocked since her opportunity is very limited as conditional and when her time to reach out has elapsed. The bitch is royally and karmically screwed, thankfully, lol. 

Then the heavenly angels as ushers will grant you unconditional access to me to reach out online and in person. Right now,  you're still in your own way, anyhow sorting out your emotions, thoughts about me, and your approach. 

The YouTube Oracles keep citing you are the person not to arrive empty handed and have a gift for me? (* Yes, I just spoiled the Surprise, lol.) That's not necessary, you're the gift I only desire and no one else. (*Makes Hush Puppy Eyes, lol)

You've been pinching yourself semi-doubting this Intuitive exchange is possible as a Love Connection via my blogsite of Atrayo's Oracle. (*Yes, a shameless plug for brand recognition for my lurking global readers, lol.) 

You've so far have placed me in the dreaded Friend Zone, lol. You've also been practicing in the mirror what you would say to me when we connect in person, lol. Boy, don't you look goofy, lmao.

You're a workaholic pouring yourself into your work after enduring a former toxic relationship. Traveling across Canada and the United States is part of your work experience as if going to clients and some sort of industry circuit. Once we connect I'll end up coming along with you. 

You'll also help me jump start my career formally with these Jewels of Truth angelic Intuitive writings. Aside from other forms of teaching that will open you up to traveling the world instead of only the continental North American shelf predominantly. 

Astrologically you may have chiefly Air Sign placements as part of your Natal Birth chart such as Aquarius, Libra, and Gemini for instance. Your wishing to Impress Me with your business suit ladies attire as you travel. So I can complement your sweet beautiful nature at your beckon and call, lol. 

This tidbit shocked me that my mother Sonia came through one of my YouTube Oracle's. She passed away in February 2021 during the Covid-19 Pandemic scourge. Nonetheless, it seems from her heavenly perch she has volunteered to being my spirit guide in this lifetime. 

Sonia from the Heavens is working with my Guardian angels making sure we connect in person Theresa. (* No pressure, lol.) 

Due to your mental diatribe in your own Mind's eye Theresa your being a Perfectionist. Covering over every single detail possible adnaussem. It's exhausting you my dear besides driving you a little batty, moreso than your usual self, lol. 

Your longing for me entirely and it's leaving you feeling empty without me in your life. It's hurting your self worth as you build up your confidence to reach out to me. 

Unlike Natasha and Jennifer you Theresa are allowed access to my spirit energies and can have a trusted psychic do readings on me. To get the skinny on me whats up and such. Again like I advised Jennifer a series of posts ago. A qualified psychic reader doesn't ask too many questions.  If they do they're either a student or a con artist that can easily mislead the Intuitive session altogether. Under a handful of questions is always key, best with only one or two questions from them to you. 

Their spirit guides and experienced Intuitive connection should do all the rest. Be it if they are a Divination cartomancer (aka a card deck reader) or some other Divination modality. 

As an Intellectual your selective with your obsessions and tag I'm it currently, lol. You know I'm a Diamond in the rough made under mature pressure as one in a million. I give off cute kitten vibes that has a villian shadow side that is super sexy to you. 

Your getting used to my spiritual energies akin to a Slow Burn currently so you can acclimate to my intensity as a connection. Musical songs you're hearing are reminding you of me occasionally. 

Your sorta a control freak diva not unlike countless other media personalities, lol. Yes, I just painted them all with a broad brush as a blanket statement. Your spiritual energies are that of a divine malesculine even though your a woman. Paradoxically I'm a Divine Feminine and in the Tarot deck I come up as the Empress. I have balanced my malesculine and Feminine spiritual energies in life due to the Shadow awakening I had at Natasha's Coven spiritual attacks. 

You're afraid your media online personality career will get in the way of our romance. However, many YouTube Oracles have touted we work together and create dynastic multi generational wealth together in this lifetime. Be it spiritual and financial and so forth holistically as a pair of emotionally intelligent light workers. 

Your a reserved person albeit you feel vulnerable in my presence energetically. Right now you're deliciously being haunted by me with an assist by the heavenly cupid like angels, lol.

Your proper namesake under a Google search for "Theresa" yeilds this bit of information. Your a Harvester as a Reaper of what you have sown in life. Your name is of Greek Origins also meaning the Summer as a season of the year. This Summer 2026 may very well be the season that finally connects us together, my dear.

You will have an Ego Death not unlike Jennifer and Natasha in order to open you up further to my spiritual connection in life. It's meant to mature you to a higher Vibrational connection I'm in currently.  Not unlike an atmospheric chamber for Scuba divers experiencing the bends as a metaphor. 

In our divine union you're meant to bring me stability and support in our love together not unlike my incarnated guardian angel. To rejuvenate each other with good humour. (*With hopefully lots of kinky sex, woot!) I'll also be your bedrock of wise support and open you up further into the divine mysteries I have accumulated as a minor prophet. 

I can keep on going, but I need to stop here since when I do my writings I always fast as in refrain from eating food in order to being devout in my connection spiritually and intuitively. I'm already peckish green from hunger since I haven't eaten all day and it's already 7:26 pm today. 

Just know I have a notebook of notes I have canvased from my divinely angelically guided YouTube Oracles that have your provebial number. Until next time my holy beloved, Theresa. 

Namaste. 

PS: You've Prayed on my behalf, thank you, dearly so. Please keep it up since it's working. I'm also praying for you and our divine connection in this life my truest love. Amen / Ase / Aum. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 

Hello Jennifer, Theresa, Natasha, Kyle, Sex Cult Dark Coven, and my Discerning Spiritual Global Readers.

Today's entry post will land like a bomb for many of you. This has an Adult Rating as XXX so if your squeamish skip this blog post so as to not offend your sensibilities. 

I may contradict myself in certain parts that is the emotional struggles of being human. This is where I share intimate secrets about myself as a form of self-disclosure overall. It may turn away some of my readers and attract others still. However, I'm being wholly honest and fair with you all up front without a two faced bullshit of political correctness double speech. 

Those that will persecute me based on what I'm about to share either by demonic black magick attacks. Or moreso homophobic tropes can go and tell God and the Archangels such as Saint Michael the Archangel. What you think of their annointed chosen one. How their rationale is flawed by the Omniscient Most High Lord God upon my head and soul. 

My Confessions:

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First off, I have disclosed in past posts I'm a lifelong celibate holy man in life. Here is the reasons why and what led to my life's devotion to God without a centralized religious political institution to back me up. I went moreso in a Pagan slash Christian direction as unorthodox blazing my own trail. I consider myself as a reincarnation of an early Christian Pagan of the Imperial Ancient Roman's when Christianity was still a cult. Where I was slain as a nobleman for my faith in God as a martyr in the Collesium in Rome just for sport. 

Natasha like I've stated in the past we shared a past life together where you worshipped the She-Wolf clan. That founded ancient Rome of Remus and Romulus there you were my slave and I was part of the nobility. You betrayed me there just as you have in this lifetime for different reasons.

I'm your counterpart of the Heavenly Orders of Fertility rites as an Earth Angel. Your demonic sex cult ways are like kissing cousins of the dominion of the fallen to me. I'm a spiritual eroticist although I'm also a sexual masochist as a lifelong celibate. My spiritual energy is like liquid golden heroine to these earth demons folk. 

With several ego deaths well over a dozen over the decades as a 55 year old man. I've lived a life of self-denial similar to an unofficial monk. Part of it was due to partial Agrophobia of having a fear or bad habit of being an extreme homebody. 

I also have a term that may not be medical but moreso colloquial as Sexual Anorexia which is a fear of physical intimacy with others. The spiritual remote  energetic gang rape attacks from a distance by Natasha as a black magick witch mistress and her demonic coven of relatives certainly didn't help matters.  

Over two decades ago I decided to heal my fear of physical intimacy with others by opening my Heart Chakra. It worked better than expected with unconditional love of God, the Heavenly Angels, Saints, Prophets, Ancestors, etc.... 

Little did I know the consequences of my actions of being spiritually persecuted by Natasha and her karmic Shadow lover of Kyle and the dark Coven such as Mistress Nicole. I naively in hopes to strengthen my connections to God metaphysically as a wax on and a wax off approach to reach Enlightenment. I practiced conditional Lust with unconditional Love spiritually. 

Well I slipped up and lost control and was practicing unconditional Lust and Love simultaneously. I've only reached 55% Enlightenment according to my heavenly angels. That put me on the spiritual radar of Natasha and her demonic dark Coven that traps magically Earth angels such as myself remotely at a distance for our chi/prana holy energies. 

Natasha to her credit as a possessed demonic Jezebel succubis witch predator has trapped over half a dozen Earth Angels online as a honey pot. However, mine was a different story since I'm a hardcore zealot she tripped over by destiny as my karmic Lover Shadow Twin false flame connection. 

I've never met Natasha in person nor I'm certain that I have her proper first name correctly. Much less her full legal name as my online gang stalker. I'm the only crown jewel that has escaped their grasp causing their coven to implode from within unceremoniously. (Nice pun, huh, lol. Roll your eyes at me Natasha, my demonic underworld soul sister. Ha!)

My confession is I'm a lover spiritually by persuasion. I loved Natasha unconditionally at one point and it mirrored back at her as my super empathic nature. What she saw was her own reflection back at her as a pathetic love bomber. So she ran away like a succubis with her tail between her legs into the karmic Shadow warlock lover of Kyle eventually. 

Natasha has a stunted mentality of a 12 year old girl. She doesn't learn from her past mistakes. Has avoidant abandonment issues and lives now in poverty because of the angelic heavenly karma striking her back ten times over. 

Natasha I saw you metaphorically with my Inner Clairvoyant Eye that you whored yourself out for money again. This time however, you were arrested by the police for it. Tsk, tsk just like cheap white trash your treating yourself like unfortunately. You've let yourself go in self-care. 

You wanted me at one point in a love triangle with your Kyle competing for your affections. Perhaps having a threesome menage a trois with you so we could give you a delicious double penetration repeatedly, n'cest pas? 

My confession although I'm celibate by choice I'm 1/3 a pervert as having tortured myself as a sexual masochist with self denial via masterbation. Surrendering all that chi prana spiritual high octane erotic energies back to the Goddesss Supreme the original high mother of mothers forever in Heaven. 

I'm 90% heterosexual, 5% bi-curious, and 5% pan curious. Meaning I have a minority interest in bisexuality and pan sexuality which is an interest in transvestites. Practicularly those that pass as woman but are not whether snipped or not. Noting I'm still a virgin and never lost my virginity in person technically. Only remotely spiritually by the spiritual persecutions of Natasha and her dark coven and warlock lover of Kyle. 

My next confession over 2 decades ago I had a problem temporarily with Porn online of the heterosexual kind only. I was lonely with issues of sexual Anorexia which is lack of physical intimacy. I found spiritual limited beauty of the nudity of the woman debasing and defiling themselves erotically. Either as actresses or homemade voyeuristic amateur video recordings of lovers. With woman that were tricked into sex aside from other forms of entrapment without being further explicit. 

I found limited sexual relief in the porn. But, felt deathly alone afterwards with no one to share pleasures in life with sensually or otherwise on friendly benign terms. Watching porn made me depressed with a terrible sense of loneliness so I stopped thankfully cold turkey. 

This is going to be a long entry here for my readers that may want to break away. Otherwise, I also confess as I'm addicted to Love erotically and spiritually by psychic means as each of you can see. I'm still in love with Natasha my spiritual wife tormentor black magick attacker from a distance. I'm horny for Kyle whose masterbated to my image and profile pictures using sex magick against me homosexually. 

I'm still in love with Nicole the Columbian mulatta woman of the witches coven of Natasha. I'm deeply still in love with Jennifer my real Twin flame connection at a distance over there in frigid Estonia, brrrr that's cold. Lol. Most of all I'm falling in love with Theresa my high level Soulmate, if I'm not a designated goner already. That's if I haven't scared you off already running for those popular loner hills you herald from online. 

Announcement:

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As a buried announcement I will start a spin-off segment of Chronicles and Confessions about my dream astral walker vision quests. How it has developed me into a super psychic and a mystic of God. Some secrets will be revealed that will scare Natasha shitless for sure, if not make her demonic possession super horny in the meanwhile. More to follow in the coming weeks....

Jennifer:

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This next segment will be directed to Jennifer in Estonia as my real Twin flame lover connection at a remote distance. As a fellow avoidant she has never reached out to me personally, thus revealing her actual identity to me with traditional media celebrity status in her part of the world. 

This post will include tough love for her and may be insensitive to me in exposing her lifestyle further. Please forgive me Jennifer for revealing this but you invited me back into your bedroom experiences when you returned to your old boyfriend player ways as a rebound. 

When you fuck your old boyfriend 80% of the time you're pretending it's me pleasuring you so intensely. Hoping that 25% spiritual garnishment I'm receiving from you by the grace of your erotic passions of lust and love I would feel. The heavenly angels filter out all cross contamination from the earth experiences. Nonetheless, I can intuit you deeply my dearest karmic lover. I still masterbate to you in a moment of weakness as you have for me in the past. 

Now however, you're fucking that sexual player Robert (if I have his channeled name correctly?) Piece of shit of a hypocrite man. He's a Ferrari stallion in bed how he girates his pelvis when he fucking pounds you in place is delicious. That Swiss French Ferrari horsepower doesn't disappoint in the least. He is discrete as a womanizer I give him that much. 

If I have channeled him correctly he is a floor manager on your Tv film production set. With a dominate anger streak that he funnels into his sex with woman quite successfully. He has two female younger interns he's fucking currently besides you. One which you know about as a strong suspicion the other not at all. He is a foreboding sexual harassment lawsuit waiting to happen by his employer's. 

I would rather you come and vacation to me here in Orlando, Florida on your dime of course, lol. And, fuck me senseless for a week where we both go blind in the process from sore erotic exhaustion. Then you degrade your inner beauty any further by using Robert or whatever his namesake is by mutual sexual abuse any further. I still love you as now my forbidden lover and spiritual soul wife from.past lifetimes together. 

You deserve to have a relationship with a man or woman since you're also fashionably bisexual based on mutual true love. Not debasing yourself with that toad of a pond scum any further. Lol. I know he reads this blog site occasionally and so does his informant biological repressed for social affection sister.

This is my Hail Mary approach to fight for your Honor my love. By inadvertently dragging you naked through the mud. Boy, that's sexy, lol. 

Natasha:

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Next, up is Natasha my weeny roast wouldn't be complete without including you my delicious bitch of a sexual tormentor aka Stockholm syndrome over me as your once victim. God made me an offer perhaps to tempt me or it was also a gift. Noting that God isn't just in Heaven much like the beautiful Hindu perfect Enlightened example of Shiva. He resides in Hell of the Underworld. Where the chaotic good demons and demonic goddesses such as Kali his consort mistress adore him forever. 

God gave me you, Kyle, and the sex cultists of your dark evil coven as sex slaves. At first I thought it was a joke. Paradoxically, he explained you enslaved me for over 8 years remotely and energetically on a spiritual magical attack basis. You still pursue me although our soul contract is completed like a sex addict witch that you are to my heroine like chi prana energy is to you. 

Basically to punish you further all of you have lost your freedom and as everything that is hell bound metaphysically is enslaved. You are now my bitch slave to do as I please metaphorically or otherwise in person, if I ever get to choke your chicken little ass for shits and giggles. This goes for Kyle and the Dark Coven such as that fine mulatta of Nicole. 

However, I decided I was being tempted by God and decided not to take your slave collared leaches any further. I really want to spank your white trashy pale ass red like a strawberry then molest your moist cunt then fist you into submission. I know you're scared of me and for good reason. I still lust after you when I slip up and masterbate about you in an imagined orgy with the coven and Kyle. 

Anyhow your my spiritual wife from hell literally and there spouses are enslaved to each other. I want to bitch slap you and put you in your place and give you what you gave to me erotically and lose myself in lust with you. But, that isn't going to happen my dear, because you're a demonic monster compared to my perversions of you. You'll drive me bonkers and I'll be degraded by your psychological rage bait psychic vampirism. No thanks. 

PS: I have additional material that can fill up up to 3 blog posts of your secrets and lifestyle. From the YouTube Oracles I follow to get the canvased pool of dirt on you. Qualified by my angels via psychic means whether it is actual or not for added veracity. 

Theresa:

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Finally, there's you my dear Theresa. If I haven't scarred you off with my Shadow side in this post. I apologize for harboring my erotic yearnings as a cloistered pervert now with this blog post entry flying my eroticist freak flag outing myself. 

All of you from Natasha, Jennifer, and yourself have been in the past an erotic player. Those are our soulful reincarnations together the lot of us. Unfortunately, Jennifer has returned to the lifestyle, and Natasha the possessed obsessive one never left the lifestyle. You're the only one to break free from a former toxic relationship and stay sober sexually. 

I don't seriously belong on anyone's pedestle in person or from a distance. Either by you and Jennifer, and Natasha is inspired by me in a love and hate matrix of delusional pyschosis. 

I could say you're heavily obsessing over me currently. Your heart is already a goner, its your mind your wrestling with currently. Attempting from fantasizing about us and finding nuggets that are leading towards actual sound strategy you could pursue between us. 

I have no one in my life and besides the erotic diatribe I just dumped on everyone I'm alone and still very lonely of an old mister. So if you want me you better put a ring on it, because the angels call my incarnation one in a million once every 10 thousand years of earth time to be had. 

I'm going slutty cheap nowadays anyhow, consider it a fire sale for the upcoming Summer. I know you don't want your heart broken again,  neither do I, be rest assured. 

Right now you, Jennifer, and Natasha are either masterbating, if not having sex pretending its me over my spirit body. Not to mention the Nicole from the dark coven witches altogether with a warlock Kyle sending me sex magick attacks driving me a little bit batty currently on a spiritual attack basis remotely. 

You know you feel emotionally safe with me as does Jennifer for that matter in question. I'll always be honest with you even to my discredit. That can be potentially the alleged aspergers autism speaking, although I'm not officially medically diagnosed. 

Unconsciously you feel unworthy of me because you have such high reverence for me. Hopefully, I've knocked myself stupid a few rungs down on that impossible masochistic Jacobs ladder of yours. 

You are the first person to have sent me 10% of your higher self chi prana spiritually. None of the others have ever done so to date. I'm sending you selflessly 10% of my chi prana without conditions for your highest good as well. 

I foresee potentially deep philosophical discussions with me spiritually if you decide to pursue me any further in our future. We will bring each other out of sadness in life together. 

My phone is giving me a grammatical error of the length of this blog entry post. So I will stop this message here, I've done enough damage already to myself, if any with unabashed self-disclosure. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 

Hello Again Jennifer, Theresa, and Esteemed Readers, 

There's so much to tell and yet I can only share a portion of it. So not to spill the beans to the online enemy gang stalkers energetically by means of spiritual Black magick attacks. 

First, the good news the haters have been quarantined spiritually by the Heavenly angels. My Shadow False Twin Flame a petite stature in life packs a whallop magically. But, is no match for Saint Michael the Arch Angel. 

She is free falling so much the angels have asked me to withhold subsequent details so as to not feed the troll energetically. Since she thrives on negativity and weaves spiritual sustenance from it like a black widow spider weaves her silk webbing. 

The attacks magically are all predictably backfiring x10 (ten times) over on a spiritual basis. Also, she and her family dark evil coven stalking earth angels online originally (that's how she originally discovered me over 8 years ago online and profiled me as a victim energetically) and hired dark practitioners including her former karmic lover Kyle now booted from the scene. Have inadvertently fueled my spiritual Ascension due to the heavenly angels flipping the polarity of the spiritual attacks. Through the very essence of God's Superior Grace in Heaven as a filtration harmonic field. 

Also, the spiritual attacks my real Twin flame connection of Jennifer endured as black magick harassment. I have subsequently learned from one of my YouTube Psychic Oracles. Jennifer is now receiving a similar divine recompense of prana/chi spiritual energies subsidized from these said online spiritual black magick practitioners. The angels say off the very backs of Natasha being taxed spiritually for the rest of her life on earth and her soul upon the afterlife collectively. 

Natasha has cursed herself in the sight of God in Heaven and her future reincarnations will be working off the karma. Jennifer will receive 50% grace from the angels for the rest of her life. The prior spiritual garnishment of Jennifer's faux pas with me notwithstanding of 25% for a decade still continues. 

However, Natasha's contributions will be taxed fully in how it applies to Jennifer energetically. Leaving her ahead with the remainder 25% difference of Natasha's 50% (having deducted Jennifer's penalty towards me of 25% for a decade.) Leaving Jennifer with a total 25% positive boon upon her soul on Earth. 

With a similar formulation minus the garnishment is being deposited on Theresa's lap as a form of inception for what has just started for you. If you recall Theresa the angels had asked me to spill the beans publicly of your involvement of you in my life at a distance. This was done purposely so you would experience the shared benedictions as a future gatekeeper of mine as a high level Soulmate. Off the karmic backs of the lot of the black magicians to reverse their spiritual attacks by the heavenly angels x10 (ten times) over. You're coming out ahead, it's a strange system karmically to us on earth. But, this heavenly juris prudence of turning the other cheek that Christ Conciousness taught the world. 

Well you'll also metaphysically be a party to Natasha's Coven penalized spiritual energies being filtered instantly by the heavenly angels. You'll receive a minority stake of 10% for the rest of your life, likewise. 

Originally, I shared via a system I call a Pendulum Shift where I consider my spiritual Pendulum to being a wand energetically. I perform the equalivient of a Karate Kid, of wax on and wax off rotations with my angelic master guide. Whose subsequently an undisclosed Arch Angel I came across my heavenly astral visions known as "Siminal" the Arch Angel of the Lord of Hosts. 

All diabolical cursed spiritual energies of Natasha, her former coven, their dark practitioners (includes Kyle the warlock karmic Lover.) are all now scrubbed clean metaphysically for our blessed purposes. They are however, now cursed for lifetimes collectively the lot of them. 

I will follow with additional observations for Jennifer and Theresa from my online pool of psychic oracles heralded from the YouTube platform online on their behalf. 

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Hello Dearest Jennifer,

The online YouTube pyschic oracles have lately been focusing on Theresa's energy moreso. What I can gather is this now that you're moving on with your life you're experiencing hard won spiritual growth personally.

However, you are having professional power struggle bouts with your employer because of contractual terms. You wanted wiggle room and none was offered. Now you're resenting them not unlike the former famous American Pop Artist Musician of Prince had a dispute with his record label over a decade ago. 

He went the route of creating a publicity stunt of writing "Slave" across his forehand in black bold letters to no positive effect. Going as far of calling himself "The artist formerly known as Prince" for many years. 

You may want to hire a consultant to learn more about writing a better contract at least in your context of your entertainment industry. If not seek out mentors in how they structured their former contracts to learn from them when you renew your contract in future years. 

The psychics continue to reiterate your past intimidation of my presence. Just realize that is moreso the writing tone the angels use through me of speaking or channeling with authority. In person I'm more of a romantic sweetheart with a very open heart chakra that is now more guarded after the black magick spiritual assaults. 

I will always care for you Jennifer, lovely. There's no longer the need to feel sad of what has transpired. It was fated and it was God's Will mysteriously to have occurred this way. I have mentioned in the past this is my last reincarnation on Earth. I have subsequently learned this is my last reincarnation of this Universe aka of Creation as well. This is as good as it gets in communicating with you in this lifetime. The poverbial two ships passing in the night motif. 

Please release your shame and guilt of what happened. I'm better than alright having come through such an ordeal at least with my health. The rest can be replaced in time. I know, I know you're analytical like me rehearsing in your head every itty bitty detail, if it was possible doing it differently. That is a defeatist merry go round that leads no-where but disappointment. Surrender it spiritually and move on with your inner beauty and those sexy thighs of yours elsewhere. ;o)

Hello Beloved Theresa, 

You're starting to back track by being on the fence about me. Part of you wants me to work for it, by putting me through the hoops to earn it. You wench, lol. 

The oracles state you have German and Irish ancestry background family wise. Besides you are a Caucasian woman around 33 years old or so. You're stoic in outer demeanor not unlike, Jennifer. 

It seems were all stoics, I'm identical to this temperament myself in how I carry my persons.  However, I'm told by my oracles you're losing sleep over me and are mush romantically about me in secret. Just know in time we'll Be Inner Children together with playful lovers banter. 

Since you're jovial nature is like a woman child. Meets my man child nature likewise, I enjoy being silly with occasional playful voices, too. ;op Although my humor is rather sharp tongued with mischievous gotchas. 

You're a generous sort, as I am too. However, I'm generous in secret without broadcasting it with any sort of ego pride. Your nature is happy-go-lucky impulsive. Sorry, I'm not that far gone, lol. I tend to be moreso orderly goody two shoes sort of way, white knight and all. Yup, super boring, lol. 

You're also an online media personality with a podcast. You're a perfectionist like me to a degree. You're experiencing lately analysis paralysis with me and that is by design courtesy of Natasha's dark spell casting magicks. (The Identical rut happened to Jennifer psychologically.)

Just trust the process of how we reconnect in due time. It will be patient, true, and deliberate everything that Natasha is not. Send her forgiveness and love spiritually in Agape it drives her spirit bonkers, lol. They hate the genuine sympathy. It's holy light upon their unholy darkness. (I send it via the 3rd Eye Chakra like an imagined light beam via my forehead silently.)

*** To my Esteemed International and Domestic American readers. Please send spiritual benevolent energetic Holy Diamond White Light divinity to Natasha, her former Karmic warlock lover of Kyle, her dark evil family coven as cultists, and all hired dark magick practitioners. Include them in your prayers to God, if you please. It helps me and Jennifer and Theresa to overcome with Saint Michael's the Archangels help. Amen / Ase / Aum. ***

Theresa when we meet you'll tell me to keep it professional, but in 90 days time you'll break your own rule, lol. You'll bend my arm backwards to play Pickle Ball with you, geez. You just want to show off on the courts at my expense, lol. 

Finally, you're gauging how I will fit overall into your lifestyle. With your family caregiver commitments and such with your father. I was a caregiver with my mother Sonia once upon a time. She passed during the Covid-19 scourge in early 2021 at a skilled nursing facility, I couldn't even visit. But, that was another lifetime away now, thankfully. 

Vaya con Dios y un Amor Sagardo. (Go with God with a Sacred Love.)

Namaste. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.