Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame Connection

 

Hello Jennifer & Readers and Cross-Watchers,

I felt a follow-up message to you in particular was appropriate since you're going through a Dark Night of the Soul. Some of the metaphysics involved is highly mystical, and I'll share it towards the end of this entry. 

First off, I do care about you. However, I'm in the process of rejuvation, reinventing myself from our potential relationship that for this lifetime wasn't meant to be for justified reasons. I Forgive You Wholeheartedly on an unconditional spiritual and holistic basis. It's your personal journey to accept in your own time. I'm the one that got away. (not unlike how Natasha refuses to accept as my now cursed shadow twin false flame connection. Due to her dozens of attacks of black magick, witchcraft, and coven spells against me.)

I sense and have been told by my online oracles that you're obsessed with me. In part, you're going through withdrawal symptoms of being cut off from my high-octane grace that you received from my Highest Self, Navi. (It's the nickname I gave my spiritual higher self, my first proper name spelled backwards.)

Another portion of this obsession of yours with me is because you had a secret fantasy relationship with me in your own mind, privately. You've gone from being my #1 secret admirer to now an online stalker of my social media, if not just here at this blog site. 

I know you have a competitive streak inside of you that doesn't take no for an answer. I know you wish to clear your conscience and speak to me, but not unlike Natasha, you're also skiddish as a dismissive avoidant mental tactic as a phobia. Basically, your nerves or insecurities have caused you to self-sabotage any sort of future with me. 

I also hear you dumped or let go of your relationship with your friends with benefits lover. I heard some disturbing information for your protection that a past/present era lover. Asked you for money, where he appeared to be financially affluent and secure. That was a mirage and a despicable lie; he's a player, and I sense a tight-wad gold digger and very broke. You won't ever see that money you loaned him again.

This male lover or whathaveyou is a dark negative karmic connection of yours to gaslight you and treat you like an option. Much as how you treated me, teaching karma was delivered as your penalty by the angelic heavens. To be mirrored back to you how you treated past lovers in past years, in order for you to heal from this dysfunctional pattern in life. 

I sense the dating lifestyle was your coping mechanism to party and to relieve stressors in your life. However, it can easily spiral into a sex addiction if you're not careful, which is what happened to Natasha.

This is why I highly suggest you unplug and take a sabbatical leave of absence, because your life will be turned upside down. Not because of anything I did to you personally, but the angelic heavens took it as an opportunity of Tough Love due to your Old Soul Guardian Status. Your Inner turmoil notwithstanding, your public repuation especially if you're a media personality, your investments as financial security, and your employment will all take a hit. 

This isn't your run-of-the-mill media celebrity scandal; this has deeper heavenly metaphysical enforcement roots as a judicial action of the heavens. You see, I seem to hold some sort of angelic rank in the heavenly afterlife as I dedicated my life to God and the Heavens. I suspect due to my Minor Prophet Mystical celestial status, due to the 30 years of the Jewels of Truth series. 

When you, as my designated True Twin Flame Connection, basically disenfranchised me. It wasn't just a slight to me, but also to the heavenly afterlife as the original utopia, and God's anointing over my life currently. Those are acting like cross-current prevailing hurricane-force winds metaphorically against you. 

The angels tell me the maneuver you pulled injured me, which I'll recover from. However, you were designated as my metaphysical spouse and Guardian for our future together. You pulled a stunt not unlike what Natasha accomplished as a predator of betrayal. 

You subsequently incurred a penalty equal to the grace of 25% of my own higher self, which I was sharing with you for nearly 5 months time. That will last a full decade of 10 years upon you as a form of garnished spiritual alimony enforced by the angelic judicial heavens. Your grace will take a hit, and those effects I listed above of a dark night of the soul are the beginning of such a heavenly Tough Love curse.

In contrast, Natasha's penalty is 50% becuase of the initial betrayal her coven attacked me with and her subsequent reprisal, black magick witch attacks in the dozens of spells launched at me to this day. Everything I have posted here in this Twin Flame blog entries, she and her 2 to 3 family of witch supporters have weaponized, attempting to turn me back to the dark side of the underworld. (not unlike the Sith in the Star Wars canon.)

So please, as you go through your very personal grieving process, you don't get stuck on the anger stage and process through it. Otherwise, your grace will be docked an additional penalty for the hatred sent in my direction spiritually by you. 

I was told by a couple of the oracles online that you co-opted one of my Gems of Opportunity series of Innovator conceptual inventor abstract designs from this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle from past years. That you actually succeeded with it and it made you money, so a hearty congratulations on your success! Those innovative concepts I channeled from the heavens and ran them through my creative filter of a mindset. Meant for anyone that can run with it and succeed for the betterment of humanity. 

Now, finally, to the metaphysical background of us as a Twin Flame Couple. Besides this current lifetime, which I broke free for my highest and our combined good, taking me deeper into enlightenment from a potentially toxic, unstable marriage with you. We had another 5 Reincarnations together, where we were lovers in such a toxic love-hate matrimony. 

So don't kick yourself for it this is an ongoing karmic relationship that we needed to heal for our combined good collectively. By me breaking free for both of us. I will no longer reincarnate in the future with you. There's also the point of contention that this is my last reincarnation for the planet Earth itself. One of my very first reincarnations on planet earth was a primordial squirrel not unlike the one from the animated series of Ice Age. 

I suppose I have improved, only slightly, lol. Otherwise, I'm designated as an Ancient Soul of the Earth Mother spiritually. I hope I have explained the dynamics sufficiently impacting you personally and metaphysically. I had several other talking points for you, which have eclipsed my mind currently. Perhaps future blog posts will elaborate that further for you, dearest one to me. 

My love for you continues; however, I am spiritually transmuting it from erotic to pastoral from eros to agape. That's the rejuvenation process I spoke of at the top of this blog post to you. It's the identical by-process I accomplished with and for Natasha. As her foiled attempts to impoverish me, kill me, seduce me, etc, have failed by her personal and family coven of black magick attacks only because of the Anointed Will of God's Hand Upon Me.

Namaste, Soul Sister and Twin Flame.

PS: There's no chance of recapturing me or trying to win me back as a lover. That gateway is now closed for our metaphysical combined highest good. Live your beautiful life, and so long and thanks for all the fish. (Douglas Adams reference to the "Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy".)

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.