Rambling Vagabond Travelogue

 

 

Hello All,

This is a newer experimental offering exclusive here as content to my core blog site of 20 years here at Atrayo's Oracle via Google's Blogger service. I'm basically expanding the horizons of the content here to include other topics that may have human interest impacts. At least through my own personal lifetime lived out loud. 

The opinions here are my own and I will attempt to disclose my bias along the way for a greater depth of personal transparency to my global readers at Atrayo's Oracle. This column of content won't necessarily be strictly spiritual and/or of psychic Inspirational automatic writing. Of which I've practiced personally for over 30 year's time now as my devotions to God and the angelic heavens.

These writings are moreso my view finder personal filter of my first time experiences of the newly homeless here in South West Florida on the Gulf Coast penisula. A travelogue or public personal diary slash expose of the Saints and Sinners I encounter along the way of my Vagabond blues as the newly homeless here in the Sarasota, Bradenton, etc... regions I'm currently residing and/or traveling on my own. 

All the while looking for a furnished room to rent at my personal Social Security welfare budget of $500 US a month. I receive a little over $800 a month from Social Security but that's what I'm working with financially right now. 

Most of the websites of rooms to rent such as "Roommates.com" and "Roomies.com" cater to rooms at over the $800 US price point. Places such as "Padsplit.com" a trendy genetrifued website for room rentals cites the rent fees in a slick manner of a per weekly basis. Versus that of the more traditional monthly basis is basically rearranging the deck chairs on the Titantic being a bit misleading to old farts like myself. 

In this homeless column of my own you'll my moreso human informal stylized version I prefer as my native own writing  style. Versus the psychic angelic automatic writing version I have practiced spiritually for over 30 years time. 

My personal writing style tends to be informal, blunt, and at times witty in a dry manner for instance with very high warmth of emotional intelligence. I always aim at being Cosmopolitan from an inclusive perspective is what the heavenly angels taught me best. 

Salvation Army Bradenton, FL. Homeless Shelter Overnight Experience:

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This was my stay for this past Monday, February 9th within the men's dormitories of the homeless shelter. For non-Manatee county residents which can include those from neighboring city of Sarasota which includes me. Can stay for 3 free nights on a non-consecutive basis. 

Otherwise, for Manatee county residents such as for the principal city of Bradenton. Can stay up to 7 nights for Free. Here at the main command compound of the Salvation Army in Manatee county serving this community for over a century in time. 

Anything in the USA that lays claim to having served for over a century's time. Is sacrosanct Institutional as American Yankee Doodle Dandy goes. For an American nation of only a little over 2 centuries and counting in existence. 

The Salvation Army is America's first and perhaps last line of defense when it comes to poverty in America. Preceeding historical periods of the American Great Depression of the 1930s for instance. Going as far back as the Victorian era in the burgeoning United States of the late 19th century. 

I was told by a representative of Resurrection House (a Christian daycare for the homeless shelter from 8:30am to 1:30pm Weekdays only) which I visited here in Sarasota the identical day of Monday, February 9th. That each county version of the Salvation Army as a main hub of a command of a compound is like a franchised location. 

I find the one in Bradenton, Florida in it's architectural footprint to be tailored as family friendly. In constrast to the one in Downtown Sarasota as more formidable feeling more like a social welfare prison environment. 

The reason why I cite the Sarasota campus of the Salvation Army as prison like. Upon admission to the color scheme of the exterior and interior building walls in a dark charcoal browns, grays, and blacks. Not very aestically pleasing and/or welcoming to the general public.

Moreover entering the main intake building which I encountered on Tuesday, January 27th. Was a bull pen of a circular plexiglass prison styled command Office. With a switch for the speaker to be used by the staffer inside the plexiglass bubble to speak at the window. Ergo a draconian aestics and not a very friendly prison esque environment. 

In contrast the Salvation Army campus in Bradenton as the architecture goes has beige white stone block exteriors. The landscaping grounds look meticulously looked after. Almost as if stepping onto a Pavillion collegiate environment in contrast to Sarasota's campus. 

However, the night I spent on this past Monday, February 9th in the male dormitories overnight of the homeless shelter. Couldn't completely dispell the prison aestics at least for the mens sleeping quarters with metal bunk beds and artificial bedding mattresses and pillows that were actually comfortable. 

The men's public bathrooms also included shower stalls separated by shower curtains. The latrines were more industrial grade polished metal you would find in a prison however. 

The ones at the Salvation Army Bradenton campus were in drastic need of plumbing services. Nearly half of the wall latrines of the 6 or so present were out of order. The bathroom stalls with toliets about 3 of the 6 or so stalls were leaking water from the flushing levers onto the bathroom floors. 

It was a ungodly sight to behold so much water spread unevenly in the men's bathroom floor vicinity. Their water bill must be horrendous and certainly not very environmentally sustainable in practice. 

The population of fellow homeless men I encountered was a mixture of a handful of veterans, the mentally ill, criminal backgrounds, and a minor few would appear in dress as middle class like myself in various stages of normalcy. 

Basically at least from my 1st impressions never, ever look anyone in the eyes. Which I have a bad habit as a super empath. Keep your eyes focused ahead of you or to the floors informally. 

Don't get me wrong I was safe and never in any physical danger. But, the demoralizing environment didn't lend itself very well to a social gathering of adult men. The emotional and mental anguish of some of the homeless men seemed in my opinion as brokenhearted in my opinion as an psychic empath. 

I also have never seen so many men coughing from bronchitis and mucus in their respiratory tracts that night. Then the men I slept alongside with in Dormitory F. About nearly 8 of us and over half were coughing and choking on mucus and bronchitis. I wonder during the era of the Whooping Cough period in America of the early 20th century it felt similar? 

These men needed immediate triage by a medic in my opinion. Alas, nothing like that was present in this homeless shelter of a clinician being available. I spotted a fellow homeless man pulled out a generic bag of cough drops. By chewing the cough drop loathengens with a crushing sound under his teeth. As if that makeshift medicine would assail his coughing concerns as a stop gap measure. 

I found the 2 or 3 nightly Salvation Army volunteers to be caring in their own masculine bravado. The stodgy old man firm with an iron demeanor in the intake hallway office into the male Dormitory was curt but efficient. 

The nearby attendant with the overused brown heavy cotton faded blankets dispersed by the laundry room. Was another elderly gentlemen in his 50s as disabled utilizing a walker with wheels in front of him to get around. One of his eye's was disabled but the guise on his stern face betrayed his warm countenance. This gentleman volunteer seemed to have been a veteran in my opinion. 

Their as a young adult volunteer an asian young man perhaps philoppenio, if not south east asian. He was jovial with the aforementioned disabled veteran volunteer but there on hand with basic maintenance issues I reckon.

My experience that overnight on Monday, February 9th left me psychologically fried as a psychic empath. The depressive environments corrosive to the human soul over time. However, for some inane reason Sarasota county in contrast only offers cold weather homeless shelters that only dip below 40 degrees farneheit. 

Not ones open all year long as in Bradenton by the Salvation Army. After the free nights offered by newcomers there's an affordable $15 US stay for overnighters. However, not to be paid in cash, but in money orders or going to the business office earlier in day and paying by your bank card instead. 

The last statistic I heard was there is around 17 million Americans living in poverty out of a Nation of over 320 million citizens overall. Many of the newer poor came from the Covid-19 era of the pandemic. 

I'm sure Trumps America First economic policies will only increase these unfortunate numbers. Of the everwidening disadvantaged state of the poor in America as the forgotten under class.  

Channeled Angelic Wisdom of the Jewels of Truth Series On Composure and Twin Flame Reflections

Hello All,

Since I'm adapting to this new format of posting from my smartphone the quality of my former entries will shift. For those unaware I was Evicted from my rental residence of 21 years as a duplex here in Sarasota, FL. I'm now for the time being homeless but not hopeless, thank God. 

I may start a series of blog entries to document my homeless experiences here in Sarasota, FL. But, that is still in the planning stages in my minds eye and may not be angelic as Intuitive in holy nature. 

Now to this Atrayo's Oracle blog entry since I've lost many manuscripts in reams of notebooks. I'm practically starting from scratch that is I'm the literal channeler or printing press of the Jewels of Truth Series. 

So put a digital smartphone, tablet, laptop, and even a paper notebook in my hands and I can mint new statements much as before. I prefer to channel in psychic Inspirational automatic writing via longhand anyhow. Then merely transcribe it into a 2nd draft of a digital format respectively. 

Today's topics are on Composure and on Twin Flame Reflections. Sorry, they're not presented as a theme of topics not unlike past postings. The drastic nature of my posting environment cut out that luxury for the time being, unfortunately. 

The topic of Composure is self-explanatory given the jagged times we're living in around the world. And, certainly in Western societies such as my American own because of leadership priorities as an agenda on full display. I tend to stay all-inclusive from a generic universal spiritual basis. Unless evil is blatantly present then my truth teller instincts kick in outright. 

The next statement is on Twin Flame Reflections which is a subtle expression of the metaphysical union between Twin Flame and Shadow False Flame connections. As explained by the angel through me in claircognizant (inner knowing) with knowledge beyond my lived lifetime. 

Here the spirit's of our holy nature unconsciously triggers an awakening of remembrances of our Inner Divinity. Not least when encountering the blessed kind, but with Shadow False Flame connections that triggers our lesser Inner darkness as our shadow selves.

Composure:

3526) Be not afraid those of you that have lost their bearings to live well only temporarily. You will regain your focus shortly when your merits within permits you to refuse the status quo therein. Let not your anxieties dictate what your wits will permit you to lose your moxie on the drop of a hat.

It matters to us as your celestial loved ones that have a stake in your human lives as your Guardian angels. Please police your disturbing thoughts and anxious emotions where you catch yourselves in the moment. Giving power to your fears only feeds a vicious feedback loop of your own tragic making. 

The Glory of God within your hearts is your lifesaver if you only reach within your temperament with tenderness for your troubles to be surrendered back to God and his angels. Times will always ambush you if you take things for granted much too long than is necessary.

Generations of humanity have experienced this universally without exceptions. It is part and parcel a portion of the dreaded human condition to decry the unfairness of the world. Your circumstances are an echo of such a personal torment if you define yourself as vulnerable with a victim mentality.  

Tragedies are an ever widening occurrence in the world this is a perpetual fact. How you respond to them will help define your temperament for the weeks, months, and years to follow. Do you live with dignity for your cares or do wallow in self pity moping around like a useless fool? 

Give yourself a moment to guage your demeanor in order to assess compassionately what is yours and not another's turmoil adopted as your own haphazardly. Have Empathy for your needs before any wants take precedence. Do you settle for the mediocre or do you strive for greater things that enliven your spirits back into wellness? 

Now is the times to redouble your efforts in spite of your actual limitations. Act as if your desired outcomes spiritually had already materialized. This attracts to you spiritually and with personal magnetism how you will overcome in the world. Whether by the spoken word with constructive and compassionate language as affirmative statements. 

And/Or acts of selfless devotions back to God as worship in silence and secret respecting your divine humility foremost. Mindful meditations and contemplations take you beyond mere prayers into circles of poised receptivity to embark with intiatives unheard of otherwise in common hours just prior. 

Inspiration and personal empowerment shifts your awareness away from heartache. Into a liminal sacred space within that only the silence understands as holy ground with God in your blessed midst. 

All Self-Care and Self-Love begins like this so give yourselves compassionate permission to overcome the daily acrimony of this world. You dearly matter regardless of the good, benign, and especially the rotten opinions of all others already defeated long ago unfortunately.  

Inner Focus requires discipline to understand what is yours to carry alone but with the holy agents of the divine in your constant unseen midst. Feel the Love of the Holy with gratitude for even minor shifts of grace in your presence. This permits a tiny aperture of personal illumination to expand into glorious sun rises all the same.

You matter, even though you believe yourselves to be insignificant to the greater widening world at large. You reincarnated Here in Infinity and within the Now of Eternity this was ordained by God(dess) alone.  Nothing escapes his/her eternal gaze and you're meant to not only exist but to thrive if not flourish at a moderated pace within this world. 

All compassion begins not just in your homes with your families, but in your pristine Inner Poise to embark onto holy encounters of Mindfulness indeed. Tomorrow is for tomorrow's, but today you have a chance to be present and caring to your needs. You deserve the best that only your kindness can bring into the world. 

Make that difference possible if not for yourself than for whom else? Namaste as the Soul of God shines into your lives right now. Amen/Ase/Aum. (Channeled via Angel) --- Ivan Pozo-Illas aka Atrayo. 

Twin Flame Reflections:

3527) There will be times when the heart knows more than it originally lets on unconsciously. This is where the Holy Spirit within each of us adamantly permits us just a minor peek of personal fulfillment beyond what is otherwise ordinary in the world. 

There are ethereal realms where the Love of God(dess) defies the very reason that existence was ever created. These ardent wonders dwarf the human imagination for reunions that makes personal human interactions seem fated by angelic efforts elsewhere, truly. What is God's Will alone escapes mere mention that our perpetual lives make lifelong connections a somersault into greater cosmic origins elsewhere a twist of destiny itself. 

Passion between Lovers notwithstanding there are numerous types of reunions for the Twin Flame Connection that transcends romance itself. Many are familiar ties between bloodlines of other lifetimes of royalty and nobility alike that were forged by long lost historic events. 

Brothers at arms that saved you on battlefields of Hell on Earth that even demons avoid for Angels are present miraculously delivering the forsaken into God's forever Glory. There are Twin Flame connections between Co-Workers as kindred as former slaves working the plantation fields of long since forgotten African Savanahs. That in this lifetime you're friends in the Agricultural business world. Wondering why you have such an affinity with this person in terms of personal productivity. 

Then there are the dreaded Shadow False Flame connections that awaken lustful and anger simultaneously from past, present, and future reincarnations all at once. Typically these seem to be between tragic lovers from another forbidden adulterous liason. Only to be encountered in this lifetime because you lacked the moral fortitude to do the right thing the first time around repeatedly. 

So the heavenly hereafter sends you colliding into your chief Shadow False Twin Flame connection to test your mettle. To awaken and help integrate your lesser shadow human self into your overall personality matrix. This may seem considerate but actually the fallen shadow lover torments you throughout the ordeal just because that is their unholy nature indeed.

Not all Shadow False Flame connections are between Lovers. Some are enemies chasing you across lifetimes be it the Red Baron in the skies over Normandy, France in World War One. 

Others are dueling Nemesis slashing collateral damage of other victims just to attempt to reach you for a climatic battle in life. Some are relatives as bullies from past reincarnations as sibling rivalries gone septic because sadists prefer it that way. 

Then finally many Shadow False Twin Flame connections are between Slavers as Taskmasters. Seeking to control unlawfully individuals by persecutions that continue where you last left off with inane workloads as middle management in your corporate present era career environments. 

Ideally the Twin Flame connections are meant to reflect back to you the best in each other. Beyond mere lip service into the awestruck that defies human present era conventions. Something more sublime that borders on the metaphysical as a mutual living trust. At least when the reunion is amongst equals. 

When uneven Twin Flame connections are encountered then unfinished business continues unabated where you last left off another reincarnation ago. The programming between lifetimes orchestrated by the angelic heavenly host has it's own modus operandi at work. Constraints give way to opportunities to grow between souls for a little while longer than actually permitted. 

If indeed the emotional maturity is present and if not it is snapped back to be released. Because no equal give and take was present with a worthy partner. What is yours can be shared if only there is a willingness to gather your wits into a greater self-realization. Otherwise, misunderstandings will persist and lack of backbone dooms any further personal development to be had in tandem as associates of the divine. 

Our Souls and subsequently our Holy Ghosts as Spirit's have a cosmic role to play in any given lifetime. Only the courageous can take it to the next level and all others relinquish their hold because of foolishness. Liberty favors the Bold as the old maxim says so well. 

Divine Reflections are necessary for Twin Flame Soulful connections to not only thrive but to excel. Yours is the reasons why it matters to you and yours beyond just sentimental banterings between lovers. It is a looming power struggle with your Shadow False Twin Flame connection that heralds to old grudges best left unspoken. Unless another round of torment is necessary not for pleasures sake but to behead the dragon not unlike Saint George himself as the mounted knight was once depicted. 

What will each of you spark in your metaphysical cosmic reunions between Twin Flame Reflections? Will it make you or break you into a shattering between your Shadow False Flame Twin connection. Only your sojourns will reveal what is otherwise already destiny's children reborne. Amen/Ase/Aum. (Channeled via Angel) --- Ivan Pozo-Illas aka Atrayo. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame Connection and Other Karmics

Hello All,

Pardon the reduced presentation here in this blog entry at Atrayo's Oracle. My life has been turned upside down and inside out with a run in with what feels like an older Italian American karmic soul connection.

You see I'm making this post from my smartphone and not my PC desktop computer at home. So I may inadvertently introduce a less polished post here with typos and grammatical errors. 

Nearly two weeks ago I was about to make this post entry when my life caught up with me without paying residential rent since mid-November of last year. Technically I'm now homeless and hoping to find an affordable furnished Room to rent here in the northern portion of my county of Sarasota, Florida. 

Ergo the rationale of the older female Italian American women that felt like a karmic past-life connection. She is the POA or Power of Attorney for my now former elderly landlord of 21 years at the duplex I rented out of in the South Gate section of the suburbs. 

My Eviction Summons served by a police officer posted on my front door last Tuesday, January 27th. Says I have 5 business days to dispute and appeal what I owed to my landlord. Which was a tidy sum of $2,940.00 US American which probably includes attorney's fees and back rent. 

Being a rental tenant for 21 years kept my residential rent low at $890.00 a month. Compared to other places for a nearly 1,200 square foot duplex dwelling. Typically nowadays that could go up to $1,500.00 or so.

This is what has consumed me the past couple of weeks. I've surrendered nearly $15k worth of furniture, furnishings, my wardrobe, etc.... Including family heirloom furniture from the late 1960s needing antique furniture restoration.

I also had a 5 pound Green Messo-American solid jade statue of fertility I inherited from my uncle decades ago. There was also solid gold rings of my grandmother, and aunts my mother inherited years ago. Which I couldn't dare to sell off for petty cash. 

Of note my mother's Sonia's passing will have it's 5th anniversary come this February 3rd. She died in early 2021 after just turning 81 yrs old in late December 2020. The Covid scourge got her with co-morbilities as they called it back then. 

When Covid-19 the plague doesn't kill you directly but contributes to your physical passing all the same. 

What I have to update spiritually for my Twin Flame connections is very little from tracking my Oracles on the YouTube platform. That the holy ghost guided me to follow as a force multipler affect of expanding the reach of my own native intuitive faculties. 

With intuitive resonating target hits to my story arc in real life to date. I only cite Impressions that are notable and feel credible. They may be accurate or only partially accurate in truth. Only the recipients as my true twin flame of Jennifer abroad in Europe and my Shadow False Twin Flame connection of Natasha in rural Canada can only collaborate on their own.

Jennifer:

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I hear you've gone through one ego death so far so congratulations! In comparisons I've gone through over 2 dozen in a generations time of pursuing a non-institutional spiritual suburban life's calling. 

When I was in my mid-twenties in age I was similar to you in temperament to be fair to you. Although, I wasn't active erotically I was the recluse loner male that perceived a whole lot more than what I conveyed in life. 

My mentality was still immature and wanting a quality of internal life that was still 2 decades away psychologically. I hear you're not as dismissive avoidant as before, very good on you.

That you've made in theory a decision to firmly reach out to me personally. (Ie probably via social media) However, that's more a firm yearning than an actual commitment from you, lol. 

I hear you sorta looked around and couldn't find anyone that fits my affirmative motherly spiritual temperament for you in life. The angels do say this incarnation of mine is 1 in a million souls on earth. Besides being my last reincarnation on planet earth as an ancient soul reborn. 

So I should hope not that you can't replace me so easily, lol. Otherwise, that would knock down a peg or two the spiritual ethereal worth of being your true Twin Flame soul connection. 

I did hear you've been using shopping therapy and blowing your cash on useless shit you won't even use. In order to cope from the stress of the Tarot Star and Tower major arcana switch a roo I put you through. Now enforced by the angels by the way my Soul Contract to you elapsed on February 1st, yesterday Sunday.

What that means we should both move on with our lives. You've gotten a much needed humility spiritual 1st awakening in life. Mine occurred when I was 16 yrs old by choice and not forced into it by the heavens. 

To backtrack don't piss away your money. The karma you're working through now may shed parts of your lifestyle. So be keen not to waste resources especially the financial kind in useless shopping. 

Donate the crap or place it in 2nd hand shops for sale elsewhere. Especially since you purchased luxury goods and such. 

Instead go back to your constructive hobbies and no that doesn't mean to party and other naughty encounters, lol. Something more boring than that such as learn a musical instrument. An athletic sport since I know you're in good physical shape. Just stay away from those sweaty horny men as fellow athletes  lmao! 

Pursue a hobby that feeds your soul. Perhaps be a mentor or do a charity project by supporting someone else's good cause. That will help heal your public profile in the press and what not. 

I'll always love you, although we've never met in person, nor do I even know your identity in this life. Scary cat, lol. 

Live well and take life on your own terms and not at the pace the world sets it at which is idiot speed. 

Natasha:

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I hear you're chasing your provebial tail not knowing what's up with me. You're even codependent on my words here as your obsession with me is leaving you unhinged. 

Since you know not what's up. You've been repeating nearly everything that you've already done prior. Including still casting seperation hexes against Jennifer my real Twin Flame connection. Which is now non-existent due to that soul contract now expired.

(By the way Jennifer, Natasha's hexes against you had a 5% impact in keeping you confused about reaching out to me. For the 4 or so month's I was breadcrumbed by you. 

The bulk of it was filtered out by the angels including St. Micheal the Archangel himself.)

The angels tell me Natasha you're in a supermax spiritual prison of your own making. All black magick witchcraft hurled back at you 10x times over. You're in the equalivient of a padded cell for the criminally insane where like the Aliens Sci-fi movie tag line. "No one can hear you scream in deep space."

You've check mated and marginalized for life. You're dangerous black magick ways are all tappered out of you. A danger to no one but yourself unfortunately for you. 

As I continue to lose focus or care about you. In the years to come you'll be all alone without skin deep beauty and charisma of a femme fatale that you were. Your health is declining and your disabilities will start to encroach on you physically and mentally. 

Nonetheless, like a broken pitiful record you're stuck in a magical loop of your own over zealot making as a black self-taught kitchen witch. Lost to your family, the few interested so-called friends mocking you behind your back, and anyone else.

Recall when the angels once before you fell from grace to be my kingdom spouse. But, you chose power, greed, and envy of the underworld and now you are forever lost Naughty Natasha. Another cautionary tale soon forgotten by the world unfortunately. 

Even I will stop caring at one point or another about you. Little soul sister from the dominion of the underworld. 

Vaya con Dios y un armor sagro. ("Go with God and a sacred love") Is your only authentic hope of penance and redemption in a future reincarnation of yourself.