Hello All,
Pardon the reduced presentation here in this blog entry at Atrayo's Oracle. My life has been turned upside down and inside out with a run in with what feels like an older Italian American karmic soul connection.
You see I'm making this post from my smartphone and not my PC desktop computer at home. So I may inadvertently introduce a less polished post here with typos and grammatical errors.
Nearly two weeks ago I was about to make this post entry when my life caught up with me without paying residential rent since mid-November of last year. Technically I'm now homeless and hoping to find an affordable furnished Room to rent here in the northern portion of my county of Sarasota, Florida.
Ergo the rationale of the older female Italian American women that felt like a karmic past-life connection. She is the POA or Power of Attorney for my now former elderly landlord of 21 years at the duplex I rented out of in the South Gate section of the suburbs.
My Eviction Summons served by a police officer posted on my front door last Tuesday, January 27th. Says I have 5 business days to dispute and appeal what I owed to my landlord. Which was a tidy sum of $2,940.00 US American which probably includes attorney's fees and back rent.
Being a rental tenant for 21 years kept my residential rent low at $890.00 a month. Compared to other places for a nearly 1,200 square foot duplex dwelling. Typically nowadays that could go up to $1,500.00 or so.
This is what has consumed me the past couple of weeks. I've surrendered nearly $15k worth of furniture, furnishings, my wardrobe, etc.... Including family heirloom furniture from the late 1960s needing antique furniture restoration.
I also had a 5 pound Green Messo-American solid jade statue of fertility I inherited from my uncle decades ago. There was also solid gold rings of my grandmother, and aunts my mother inherited years ago. Which I couldn't dare to sell off for petty cash.
Of note my mother's Sonia's passing will have it's 5th anniversary come this February 3rd. She died in early 2021 after just turning 81 yrs old in late December 2020. The Covid scourge got her with co-morbilities as they called it back then.
When Covid-19 the plague doesn't kill you directly but contributes to your physical passing all the same.
What I have to update spiritually for my Twin Flame connections is very little from tracking my Oracles on the YouTube platform. That the holy ghost guided me to follow as a force multipler affect of expanding the reach of my own native intuitive faculties.
With intuitive resonating target hits to my story arc in real life to date. I only cite Impressions that are notable and feel credible. They may be accurate or only partially accurate in truth. Only the recipients as my true twin flame of Jennifer abroad in Europe and my Shadow False Twin Flame connection of Natasha in rural Canada can only collaborate on their own.
Jennifer:
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I hear you've gone through one ego death so far so congratulations! In comparisons I've gone through over 2 dozen in a generations time of pursuing a non-institutional spiritual suburban life's calling.
When I was in my mid-twenties in age I was similar to you in temperament to be fair to you. Although, I wasn't active erotically I was the recluse loner male that perceived a whole lot more than what I conveyed in life.
My mentality was still immature and wanting a quality of internal life that was still 2 decades away psychologically. I hear you're not as dismissive avoidant as before, very good on you.
That you've made in theory a decision to firmly reach out to me personally. (Ie probably via social media) However, that's more a firm yearning than an actual commitment from you, lol.
I hear you sorta looked around and couldn't find anyone that fits my affirmative motherly spiritual temperament for you in life. The angels do say this incarnation of mine is 1 in a million souls on earth. Besides being my last reincarnation on planet earth as an ancient soul reborn.
So I should hope not that you can't replace me so easily, lol. Otherwise, that would knock down a peg or two the spiritual ethereal worth of being your true Twin Flame soul connection.
I did hear you've been using shopping therapy and blowing your cash on useless shit you won't even use. In order to cope from the stress of the Tarot Star and Tower major arcana switch a roo I put you through. Now enforced by the angels by the way my Soul Contract to you elapsed on February 1st, yesterday Sunday.
What that means we should both move on with our lives. You've gotten a much needed humility spiritual 1st awakening in life. Mine occurred when I was 16 yrs old by choice and not forced into it by the heavens.
To backtrack don't piss away your money. The karma you're working through now may shed parts of your lifestyle. So be keen not to waste resources especially the financial kind in useless shopping.
Donate the crap or place it in 2nd hand shops for sale elsewhere. Especially since you purchased luxury goods and such.
Instead go back to your constructive hobbies and no that doesn't mean to party and other naughty encounters, lol. Something more boring than that such as learn a musical instrument. An athletic sport since I know you're in good physical shape. Just stay away from those sweaty horny men as fellow athletes lmao!
Pursue a hobby that feeds your soul. Perhaps be a mentor or do a charity project by supporting someone else's good cause. That will help heal your public profile in the press and what not.
I'll always love you, although we've never met in person, nor do I even know your identity in this life. Scary cat, lol.
Live well and take life on your own terms and not at the pace the world sets it at which is idiot speed.
Natasha:
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I hear you're chasing your provebial tail not knowing what's up with me. You're even codependent on my words here as your obsession with me is leaving you unhinged.
Since you know not what's up. You've been repeating nearly everything that you've already done prior. Including still casting seperation hexes against Jennifer my real Twin Flame connection. Which is now non-existent due to that soul contract now expired.
(By the way Jennifer, Natasha's hexes against you had a 5% impact in keeping you confused about reaching out to me. For the 4 or so month's I was breadcrumbed by you.
The bulk of it was filtered out by the angels including St. Micheal the Archangel himself.)
The angels tell me Natasha you're in a supermax spiritual prison of your own making. All black magick witchcraft hurled back at you 10x times over. You're in the equalivient of a padded cell for the criminally insane where like the Aliens Sci-fi movie tag line. "No one can hear you scream in deep space."
You've check mated and marginalized for life. You're dangerous black magick ways are all tappered out of you. A danger to no one but yourself unfortunately for you.
As I continue to lose focus or care about you. In the years to come you'll be all alone without skin deep beauty and charisma of a femme fatale that you were. Your health is declining and your disabilities will start to encroach on you physically and mentally.
Nonetheless, like a broken pitiful record you're stuck in a magical loop of your own over zealot making as a black self-taught kitchen witch. Lost to your family, the few interested so-called friends mocking you behind your back, and anyone else.
Recall when the angels once before you fell from grace to be my kingdom spouse. But, you chose power, greed, and envy of the underworld and now you are forever lost Naughty Natasha. Another cautionary tale soon forgotten by the world unfortunately.
Even I will stop caring at one point or another about you. Little soul sister from the dominion of the underworld.
Vaya con Dios y un armor sagro. ("Go with God and a sacred love") Is your only authentic hope of penance and redemption in a future reincarnation of yourself.
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