Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 

Hello Evelyn, Jackilyn, Marilyn, and Esteemed Honorable Readers,

It seems in a New York Minute my angels have issued my marching orders onto the next batch of souls to serve. I've been channeling tidbits since last night to earlier today.

Evelyn Retired U.S. Army Captain:

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Hello Evelyn,

I've sensed you intuitively and spiritually dumpster diving my blogsite of Atrayo's Oracle like it was a goldmine oasis to you. Thank you, for your piqued interests here.

You're a Retired U.S. Army Captain that served at least 2 tours in Iraq as a Battlion Commander of an Armored Tank mobilized division wing. You served in both Desert Storm and Desert Shield in the early years of that war in Iraq. Thank you, for your Honorable service in that threater of operations.

You're an Honorable woman and a soldier and very curt with formalities in your speech and tone of voice overall. 

You're situated in the American Mid-West in Utah. Just west of the Teton Mountains there abouts. 

Your husband owns the local country club golf course. Where you have several holdings one being a budding spiritual recreational center. 

You're a Caucasian woman age 53 or so. 

You were stationed for a time at Fort Bragg, North Carolina. 

You have a football related sports injury in your right leg from your mid 20s in age from some sort of military academy for your scholarship days. You have a metal stint in your right leg. 

You have a horse ranch with stables and are known as the local Bronco Queen. (*Massive Ego Alert, lol.)

Your haunted like most dedicated retired military personnel globally as a veteran. PTSD not withstanding, you haven't made peace with your war demons. You're splintered because of it carrying on with a chip on your shoulders as if it is a badge of honor. However, toxic it may be spiritually to your holy spirit within. 

You are blunt and salty like a sailor. (*Yes, that was a purposeful dig at you, lol.) Otherwise, you have a Salt of the Earth demeanor. 

I'm saying hello acknowledging you as the spiritual ghostly white rider with a white flag to greet you. 

I'm able to wade into your PTSD spiritual hell on Earth as an Earth Angel. The tighteness on your chest feels like an Anvil on mine. You walk around as if you're still wearing your standard issue tactical armor plated vest on day to day. 

You also carry a standard issue army handgun a .45 caliber on your persons. You practically sleep with it, which your husband quips it makes him jealous at times, lol. You also own a Beretta pistol when out in the town at night in your ladies clutch purse.

This is my spiritual blue signal flare shot straight over you Commander.

My Angels are giving me clairvoyant remote viewed telemetry about you. To also grab you by the Cajones to say hello for pussy footing around me. 

You have 2 Soul Sister compatriots as "Lyn's" like yourself as Jackilyn and Marilyn. Together You're an Unstoppable force as practically unchecked as blow hards mouthes to match. 

Jackilyn, is the sweetest of the bunch as the local Cattle Queen rancher. With 2 grandsons, one of which is known as gay and the other about to propose to his financee finally after a very long ass courtship. 

Marilyn, is the spicy and sassy lady of the bunch. The local slut divorcee with cowboy lovers all over the place. ;op (*Think of Blanche from the Golden Girls Tv Comedy Sitcom era.)

Marilyn, has a granddaughter named Becky as a Narcissist that is off at College. Becky is a Scorpio astrologically and is just as fiery in her rhetoric. She has lukewarm psychic abilities and has only dabbled with it. 

The 3 of you (ie Evelyn, Jackilyn, and Marilyn) are not unlike the Witches of Eastwick movie fame. However, privately you call yourselves the Bitches of your local region. 

That's all I have thus far on you remotely at a distance Lady Carter. I'm also very sympathico as a soul kindred with you, you'll come to understand. 

Although I'm a Civilian and have never served God in that military capacity overall. I'm a pacifist in this life, just not past lives out of necessity. 

I see Marilyn will like my intense neurotic spicy tone of voice more or less, lol. 

Cheers.

My Chronicles And Confessions As An Earth Angel:

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What I will state will have me sound like a delusional lunatic, so be it. The metaphysical ethereal spiritual realities are extraordinary as forever common place. Here on Earth paradoxically it is the Mundane that is common and ordinary as a rule of thumb generically. 

During the Covid-19 era lockdown whilst living off of my meager Roth IRA (*Severly under funded when the Covid Inflation hit globally. Now gone as depleted in essence.) 

I was practicing light trance as a type of semi-concious automatic speaking with my angels privately on my living room recliner. One day realizing when the Covid MRNA Vaccinations were nowhere in site. I did something foolhardy my then Master Angel guide of Paragon. (*My nickname for him, he's of the angelic order of virtues.) 

He thought was brave but probably stupid, if not technically dangerous spiritually. I prepared myself spiritually with prayers of protection in order to ground myself as centered. 

I then with loving gratitude gave my Soul / Spirit Back to God. Knowing my life personally was in shambles to that point in time. This was years before I realized I was cursed by Natasha and her demonic black witches Coven at the time. By a Hexed evil eye glamour Humilation Love Spell remotely at a distance. I was utterly clueless about all that background information as to my persons.

So I gave my human life, my holy ghost, and soul back to God privately out of desperation. Fortunately, the connection I made in a Light Trance prayer was True on my part. I thanked him graciously for my lifetime, but handed my sorry ass back to him. To do with me, what he would will. 

Following my Master Angel Guide Paragon's suggestions I began to practice a form of custom self-taught pagan Theurgy. Which is the reverence of the olde dead religions patheons as adorations spiritually. I didn't worship them, they were angels from my vantage point. I only interacted with the Heavenly ones strictly.

This is when another mystical chapter of my life began as a Spiritual Grid Light Worker. Knowing very little that the Great Patriarch of King Solomon commanded Angels and Demons. I took a Leap of Faith only with my Cadre of Guardian Angels such as Master Paragon not unlike a Master Sargeant at Arms. 

With no training at all, on a literal wing and a prayer I began commanding the angels for a series of later Vision Quests I called as Clarion Calls. At first it felt as a weakling climbing up hill in a rain storm with little to no perceived results. However, I'm a dogged son of a bitch obsessive intense personality of a man. 

So I continued with each Clarion Call sessions lasting over 4 hours at a time. Sometimes 6 hours at that. This is when Master Paragon suggested I begin marrying spiritually the olde gods and goddesses of the heavenly dead religions. That transformed me overnight into a bastard type of High Priest.

Then my Clarion Calls began to gain traction Commanding the Heavenly Angelic forces at large. From other types of unenlightened bespoke antiquated Heavens in the Astral realms. 

I managed a little over 140+ Clarion Calls until November 2025 just before the Thanksgiving holiday. Due to the commencement of my housing eviction in Sarasota, Florida later in early February 2026 this year.

My last target was Spike Island in Ireland a former historical prison island for the British Crown. In service until the 1950s or so in time. It is Haunted as Fuck. I commanded Angels, Archangels, Holy Fairies, Angelic and Fairy Lesser Diety Spouses, Ancestral  Holy Ghosts, Mythological Beasts not unlike Dragons and Pegasus, and such.

The mission was to follow my Modus Operandi to rescue as a White Hat Soul Parajumper of the righteous as the haunted ghostly dead. I call them as Loopers forever stuck in their death scenes for decades up to centuries at a time as a nightmare to them as spectres. I also commanded Angels to perform Exorcisms on the evil ones be they the ancestral dead and/or opportunist astral evil tricksters and Demons from Hell. Not to ever return to this reality but to be damned from a worst hell then they were designated for originally. 

I also commanded them to mow the landscape up to a certain perimeter in miles to sanctify the cursed grounds on Earth for Mother Earth our forever Holy Sister in God alone. To lift as sanctify unwelcome attachments unto the living people and animals of anything unholy upon them including curses. 

The angels, blessed fairies etc.... performed 99% of what I Commanded forth whereby my Highest Self and I settled on the 1% of what we were responsible for metaphysically. For every successful mission as a Clarion Call were akin to a self less miracle for the ancestral dead as haunted ghosts and the spirit of the locale be it on land (subterranean too) or sea. The success rate with the Heavenly Perfect Angels is gratefully rigged at 100% in Favor of the Will of God alone.

I collected a gift from God of 10% as my commission or blessing from the angels upon my holy ghost and Ovel Soul for each mission. I asked for nothing else, this was powering up my spiritual Philosopher's Stone as my holy encountered artifact metaphysically. This was just prior to the backfired x10 attacks by the demonic witches of Natasha and her Coven as Spiritual Persecution over my head. That took over by powering up my Philosopher's stone with reversed polarity as sanctified by my holy Guardian Angels. 

I wouid find my haunted targets via Ghost Tv shows over historical sites like on the cable Tv channel of the Discovery Network of Josh Gates. Is one that I intuitively trusted with his now cancelled Tv show of Expedition X. 

In the process I became a quasi Angelic and Dragon Commander. (Not a Dragon Rider, only commanding them from a distance as my Air Wing dropping Holy Fire on targets to purify.) From the experiences it brought me out of my reluctant personal shell ever so slightly. To process my Shadow spiritual dark side responsibly.

Eventually granting me the warrior or what I like to deem Paladin strength. To endure the Witches Wounds of Natasha and her Demonic Coven of Black Magick Sisters around 5 in number plus Natasha 6 in the lot overall as cowardly ambushers from the unholy shadows. As my remote online gang stalkers I've never met personally. Only brief now blocked on my end Social Media contacts with Natasha. Fortunately, she handled all communications for her now former Coven. 

I've had Vision Quests traveling with my higher self Navi (*My 1st proper name of Ivan spelled backwards) through Hades and other Hells spiritually around half a dozen times with my Angelic Cadre as an Expeditionary Force Multiplier. Doing benedictive holy quests as Clarion Calls. 

Although spiritually I can access briefly higher heavenly realms as an astral day walker. (Versus being lucid at night when asleep.) Courtesy of the unknown Archangel of Siminal of the Lord of Hosts. I'm now deemed by God as an Earth Angel of Purgatory. 

Be this the Earth by spiritual Vibrational means metaphysically and the Astrals and terra firma Earth the world itself. I accomplished several sorties or targeted Clarion Calls remotely from the comfort of my former home in Sarasota.  Spiritually at a distance Internationally at Haunted locations as a spiritual holy grid worker. 

Lastly, as an annointed one of God I'm also a Hybrid Chosen One of Dark and Light spiritual attributes. I say this with full transparency and accountability of honesty to the best of my spiritual metaphysical background. 

I proverbially fell on my sword and took the Mercy of God when I broke away from the Curse Natasha and her reincarnations of her as my Shadow False Twin Flame connection for 17 lifetimes. Only in this one I broke free courtesy of the Miracle of the God Mind phenomenon. 

My holy darkness is chaotic and my light is orderly as a Zebra Archetype metaphysically. My darkness is my integrated shadow as a protector and a energy spiritual healer. I've dedicated my life to God as an inspirational Intuitive Super Empath Psychic. I'm a Truth Teller and Wisdom Keeper Zealot Minor Prophet dharmically as an Earth Angel, and an adopted Earth Fae by spiritual Fairy Lesser Diety Spouses. Amen / Ase / Aum.

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 31-plus years of his life to the pursuit of Clairaudient (*Intuitive Telepathic Hearing) Inspired by psychic automatic writing channeling by Claircognizant (*Intuitive Inner Knowing Beyond Our Native Lifetime Lived) means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan, is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. 

He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 21 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Part 1: Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame & Soulmate Connection

 

Hello Beloved Theresa & Jennifer, 

Salutations To My International and American Readers,

First off, Wow on June 26th a couple weeks ago my Basic Google analytics for this blog site part of Google's Blogger service. Spiked to a new all time high record of 204,947 unique page views. 

I typically for the last couple of years usually average a little under or over 40k thousand readers per month. I understand a minority of those are web bot crawlers as automated programs floating across online. 

My basic Google analytics also showcase viewers as an aggregate by countries globally. So far a hearty shout out to Singapore topping my list on the 30 day and 3 months mark with a little over 50k thousand views for the 3 months period. A secondary shout out to Hong Kong as well.

I always speculated my readers were either primary English speakers or as a 2nd language. Be each of you in your host nations or ex-pats. Besides using Google's complimentary translation service to read my original spiritual, mystical, metaphysical, and angelic channeled content. 

A tertiary shout out to my awestruck of additional nations, including the good olde USA coming in 3rd on my Google analytics respectively. In no particular order and certainly not in alphabetical order, because I'm too informal and lazy for that detail, lol. Although, they are stated in predominance of viewers. 

Singapore, Hong Kong, United States, Japan, Germany, Brazil, Indonesia, Bangladesh, Pakistan, Argentina, France, Saudi Arabia, Mexico, Columbia, India, Russia, Chile, Ukraine, Venezuela, Iraq, Tunisia, Vietnam, and Other for anonymous I would presume.

That listing above almost reads as the very good if not best Football (ie Soccer) clubs globally. Do note I'm not typically a sports fan. So I wouldn't know who are the greats or who are the struggling underdogs from year to year by nations. 

Today's Atrayo's Oracle blog entry for this series of exclusive content to this blog site alone. Comes for the first time ever in two parts because I'm a prolific writer and that blasted text character limit I keep getting in terms of message length. Is for spiritual and educative purposes and not the BS notice of entertainment purposes  only other intuitives use as legal defense jargon.

I'll be writing today additional serialized topics of my own private explorations of Mysticism and achievements of Vision Quests with my angels as my guides, teachers, and protectors intuitively. How my role as a modern day angelic Mystic has evolved in brief to date.

Something that will scare my Shadow False Twin Flame connection and her demonic evil coven of witches as sisters and one lone amateur warlock Kyle (karmic lover to my former Shadow False Twin Flame.) certainly shitless in due time. But, allow me to digress before I eagerly jump the proverbial magicians wand and get ahead of myself. 

I will also cover an energetic transmutation system I channeled from the heavenly angels. That literally saved my life from the tormented black magical attacks remotely from my Shadow False Twin Flame connection as the Demonic Coven ringleader. Besides the Coven itself with another 5 individual witches and assorted hired dark practitioners on the side. 

I coined it the BECC aka as the "Balancing Energetic Chakra Clearing" system or method. This accounts for 80% of the shielding and spiritual energetic protections that helped the angels help me as a proactive daily practice to empower my self-care routine. The other 20% came from my "3rd Eye Mind Flush" I wrote about in my last entry of this series of Chronicles and Confessions in late June of this year. 

With finally a spiritual deduction to the Hindu / Buddhist Angelic Heavenly Lesser Deity god and simultaneous goddess of Avalokitesvara. 

Then in Part 2 I will then address my latest canvased online from the YouTube Oracles and my own intuitive confirmed information from my angels to Jennifer my real Twin Flame connection in Estonia suspected. Plus, my own High Level Soulmate Connection of Theresa in Canada presumably. If I have any space left over without hitting the text error limit I keep on getting for my elongated blog entries. I'll chat about my family history as a Cuban American and any assorted details about myself. Do note I'm a recluse in life so talking about myself is new to me personally online. 

That's the outline for this introductory section for this post for each of you to purvey. Without a further adieu enjoy as always and may it bless each of you if you find it informative and interesting to say the least. Amen / Ase / Aum. 

My Mystical Intuitive Experiences:

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I presume since I'm in part Clairsentient which means "clear feeling" besides other clairs as intuitive faculties. Such as Claircognizance (ie Clear Knowing) as knowledge and wisdoms beyond my own lived lifetime personally. Clairaudience (ie Clear Hearing Telepathically alone) and some Clairvoyance (ie Clear Seeing in my Inner Mind's Eye) which is basically in the Dimensional space of the Inner theater of my Imagination as a platform stage we all have universally. 

I also have a minor ability of Clairailence (ie Clear Smelling) as an Intuitive. All of this developed over a decade in a dedicated fashion when I attended "The Spirit University" over in Sarasota, Florida run by Victoria and George Ackerman. They still operate, however, only now in person and on Zoom selectively with volunteer staff. No longer dedicated staff members because this is and was their passion project to the masses. I attended from 2017 until June of last year 2025. During the Covid-19 era I did some minor Zoom classes they began offering to stay afloat. 

The Spirit University ran under a Spiritualist model as non-denominational for Psychics, Mediums, and Reiki practitioners at the height of their offerings. They also offered in person psychic fairs on their 2 story office building they owned outright every 2 months or so. Each psychic fair was themed in a supernatural or other entertainment themed motif. 

That gave me oodles of experience dealing with the general public making petty cash on the side. Since I live on a disability income for most of my teenage and adult life on welfare. 

As I in recent years particularly as I've mentioned prior in past blog posts. Led by my Master Guardian Angel whom I nicknamed as Paragon. The angels have never given me their proper 1st name lest one unknown archangel name I channeled from God himself via automatic writing. Which I've also named in the past as the Archangel of the Lord of Hosts of "Siminal". Whose my current Master Angel Guide attached to the God Mind phenomenon as my designated intercessor. 

However, it is Paragon of my Inner Band (ie a Spiritualist term for one's spirit guides, teachers, and core protectors) of Angels. That is of the Order of Virtues as a Choir of angels. I give full attribution to introducing me into what I would later find out is in Pagan Occult terms is called Theurgy. Which is the practice of reverence of the mythological lesser deities of past now dead religions and also concurrent modern religions. 

In one of my communion channeling sessions with Lord Posedian of the Ancient Greeks fame in my former living room in Sarasota of my rental duplex. He out of blue told me Telepathically that I'm an "Adjudicator of the Fates". I contorted my face nearly instantly and asked him what did that mean? Typically I received no response and subsequently channeled on my own time what that role meant in general from my angels. 

In time I learned its a type of spiritual arbitrator of a sorts. Not of a juris prudence of full blown legal courtroom judges. But, apparently I'm a spiritual angelic judge of a certain kind. I quipped to myself my sage abilities of spiritual wisdom will come in handy here for sure. 

I settled upon that I would serve remotely as in privately at a physical distance from the comfort of my home with privacy as my spiritual sanctuary. That I would aid others with benedictive 2nd Chances as in Happily Ever After. To quote a term attributed to the holy fairies generally that Disney co-opted from the olde European fairy tales. 

In time I developed with the help of Paragon and my Inner Band, Middle Band Angelic and Fairy lesser deity spiritual spouses, and Outer Band Specialist Angels the ceremonial "Clarion Calls". To aid souls as ghosts in the Meta-Genesis and historically haunted parts of the modern and ancient world with my modus operandi criteria. I'll leave it there with a mouthful of terms as a cliff hanger until my next entry here at Atrayo's Oracle blog site. (*smiles what a cliff hanger doozy that is for certain, lol.)

The Balanced Energetic Chakra Clearing or BECC system I channeled from the Angels:

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Now onto what I originally termed as the BECC system I channeled from my angels. As I stated above in my introductory message I practice this religiously as in every single day since June 27th of last year. That day of infamy I was remotely attacked magically by human demonic influences what I would later learn online in Christian terms as Spiritual Warefare with the Devils underworld forces on Earth. 

Mine came in the flavor of Natasha (*there I finally named you the she-wolf bitch that you are....) my former Shadow False Twin Flame connection. This isn't just a generic axe to grind since she's my chief toxic secret admirer I've never met personally in life. Under her demonic coven family cult of sex magick casters the glamour love spellwork had me believe she's in her late 20s or early 30s in age. 

However, I have subsequently learned from my YouTube Oracles she's around 47 years old living in the upper American southern States (ie Tennessee perhaps.) in a rural town versus Canadian rural region I originally suspected. 

Before I go off on another tangent back to June 27th of last year my personal day of Infamy. But, also a Miracle of God whom I originally presumed was one of my Seraphim angelic body guards. I have 24 of them I call as Vanguard granted from God himself for my direct protection. This is aside from the Heavenly Angels of my Inner Band Protectorate, Middle Band of Angelic and Fairy lesser deities spiritual spouses, and Angelic Outer Band Specialists as a 5th Column of Guardians. 

God interrupted briefly the black demonic magical attack to ask me by Free Will do I want his help to break free? From the Evil Eye Hex Glamour Humilation evil spellwork I was duped under because of my lustful ways remotely with Natasha and the Coven unbeknownst of what was actually going on as a matter of fact at that time.

At first being in Love unconditionally and Lusting Natasha also unconditionally I said No to God Telepathically. Then I surmised well if the bitches of the Coven of all 5 witches plus Natasha as the ringleader makes 6 can attack me. Best I break free and sort this out later. Since I never had direct personal contact with my online gang stalkers I would later realize in due time.

That very evening on June 27th, 2025 I channeled from my angels the Balanced Energetic Chakra Clearing or BECC system or method. I credit it providing 80% coverage of spiritual energetic protections and empowerment to my personal classical 7 chakra system known worldwide. Although I use the 9 Chakra system of the Soul Star two chakra nodes above my Crown Chakra and the Earth Star Chakra in the ground beneath my feet directly below my Root Chakra. 

Since I've been attuned in the Usui Ryoho Reiki system at the aforementioned The Spirit University which is the introductory Reiki system to all other 30+ plus modalities available around the world. I learned all 3 degrees of the Basic, Intermediate, Reiki Master advanced class, plus the teachers level an optional 4th class offering. I've only used Reiki for personal self-treatments and remotely at a distance healing people and domestic pets such as cats and dogs selectivity on a volunteer basis in order to gain experience as a student.

The Reiki introduced me to spiritual energy work overall predominantly utilizing the Ayurvedic Chakra system heralded from the ancestral India eons ago. Thank God for the Brahmans that channeled this bit of spiritual technology in my humble opinion. 

The BECC method takes me anywhere from 10 to 40 minutes daily to complete this spiritual energetic ritual. In Reiki your dominant hand is used for direct healing which mine is my right hand. The left hand in my case is used for suction of excess unwanted energies. Albeit I have learned since later personally the dominant right hand for healing has a minor degree of suction that you intuitively feel and not physically. It's felt the healing in hot or cold fluctuating temperatures and/or pins and needles, if not numbness. 

The left off hand with the suction also has a minor degree of channeled healing from what is often termed as "Life Force Universal Energies". For me that is another politically correct nicety term to say, versus stating God plain and simple of his Omnipotent Supreme Totality.

The right healing hand as your Intake hand you touch or hover over your Crown Chakra until you feel energetic uncomfortable pressure intuitively. Otherwise, your Larynx begins to tighten in an uncomfortable manner and you stop. This can be anywhere from 10 seconds to a few minutes time overall. Next, you repeat the same with your Left Hand as your Out Take akin to a form of glorified biofeedback on all of your 7 traditional chakra points.

I always personally start from the top Crown chakra working my way down to the 3rd Eye chakra followed by my Throat chakra then next to my Heart Chakra. With the remainder three chakras of the Solar Plexus, Sacral Chakra, and finally the Root Chakra. First, with my dominant Reiki healing  right hand followed by my left hand as the spiritual energetic suction. 

Its Intake and Out Take in complete binary switching of hands from seconds to many minutes as your body intuitively lets you know with pressure on those chakra points or via your Larynx that it tightens uncomfortably. When that occurs you immediately stop otherwise I have pushed my luck accidentally and started to Gag or choke where excess spiritual energies escape as an emergency venting mechanism. 

I credit the BECC to protecting me on an 80% basis from the Black Magicks Demonic Witches Wounds I have since incurred unfortunately. This is also 10% of the back fires or angelic return to senders by my very hands literally. The angels doing the 90% remainder karmically for Natasha, Kyle, the Earth Demon Family Coven, and hired Dark practitioners have experienced to date I'm told by my Angels and subsequently the YouTube Oracles online. 

Dedication to Avalokitesvara Hindu / Buddhist Angelic Heavenly Lesser Deity:

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For this segment I also kindly and respectively Invoke one of my many Enlightened Soul Spiritual Angelic Spouses. As in the Hindu lesser deity as a god and goddess simultaneously known as Avalokitesvara. This angel is the one credited as stating s/he won't move on into eternity until all earthly souls have reached Enlightenment and/or Nirvana (ie Buddhist Heaven). 

He or She is the lesser deity that has perfectly assimilated both of his and her own genders spiritually akin to how angels are typically encountered. Avalokitesvara also in mythological legend shed two tears one from each eye. Where the Hindu and Buddhist goddess of Tara emerged from one eye and the lovely Guan Yin Asian goddess of Pure Love from the other eye. 

Avalokitesvara is also known as the Buddha of Compassion. Here is his/her Mantra carved in stone in many temples and shrines of Northern India, Tibet, and Nepal.

"Om Mani Padme Aum" which roughly translates to in English as "Praise to the Jewel in the Lotus".

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 31-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 21 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly.

Chronicles and Confessions of a Mystical Awakened High Vibrational Twin Flame Connection

 

Hello All,

This is an inaugural entry into what I'll deem to be an exclusive series of posts here at my Google Blogger Portal. Inspired after the series of Twin Flame posts of righteous indignation from my Shadow False Twin Flame connection. Now my real twin flame connection of Jennifer (channeled alleged namesake) has fallen out of favor as of last Saturday evening, January 10th. (More about that later in this post entry.)

The above graphic is a placeholder since right now I don't have a dedicated graphic image. So I'm basically winging it with rotated images for the time being. Although artistic submissions will be acceptable down the line as a graphic donation, where the artist's name will be highlighted accordingly. 

The purpose of this new series is to highlight my mystical vision quests as an astral dream walker of sorts. You see, my astral dream walking is moreso accomplished whilst I'm awake as a focused prayer session with my heavenly angels. It may be more apt to call it an Astral Dream Waking Projection or what I'll term as Spiritual Lucid Awakening. 

Self-Disclosure:

I'll be posting select outtakes of my recollections as a mystic tell-all of sorts with these journal entries. I will also continue showcasing when pertinent new information is available from my personal channeling sessions with my angels. Besides that of my Brain Trust of other oracles I've connected to globally (i.e., English-speaking countries) online to augment my oracle abilities, akin to casting a wider net. On remote-viewed targets that resonate for me personally at any given time. 

I will only post 3 or more overlapping resonating hits from the brain trust of other oracles, aka psychics online. As I can canvas and correlate their information here independently. I won't disclose their identities for their anonymity from potential Hex Evil Eye black magick attacks against them. These oracles will predominantly only track my 2 Twin Flames (i.e., Shadow Natasha and Real Twin Jennifer) connections remotely. 

Now this is where I have buried the lede on purpose; these online oracles don't know I exist. I was led via my channeling sessions by the use of my pendulum for divination purposes. Some oracles may know my spiritual energetic signature but don't know me by identity. This is experimental on my end; however, beyond just confirmation bias, it seems to be working as I attempt to remain impartial with what they espouse. 

However, all these oracles found online are from the YouTube platform. In countries such as the United States, Canada, Great Britain, and Australia, for instance. An assorted bunch of nearly 2 dozen online psychics, each on their respective channels. 

Yes, it sounds ludicrous, but it's been working on my end, in part intuitively. Again, I've online posted when these psychics overlap on 3 or more targeted hits, speaking about my twin flames. That's my secret sauce. So either take this as madness on my part, entertainment, or actual, as each of you, as readers, discern at your own risk. 

This is my self-disclosure of honesty to a fault. The rest of the content herein is of my own personal channeling sessions and mystical experiences with the heavenly angels. As my spiritual wisdom, metaphysical, and mystical writings on this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle have showcased for literally over twenty years online. 

By my own assessment, which hasn't been independently verified but only via my angels. State my intuitive psychic accuracy is up to and from 53% to 83% on average. 

Natasha Shadow False Twin Flame:

I know each of these posts from me are long awaited from you on a delusional basis, feeding your psychosis and mania to date. So please forgive me, and this will seem irresponsible on my part. But, since you have never revealed your true identity to me online. This blog site of Atrayo's Oracle is my own way to reach you with my one-way messaging. This is aside from blocking you on social media sites of Twitter / X and Instagram via your dummy fake accounts as my online stalker. 

This message is directed to your mother, Katherine. Your daughter has already attacked you once for the first time ever in an argument demanding more money stipends from you. She partially scratched you up. She may have raised her voice to you over the years, like any dysfunctional parent and child disagreements. However, this is by far the first time she's laid hands on you in a short-lived scuffle. 

Natasha is already unhinged and is becoming a menace to those around her, potentially with violence. Since in the public eye, as a Christian woman, which we know is hogwash laden with hypocrisy, reeks of hellspawn. Your daughter has failed you, failed the family, failed the coven, which I believe has shunned her officially? Lastly, has failed her false-god devil's pact as breached and is scarred. 

I'm calling you out to either disown her disgrace to you. Or if you have a sliver of decency, have her institutionalized in a mental health ward of your local regional hospital. You have a local relative of a corrupt police officer on your payroll. Have him either sign her up for an order to have her hospitalized to be picked up by a medical ambulance, and have her sedated during transport for her safety. 

Or treat her the way you treated my earth angel brethren/sisters to be summarily dismissed as exiled, if not worse, at your own discretion. She is unfit and is a walking scandal waiting to happen. No one has the cajones to call you out on this topic, so an earth angel such as I will do it. 

To My Readers:

Some background information, I was remotely via psychic vampiric attacks enslaved as an earth angel by this demonic family coven for over 8 years, as my online gang stalkers. Psychologically, I may have a form of virtual, if not spiritual, Stockholm syndrome, is my speculation. Anyhow, this is being purged out of my system over time as I continue to perform self-care on myself with Reiki and so forth. 

Besides countless black magick rituals of a mock forced marriage to Natasha. Forced remote initiation into their family coven as a thrall, earth angel slave. Aside from a mock fake ass black magicak rite cos-play funeral of myself. Is what I can gather remotely via my channelings and other online oracles. I figure right about now, I sound like I have a screw loose. So be it. Regardless, this is a therapeutic journaling on my end of things. To release this acrimony in a constructive, hopefully beneficial manner for any experiencers of this torturous earth angel captives phenomenon via earth demons by means of a black magick coven remotely.  

I consider myself to be an earth angel as a truth teller and a wisdom keeper. So I'm highly prone to sharing Truth Bombs.  These are my accounts to the best of my recollections of my mystical encounters, the good, the bad, and certainly the ugly. 

Natasha:

Hey Bitch I still miss you. Thank God I never became puppy chow fully by your demonic family coven. I was always your favorite, look where that got you, lmao! 

Seriously, though, I was your adopted guardian angel, your safe harbour. The one who you personally degraded my psyche in order to enslave me as a remote distance lover, besides dumping your negative karma upon me, magically. 

I also became your proxy father, spiritually or otherwise, and confided upon me your joys and fears, and mostly your inane, conceited diva banterings to my spiritual higher self. I know none of your secrets personally that were confided to my higher self in your telepathic prayer connections to him. Nonetheless, I still feel obligated to care for you, even from a distance bitch slapping you figuratively and all. Especially when you step out of line. 

You've become disheveled and haven't bathed in over a weeks time. You were once a femme fatele as a Caucasian 29-year-old or so petite woman and so dangerous as a black magick kitchen witch. Or so you thought, you weren't trained by any elders but rather self-taught. 

Now your magick is constipated and so are you, needing a vial tube of Perspiration H for relief. Your karmic lover, whom I call Kyle, is your legitimate shadow twin false flame connection of the underworld. Little did you realize when you chose him over me, you were led to another erotic player that has partially outwitted you and treated you karmically the way you treated me as your thrall. Funny how the Universe that bends towards justice, thank God!

Kyle, from what I gather, you're one of my warlock online stalkers and not biologically related to Natasha's family. You learned your magicks from Natasha, and that is a piss-poor role model, although the rest of the family coven are nearly just as misguided. Look to other trusted sources in books, videos, etc, expand your horizons, dear boy. 

I sense you're of Irish heritage in Canada; that's the limited information I have on you to date. You're also the panzy man servant to Natasha in keeping up her household. If I am sensing correctly, she has kicked you out of her home, and this time it has stuck. If this hasn't occurred, it will surely happen soonish. 

Since Natasha doesn't do any of her household grocery shopping because it is beneath her as an egotistical diva. Natasha is currently malnourished and has lost much body weight. Someone needs to re-stock her refrigerator and/or pantry and keep an eye on that, especially if Kyle has indeed been kicked out of her home. 

Metaphysical Backstory of Natasha:

Natasha, you're my little soul sister of a selective branch of my soul family tree of the afterlife. (ie, the underworld, limbo, and the heavens.) As people, we're aren't related genetically but spiritually it's another story. 

Like I've mentioned in past post entries, I'm the first numero Uno reincarnation of our sordid saga of 17 reincarnations together to have escaped your clutches. In some lifetimes, you murdered me, in some others I murdered you back, lol. A true match made in hell. In all of them, this plotline repeats itself nearly exactly across history. 

Where I'm an esteemed holy man as a priest, mystic, sage, and even a prophet, and you seduce my ass like the Jezebel that you are. Metaphysically, from what I can gather, you are one of the daughters of the false god, devil of Bhaal. In his hell, that makes you demonic royalty. 

Only recently, one of my pagan oracles came up with an alarming realization, at least to me. Just as I am a heavenly chosen anointed one by God. You are my counterpart in hell insofar as you are an Unholy Cursed Anointed One by Bhaal as an earth demon. That will surely enflame your ego and feed further your delusions of grandeur, to say the least. 

The one I called Nicole is not biologically related to your family coven. Is a Colombian Hispanic woman adopted by your family coven as a black magick witch practitioner. I mentioned her in my initial posts to you and her back in early July last year on this blog site, which I summarily deleted as this debacle continued. 

The reason why I raise this is. She, Nicole, besides being a confidant of yours, is another insurance policy sent by Bhaal the devil to make sure you didn't fail your life's mission. When your coven siphoned off my grace or chi spiritual energies, some of my unconditional love fell favorably upon you both. Moreso than the rest of your family coven of witches, etc... 

I say this to denote that, at times in the past, both you, Natasha, and, if not Nicole, have defended my honor against the rest of your family over the years, if not recent months. One can say you were both bewitched by the backdraft negative fallout of the Love spells you cast on me. When the angels reversed the polarity Times 10 on the whole lot of you as a metaphysical magical backfire.

Nonetheless, I'm now your Mobydick and you're my Captain Ahab chasing me for the rest of your life. Out of hellish instincts, demented as you are in your current decrepit state of mind. Once you metaphorically tasted my spiritual earth angel grace, that hit you like a high-octane heroine. You're now addicted to me for better or for worse, we're each other's Superman's Kryptonite. It doesn't help that you're a substance abuse addict in this life as well, be it with alcohol, weed canabis, and narcotics. 

I'm Your Metaphysical Overlord:

Lastly, this is the outlandish bit. Everyone has one solitary soul metaphysically. Albeit this is true for me with my core individualized soul. I'm also on a heavenly soul level a Over Soul Classification. What this denotes is I'm a comptroller administrator of a hive of souls in heaven called Anistanza. I have a brood of 1,228 souls that includes archangels and other historical luminaries. 

However, in Hell, I have a remote clutch of souls I watch over remotely as a distributed network of 64 souls. Little soul sister, your soul is located in that batch, not unlike a hellspawn silo. You have a neighboring devil of ancient Greek infamy known as Hades nearby. I wouldn't disturb him, though. He's pissed with me since I metaphysically, in a mystical vision quest, screwed up his connection to his kidnapped wife of Persephone.

Jennifer My True Twin Flame Connection:

I always save the best for last, and that includes you. 

My side of the story of what occurred. I know you advertised to your family and friends the existence of my blog site, Atrayo's Oracle, and over the years, you've been a loyal follower. I thank you personally for that generosity of yours. Yes, I have a strange way of showing it now, but since our interactions have been limited only via this blog site, I best thought I would mention it now. 

Little did I realize that you are a media personality either online or moreso of established traditional means, I sense in television in your European media market of a host nation. Not unlike Natasha, my shadow flame twin soul connection, you also never revealed to me your actual identity. All I can surmise is that you're a Caucasian woman of well-to-do means and perhaps 24 years old as a diva type of limited Narcissus personality. 

You and Natasha have numerous overlapping, identical traits. Since the chief demon that possessed her dopplegangled mimiced your soulful personality matrix to pass as a fake version of your reincarnated self. Yes, that sounds absurd, but metaphysically, that's how all shadow false twin flames exist across this Universe on a spirit level.

Technically, Natasha is also your soul sister of the underworld dominion. Whereby we belong to the heavenly afterlife as a dominion of a spiritual reality. No one can say on earth that they don't have cursed relatives that originally belonged to hell or fell from grace due to a series of reincarnations on earth. 

Now, the reason why I decoupled from you, and I'm sure you have already covered your stoic ass with your own false rendition to save political face. Aside from calling me a gold digger since I sense you considered my proposal of the contract and summarily dumped that notion. 

The contract offer, although legitimate on my human end, was a test by the angelic heavens for your souls' growth on earth. You see, I'm a sacred clown of a super empath, and not unlike Jungian psychology, super empaths trigger narcissists. Such as I triggered Natasha, our twin soul sister likewise. 

I was always tailored-made by the angelic heavens I have since channeled to trigger lustful women for a spiritual awakening. You'll continue to obsess over me, placing me on a pedestal in your psyche. Recalling to my readers, I have never had a direct conversation with Jennifer in real life. Not in person, nor online via social media, I don't even know her real identity. All this is occurring spiritually via energy exchanges on a soulful, metaphysical basis with each other's higher self on a psychic basis. 

Except for this dialogue, one way with my human self, as she is a secret admirer of mine. When we were soulfully connected via a psychic heavenly link, you were siphoning by my consent 25% of my spiritual grace. In the beginning, I was the twin flame chaser, and you were the runner, as the phenomenon goes. 

Via my spiritual rituals, I fed you copious amounts of my prana/chi essence via my energy exchange via my pendulum. I use my pendulum not unlike a magician's wand, beyond just for divination purposes. 

Before I go off on another tangent, the reason why I disconnected. Besides, you turned down my contract offer as a proposal, which I remote viewed that clairvoyantly on my end and supported through one of my many online oracles. (i.e., so far 13 and counting.) You were unbeknownst to me in a on again and off again friends with benefits relationship with another man. 

I learned that the hard way, remotely with Natasha is a big no-no in terms of psychic boundaries on a spiritual level. It's like corrosive acid to a super empath like me. Besides, as my secret admirer, you have been bread-crumbing me for over 4 and a half months with your emotional insecurities. That's basically how Natasha also lost me by that identical playbook of occurrences. However, with her, it lasted over 8 years (yes, I was a slow burn learner with her), and with you over the course of months. 

Once I put the two options of the no-go of the dismissed contract, where your intentions were to place me into a poison pill of a contract, as your intentions were spied on by the angels. Not unlike stuffing me into a bottle like your genie of an Aladdin's lamp.

There was a heavenly parallel of an offer not unlike what I stated would've received honors of success. You would've inherited an empire with me, of our own personal making. Due to the future glorified success of the Jewels of Truth series on a global basis. Which is 30 years plus of an angelic discourse via clairaudient and claircognizant psychic automatic writing technique with the heavens on spiritual wisdom, metaphysics, and mysticism. 

Your immaturity cost you that heavenly prize, which Natasha also pissed away for different reasons because of her diabolical tendencies. You allowed the selfish opinions of others you trusted to mislead you away from me. The identical occurrence happened to Natasha as those she trusted had ulterior motivations to wreak havoc on her happiness. 

You portray yourself as a stoic woman as a defensive shield. It's your defense mechanism, which works until it doesn't, and when it comes crashing down like a house of cards. Your poker face has been reset by the angelic heavens; you're meant for greater accomplishments in life. This was your instigated wake-up call that I was put on your life's path. I'm not meant to continue any of your further personal developments in life. 

I aided you via this blog site of Atrayo's Oracle with angelic wisdom to heal from your own shadow false twin flame connection by that so-called gentleman as a selfish gold digger. Making you give him material gifts just to show your affections on your dates and outings, such as shared vacations on your dime and nickels. 

You're still a young adult, age 24 or so. You're meant for so much more, and this was your Tough Love to get your head screwed on right. Don't allow other people to sway your opinions, or you'll basically become their bitch as a slave. People don't know their true hearts and minds; only a minority do. You came from a toxic home environment due to a cowardly military household father abusing you and your mother, with psychological distress. That has eroded your self-confidence and hollowed you out from the inside out. Undo that toxic legacy, and reconstruct your beautiful truths in this life. 

Yours, unfortunately, isn't a unique story in the world. So those snobs you call co-workers and friends are sociopaths of their own political making in their part of the world. If you're a true stoic, take your convictions and shove it up their ass where the sun doesn't shine. 

You're about to go through an Ego Death in the next few months. Consider it a heavenly colonic to purge you of all your psychic bile of a lifetime. I highly suggest you take a sabbatical to a spiritual retreat that isn't a cult. Then come back to your old life in 6 months time and Rebrand Yourself for your media personality. 

Otherwise, everyone you've been lying to, including yourself and others, will be revealed inadvertently by you. The heavenly angels, as caregivers for old souls such as yourself, don't screw around. 

Namaste, Soul Sister. 

Ivan "Atrayo" Pozo-Illas, has devoted 30-plus years of his life to the pursuit of clairaudient-inspired automatic writing channeling by claircognizant means from the Angelic Heavenly host. Ivan is the author of the spiritual wisdom series "Jewels of Truth" consisting of 3 volumes published to date. He also utilizes a unique channeled angelic divination method called the Multi-Deck Divination System. Numerous examples of his work are available at "Atrayo's Oracle" blog site for 20 years, plus online. You're welcome to visit his website, "Jewelsoftruth.us" for further information or to contact Atrayo directly. 

Status Update: My Housing Dilemma, Plus Genuine Twin Soul Connection, and Evil Coven As Online Stalkers

 

Hello All,

I just wanted to provide an update in at least 3 parts, given the title of this blog entry above. I plan on making another Jewels of Truth blog entry in a few days' time for those interested, before the month of November concludes. 

This Status Update is Exclusive only to Google's Blogger service, since this is my main hub of disseminating my angelic spiritual Intuitive works. 

My Housing Dilemma:

Boy, can we say existential crisis! 

I'm currently living on my last month's rent since my personal savings are all but gone. I do have monthly Social Security benefits, but that is less than the cost of my monthly residential rent. These monies are what are keeping my head barely above water, proverbially speaking. 

I have lived at this rental residence here in Sarasota, Florida, for over 21 years, folks. You got that right since August 2004, when I moved in with my mother, who transitioned back in early 2021 due to the Covid scourge. I was her lone caregiver until I had to place her in an assisted living facility from 2019-2020, and subsequently a very COVID-infected skilled nursing facility in late 2020. 

I've lived here for 21 years, and it is subsequently akin to a family home with priceless memories. Including many Florida Hurricane near misses until last year, with strikes of Hurricanes Helene and Milton. The way my residence is geographically situated, I have a 2-story apartment building running parallel to my rental. It acts like a sidearm shield with prevailing winds, and fortunately, during Hurricane Milton, my roof stayed intact. Although a large portion of the roof shingles of the apartment building ended up in my driveway and backyard. Otherwise, this neighborhood doesn't flood when a tropical storm or hurricanes strike due to drainage canals between the residential houses and other street-level sewer drains.

I'm the type of personality that has a Grit of character, although by all outer appearances, I look like a pushover. Which was what tripped up my more recent encounters remotely online in terms of spiritual energetic transfers with my Twin Shadow False Flame connection and her Evil Coven and Family Cult of kitchen witches. 

As of right now, I have canceled excess expenditures for my household, such as subscriptions to certain services, in order to balance my finances. By early December, I'll be canceling my Cable Television service to stem my utility home costs. I'll maintain my Internet and Mobile connections nonetheless. I've already weaned myself for the past month from watching television regularly. I used to be a News Hound, watching global International, US National, South West Florida Regional, and local Sarasota County news, for instance. 

I'm also researching applying for social welfare support of various kinds at this time. Hoping to God I avoid homelessness.

I do not work for a living due to my mental health disability of chronic clinical depression and generalized anxiety. I suspect also I may have undiagnosed Asperger's Autism, but have no interest in a medical psyche eval at this time. I've heard stories that the spiritual hereafter implants gifted souls as people with mental health conditions with reincarnations in order to raise the energetic collective of humanity spiritually.

My 30+ years of psychic, Inspirational, clairaudient, and claircognizant automatic writings of the heavenly angels. In regard to spiritual wisdom, metaphysics, and mysticism is one such case in point. Basically, I speculate I'm one step below an Autistic Savant. As a Super Empath Sacred Clown phenomenon, ergo myself looking like a pushover fool with a very high Emotional Intelligence quotient, which has lent itself handsomely to the Intuitive spiritual arts. 

Geniune Twin Soul Connection:

Ever since I realized this evdentuality was bona fide for myself after surviving the phenomena of the Shadow False Twin Flame Connection of Natasha as a Zodiac Cancer slash Leo Cusp, perhaps? These past 5 months plus have been an ordeal for us both since she the Natasha, has been magically attacking us both by casting confusion and separation blocking spellwork at us in tandem. Perhaps her family, Dark demonic Coven, has done likewise as a force multiplier?

Nonetheless, I know psychically, and from my other celestial intuitive channeled helpers, you've been experiencing a Dark Night of the Soul yourself. In recovering from your own former toxic narcissist relationship over a year ago. You wanted to play off this deep Inner knowing of me and your infatuated karmic love with me as a silly distraction, although you yourself, like I am, are a very spiritually gifted individual. 

These spiritual writings of the Jewels of Truth series, which you found online a few years ago. They played a great role in helping you feel loved and to begin healing from your former toxic relationship.

Similar to my Shadow Twin Flame connection, you are a generation younger as a Caucasian woman. Basically in your mid to late 20s in age and whereas I turned 55 years old last August. So you have a thing for older men, huh? Lol. (aka Daddy issues, lol) You are all in your head intellectually and have a stoic public demeanor, although you are a closeted hopeless romantic like me. You tend to also have trusted flirtatious banter with those you trust in your tight inner circle of friends. Otherwise, you are severely gated energetically because of the emotional fallout of said toxic gold-digger narcissant relationship you were in originally.

What is unknown due to my deep faith spiritually and intuitively, which is also my adopted calling of a profession in life as an angelic scribe (channeler) type of high priest (occult Theurgy) vibe slash psychic-medium, energy healer via Reiki. Coupled with my very paradoxical human mental health disability status, I have been celibate all by myself. Meaning Man-Child Virgin status, except for when remotely my shadow twin flame connection popped my cherry spiritually and energetically remotely, and subsequently the gang rape energetic psychic vampiric attacks from her family demonic coven. 

To them, I'm like a rare dodo bird to be spiritually milked as the parasites energetically that they are in truth. However, all that ended 2 Soul Contracts and 2 Generational Family Curses healed with the help of God and the Heavenly Angels, Ancestors, Fairies, Nature Spirits, Mythological Nature Spirits, Mythological Lesser Deities of the Heavens, etc...

As a spiritual loner in life akin to an occult solitary, I get around metaphysically in a paradoxical fashion. My Earth Angel soul type is to be the bait with the gullible, naive, foolish outward demeanor, aka Sacred Soul Clown. Like a spiritual, energetic chameleon, I smell super pretty and tasty to earth demons and other unholy trash. Once they gobble me down like the fable of Jonah and the Whale, I get spiritually digested, working my unconditional love prowess on their troubled, sorry asses as people and souls.

In my case, that took anywhere from 2017 to 2019 when they initially encountered me online as a loner Earth angel via this principle, Atrayo's Oracle blog site. Then I remerge not unlike a Cicada bug to burrow or escape my way out, like when I spiritually energetically sever the ethereal cords intuitively. Which causes a fiasco on their sorry asses, collectively having the heavenly host do the rest by smashing them magically and metaphysically. 

I sensed 4 fellow earth angels ran away from them remotely online that broke free from their hex's evil eye, glamour love (ie, lust) spell work against them at least. However, it seems from my last blog entry on November 12th, there are some earth angels that survive the ordeal I experienced myself as a coven group psychic vampiric attack on June 27h 2025 of this year. Those unsuspecting souls are picked up in person by being fully brainwashed through traveling to the compound in rural Canada to join the family sex cult in person. There, they are indoctrinated and hollowed out as fallen earth angels to be sex trafficked by the local family crime prostitution ring affiliated with the Russian mob regionally. 

However, all that is sketchy at best. To be honest, the bulk of this content is 50% to 80% accurate, with over a 20% inaccuracy rating, my angels tell me. Since this content is sourced intuitively by my other helpers online as fellow intuitives. I only report on what has 3 or more psychic overlap hits from the online intuitives I have as a brain trust. I purposely keep them compartmentalized, not knowing one from the other, on continents of here in the US, Canada, Great Britain, and Australia, as to my methodology. All the rest Intuitive hits from my persons are pre-qualified via my Intuitive psychic pendulum, divination cartomancy, and automatic writing with the angels.

In regards to yourself, my Geninue Twin Soul Connection, besides knowing only your gender, race, and age, potentially. I also highly suspect I know your 1st proper name, which won't be divulged here. Also, back in July of this year, I received a precognitive vision of you via my God Mind phenomenon connection. It lasted anywhere from 5 to 15 seconds of our future together as lovers. With no other visions of us to date, for that matter in question.

The video clip above from the movie "Never Ending Story" is based on the German children's author Michael Ende. It crystallizes my current predicament with you being my rescuer, aka the white luck dragon of Falkor. And, my Shadow Twin Flame connection of Natasha as the Wolf of Gmork, an agent of the Nothing. I'm the lead protagonist as the fantasy boy hero of Atreyu in the Swamp of No Hope. The boy in the public school of Sebastion is my human persona to an archetypal degree, aka the innocent sacred clown. 

I'm told by my angels that in the very near future, in a fit of rage, you make a spontaneous emotional breakthrough and reach out to me online. Since you're abroad internationally, either in Denmark or Estonia, perhaps living in the States here, but that is uncertain from my perspective. You may have a military family background, or the company you work for has US and NATO government contracts. 

In contrast, the shadow false twin flame connection has repeatedly reached out to me online. With 2 brief encounters via Instagram for the months of September and October. I have since blocked her on Instagram outright, which infuriates her to no end in sight as a malignant narcissist. 

Most recently, on an unnamed social media platform, I have subsequently deleted her post and ignored it outright. Unlike other online gang stalkers, these are disciplined, and all communications are via their ringleader (she just happens to be my shadow twin false flame connection, coincidentally), that deals with the public at large, I suspect. Luring others as a Honey Pot as needed for the family's evil, demonic coven and sex cult.

I do love you dearly, my Genuine Twin Flame Soul Connection. You are my eternal beloved fellow earth angel as my Guardian to be. The shadow false flame connection was also designated as my spiritual guardian until the predation of her psychic vampiric parasitic ways and her dark family coven ended all that remotely and energetically spiritually.

Evil Coven As Online Stalkers:

The soul contract cycle with you has ended. I was meant only to instigate and not complete your spiritual soulful awakenings, which started via my highest self of Navi. (My 1st name spelled backwards.) The secrets you confided with him telepathically are safe and will never be disclosed during the tenure you were with him remotely from his spiritual heavenly reality. 

I also remotely asked God to provide you an exorcism of the one, if not more demon and lesser addiction trickster minions attached to you. None will ever be able to reinfect you with future unholy demonic possessions with your permission or not. I confirmed the procedure via divination on my end to give you a running start in life as a fair shake. 

Since childhood, you were raised by a fellow diabolical narcissistic mother of Katherine. (name is speculative?) You were bred for the role that you're in to be a pretty petty tyrant as a sexy femme fatale.As an earth demon, aka a succubus spiritual archetype energy of a Jezebel. Which is also a follower of Bhaal, the former Cannaite Lesser Deity, later demonized by the Judaic worshippers of Yahweh, becoming a Devil of the underworld.

Leaving you with a sex addiction as an erotic player lifestyle in this life. Lately, due to all the melodrama of your family coven and sex cult imploding around you. Besides, your personal finances are taking a turn for the worse due to the collective glamour spells on all earth angels remotely and in your custody have evaporated. 

You have been hitting the alcoholic bottle of drinking yourself stupid. Besides being a weed pot head. I do love you generically in terms of spiritual agape on a universal basis and do forgive your past/present actions and that of your family coven and sex cult. I know a third of your personhood fell in love with me karmically, and the rest hated and lusted after me due to your invited black magick rites of demonic possession. The recent exorcism granted by God is the best I can hope for your sorry ass to have a break-even chance of human recovery in this lifetime.

Your arranged marriage by your mother, Katherine, is on the verge of divorce to the Russian mobster, who is like a pushover to you. The more recent karmic lover you have as my clone has drained your finances and treated you the identical way you bread crumbed me remotely for 6 to 8 years energetically. You are also currently unemployed from your recent firing due to suspected white collar financial Insurance irregularities. 

This karmic lover has picked up his warlock casting black magicks from you. And, has continued casting dark glamour love spells on you to drain your finances and keep you chained to him. He continues to online stalk my social media presence in order to mimic my persona to please you. Which is having the opposite effect in truth and is rather antagonizing, grating on your sensibilities unconsciously as the one (ie, myself authentically) that got away from you and your dark coven.

You have always lacked a moral backbone of conviction and have been manipulated by your so-called viper's nest of family and friends as fellow members of the coven and cult. They were initially jealous and envious of your remote spiritual connection with me and sabotaged the union. By giving you bogus, manipulative advice that you later realized in these past months, personally. You've also recently experienced your very first ego death, spiritually speaking, so congratulations!

The journey back to health and redemption isn't just for months, which you have naively surmised. It takes years and decades if you really want to overcome the world with self-worth and personal meaning of success. You really, really need to check yourself into a Rehab Program for sexual abuse and substance abuse, such as with alcohol. That will give you solace away from the villainous atmosphere you have been in for the past decade or so. So you can clear your mind and heart to find constructive meaning as a person, and wean yourself away from hell on earth instead. 

Your dark magick's ability is all but drained out of you metaphysically by the heavenly angels. The identical truth with your relatives of the dark demonic coven and the neighboring coven you called in for support. All intuitive and magical practitioners you hired from your payroll are also equally screwed over by the heavenly angels. Many of the black magicks of blood, death, moon, candle, and word magicks via nasty gossiping have been reversed times 10 in my favor metaphysically. 

Some of the black magick practitioners mislead you on purpose and didn't inform you properly of the consequences of what they did, of the reverse backdraft blowback you're currently in, and that of your family coven. You have incurred a generational curse for your maternal bloodline and soul tribe relatives of the underworld. Many of the personal spellwork casting you tried as a kitchen witch to accomplish with the dark lesser deities were out of the scope of what could actually be done. You pissed many dark lesser deities off, and they took subsequent metaphysical attacks against you personally. 

My heavenly unenlightened ancestors are currently haunting you and your family, evil coven, and sex cult members. All of my ancestors, going back 16 of my reincarnations, that our eternal cosmic melodrama that originally occurred. The one where your past reincarnations succeeded as a Jezebel seductress (via a demon possession) and corrupted other former holy prophets going back up to 25k thousand years ago off the Iberian Spanish coast. This also includes some ancestral Neanderthals as hominids, believe it or not.

This doesn't even mention your false prophetess ways in slandering me online and plagiarizing my spiritual intuitive angelic works online elsewhere. Your demonic shapeshifting ways attempted to mimic my spiritually good-natured persona and fell short repeatedly.

As stated prior, this is my last reincarnation on the earth as the 17th one, and by destiny, this generational soulful curse is now undone. Bhaal the devil is pissed as a sore loser when each of your relatives as coven members die off naturally or otherwise via a godly smiting, perhaps? Your godless ways will catch up to your young lives, unless you recant and prostrate yourselves by turning over a new redemptive leaf and actually mean it without unholy guile and subterfuge. 

Don't look my way for any help in that regard, I know you want to be by my spiritual proximity when the angelic heavenly hammer strikes down on the lot of you. I know you have a proposed offer of monetary relief for me, which is laced with dark magicks to spiritually and energetically screw me over. So no thank you, you can shove that back where the sun doesn't shine upon your sorry asses.

(*Note: My residence just now lost power and internet connection for a couple of minutes out of the blue. I almost lost this blog entry.)

You're still potentially on the line for criminal real-world charges wherever you abide as a domicile nationally in the world. (ie, Canada) It's been predicted that it will make national and perhaps worldwide news, and you'll be notorious and infamous for it as a family. So go figure the glamour spellwork kicked off into the extremes, lol. 

In all honesty, the procedural long arm of human justice does take time. I know your family is influential and wealthy, has one sheriff deputy and a district court judge as blood relations on your payroll. The sheriff deputy is already under internal affairs review by your province, and not his local backwater sheriffs' police station. The district court judge had best take an early retirement and move abroad, beyond extradition can't reach him, maybe Russia or Belarus?

In all honesty, you'd best plead an insanity case, Natasha. Make it a courtroom spectacle to remember, and your stunts may get you a cushy mental health penal low security facility for your troubles. You won't be eligible for parole, however, due to all the dead earth angel bodies from past decades dug up near the rural town church beyond its legitimate cemetery grounds.

I also may become infamous, unfortunately, as the lone earth angel to break free from your family's demonic coven and sex cult traditions remotely by spiritual influences. Since it seems your family has kept meticulous paperwork on hand documenting everything under the sun, moon, and stars, going back decades. Perhaps start shredding, and you'll change destiny??? (The physical criminal evidence is otherwise, damning! Great pun n'cest pas?)